“Not First Love, BUT Last Love” #ishqbaaz SS Shot-3 by #annie

Hello this is —ANNIE— back with next shot of “Not First Love, But Last Love”
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*IGNORE SPELLINGS AND GRAMMETICAL MISTAKES…. INCLUDING TYPOS*
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Shot-3
**********************Same day in night!
As usual annika came to the garden which is in-front of her cottage and sat on the ground which was covered with grass…slowly…slowly she slides and laid on grass looking at moon she started talking with moon her only best buddie who just listens to her quietly…

“hey buddy how is you? I know you must be fine that’s why shining like always…and as usual I’m missing him…I know you must be tired of my nonsense and same repetitive sobs…you know today I met a guy in park where I met my love 1st time…the guy sat on his place and beside me on his swing which we placed there…for a second I felt as he came back and I happily turned to see him but he was someone else…someone again like him…he wanted to share my pain *tears fell* none can share my pain none can ever understand me… *starts sobbing* how much ever I try I’m not able to forget him…I know it’s been an year he left me but my love was true I never loved anyone like that before and he didn’t cared about it and even I shouldn’t care about but it’s not in my control I tried forgetting him but not possible “Shidat se chaha tha mene usse” what was my fault chanda? I just loved him… *wipes her tears* the guy I met today reminded me of him…same lines he repeated…all guys are same…*tears fell* tough he looked nice…but he isn’t I know even that idiot looked nice but he wasn’t and none in this world is nice all just pretends…you know today we will be celebrating…*takes out something from her pocket of night dress* umm…I think you must have guessed it right by now? *laughs with tears falling* yeah you’re right today is 30th of august and as usual today is the date when he left me…and even we completed one year of breakup today…so we will celebrate it like we always do…*stands up and swirls*…
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Aitbaar Nahin Karna
Intezaar Nahin Karna)
(Hadh Se Bhi Zyada Tum
Kisi Se Pyaar Nahin Karna)…
Ikraar Nahin Karna
Jaa Nissar Nahin Karna
(Hadh Se Bhi Zyada…..Kisi Se Pyaar Nahin))
{she collapses on floor}
Manzelein Bichad Gayi
Raaste Bhi Kho Gaye
Aye Phir Na Lott Ke
Jo Deewane Ho Gaye
Chahaton Ki Bebasi
Dooriyan Ke Gham Mile
Bekarariyan Mile
Chein Yaar Kum Mile
Bekraar Nahin Karna
Intezaar Nahin Karna
Hadh Se Bhi Zyada ….Kisi Se Pyaar ….)
{she hung her head low while tears were flowing and pulls her hair}
Koi To Wafa Kare
Koi To Jafaa Kare
Kisko Hai Pata Yahan
Kaun Kya Khata Kare
Aisa Na Ho Ishq Mein
Koi Dil Ko Tod De
Beech Rah Mein Sanam
Tera Saath Chod De
Izhar Nahin Karna
Intezaar Nahin Karna
(Hadh Se Bhi Zyada….Kisi Se Pyaar….)
{wipes her tears and smiled looking at the thing she was holding in her palm which just scratched her palm and it was bleeding…}
Aitbaar Nahin Karna
Intezaar Nahin Karna
(Hadh Se Bhi Zyada…. Kisi Se Pyaar….)

And picks it up and glares her arm which was already scar full… “ops chanda no place… wait” annika looks closely “umm some space is here” she smiled and puts the edge of the blade which she was holding on her arm and smiled and slides it down and soon it was in her skin and it started bleeding in half way it was already bleeding lot but before she can complete her cut someone placed hand on her arm and she closing her eyes cuts on his hand and feeling no pain she opened her eyes to see another hand bleeding and looked up to see the person “You” annika in low tune and held his bleeding hand…

