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~IT IS HER FAULT~
SIGHANIYA MANSION
“MAA!” ragini and sharmishta turned upstairs startled and saw uttara climbing down the stairs with tears flowing from her eyes. “sanskar bhaiya called me! He said, he is in hospital”. Uttara said breathing heavily, she was astonished to see her maa not even reacting to her and standing emotionlessly. “where is swara?” ragini asked tensed, uttara gets confused seeing their behavior, she then looked at bhavendhar who was sitting on the sofa and was drinking water as if nothing happened. “where is swara?” uttara jerked seeing her ragini didi shouting at her. “I asked him, he just told me to come to hospital”. She said scared seeing her didi shouting at her. “come let’s go!” ragini said crying, she holded uttara’s hand and started moving but then, “ragini betiya! Can you get some tea?” uttara gets shocked hearing him. what has happened to this bhavendhar uncle? Her didi was missing and he was behaving as if nothing happened…”sure!” uttara looked at her didi shocked, giving tea was not so important now. “but didi…” ragini holded her hand before she could complete, “you go alone! Please!” seeing her sister silently pleading her with tears, she just nodded and looked a last time at her emotionless mother and then walked out of the house avoiding all her relative’s weird looks… what has happened to everyone?…..
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HOSPITAL..
“how did this happen bhai?” uttara asked crying to sanskar who was sitting on the chair saying nothing, he was sitting silently with tears continuously flowing from his eyes. “It should be me!” he murmured looking down with tears, looking at the white marble floor, seeing his own reflection…SANSKAR MAHESHWARI’s reflection who failed to save his devil.. uttara looked at him confused blinking her eyes. “it should be me in her place…he wanted to shoot me” he whispered still looking at his reflection, his own tears that was nothing was compared to swara’s pain.
“YOUR IGNORANCE IS KILLING ME!”
“THE THING WHICH YOU DO EVERYTIME, JUST FORGET THIS!”
“I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!”
All her painful and her love filled words started to play in his mind.. his tears and pain increasing each second, “who wanted to shoot you?” uttara asked and then he finally looked at her. She saw his eyes completely red with tears and an indescribable pain. “swara risked her life to save my life”.. he said angrily and covered his face with his palms weeping hard as he faded in a pit that was filled with guilt. She was still unable to understand anything but,
“swara risked her life to save my life”..
She remembered his words and came to a conclusion that she did this for sanskar. she turned her face and looked at the ICU where her shona didi was being operated. She remembered how her didi got ready beautifully with a lots of hope after knowing that her maa and ragini didi went to talk to sanskar about marriage, she remembered how badly it affected her when he rejected her and today… she looked at sanskar who was still weeping, “it is her fault that she loves you madly!” sanskar took his palms from his face revealing his helplessness, guilt and tears filled face, he looked at uttara while she whispered, “she can do anything for you bhai!” saying this, she went near the ICU and stood there continuing to cry… sanskar suddenly lost all his energy and hope. He stood up from the chair and walked out of the hospital still looking at his reflection… a failure’s reflection who failed to save his bestest friend who loves him like anything…
AFTER SOMETIME..
“uttara!”, hearing her name being shouted and also identifying the voice, uttara looked at her ragini didi who came to her running and following her came her mother. Before ragini could ask anything, “what happened didi?” uttara questioned her. “why was all looking at me like that? What happened to bhavendhar uncle?” ragini blinked her eyes continuing to cry, she looked towards sharmishta who was just crying and was not saying anything. Uttara looked at her confused while she continued to stare her mother helplessly….
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IN A DESERTED ROAD..
