16th march! God! Exams frm 16th march…sorry yaar…again late…but u knw exams nd all.
Here r the links of previous epis
Part 1
So let’s move on to the epi…
#kunj’s POV
‘Kunj….haha…leave me….hehe…stop it’ I opened my eyes with a thud. I sighed again taking a sip of my hot coffee. The cool breeze nd hot coffee will boost up my mood was what my silly mind thought so I landed up in my balcony. The nature nd hot coffee were some what successful in soothing me up but when I closed my eyes her face… Her antics…our memories overpowered my mind…………again.
Ya…again! Tht girl…I just hate her…she took away my sleeps…my heart everything with her. Leaving darkness nd only darkness in my life. I hate her ….I hate her for destroying my life…for dad’s condition… For making maa sad…I hate her for every single thing!
I took a long breath…. Kunj! Wht has gone into u ….why can’t u kick her off frm yr mind too…I wish…I wish she should hv taken my mind with her too atleast I could hv got complete peace without her thoughts.
Is it…is it twinkle? Ya…but why is she running like an idiot on the road…look at her cloths man! She again came back to her old avtar right! Shorts nd tees…woah! Isn’t she concerned for me? Doesn’t our thoughts haunt her too or am I the only manic here? Oh stop it kunj! Look at her…it is clearly visible tht she doesn’t care for me…then y m I even thinking abt her! “Watch it!” I screamed when she slipped on her ass bcus of stone…blind girl!
Wait….oh shit! I was too loud…kunj! Do hell with u man!
End of kunj’s POV
#twinkle’s POV
I was running towards my car as it was parked outside the society… Aftrall I had to meet chinki….when I again landed my ass on the floor…this tym hitting a little hard. But the shocking thing was when I heard kunj shout….warning me to be careful. Was he spying me?
Now I was there….sitting on the road…my eyes locked with his ….my neck started hurting by now aftrall he was in his balcony… But I cannot afford to loose his last glimpses… I want to capture it all ….I want to capture his charming face…his deep eyes…his lips…every single thing!
He too was looking at me with same intensity… With same feelings….the hate was not visible…I cannot say tht the hate has disappeared but It has got hidden ….hidden behind his love nd care for me. Oh shut up twinkle… How can u say tht he loves u…did he ever confessed? No na! Then stop stuffing all this kinda shit into yr already small mind.
“Twinkle! Twinkle ye kya hua hai..idhar kyu baithi hai tu…hehe” I heard chinki saying so… Wht a timing my bestie has! Wait…chinki? I quickly removed my gaze frm kunj’s balcony nd looked towards the owner of the voice….ya it was chinki. “Chinki! Tu idhar kya kar rhi hai be…pata hai mai tere ghar hi aane wali thi…ek kaam kar tu vapas tere ghar ja…mai aati hu tere ghar…phir hum baatein karenge” I said getting on my legs nd dusting my shorts.
“R u mad….haan vaise there no doubt in it…but hv u gone more mad? Abhi mai idhar aa gyi hu to tere ghar jate haina! ” she said “haan ye bhi sahi hai…petrol bhi bach jayega” I said nd the very next moment we started laughing like M-E-N-T-A-L-S ya….we were totally sounding like one ….laughing loudly on the road. Just then I saw Usha maa nd bebe coming out…perhaps they were going out somewhere but stopped when they saw me laughing…. My laughter choked up on seeing them.
“Look bebe…it has not even been a day tht she got divorced nd she is behaving like this….look at her cloths” Usha maa said. I tried ignoring her taunts nd went near Bebe nd touched her feet …..for the last tym perhaps. “Khush reh” bebe said.
I moved towards Usha maa to touch her feet too…aftrall my maa has taught me ….no matter how an elder treats us…we hv to respect them….nd Usha maa….I still believe her to be my mom…how can I not take her blessings.
