I was running….don’t know where i was running….my head was bleeding…unable to move properly….so many things coming in my mind….tears coming from my eyes….suddenly a light came infront of me….”horn”….and that’s it….
let me introduce myself…i am swara….i am a bubbly girl……..so no one is actually has intrest in me….but i don’t care about it (“you do care dear”*inside feeling*)…shhh….you know right…my inside feeling(winks)…..i likes to draw ,sing….so this is me…..my first love was laksh…..we are a distant relative….so he used to talk with me…but one day he confessed that he loves me…..i was surprised…why me?!….i rejected….but after many days he again asked me….i don’t know i am in love or not…i was confused…..but i said ohk….i like you….so we start to love…..(i was not sure it was love*inside feeling*)…..but you know go with the flowww……and i started to like him more….but he was like he wants to marry me but if his parents does not allow for this he would leave me…..i was awestruck…..i don’t know what to do….so i asked my best friend ragini….she was feeling angry and said to leave him now…..so i just breakup with him….i thought it was easy peasy….but later i understand i took this relation seriously…OMG…..i started to cry….you know teenage time…blaah…..but i was very sad…..i just sat numb in the class room….everyone started to notice it…..my friend sana asked what happened….i said the story….i started to cry….she calmed me…..i was unable to concentrate on my studies….i just opened the messages he send to me earlier….it was like
why did you breakup with me 🙁
i need you swara….i am sorry….
i dont know what to do….then that happened….nothingg….i just messeged him back…my mind said dont message him but i did…thats me….how stupid of me…..then he give reply…like that …..its back…..my mind was saying it will not work out….but somewhere i need to give him another chance….like that days went…..suddenly he stopped messaging me….i thought he was busy because he said earlier he has hectic work….so i messaged him…..but he didnt replies….i waited …but no reply….i called him…no reply….many messages…many calls..no reply at all….i felt hurt,,,really hurt,….but my hope didnot gave up… i waited for him….but nothing ….i was sad….deep down i felt cheated….
one day a message came in fb….i thought it was him but it was not him….i felt sad…..i asked the person who messeged me that…
can i ask you a doubt?
actually i don’t know that person….i was feeling so sad that time….but that person did not replied…..i thought to ask that is every men are same?…..but i just ignored that…
then after a few weeks he replied my message…..
yeah, ask the doubt.
i was like this person is not a active person at all….i thought to ask that time…but he replied now….duh….i said ….
nothing,do i know you?
i just thought to message that time….and you know…after many weeks he replied back….
is this your doubt?….(laughs)
i was like what is there to laugh -_-….i just said
yeah…
after many days he replied..
okayy….so whats your name…where is your place….u studying?
i was like..okayyy….so many questions!…i said
why this much questions at one time?
he replied
because i am not a active person..so that is y
i know that…replying after many weeks….he is not a active person at all….
i just looked his profile….name: Sanskar…..he is a good looking guy…..
SO THIS IS THE CHAPTER 1….HOWZ IT GUYS…..I THINK I MADE YOU SLEEP ;)…..SORRY FOR THE MISTAKES…..