“are you mad? What was the need to come in between us?” she shouted at him “I can never see you doing this to yourself” he smiled and sat down in-front of her “I told you not to follow me or try talking with me” she shouted at him “can’t we be friends?” he sealed his lips and looked at her “No! never I hate boys” she turned her face to other side still holding his hand … “I’m not in love with you…I just want to be a good friend of yours…I promise I’ll never behave in such way where you’ll be hurt” he held her bleeding arm and tied a handkerchief on that “why? Why… you mr…” she stopped and looked at him “shivaay” he smiled “whatever…I know I’m trying to be mean…but I can’t help in this please leave me” she looked down as some tears escaped from her eyes “I promise…I’ll not try to be something more than a friend…I promise you I’ll never hurt you…I promise you to never leave you or our friendship ever…I promise you to give you all the happiness” saying last word shivaay bit his lower lip and looked at her “annika” she whispered and looked away “yeah thank you for telling me your name annika…I promise to help you in all your situations… to stand by yourself…all the time no matter what…

our friendship will be the best friendship in the world, I just want to share your pain…I’ll never” he was stopped as annika puts her hand on his mouth and looks directly into his blue orbs which were reflecting his innocence and he looked back into her dark black orbs which were reflecting broken disbelief and pain only “stop shivaay stop your each and every word is reminding me of him stop please” she shouted at him and stood up and started walking to her cottage “I promise you to help you in forgetting the bitter memories” shivaay held her hand from back and she stopped and looked back at him and turned back to him “I don’t trust anyone in this world shivaay” she whispered and looked at him “I promise to prove you still there are good people’s in this world” shivaay whispered back looking at her “I’m scared for trusting anyone again shivaay” annika hung her head low and tears made their way out from her eyes… “I swear on my mom…” shivaay lifted her face up by her chin and wiped her tears off… “what I mean to you?” annika looked into his deep ocean like orbs “annika…” he smiled and looked back into her dark black orbs… “swear on me…the day you break any promise made to me I’ll surely die…” annika lifted his hand and placed on her head “I swear on you…don’t dare to talk about dying” shivaay removed his hand after swear and finally she smiled little… “would you like to be my BFF?” shivaay forwarded his hand smiling “YEAH” annika shooked while in thoughts and with a small smile “umm…I hope you won’t mind singing a song for me? I mean sing a song I want to hear your voice again I’m a musician so I’ll play guitar let’s just celebrate our friendship…” shivaay sealed his lips and looked at her “I’m a sad person so I won’t be able to sing a rocking song” annika bit her lower lip looking at grass “sad b chalega…not every starting is happy always” shivaay winked and ran to his car and brought a guitar and sat on grass and she too sat beside him and he started playing guitar while opening a recorder on his mobile…
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{{{I know this is sung by a male singer but it is also sung by female too so}}}
{shivaay played guitar}
Ye dil tanha kyun rahe
Kyun hum tukdon mein jiye
Ye dil tanha kyun rahe
Kyun hum tukdon mein jiyein
Kyun rooh meri ye sahe
Main adhoori jee rahi hoon
Hardum ye keh rahi hoon
Mujhe teri zaroorat hai
Mujhe teri zaroorat hai
{shivaay pats her hand and she smiles}
Andheron se tha mera rishta bada
Tune hi ujaalon se waaqif kiya
Ab lauti main hoon inn andheron mein phir
Toh paaya hai khud ko begaana yahaan
Tanhaayi bhi mujhse khafaa ho gayi
Banjaron ne bhi thukra diya
Main adhoora jee raha hoon
Khud par hi ik sazaa hoon
Mujhe teri zaroorat hai
Mujhe teri zaroorat hai
{tears fell and shivaay catches and nodes in No and she wipes off her tears}
Hmm… tere jism ki woh khushbuein
Ab bhi inn saanson mein zinda hai
Mujhe ho rahi inse ghutan
Mere gale ka ye phanda hai
Aaa…
{she looks at moon and then at shivaay…}
Ho… tere qadmon ki woh Aahat
Yaadon ke kamre mein goonje hai
Sunkar isey aata hai yaad
pauon mein mere zanjeerin hain
Tuhi aake inko nikaal zaraa
Kar mujhe yahaan se rihaa
Main adhoori jee raha hoon
Ye sadaayein de rahiii hoon (sadaayein: awaaz)
Mujhe teri zaroorat hai
Mujhe teri zaroorat hai…
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She stops singing and first time smiling…as shivaay was comforting her all the while by looking at her stopping her from crying by patting/caressing her hand…and that’s the first time she sang little happily as someone was beside her…they both looked at eachother and rain starts totally unexpected…

