” Nurse hurry up…. hurry up…. get her into the operation theatre…. make those arrangements….. hurry …..hurry up….”
It was a dream for me till now….. Those words and those memories echo in mind … life play different types of game with us… but this time it was a magic for me….
Let me introduce myself first…. I am Vansh Raisinghania…. Actually I am a professional doctor… My hands have heel thousand of patients without any fear….. I have handle thousand of operations successfully….. but for the first time in my life I fear of doing an operation…. for the first time in my life I didn’t trust me…. didn’t trust my capacity….. It was a three years ago life time memory…..
( According to Vansh’s diary the story will continue)
Three years ago,
26.01.2018
Today was very tough day …. today I had to do two operations …. so because of the tiredness I felt I was resting in staff room…. I think I slept for a while…. suddenly I heard a noise of nurses.. I quickly went there to see what happened…. oh god I think it’s a girl…. her head was badly injured and and she was unconscious ….. her head was badly bleeding…..
” Nurse… nurse tell me shortly what happened?”
” doctor she has met with and accident just ago”
”did you call there parents…”
” doctor she is an orphan”
”then any friend”
” her only friend died from this accident”
”oh shit… hurry up….hurry up… get her in to the operation theatre…. hurry up”
” but doctor who will pay hospital charges and all….”
” I will pay them… now just hurry up and take her into he theatre…. don’t ask any damn question… do as I told…”
”ok…k…. doctor”
crazy woman…. who care money than someone’s life…. I went to the operation theatre to do the surgery…. but I was nervous… yes for the first time in my life I was afraid to do an surgery….. yes for the first time in my life I was not sure of my capacity…. I don’t know why…. I just fear that because of me she will lost her life….
Anyhow I did the surgery…. I did it at last… but unfortunately she was in coma situation …. I don’t know why but my heart was breaking in to pieces when I saw her in coma….. I hope she will be fine soon….
29.01.2018
I went to hospital after three days as I was not well… I remembered her as soon as I went to the hospital… ‘
” excuse me nurse where is the girl who met with an accident three days ago and I did the….”
”oh doctor she is in room no. 45 ”
” nurse did anyone come to see her”
”no doctor”
what! she is in coma… so someone has to talk with her for her quick heeling…. but if no one come then she….noooo….
I slowly went towards her room… I feel pity for her… she looks like a simple and innocent girl… what if she will not recovered…. no I can’t let that happen…. so I thought to be her family from then…. I determined to talk with her and help her to recover from coma soon…. yes I will do it…
( guys from now on I will use dark colour for Vansh’s dialogues)
30.01.2018
Today I went to the hospital with a new hope…. yes a new hope…. apart from treating patients now I have to heel her too… I have to help her come out from coma
I went near to her….. I began to talk non-stop …. they all are like monologue…. because there is no reply for my talks
” Hello I am Vansh your new friend…. oops see I don’t know you name …. so first let’s make nick names for two of us OK?”
” so you are honey and I am bunny….. see you are seems to be sweet so you are honey and see I am so cute ha ha ha….. nurses say I am so cute so I am bunny….ok honey?
‘‘ so I bunny don’t know about you and there is no way to know about you…. so honey let me tell you about me….. ”
” I am…..”
31.01.2018
now be bunny has become my daily routine….. I went to see her in morning ,at lunch time and before I leave …….
” Hello honey see am I handsome today?…. I wear a white shirt today… you know my mom always say I am more handsome in white… ha ha ha see your bunny is crazy….”
01.02.2018
” honey today I made black coffee noodles by the recipe given by my friend @FirstRaysOfSun I hope honey you will like it…. if not then you can deal with her….’‘
02.02 2018
” honey dear see today is my birthday… aren’t you wish me….. say Happy Birthday bunny…. you know now I am 27 years old… so now I am a adult…. but mom calls me ‘kiddo’ huh! I think today I have to say mom that now I am not her kiddo ….”
03.02.2018
” Honey see I am dancing… don’t you laugh at me…. when I was a kid my mom always put a frock on me and take me to dancing class… poor me… everyone thought I was a girl “
The days pass like this……
Flash back ends……
In present …..
