Hey guys. Im am so incrediby sorry for not writing for over a month… I’ve just been so crazy busy. I hope you like this epi since I’ve stayed up til midnight to finish it and put in lots and lots of effort. Please, please comment xxx
Last epi- https://www.tellyupdates.com/mera-dil-aap-ke-lie-dhadaktha-hai-suhani-si-ek-ladki-yuvani-episode-6/
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Yuvraj strides with his head held high and a fire of fury in his eyes. He had reached the third hour of his long and treacherous journey. The muscles in his legs were worn down and were aching endlessly. His breath was heaving and the dust of the hot day flew in to his eyes. His body begged him to stop but his heart wouldnt let him.
The heart inside him raced for his Suhani. He despised himself for failing to protect her, he couldnt rest until he found her culprit. He would do anything to bring his love her justice.
Yuvraj finally reached back to the handpump area, the area that brought back fresh memories that tore through his raw wounds.
A single tear streaked down his face, as his lips trembled. He remembered Suhani quaking with fear, wrapped in his arms. He remembered her lifting her lifeless fingers to caress his face, her smooth loving hands stroking his face with her innocent blood. He remembered how her breathing slowed down and her chest heaved, while he helplessly watched her, gripping on to her hand while her eyes closed with her lips parted mid way through his name.
Yuvraj fell to his knees, beyond tired and overcome by memories. He shut his heavy eyes as the tears dropped to the dusty floor. He imagined her lips against his and her arms around his chest and the love in her eyes that he felt he never deserved and he found his strength. He stood up wiping away the dust on his knees.
He walked over to the hand pump area, still unstably stumbling. He then begins his plan.
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Yuvraj walked in to bedroom searching for Suhani. When he enters, the blood streaming around his body boils and the rage radiates off his body, sufforcating the room. The shining orbs of his eyes burned a hole through the hand that was nearing his Suhani. His fist curled and shook and he felt filthy seeing Sambhav’s hand on his world, she was a delicate treasure and he would never ever let Sambhav get away with treating her like this.
Suhani- Please, I don’t know who you are… neither do i want to. Let me go… (Her voice was weak and shaky and it yanked out every single one of Yuvraj’s heartstrings one by one, his eyes almost watering in her pain.)
Sambhav- I’m Sambhav, Suhani! Suno, REMEMBER ME!! (He starts stroking her arm and travels further and further up …)
Yuvraj ran inside and grabbed her hand protctively from Sambhav’s satan-like touch. Suhani looked up at with relief flooding her eyes. She ran in to his arms and hid her face in his shirt, shaking while the bitter tears left her innocent eyes. Yuvraj wrapped an arm around her waist staring threateningly at Sambhav. She wrapped her arms around his chest, the warmth emitting of Yuvraj’s skin her sanctuary of safety. He caressed her smooth hair as if he was trying to keep hold of her and keeping her to himself. Sambhav tensed with the toxicity of envy.
Yuvraj- Im warning you Sambhav…Tu meri Suhani ko nei chu saktha, I will never ever let anything happen to my Suhani that she doesn’t want to happen. Okay? As long as I am here Suhani, nobody can do anything to you, Okay? Especially YOU, Sambhav!(In a sudden moment of impulse he grabbed Sambhav’s collar, bringing his fiery stare to Sambhav’s eyes, both of them gearing up for a fight.)
Suhani- Please Yuvraj, let go of him, what if you get hurt? Chodo! (She fondled his sculpted cheek and turned his face to look at her begging eyes.) Please baby, mere liye. (Yuvraj melted in her loving gaze, and released his grip on Sambhav. She again snuggled in to his chiselled chest and he planted a relieved kiss on her flowing ringlets of hair, closing his pained eyes.)
Sambhav stormed out of the room, unable to control his destructive anger.
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Sambhav sat in an empty room, darkness enveloping him and his ghoulish thoughts. His cold blood had turned to bursts of rage that blundered through his warped brain that saw nothing but Suhani, the target of his contortioned, distorted thoughts. His mind flashed with repeated images of Yuvraj’s gentle hand on Suhani and their intense love through their unbreakable stares.
Sambhav- You’ll pay for the way you defamed my infatuation Suhani! Your mine, mine to touch and mine to use! You can’t so much as look at someone else, especially if you manipulatively pretend to be in memory loss.
He turned on his phone and stared at the sceen, the blaring light glowing forebodingly in the dark room. The screen read:
‘Often Memory loss due to a traumatic incident or accident can be brought back by being in other such incident as itt causes their entire life to flash in their eyes.’
A small smirk started to appear on his face.
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Yuvaan and Yuvani walked in to room where Suhani was laying down in Yuvraj’s lap and closing her eyes and smiling as she felt his fingers running through her hair. He hummed a gentle lori with teary eyes, wanting to freeze this momet in time as a testament of the purpose of his life. Yuvaan and Yuvani both smiled at their parents with wavering emotions, hoping with their pure hearts that their family stayed ike this forever and ever.
Yuvani- Mumma? Papa?
