Swara wakes up at the morning trying to open her eyes… She opens it but her vision is blur… She blinks several time and tries to open it fully… Then only she feels some rough flesh touch her eyes and she becomes so happy sensing her dearest husband is kissing her eyes in order to wake her up… Then feels whispers in ears “wake up my princess”… And it’s so melody… She feels his tempting fragrance… It’s still same… She recall something…
Flashbacks…
Swara is getting ready in morning.. Behind her sanskar is also getting ready… He applies his deo… Swara takes a deep breath… Sanskar notice it and smirk…
Swara : sanskar…
Sanskar : hmm…
Swara : you should change your deo… ?
Sanskar back hugs her : and why so… ?
Swara : ummm… It’s fregrance is not good… ?
Sanskar tighten his grip and nuzzle in her neck : not good or it’s too tempting mrs maheshwary… ?
Swara pouts: your pa is a girl… There are so many girls in office… I think in next axe deo’s add we will see you the great mr sanskar maheshwary… ??
Sanskar leaves her and starts to laugh loudly… : oh my god swara… ???
Swara : i am serious ?
Sanskar : ok ok me too ??
Swara turns her face to opposite direction…
Sanskar sees this and wraps her… She wiggled but no use : ok i will change it…
Swara turns and wrap his neck then pecks his cheek : but when you will be around me then only you will use it…
Sanskar rubs his nose with her : ok my princess… As you say…
Then hugs her tightly…
Fb end…
Swara smiles staring him…
Sanskar : staring is rude princess… And you know what i am a married man… So don’t stare at me like this…
Swara parts her lips to say something but can’t… Her eyes fill with tear that she can’t talk with him…
Sanskar : sssshhhh… Everything will be fine i am here na… Don’t cry…
Swara nodes blinking her eyes… Nurse came…
Nurse: excuse me sir… Please wait outside… I have to dress her..
Sanskar smiles and scratch his neck : ok…
Nurse is a elderly nurse…
Sanskar looks at her… Nurse is seeing the necessary things… He quickly pecks her lips.
. Nurse smiles and shook her head…
Sanskar : i will come again… I am outside only…
Hmm…
Kaise, jiyungi kaise?
Bataa de mujhko
Tere bina…
Kaise, jiyungi kaise?
Bataa de mujhko
Tere bina…
Tera mera jahaan
Le chalun main wahaan
Koi tujhko na mujhse chura le
Rakh loon aankhon mein main
Kholun palke naa main
Koi tujhko naa mujhse chura le
Days passes… Sanskar cares swara like a baby… His day starts with her and end with her… Swara’s health improved quickly… Sanskar used to talk with her a lot… After 3 day…
As usual swara wakes up and finds a big tead and a rose…
The teady speaks in animated voice: good morning shona… Beautiful rose for this beautiful princess…
Someone smacks teady’s head and then : oye flirting with my wife??
Swara’s smile became wide…
Sanskar comes to her : good Morning love…
Swara : love you…
Sanskar looks at her with teary eyes and pecks her lips : love you too…
Main andheron si ghiri hoon
Aa dikha de tu mujhko savera mera
Main adhuri si lehar hoon
Aa dila de tu mujhko kinara mera
Swara admire sanskar… Both are trying to fill up each other life’s void zone
Sanskar : ok swara now eat…
Swara looks at the bowl with frown and turns her face…
Sanskar : what happened.. Chalo aaa…
Swara with pout : i don’t want this… I want something tasty… Sanskar please bring puri dum aloo and khir… Please… Choclate and ice cream also
Sanskar sighs remembering doctor’s word…
Doctor : she should it only liquid food nothing else…
Sanskar : shona… You know na you have to eat this…
Swara gets sad ????
Sanskar : ok let’s play a game… We will think it’s only your puri dum aloo… Ice cream chocolate khir everything…
Sanskar fakely smells the bowl…
Sanskar : ummm… It’s smelling delicious… Chalo chalo swara… Have this…
Swara smiles with tears and opens her mouth to eat…
Sanskar push spoon of spoup : toh this is your puri dumalu… Delicious na…
Swara nodes with tears and smile…
Like this he feeds her…
Jaagi jaagi raatein meri
Roshan tujhse hai savera
Tu hi mere jeene ki wajah
Jab tak hain ye saansein meri
Inpe hai sadaa haq tera
Poori hai tujhse meri duaa
Next 2 days pass like this…
Swara : sanskar… No you won’t give your kidney please…
Sanskar : par kiun… And from now you will not decide anything…
Swara : no sanskar… Pahle hi maine bohot barbadi kar di tumhari life mein… Aab or nei… I can’t take your normal life…
Sanskar : and i thought you are changed…
Swara keeps crying…
Sanskar : you know what swara… You always think about you… Life mein kabhi toh hamare bare mein socha karo… For a single minute… For whom i am doing all this… For us… For you and me… And you?? You never think about us…
Sanskar cups her face : swara… Don’t you wanna live with me?? I am perfectly fine… I will give one kidney to you then we will live together happy…
Swara : you won’t have any problems in future na??