Sanskar walked on the road crying as he remembered how swara pushed him and got the bullet…how she caressed his face lovingly before closing her eyes. He closed his eyes tightly crying more, he remembered his very first meet with her, even that time when she was too small in that pink cradle, when she saw him, she touched his face caressing him with her delicate hands and even today when she was dieing….sanskar opened his eyes, dieing? Nothing has happened to her.. “she is going to be fine!” he whispered as he stumbled and fell on the ground, “why did you do this swara?” he asked whispering and then suddenly losing all his control, his pain bursting as he cried aloud, he slided his hand in the pocket and took her bangle which he got in that go down. He cried more loudly caressing it, bringing it near his chest, he looked up and saw the full moon, he smiled seeing it as he remembered a 4 year old swara smiling with her cute dimples and clapping seeing the full moon and also refusing to eat the food on new moon day. He holded the bangle tightly, his tears not tired of flowing endlessly. He looked at his arm where swara tied him a duppatta protecting his wound. She has given him happiness, her heart, her energy, her love, her sacrifice, her tears, her sweet security….he thought as he caressed her duppatta that was around his wound…but he has given nothing but pain to her, he has pushed her to a hospital bed, he cried more…it started raining, his tears mixing with the rain drops…his soul getting drenched in the rain of pain and guilt, he stood up from there as he walked lifelessly all the way to sighaniya mansion, his tears hided behind the rain but still his red eyes showing his pain…
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HOSPITAL..
Uttara closed her mouth in horror, sharmishta who was till now silent bursted out crying as ragini narrated the whole thing again to uttara. “I will leave Kolkata now..” uttara looked at ragini hearing her while she continued determined, “to fulfill what he want!” uttara gets shocked hearing her, “but didi! Shona didi is safe from his clutches now, why do we have to do what he says?” she asked crying. “we have to listen to him if we want to live peacefully!” ragini said before hugging her tightly crying more. “I will leave now, take care of shona and maa!” ragini said and walked out, uttara looked at her sister going and then looked at her mother still crying, she went to her and hugged her, “why are you not stopping didi?” she asked and saw her mother just crying. She hugged her more tight crying…of course she wants her family to be in peace but she can’t let her sanskar bhaiya’s hard work go in vain after knowing the truth. She wiped her tears and made her mother sit on a chair. She went and gets water for her broken mother and after calming her. She goes a little away and calls sanskar, she gets frustrated as the ring keeps on going and there was no response. “where are you bhai?” she whispered before noticing the doctor coming out of the ICU, she ran to him to ask about her shona didi, the smile of their family and her sanskar bhai’s devil….
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SIGHANIYA MANSION..
Sanskar reached the mansion still getting drenched in the heavy rain, he failed to notice the weird gaze of the people present there, “should we let him live here?” neha’s father whispered which his wife didn’t failed to hear, she had always considered swara as her own daughter. “let him stay!” he looked at his wife hearing her while she completed, “at least for swara!” he sighed and nodded… sanskar crossed them, but failed to hear the conversation because his ears were already busy hearing the five words that were echoing to him…
“I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU…”
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Sharmishta looked at her young daughter uttara crying on her lap and then looked to her right and saw her shona sleeping on the bed lifelessly paying deaf ear to all their cries and pleas…. She closed her eyes crying as she looked outside the window and saw the rain with heavy thunder storms and lightening…. Don’t know when was this storm going to calm in their life….
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SANSKAR’S ROOM..
Sanskar reached his room… closing the doors and locking them, he slided down the door as he fell on the floor, his palm still holding her bangle that was broken long back because of his tight hold and was now piercing his palm, blood oozed out to which he didn’t even cared. His throat choking, his whole soul shivering and suffocating as he remembered her closing her eyes in his embrace again…again…again and again.. his blood drops falling on the floor from his palm. He wrapped himself feeling cold and helpless, his eyelids becoming heavy and his heart and mind shrinking with pain, he falls on the floor, his head touching the cold floor as he starts to faint and at the last moment of consciousness, he remembered uttara’s words that was adding more pain to his wounded guilty soul, “IT IS HER FAULT THAT SHE LOVES YOU MADLY!”….
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Precap: ~Revenge Fulfilled~
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A/N- hey! i am back very quick! sorry! i couldn’t think of any names for neha’s parents and they will be coming for only few scenes, that’s why i thought to not waste my energy in thinking their names! hehe…
and one more thing, i thought everyone will be happy that swara remembered the kiss, but nobody mentioned about that!
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