Yuvraj and Suhani both looked up and smiled tenderly at their children. Yuvraj beckoned them to sit on the bed while Suhani sat back upright. Yuvaan and Yuvani sat on the bed, joyous smiles shining on their youthful faces. Suhani gasped in pride with watering eyes, as she slowly caressed Yuvaan’s cheek and pushed back the hair on yuvani’s forehead to see her cute face.
..Suhani POV..
I could feel the tears welling up in eyes again, i have cried so much in the past few dys that i feel drained. Drained of strength, drained of sanity. What sort of mother am I if I can’t even remember ever seeing their angelic faces? What sort of wife am I if because of me, my husband stays up late at night, watching over me?What sort of woman am I that people keep targeting me, hating me? That I put all that I love in danger for me.
My eyes met my children’s hazel eyes and i saw Yuvraj in them, his charisma and his precious love, our memories. I could see Yuvraj in their mannerisms, their consciousness for cleanliness, their care for me. I wanted to shelter them in my arms with Yuvraj’s arms looped around us and I wanted to hold on to this moment for the rest of our lifetime.
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Suhani- Im sorry bache, its all my fault. (Yuvraj wrapped a comforting hand around her shoulders.)
Yuvaan- What do you mean mumma?
Suhani- I don’t remember you guys do I beta?
Yuvaani- Thats not your fault mumma! (They both leap in to Suhani’s arms and snuggled in to her chest. Suhani cries as she grips to both of them as if they were her life line.)
A single tear left Yuvraj’s eyes as he ropes his arms around his family,trying to become the shield to his entire world.
..Yuvraj POV..
Suhani-Okay so guys tell me about some fun that I’ve missed!
Suhani, Yuvani and yuvaan all chattered away about something that I couldn’t focus on. I was engulfed by the angelic laughter that left Suhani’s kissable lips and her pearly row of teeth that her melodious laughter echoed from. Our kids are the proof of our love, the bearer of our memories… our legacy. They are another form of the epitome of selfless love… My Suhani… We are meant to be… we’ve been through everything that was meant to tear us apart yet we will come out stronger than ever. I believe it. I can’t love you any more than I do right now, yet I know that somehow I will love you more tomorrow. Our love is the bond of a lifetime. I know I don’t deserve it but it’s too good to let go.
Now I realise… all those times when you used to say ‘I love you more.’… you weren’t trying to start one of our little fights. You were trying to make me understand that you love me more that an imperfection in myself that I hate, you love me more than the hate my stupid dadi made you suffer through, more than the repeated obstabcles that tried but always failed to ruin our undying love. That you love me the most. And I love you the most Suhani, more than anything in the world.
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Yuvaan- Now you tell us something that happened before we were born mumma!
Suhani turned round and met Yuvraj’s gaze, both smiling through their eyes.
Suhani- Tee kai…
Their eyes twinked with the warmth of happy memories as they explained the first time Yuvaan and Yuvan kicked in Suhani’s stomach. They described how their eyes watered as they smiled at each other and how they cheered and laughed. The recounted how Yuvraj lifted Suhani up and spun her around, both of them giddy with joy. How Yuvraj placed his hand tenderly on her belly and shrieked like a girl in happiness while Suhani mocked him. He leaned down to her stomach and coed at his children affectionately, chattering away while Suhani watch him with watery eyes and her hand resting top of his.
Yuvaan and Yuvani giggle at the tale, their cheeks rosy with happiness. They felt at comfort and at rest, finally feeling as if their family was how it was meant to be. After getting bored, they ran away to play, leaving Yuvraj and Suhani sighing with a smile.
Suhani- Our kids have grown to be so sweet na Yuvi? (They both sat on the bed and Yuvraj wrapped an arm around her waist from behind.)
Yuvraj- yes, of course… They’ve take after their dad… (Yuvraj peered round her hair watching her frown playfully.)
Suhani- Tu kuch bhi bola, my children would always have been amazing…
Yuvraj- haan, wo tho sahi hai… (He smiled mischeviously, seductively looking in to her eyes.) Since when are you having such a big shock of praising our creation? You want to make some more?
Suhani immediately turned tomato red, avoiding Yuvraj’s gaze. Yuvraj lifted her face to meet his passionate gaze, pushing back the stray strands of her hair to get a good view of her sunning face. Their legs tanged together and they felt the soothing heat of each others slick skin. Yuvraj’s neared his lips to her neck, causing every single hair on her neck to stand up. Both of their breathing sped up like hell, racing. His fingers grazed her skin and he slowly planted his lips against her neck, causing her to sigh in such a way that he lost his controll. Years on years he yearned to hold her in his hands this way whisper to her how perfect she looked, and now he got his chance, he couldn’t hold back… even though he knew how wrong it was. She leaned her back on his and their static skin touched. He wrapped an arm around her waist and planted a kiss in her hair, their chests heaved with desire and need, each others touch stealing away their breath.
Yuvraj turned Suhani so she was laying facing him, and he lingered above her, balancing on her arm. He sat just admiring her ever inch of her face and every curve of her body. He savoured her beauty… he was all hers. Suddenly out of nowhere, suhani grabbed his shirt and yanked him toward her and connected their lips. They kissed and her carresed her in his arms. He stopped himself from going any further, burying his head in her neck.
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Please tell me what was your fave moment? And tell me what i can improve? And whether you would like me to start another ff?