Sanskar : nah shona… Look i already start dreaming about our future life… Don’t ruin it please… At least not this time…
Swara hugs him…
Tera mera jahaan
Le chalun main wahan
Koi tujhko na mujhse chura le
Rakh loon aankhon mein main
Kholun palke na main
Koi tujhko na mujhse chura le
Main andheron si ghiri hoon
Aa dikha de tu mujhko savera mera
Main adhuri si lehar hoon
Aa dila de tu mujhko kinara mera
Doctor : mr maheshwary… Tomorrow foreign doctors will come… Are you both ready…
Swara sanskar looks at each other and smiles… : yes doctor…
Doctor : i am really shocked to see your progress mrs maheshwary… I think mr maheshwary know some kind of magic…
Doctor said smiling…
Sanskar smiles and pulls swara more close: of course doctor… I know magic but what to do it’s only work on my wife…
Doctor smiles… Swara blushes profusely…
That night…
Sanskar is sitting on her bed stroking her hair in order to make her sleep… Her eyes are closed…
Swara : sanskar…
Sanskar who was thinking something deeply looks at her : han shona…
Swara with teary eyes: i will be ok na?? Main marna nei chahti sanskar… Jeena chahti hu tumhare sath…
Sanskar : sssshhhh… Everything will be alright… I told na… You trust me na??
Swara : more than myself…
Sanskar : toh… Just sleep..
He pecks her forehead…
Next day…
Swara wakes up 1st…
Swara’s pov…
I open my eyes and 1st thing come in my mind is my sanskar… I look around… He is not here… And whenever i can’t find him in front of my eyes… I get a panick attack.. ‘he left me’… I know he won’t… But i can’t help it… I still remember that day…
I look at myself in mirror… I am wearing a gorgeous dark blue and white saree… A half sleeve blouse… Simple dimond set… My hair is open fully… That swara… Yes she is the one… Whom i killed 1 year ago… Swara sanskar maheshwary… I took my red whit bangles i mean my sakha pola… I wear it… Then my vermillion… I put some vermillion on my left hand sakha(the white bangle) and prey for my husband’s safety… I look at my holy thread and remember all past things… I was feeling dizzy… I hold the chair tightly… I feel better after sometime… I took vermillion and mangalsutra… I reached main door… I see dida is smiling at me… She comes to me and bless me then pecks my forehead… I was about to step out i felt sharp pain in my stomach… I couldn’t hold it and sits there only holding it tightly… Dida panicked…
Dida: shoru… You okay?? What happened…
Swara nodes after feeling better…
Dida: i will call sanskar… You wait…
Swara : no dida… I will go… And it’s very special day for him…
I somehow stand.. It’s still aching… But i managed to plaster a fake smile on face… somehow i reach up to car… Priyal was already there… Both headed towards the venue…
My health was not at all well… I was feeling so weak… Feeling like my all nerves and flesh are burning inside.. And the traffic… Ufff… I look at tge watch its 8 already… No i can’t wait… I have to reach there…
I open the door… And comes out… Priyal also…
Priyal : mam??
Swara : i can’t wait priyal i have to go… My vision was blurry… I start to walk… I was feeling like my whole body is burning… Please god give me some time… Please…
I cross half traffic when i couldn’t walk more… I was about to fall when someone hold me from back and a familiar voice shout : swara…
I felt my mouth filled with hot liquid… Somewhat it’s tested like blood and also hot liquid come from my nose… I manage to look at the person.. It’s total blur… I blink several time and sees some familiar blurry face… Whose that.. Priyal… Ragini… Laksh… Dadi…
And then i can’t remember anything…
When i got conscious… I found myself in hospital cabin… Laksh dida dadi Ragini Priyal and doctors are talking… They were saying something… I can’t hear… I remember sanskar… His words… No i have to go… I tried to get up but i felt like it’s not my body but huge hill which i can’t lift… Fortunately all look at me… All comes to me…
Ragini : swara are you ok??
I manage to take sanskar’s name : Ragini… Please say sanskar about my condition… Or he will leave me forever… Say him i tried to go… Please…
I breathed heavily… I felt suffocating… Doctors give me oxygen mark… I looked at Ragini last time… Then everything gone black…
When i wake up… I look everywhere but can’t find sanskar… I look at dida…
Dida’s eyes are teary… I managed to take his name…
Dida: swara… He will come soon…
Swara : where??
Dida: don’t know… We are trying… Don’t know where is he…
‘he left me’ i feel more weak… I lost everything…
After many days he returns… But where he go…
I manage to call sanskar… Then only doctor enter with nurse… Nurse comes to me…
I ask her about sanskar… She just smiles… She change my clothes and tie my hair then cover it… Then took me to a big room… There was a partition of green curtain… They remove it and i see sanskar there.. Lying smiling at me… Then they again slide the curtain and i feel a niddle is entering… I become unconscious…
Precap leap of 8 months…
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