I saw kunj coming too…he must hv understood the heat rising at this point of tym. I bent down to touch maa’s feet but she pushed me….I trembled backwards but chinki held me on nick of tym. “Twinkle… U OK?” She asked nd I nodded.
End of twinkle’s POV
#kunj’s POV
My breath almost stopped when maa pushed her…I wanted to be her support instead of chinki… I donno the reason…but I wanted to do so.
“Don’t act twinkle… Yr black tricks won’t work in front of me…what kind of girl u r…u don’t hv any shame tht u r wearing this type of cloths ….have u ever cared abt society…. No!” Maa was continuously blabbering nd badmouthing her…I can see her getting teary eyed…she was not speaking anything… Just fisting her palms ….maa still continued ” Nd wht was tht touching feet drama all abt uh? U think u will look good by doing so? No! U r bad omen twinkle…. I m still telling u….”
“Stop it aunty…just stop it.. I hv had a lots nd lots of taunts but not now…everything has got a limit fir god sake understand tht! I knw u hate me…I knw u think I m a murder who almost killed yr husband… But thts yr thinking… Why on earth u always hv to interfere in my life even though I m not disturbing yrs ….wht do u hv to do abt the cloths I hv to wear… I m a human being…I hv my own choices…I hv my own life…I hv my own dreams…I hv my own style nd I don’t give a freak on yr blo*dy society who has got no other work but to just gossip” she was continuously speaking… What all she spoke till now was undoubtedly true…but she was being rude to maa “ENOUGH TWINKLE!” I shouted
“Oh pls! M I talking to u… No na? Then pls! Stop tht right now” twinkle said…. Is she twinkle? How can she do this….how can she talk to me like this….”haan so where was I…haan…so when it comes to the incident of touching yr feet…it is just tht my mom taught me to respect elders no matter if they respect us or not….nd taking blessings frm elders is a good omen before doing something very important…. Nd haan…omen se yaad aaya…ye aap Jo mujhe buri bala…bad omen kehti rehti hai…u will regret…I swear u will regret it one day”
End of kunj’s POV
#twinkle’s POV
“Twinkle…chal…ab zyada ho rha hai” chinki whispered in my ears bringing me back to senses…. Ya I just lost it…I had no idea wht I was doing….its just tht my anger brimmed up today…nd i wanted to let it all out before starting a new life so tht i can begin my new journey without any guilt ….guilt of not being able to say wht I wanted to …. I swear m feeling so good aftr taking out my frustration….
“M sorry if I hv hurt u” I said nd made my way towards taneja mansion.
#evening
I climbed down the stairs with around 3 big suitcases held by the servants….I saw everyone waiting for me ….I quickly ran towards maa nd hugged her as tiggggtttthhhllyyy as I could. “Arre arre…Baap re…twinkle puttar…thoda aaram se” maa said breaking the hug…I smiled nd touched her feet. She kissed my forehead….aah…tht was much needed….I then moved towards mama…mami …bubbly ..nd chinki nd bid them bye too aftr hvng sm emotional moments with them.
I again made my way towards maa who is crying but tht 400 watt’s smile never left her lips. I went near her nd while wiping her tears I said “maa…pls promise me…u will never ever tell anyone where I hv been…where do I stay or abt my whereabout” I said indicating kunj …cause I knw…smday he will regret ….smday he will realise how wrong he did…but tht would be too late…I would hv reached a long way till then nd I would srsly not want my past to follow me. Moreover my success will speak…it will let him knw where I hv being
Perhaps our relation had a short lifeline.
Maa nodded understanding my indication. I looked at all others asking for the same….they too nodded ….I smiled.
“Twinkle again I m telling u…do whatever yr heart says…don’t fell weak…don’t feel shy…be strong bcus yr mom will always be proud of whatever u do” mom said srsly boosting me up. I smiled “love u mom” I said hugging her.
