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Deep inside the woods , where the night revealed it’s enchanting beauty , covered up with dry leaves through the whole path , while the whole forest with different trees , filled with the intoxicating fragrance of flowers , and mouth watering smell of fruits , while breath stopped seeing the mesmerizing beauty of the moon , the streak of clouds enveloped around the sky , silence prevailed everywhere , while the rhythmic sounds of waterfall caught the ears , as the wind blow , hair strands flowed across the wave , dancing in the air , while the voice of the owl hitted my ears , I clutched his shirt , and entangled our hands together to lessen my fear …. ,
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I looked back at her , understanding her fear , I held her to my heart to make her calm down , we came across the waterfall , which reflected the beautiful moon in it , becoming it’s mirror …
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As my hand touched the flowing cool water , shivers ran down across my spine , making me shake in cold , when I felt , some warmth on myself , his hands ran down through my body , encircling his hands around my waist , while his chin rested on my shoulder , I closed my eyes to feel his touch & warmth ,
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While the moonlight fell over her face , it glowed like a twinkling star , the spark in her eyes , made me lost in my own lala land , the mere sight of hers , made my world stop , her only smile , it’s a magic spell to make someone hers ,
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The duo walked further , interlocking their fingers promising to stay together
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Bakwaas toh likh liya meine
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It’s been a month since that incident occurred , my life took a tragic turn that day , one of the horrible times in my life , that day ….. I was walking through the empty road , it’s autumn , dry leaves scattered on the ground , it’s beautiful , it’s quiet , but there is a say , there will be complete calmness …. Before a dreadful storm , it all went completely dark , there is no vehicle roaming on the road , almost all street lights are off…
I was walking lost in my own world , although it’s serene , it’s deadly scary too , I always wanted someone to accompany me … But the fact is ..I doesn’t have someone…. I was an introvert …. I am not so good in conversating & mingling with someone …. Working from years as a psychologist … Having many coliques too … I doesn’t feel to get together with someone …. It’s since my childhood ….. My dream to have atleast one true & forever bestie for myself….. But … God doesn’t gave me one … Seeing my sister’s friends … I always used to feel …. Why doesn’t I have one for me ??…. Do I doesn’t deserve one ??…. Although I have friends … some used to only bother for themselves …. And the best ones …. Huh…. They always had left me with some reason bcoz of the destiny …. Got transfered or I left the school… I doesn’t even have their numbers with myself …. Although I get one… I doesn’t ever met them in person …. By conversating …. No one would ever become besties easily is my point of view … If I message them , I would either get the reply after hours or even days …. It’s funny yet painful truth …. I am annoyed dude …. I have no one with my self …
Yeah …. Since childhood I used to love my sister… And it’s funny that I don’t know the reason …. I just have her …. I used to try numerous ways to make her my friend …. It’s funny but it’s true …. What to do ?.. I have her only for myself….. But she hardly gives a damn …. Loving her too doesn’t worked …. I used every situation to get a smile as a reward …
Whenever she thanked me …. I felt special ….. Kinda stupid I am …. But one thing made me laugh , surprise , shock , happy …. That is … Ever since our meeting … My sister’s friends loved me more than they do to my sister …. As I failed to ever get a true friend … Who will forever be my side , love & care , not stupid but responsible ….. And care for me like a mother …. most importantly bear my craziness & childish behaviour …. Uff… I doesn’t feel someone would ever exist …. Who will bear my craziness , but there are many …. As … Every person tolerates his/her bestie’s tantrums and craziness …. Seriously they definitely deserve an award for it …. Hands off to you ….. I Salute your patience …. And haan … Coming back to story …. My failure thought me to get busy and forget the world ….. Usually … I am actually the one who said to never sacrifice your dreams for others …. But I’m the one who compromised and left my passion …. Of course …. I am not the only one who sacrificed their dreams for others …. There are infinity in the world … Are you someone like that ??
Finally …. As my parent’s wish … I thought to be a doctor … I doesn’t say that my parents doesn’t understand my dreams …. I left it bcoz I wanted them to be happy … And they will always think of my well being …. When I shared my passion … My sister said one thing … My passion is dangerous …. Oh common dude …. Who will make something as their passion … It will always be possible from their side … Bcoz we have interest …. Having interest we keep dedication …. Determination to reach our goal makes us give our bestest ….. And winning over is not any miracle for us but it’s a possible matter for us … And yah …. But sister also spoke out about the disadvantages of my passion …. My passion is to investigate crimes … Go on a adventure mode …. Become an agent … Solve cases …. Be a honest officer till death …. Serve my nation ..