And shivaay immediately picks his coat which he wasn’t wearing from beside and opens it on her head preventing rain from reaching and that one move touched her heart and she smiled with tears and they both ran toward her cottage… and standing near the door they looked at eachother… “umm do you want something?” shivaay raised his eye-brows “umm how do you know?” annika bit her lips “your face tells” shivaay smiled and pulled her hand down to stop her from biting her nails “yes! Ice-cream…and dance in rain…” she made puppy face and looked again at him… “okay I’ll bring” he smiled and wore opened his coat on his head “there is no ice-cream shop nearby” annika widened her eyes “that you don’t worry” he smiles “stay safe and I’ll be back in minutes” he pinched her cheeks and ran to his car and drove and she smilingly tiptoed to garden again and stretching her arms twirls facing sky “he is totally different” annika screamed and kept on twirling…

Annika to herself: I never got this much attention and understanding before from someone…he is different it’s been just an hour and I’m able to understand his loyalty…he swears on his mom just for me…somewhere I felt he is same like him but no he is quite different he didn’t stop from eating ice-cream in rain…he covered me first from rain…there’s something in him which is different from all…I should give a loyal chance to our friendship…it is hard but I’ll try…
Annika smiled and shivaay tapped on her shoulder she looked back at him “wow…so fast?” annika jumped “umm…210 speed” he showed his teeth while smiling and she dropped her jaw “OMG! Just for my Ice-cream” annika shouted “yes! Now slow down little and have it…” shivaay pulled her toward the shelter so ice-cream doesn’t get spoiled due to rain…
They both sat down on the door step of cottage legs in rain and they were sheltered…
“you brought for you too?” annika looked at him “ofcourse… having fun in someone’s company doubles it! Isn’t it?” shivaay looked at her and raised his eyebrows “yeah” annika nodes and starts licking her ice-cream while shivaay was busy unwrapping it and when he started licking it she was done with her ice-cream… shivaay looked at her who was already looking at him with puppy face… “have it” shivaay forwarded his ice-cream and she bit her lower lip “I said na” he smiled and she smilingly took it from his hand and started licking it…

Shivaay’s POV
I didn’t know she could be childish too… she is mixture of everything and I don’t know what is happening with me I’m understanding her each and everything as if I know her since ages… she is cute though… and hurt too I should finish her pain first…than only I’ll be satisfied… she is completely a child from inside…but something broke her and I’ll surely find it out…I never thought she will be comfortable with me so soon…
POV Ends

She runs in rain back and starts jumping in the rain puddles making it all messy her legs and dress shivaay felt michmichi but soon joined her and they both were playing in rain collecting rain water in hands and throwing on eachother and then holding hands and jumping in puddles…soon shivaay started sneezing and seeing that she facepalms and drag him in cottage…where he was surprised only…

“woah? Why you came in we were enjoying rain na?” shivaay sneezed 3 time in this one sentence “like this?” annika pointed toward him and he realized he was sneezing “hehe I didn’t realize” shivaay grinds his teeth “stop grinding and come dry yourself…” annika pulled him and many cats surrounded them shivaay got little scared but they were just cats so he handled it but soon tuffy jumped on annika and “Aaaaaaaa!” shivaay jumped on the nearby sofa and all the cats being scared meowing ran behind sofa “what?” annika controlled her smiled “I got scared” shivaay sneezed “this is tuffy my pet…” annika moved to him and he took a back “don’t be scared shivaay” annika moved more closer and he again took aback “listen he will not bite you…” annika again moved more closer and shivaay took aback “hey stop!” annika screamed and it was too late *BUMMM* Shivaay fell of the sofa and tuffy jumped on him annika burst into laughter and shivaay laying on floor holding his back with one hand and head with other hand admired her smile… but soon realized tuffy over him “mummy bachao…annika hasna baad mein pehle bachao…*looks at tuffy* dekho please jao mere upar se mere maa baap ka mein ek eklota beta hu please mujhe jane do *tuffy moves toeard his face* dekho me keh raha hun ruk jao…*tuffy licks his face while shivaay closes his eyes tightly and opens it after feeling something wet on his face* {mummy save me…annika laugh late first save me…looks at tuffy* look please go from over me I’m just one and only son of my parents…please let me go *tuffy moves toward his face* look I’m telling you to stop……*tuffy licks his face while shivaay closes his eyes tightly and opens it after feeling something wet on his face*}