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#aftr 6 months
#kunj’s POV
“Kunj! Kunj! Kunj wake up!” I heard maa screaming nd I got up with a thud….I ran towards the hall as fast as I could… “Maa…wht happened” I asked when I saw bebe nd maa crying “kunj…ur…ur dad has gained consciousness” she said…”wht!” I exclaimed being teary eyed….”we need to go there…chalo fast!” I said happily
“Arre kunj puttar…just look at u…did u hv a bath….did u had a breakfast…no na? U go freshen up nd then come to hospital… I nd Usha r leaving” bebe said
“But bebe….” “Keh ditta teh keh ditta” “OK!” I saluted nd they both went not before laughing at my actions.
Thank u….thank u so much bhagvan ji…aftr a long time maa will be able to eat properly…aftr a long tym she will be able to sleep peacefully. ‘But wht abt u?’ My heart enquired ‘what abt me?’ I asked ‘oh stop it kunj….wht abt yr sleep…which u don’t get since she went away….wht abt yr food…with which u r still not satisfied as it is not made by her…wht abt….’ ‘Oh pls…not now…I hate…I hate her till the core…who told m not getting sleep…who told I don’t like food!’ I scolded ‘don’t lie’ was wht my heart could whisper sadly….making me numb….ignoring all the screams nd cries of my heart…I ran to hv my bath….I was so eager to meet dad.
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@hospital
“Excuse me…manohar sarna” I asked to receptionist “ya…he is shifted to room no. 403” receptionist spoke. I smiled nodding my head nd ran towards the room.
My heart was racing along with me…wht will I say…how will dad react…oh god…first tym a son is nervous to meet his dad…ignoring all my anxieties I pushed the door of the room. “Dad” I whispered grabbing maa’s bebe’s nd dad’s attention. “Ku…kunj…beta…come here” dad called with so much of attraction… So much of love…the love frm dad which I hv been craving for since all these years. I without wasting anytime ran to him nd hugged him making sure not to be so tight.
I broke the hug nd sat beside maa on stool. I was holding his hand firmly “how r u dad…we missed u” I said nd he just smiled “I m fine beta” he spoke nd aftr tht I found him searching for someone outside the door. We all frowned. “Dad is smone coming to meet u?” I asked “no beta…but where is twinkle?” He asked nd I immediately left his hand.
Wht will we answer him? Where is twinkle? Why we got divorced? How will dad react when he gets to knw tht twinkle leaked those videos nd pics? Though I knw she is not the one…but it is not proved so maa will still blaming her for this.
“Kunj… Where r u lost…tell me where is twinkle?” Dad said bringing me back to the world. I was speechless… I was numb… I was weak…I couldnt answer.
“Will someone tell me where is she!” Dad screamed “da…dad be calm” i said rubbing his hand.
“Ji I will tell u why tht girl is not with us………”
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Maa told him everything…. But in her own way…in her negative way where ….in a way how she looks at the situation nd I was afraid tht dad will all see the situation with maa’s eyes now…. But why on earth m I afraid! God…. Help me.
“She did this much to u… Still u r looking for her…why!” Maa said.
I saw dad frowning… I m still not getting his expressions… Is he angry…is he worried…if he is angry…then on whom? If he is worried …then for whom?
It has been quite a long time since dad didn’t speak anything. “Kuch toh boliye ji” maa said “SHUT UP USHA! Just shut up!” He screamed on top of his lungs making all three of us shiver. “Dad…dad be calm u still not well completely” I said first looking for his health. “Kunj…u keep yr mouth shut…nd yes…Usha…how can u be so cheap…how can u stoop so low!” Dad was still shouting at maa.
I was srsly not getting a single word…it had actually brought my curiosity level to brim but dad’s health had to be my first priority. I looked at bebe for help…she nodded.
“Manohar…tell whatever u want to say…but in a low voice being calm…don’t worry I m with u..I knw twinkle is innocent… So pls stay calm nd tell us what exactly happened” bebe said nd dad nodded.