As I am girl and not so right for it …. She denied … I felt frustrated inside… My worst nightmares came true …. I knew well … No one would agree for my passion …. But still … Stupidly I kept hopes …. Although leaving my dreams is not a big deal for me … I will always feel throughout my life … A feeling of regret …. If I am successful and happy too…. The feeling of regret haunts me forever …
That I can’t became what I wanted too makes me vulnerable … But of no use … There is a say …. That time heals everything even past …. But sometimes it can’t … Coming to the story …. While I am lost in thoughts … A light flashed directly on my eyes … I closed my eyes tightly …. I slightly opened my eyes to see a jeep … I doesn’t get good vibes …negative thoughts running over my mind …. Yeah …. My … No no no …. Every mind ever create stupid theories in every situation …. I thought to leave the place as soon as possible …. But nah… That jeep blocked my path …. I frowned seeing their antics … Holding up my anger …. I thought to leave in another way …. But they blocked that too …. I crossed my hands across my chest … Since childhood I was same … Once some one angers or irritates me … The rebel invokes in me … And doing something bad… I will calm myself…. What to do ??… I have anger issues since I was born … Mostly bcoz of my sister … Although she is matured …. But becomes more kiddish than me in times… Even her friends named her laughing buddha … Yeah … Coming back to the story … I glanced at the jeep…. A few men got down from it …. Maybe five … They looked not so good indeed not at all good …
I feared thinking what’s in store for me …. One of them lighted his cigarette …. It’s eerie silence …. When one of them cane forward… Only thought hit my mind is to runaway like a cheetah …. But the fear in me …. Made me a statue …
Mustering courage …. I was about to go from there …. But a hand caught my hand tightly …. Extremely tight …. I wanted to push him … But I doesn’t have much power … Another caught my another hand … I struggled to get out of their hold … I screamed on them ” leave me …. ” But they doesn’t give a damn… One started to come close to me …. I wanted to back off… But situation doesn’t support me not even a single percent …. I felt like ….
Oh dear earth Swallow me …. When my brain started creating theories … Like seriously ?? … Even at this type of situation … When my brain spoke ..
” Are they going to RAPE YOU ?? ” why are you speaking so ?? Here I am getting deadly scared …. And you … If I even get a No.1 torturous death too … I would never experience such pain compared to a RAPE … that’s such a death that rather than living … You wish to die at every second … You can’t bear such a pain …. He came more closer … I shut my eyes and bite the both filthy hands which caught me till now … They winced in pain …. I started to run … Using my whole power …. I run run run …. But then I heared some sounds of a vehicle …. I doesn’t care until … Realisation hit me hard … Are they that same bastards ?? , I hid behind nearby bushes …. Scientists say that that the universe is made of protons, neutrons , and electrons , but they forgot to mention morons …. thanks to my petite figure …. I perfectly fit in them …. The Jeep came and stopped at my place … Why only mine ?? …One of the five scanned the ground …. Why ?? … Then he spoke ” Look …. Foot prints … Must be of that girl ” Idiot …. In this darkness too , his eyes work wonderfully to my unfortune
I want to insert a needle … In his eyes and hear his screams which gives extreme pleasures to my earbuds as if they are moans of a girl , I am a boy and while making love she left out moan …. Uff … My pervert thoughts …. The credit goes to those writers who wrote such scenes … That guy started following the footsteps rather than my unfortunate destiny …. Why would it rain at this time that too in autumn and I attract this a*sh*les attention , get caught in such situation and this guy could see the Footprints right in this dark night , I only feel one thing … ” May my knight arrive in this night .. ” that guy stopped not finding footprints anymore … ” Maybe she is somewhere right here .. ” oh god… He is getting on my nerves …. If god throws a sword from the sky … I will surely kill him in such a way that he will get scared to even born next time …
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It’s evening 6:00 pm …. The bazaar is filled with crowd and their loud noises , the place emitting the smell of cow dung , the shops decorated with fairy lights , the sight of children playing , when the scene shifts to a vegetable seller , the street lights lit up the market , it’s difficult to walk , the horns of vehicles is just irritating ,
When the scene shifts to a vegetable seller ” dekhiye bhaiyya , mai iss se badkar ek paisa bhi nahin dunga ” a young girl said arguing with the seller
( Listen , I will not give even a single paise more )
” Suniye madam , ye fixed rate hai , chaahe toh badal nahin sakti ” he gave his reply
( Look madam , this is fixed rate , if you want too , we can’t change it )
” But …” She was cut by her bestie
” Divya …. Enough is Enough , this is too much , you are arguing with him from more than 1 hour , stop it ”
” But vanu , he is asking much …. ”
” Common divya , don’t behave like a stupido , it’s high time , 5 rupees is not a big deal ”
She handed him the money and grabbed divya’s hand , crossing the crowd was just an annoying thing ,
” Why did you stopped me vanu ?? , He asked much , bcoz of you , today 5 rupees got wasted ” divya snarled
” Accha ?? , Then you wasted 1 hour , we must have done a lot of shopping in this time span ” she spoke
” What next ?? ” divya asked
” Let me check the list , mmmm next we could go to ‘ ramya tailors ‘ to bring back your designed lehenga , it must be done “
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