Annika stops laughing as shivaay’s eyes widens and she bites her lips “ahen…ahen…uhan” shivaay starting making these voices while making crying faces “hey you’re crying?” annika bents down and taps his cheeks but he kept on doing that “tuffy go to your room” annika pats his back and he jumped and went to his room and annika made shivaay stand “stop crying” annika shooked him “I never got licked by a dog before” he cries more “common be a man” annika controlled her smile “man? What mean ha? I’m a boy only… and eww he licked me my face” shivaay opens his eyes and touched his cheek and make ugly faces “are you serious or you’re acting?” annika controlled her smile as her cheeks turned pink in process of stopping laugh “I’m serious annika…I never got licked by a dog before…in fact got licked by none…” shivaay whines and taps his foot on floor crying…that was it she bursts into laughter and soon held her stomach as it started…paining due to lots of laughing somehow she stopped as shivaay looked at her “sorry” she held her cheeks “they’re paining now” she laughed again and pulled him in washroom and cleaned his face… “now dry yourself I’ll bring tea” she smiled and was about to leave when shivaay held her hand “no you dry I’ll bring something” shivaay smiled and left annika smiled and again her lover’s thoughts surrounded her but this time she didn’t cried and just smiled… “he wasn’t that much caring” she muttered and started drying herself…

—————-after sometime
They both were sitting near the fireplace in hall on the carpeted covered floor with sitting cushions and a small sitting table with hot tea and dry fruits on it with shawls draped around them…
“so what’s your full name?” annika sipped her tea “shivaay singh oberoi” shivaay smiled looking at her while sipping his tea “OMG!” she almost jumped “Great businessman” annika muttered and adjusted on her seat back “yeah…do you know them I mean how?” shivaay took an almond and munched it “yeah I’ve heard but never read” she smiled and looked at fire “from him” as tear started gathering in her eyes “what’s your full name?” shivaay tapped on her hand and looked at him and smiled “what?” she raised her eye-brows “your full name?” shivaay sipped his tea “annika Malhotra” brushed off her tears “I’m not that famous though” she smiled while sipping her tea “why don’t you try in singing? I mean you’ve such a fantastic voice and heart touching too…I’m a fan of yours miss annika” shivaay smilingly sipped his tea “I dreamt of that only but some dreams are meant to be shattered” she sadly smiled and placed her cup of tea on table “well not really… you can fulfill it…” shivaay looked at her… “no! this dream is no more a dream” she looked away “I can see how much it isn’t dream now” shivaay looked straight on fire “this isn’t possible now…I’m aged” annika picked some almonds “hawww” shivaay opened his mouth in perfect O shape “what are you saying?” shivaay shooked her “truth” annika closed his mouth by putting an almond “I don’t think” shivaay shooked in no “I believe” she shooked in yes… “I’ll prove you wrong” shivaay smirked “I don’t think so” she looked at him shooking her head “challenge?” shivaay forwarded his hand and she placed her on his “challenge” they both laughed

As it was already 3am so soon annika dozed off talking and shivaay smiled seeing her sleeping “I knew you’ll sleep as I added pills in your tea” shivaay smirked and lifted her in his arms and walked to her room and placed her on her bead and applied ointment on her wounds covered her with blanket walked out… and laid on a sofa in hall and soon dozed off…
“Once You’ve Been Hurt, You’re So Scared To Get Attached Again, You’ve A Fear That Every Person Is Going To Break Your Heart.”
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