” I had gone to delhi…nd I stayed there in a hotel…where tht girl was waitress…I ordered a coffee nd aftr drinking tht…I don’t knw wht happened next but I lost my senses…later I came to Amritsar… One day I got a Msg on my phone…nd I was shocked to see my pictures like tht…with..th…tht girl…I was so much confused… I had no idea abt…one day twinkle came to me…she received the same pictures…. I explained her everything
She told she believed me nd promised me to set everything like before… I took her promise not to tell anything to kunj…or anyone else.. She was not ready to do so…but aftr my lot of insistence she agreed…she got to kne tht…tht girl was taking part in Mrs. Amritsar competition… Tht is y she was forced to take part in it…she was not going to take part before…as kunj…u were not comfortable… But still she did…nd she caught tht girl red handed nd gave her to police….she later came to me nd told me abt it…I was so happy. She asked my permission to tell everything to u (kunj) but I denied as everything was calmed by then…she agreed. But then one day I received a vid…eo …I was not able to take it nd …….. U knw the rest” dad said.
I could feel my numbness ….I could feel my nerves getting cold…my heart was continuously taunting me as it won….it won…I lost….my eyes again craved for her.. They became teary ….”twi…inkle” was wht I could only speak with chokes.
“Nd wht u did kunj… U threw her out …u divorced her…not before knwng the entire truth…Usha is silly I knw…but u…u proved to be her son….I don’t knw anything… I just want twinkle back…if i don’t get so…I swear Usha….we will be no longer together” dad spoke “nhi ji…ye aap…..” Maa said “oh shut up” dad said cutting her.
Right now I could only think of my siyappa queen…I wanted her….I wanted her so badly…I wanted to apologize her…I wanted to hv her in my embrace so tht I can sleep peacefully… Ya heart u were right
I saw bebe holding my elbow “chal” she spoke “where?” I asked
“Taneja mansion” she said nd I got up with a thud ….running out …hitting with stretcher….table…nurses …but u knw wht…I really don’t care. All I care right now is my twinkle…I’m coming twinkle. Your kunj is coming to hv u back in my life . our life.
I quickly sat into my car. I saw the door of my Car opening… Bebe too sat beside me. “Kitna bhagaya aaj tune baap re” she said nd I laughed. I quickly started my car nd it was 90km/hr ???
“That is why I came with u” bebe said “y?” I asked “biwi ko vapas laane ke chakkar mei kahi gadi na thok de tu…Issi baat kq darr tha” she said nd I lower the speed of my car.
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#taneja mansion
I quickly rang the door bell…setting my hairs, behaving like a complete girl.
“Bebe mei thik toh lag rha huna?” (Am I looking good?) I asked “arre ekdum sunny deol lag rha hai” (????????? ) bebe ko har baat pe sunny deol hi kyu yaad aata hai ?
I just gave her a meek smile. The door opened.. It was haldiram …their servant I quickly pushed him aside nd went inside the house. My heart was so happy tht it was going to get its beat back…my eyes were in the happy list too…aftrall they were going to get their companion back.. My embrace will finally get someone to capture. Uff!
“Twinkle! Twinkle where r u…come out ” I shouted. I was so loud tht everyone gathered in hall…maa…mama…mami…bubbly…but twinkle? She wasn’t there. Aah! Now I get it….kunj sarna look at the time its just 10:30 am she must be sleeping. Meri kumbh Karan.
“Kunj…bebe” maa said getting shocked. “Maa!” I exclaimed nd went to hug her….I hugged her…but she didn’t …I ignored it nd held her by her shoulders. “Maa ….u knw wht..dad gained consciousness… Nd..nd he cleared everything… Twinkle was not at fault maa…she was not…I came here to take her back..come on wake her up” I said it all in one go. Maa was just looking into my eyes…my hands still on her shoulders.