My past three years went like that…. but she didn’t wake up from the coma in those three years… she is still in coma… I talked with her… I tell jokes , stories , daily news and all…. I even sing sons and danced also…. but there was no improvement in her… she is still in coma… I don’t now what to do…. as a doctor I do everything I can do…. but now even I am helpless….
but one thing happen… during these three years my feelings for her improve… see how mad I am …. a girl in coma for three years…. but this mad boy started to love her …. this mad boy love a girl whose name he never heard… I don’t know how and when I fell for her… but somehow now I love her… I know my love for her is just a dream because when she come out of coma may be she will forget me …. but how can I stop my heart… she has become my dream love …..
next day……
Today I took my last step for her…..
” Honey how are you…. I hope at least you can hear me… ”
” I want to tell you something….. When I saw you for the first time in hospital I felt I have to take care of you…. I don’t know why but I felt some connection with you…. My first intention was to help you to come out from this coma…. I do my best to recover you…. may be I am unfortunate that I was not able to recover you…. sorry dear…. ”
” The most important thing is this bunny has fallen for you…. I don’t know how to do a proper confession…. but what I want to tell you is I love you…..”
saying this I hold her hand for the first time in my life… my words cracked… I didn’t want to cry but my tears cheat me …. I put my head on her hand and began to cry like a baby …. I wanted to say lots of things to her …. in my life I had only my mom and sister as my father died when I was three years old…. after father’s death I am so fear to lose who are close to me… after my father’s I become so sensitive that can’t bear a huge lose…
during these three years I never lose hope but when I hold her hand and started to confess I completely broke down thinking I will lose her…. I was afraid to lose her…. I scream” honey please get up …. honey I love you….please get up….” but there was no reply for my screams…..
After two days…..
I went to hospital like I have lost everything… because I know today also I have to see her in coma state …. because I know today also I will witness my attempts to recover her is useless…..
when I turn towards my staff room a nurse came running towards me…..
”doctor… doctor….’doc”
” why what happened any emergency”
” doctor…doctor”
” aree nurse stop doctor doctor… say what happened”
” doctore the girl you treat …she wake up yesterday…. we called you but you didn’t answered …. she…”
I don’t want to know other things…. she wake up….. the happiness which is growing in my heart is out of words…. I feel like I live again…. I feel like I won something priceless… I feel like I breath again…. I ran towards her room like Usain Bolt…. but I think my speed today is faster than him…. Yureka….. god I love you……..
I directly opened her room door ….. she has wake up…. she is sitting on the bed eating an apple…. I feel I want to hug her badly…. tears were filled in my eyes because of my happiness ….but …. but… but her face doesn’t have a smile seeing me…. does she forget me…. nooo god nooo
” Hello ”
she talked ….yes she talked … for the first time I heard her voice…. is she said hello to me… does that mean she can remember me…..
” Hello” I said
” excuse me but who are you Mr…..” what! she….she can’t remember me…. oh noooo I tried my best to be normal and said ,
” Hello I am you doctor Miss..”’
”Miss Riddima Sharma”
oh ho so her name is Riddima ….it’s a nice name…. finally my honey has a name call Riddima
” Nice to see you come out from the coma”’
”Thanks doctor”
” Who is he” I said pointing a boy who is with her…..
” My friend”
”oh” friend? what friend? no one came to see her during these three years…. but suddenly a friend ….huh! my friend…. nonsense ….
” doctor I am going today… thanks for everything”
” ha o…okkkk.”
I left the room with moist eyes…. why god why…… why…. I do everything for her but you made her away from me…. isn’t my love is suitable for her…My love for her is pure god …then why why did you do that…..
I was broken ….my heart was broken into pieces….. if I can time travel I will surely change that day I met her for the first time… if I can change my destiny I will surely make me away from her then I will not have to bear this pain……
suddenly someone hug me from back
”idiot…. how can you lose hope so easily Mr. Bunny…… I thought you will try at least one time to say about you to me but you didn’t…. oh god bunny you and your singing …. I must say you have such a bad voice…. you didn’t let me to stay peacefully for a while ….. your friend and those foods…oh god! you are very bad at confessing…. that day you wet my hand by you tears…. aren’t you ashamed that day you cry like a baby…ufff bunny ……”
god who is this non-stop talking machine …. it’s her… I was lost in words…. I just look at her and listen what she is talking…. all these three years I talk and talk but no the time to listen…..
” so Mr. Bunny I love you crazily….. You are my dream love which was I dreamed every day……”
she said it kissing my cheeks……
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