She was looking at me..but this tym I ws not able to find the love for me in her eyes. There was something different…
Time went by…but she didn’t utter a word….she was just standing.. Looking at me. “Maa where is twink…..” CHATAKKKK I felt a pricking sensation on my cheek …the sensation was so harsh tht everything went dark for a while…the one frequency tone was not leaving my ears….I thought I was almost deaf until maa spoke something.
“How dare u …how dare u even take my daughter’s name frm yr mouth uh?” Maa spoke…I looked at her. Bebe was busy rubbing my back…consoling me.
“Maa…” “Dont call me maa…u lost all the rights ….u lost it kunj..u lost her” she said finally breaking down
What’s happening today??? I m not Able to understand any single thing man….
“Maa ….where is twinkle?” I asked being frustrated for not getting any replies to my question. “She left” maa said with tears tumbling down her cheeks. She left! Where? Why? How? My heart started panicking…it feared tht it will still not get his beat back.
i didnt knw wht to ask…wht to say bebe understood my dilemma nd she asked “leela ji..pls tell us clearly wht happened to twinkle….where she went?” “Yes! Maa…tell me where is she…why she is not with us…wait…is she…is she fine… Maa!” I screamed when she was completely ignoring me.
“SUNNA CHAHTE HO! UH! WANNA LISTEN WHT HAPPENED… THEN LISTEN! Twinkle was not fine…how can a wife be fine aftr getting an unfair betrayal frm her husband….how does a non guilty person feels if he is given a tag of murderer? How does a women feels when she is tagged as bad omen?” Maa said sitting on the floor…I too sat Down.
My heart cursing me…for the sin I made… It was treating me like a criminal… Nd ya it was right!
“Maa pls tell me wht all happened… Pls!” I said “the night when manohar ji slipped in coma…nd u…u told tht u will divorce her….she…she tried committing suicide” maa spoke. “Hayyo rabba” bebe exclaimed. “Su…suci..suicide… N..no…m..my twinkle c..ant be…we…eak” I said “ya kunj…my daughter was not weak…u made her weak…she …she thought by taking tht step…she will be able to return yr happiness as the bad omen of yr life will not stay any longer with u” maa said…I swear I doubt whether I m alive…whether my body is with me..I m sure my heart left my hand the very moment it got to knw abt twinkle… My nerves ached…my heart throbbed…my throat choked …adrenaline racing …running…jumping in my body….all these things were indication….the indicated tht I was the cuprit…but…where…where is my…my twinkle right now…did she di…..no no….she cannot leave me alone….
“to this date too… I thank god…if I wouldn’t hv reach there on time…my twinkle would not hv been with me” maa continued.
She is alive….yah! My siyappa queen is alive…thank u god…thank u so much for providing me second chance….second chance to get my twinkle back.
“She was really heart broken…it was me…nd chinki who made her understand her importance… I told her to live her dreams…I apologized her for making a big mistake……………………..by making her marry u” she said in a whisper
I couldn’t do anything but to simply bow down my head. “Maa pls tell me where is she” I whispered.
Maa stood up…I too…”wherever she is… She is happy….chasing her dreams…she has moved on” maa said “MAA FOR GOD SAKE TELL ME WHERE IS TWINKLE!” I shouted loosing my patience. “Kunj…kunj control yrself” bebe said.
I broke down completely… I felt on maa feet…crying “maa…pls..pls… PLS tell me where is she…she is my life…maa I will not be able to live without her…I knw I did a huge mistake by doubting her…maa…I…I…love her…pls maa..pls tell me where she is….I want to ask my apologies to her…I want to hug her…pls maa pls……” Tht was it…my throat no longer supported me…it choked up…I could do nothing but cry.
Maa made me stand up. Cupping my face she said “kunj m sorry…but I cannot tell where she is…she has taken my promise… Pls beta…pls don’t force me” I hugged her tightly nd cried …..this tym she hugged me back…perhaps she was able to find the truth in my voice.
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Precap: twinkle’s glimpses!
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