Beautiful Mistake!!
Yes I am married now. I am married to the most Young successful business man of India Mr.Arnav Singh Raizada. Now I am no more Kushi Kumari Gupta anymore and I have become Mrs.Arnav Singh Raizada.
Kushi thought when she stood beside Arnav after he applied the vermillion on her maang.
We got blessings from our parents and departed in the car towards Raizada mansion. The journey was a silent one as I was looking out whereas he was busy in his works. After we reached the Raizada mansion, Arnavji’s mom hugged me and kissed me in the forehead.
I went to his room and sat in the bed covering the gunghat. I was very nervous. He came inside which made a shiver run down my spine.
But what he said completely shook my world. He said” Look here, I am not at all interested in this marriage. This marriage is just a deal. I have married you just to develop my business. I don’t believe in this marriage. I travel in my path and you travel in your path. We are just poles apart.”
He said and started to work. Tears welled up in my eyes. I couldn’t control. I silently sobbed lying in the bed. I have heard that he is cold ruthless person.
But I don’t know why I feel that he is child a heart. I don’t know why I slept sobbing silently. I got up the next day and sat thinking about my life. Life was not at all sweet for me. From the beginning my life had been a hell. My parents were so busy in business so they didn’t even care about me.
They joined me in the school. I made a very little friends but I didn’t have anybody close to me. But one person tried to get close to me..But I literally broke his heart. I don’t want to even think about that. Even now I worry about that. I wanted to apologize to him but I didn’t get any opportunity.
I hoped my marriage life would be good but it didn’t. I really love Arnavji a lot but I can’t express it to him. He does not love me. I can’t bear heartbreaks anymore. We use to act as a loving husband and wife to the outside world which we are really not.
Now , I was walking through the garden when I met the biggest shock of my life. Sheetal proposed Arnavji.Until I know Sheetal was a good friend of Arnavji and I indeed thought she was a good girl. But indeed knowing that he is a married man now.
I ran and ran and settled in the park crying. There was no one around. I started to cry. god had been happy in making my life hell. What is worse to see your own husband being proposed by a girl? I sat crying.
Just then I felt somebody noticing me.I turned to see a guy staring at me with full lust. I started to run again until I collided with my very own husband who was My knight in the Shining Armor. He hugged me.It was a big shock to me. I felt happy. Then he released me from his grip.
He asked ”Are you okay?” I wiped my tears and nodded my head and said”I am okay.” Sometimes when I say, I am okay, I want you to look me in the eyes, hug me tight and say “I know you are not!” I wished that in my mind and walked away. The next day I heard saw news that the same man who tried to harm me had died. I wondered who had done this but god had given the correct punishment to him.
Then the next week went like this.I did not speak to him neither did I. Then one day he said”I am going to New York for a business trip. I will be back after a week” he said. I just nodded my head.
I was walking through the corridor when I heard Sheetal saying” This Kushi is the one.Arnav said that he would get rid of her after his business trip from New York.Then we would lead a happy life. She is the burden of her relationship. I wish this girl could go soon away from our lives. She is the barrier for our happiness.Why couldn’t she understand us? Stupid girl. “ she said making me to cry more.
I thought to leave him now. Why should I be the barrier for his happiness? I would be happy if Arnavji is happy. I would leave soon from here. With those thoughts I went to Arnavji’s room. I used to write my sorrows in a diary and I even titled that my “My world of sorrow”.I have never written my happy moments because it is very rare in my life.When I am sad I would take and read that diary which increases my worries.So there would lot of tears trails in that diary which would be visible to everyone.So I keep it safe so no one would see it.
I checked my phone for a flight to Chicago and found that the flight is on the day of Arnav ji’s arrival. I checked was various places but they were late than that day.So I thought to go away to Chicagao on that day.
On the day of Arnav’s arrival.
My flight is on night 11:00 p.m. But Arnav ji arrives at 8 p.m. So I took my car and wet outside without saying to anyone.
I sat in the car and the car.It was a silent drive for me. M heart felt heavy leaving Arnavji alone. I was feeling very sad.Even if he was not so good with me, He cared for me. Even when we acted before someone I felt that it was true.They say he was arrogant and cold but he didn’t scold me in anyway. He did’nt hurt me with his words.He was really a nice person.
And with these thoughts I reached here. I said looking at the teary eyed Passenger sitting near me. She was a lady in her early fifties.
Lady”Then beta why didn’t you confess your love?” “Confessions should be confessed but I am afraid that my confession would bring a confusion in his life which will make his confessions to be never confessed.” I said even not understanding what did I say.
The lady blinked at my words whereas I just smiled. We heard the announcement that the flight has delayed due to bad weather and I sighed.
Then I heard a familiar voice”Kushiii!!!” I turned back and was shocked to see Arnav jii. He was panting heavily.I was worried for him.A took a bottle of water and approached him and gave it to him. He gulped the whole bottle of water.
“Aap? Yahaan?” I asked hesitantly to him. Arnav”You left something behind.So I thought to give it to you.”
“Which thing?” I asked looking Puzzzled. Arnav”Your love.” His pure words made her feel offguard and she turned to control her tears. “No Arnav jii I haven’t left anything like that” I said not giving him a hint about my emotions. Arnav”Really? Then you don’t want that?” I nodded my head in a negative direction.
But the next second his action made me to freeze at my place. He just hugged me and said”But I need it now.” I was shocked.
Arnav”First you left me heartbroken. I am unable to recover from that pain until now. Do you think Will I able to live if you leave me again?”
I couldn’t understand him. So I gave puzzled look. He showed me the teenage photo of him. I remembered that he was the guy whom I broke the heart by saying no.
I had tears in his eyes.”Arnavji You…was..the one..?” I stammered. He nodded. “Until now..you..remember..?” He nodded and said”Not only I remember,but I love too.”
“Even.now..but..I..bro-ke..yo-ur..heart” I said feeling guilty of myself. Arnav”The one who broke can only mend it again.” He said making me too look deep into his eyes.
Arnav”You was my first love Kushi. You are my last too.I couldn’t imagine any other girl in my life Kushi. You are and will always be my life. I can’t even think about losing you once again.Life without you would be a hell to me and I realized that by ignoring you I wouldn’t get nothing. Even if I didn’t speak with you,your presence had kept me sane and I realized that I become insane If you are not without Me.This
One week had thought me the importance of you in my life and taught me the lesson for punishing an innocent soul like you as I thought you rejected me.My ego didn’t make me to confess my love to the most purest soul in the world. That day I didn’t understand your situation and thought to revenge you by marrying.Now I realized that I married you not for revenge it was indeed because I love you. My life would be a zero if you are not with me.
That day, when that blo*dy idiot tried to..I can’t say that..He didn’t realize that he is going to end his life soon. I cannot see anyone hurting MY Kushi. I didn’t even realize that you loved me.I really don’t love anyone other than you Kushi. I really don’t know that you were heart broken because that Sheetal confessed her feelings for me but I rejected it the next second. I want happiness only to adorn our life and I want sadness to get away from your life.
Even overcoming my ego I decided to propose you but my fear stopped me.Fear of losing you again which cannot bear in my life.So with many hopes today, I am standing infront of you confessing my feelings. “Everybody have committed mistakes. Some people recognize it whereas some people recognize lately and others don’t recognize it. Some may continue the mistake again and again but some will not. I have also commited a big yet a beautiful mistake. I have fallen in love with Kushi kumari Gupta..sorry Kushi Arnav Singh Raizada. Will you join with me to make the beautiful mistake in your life too?” he was in his knees holding a bunch of red roses.
I was stunned with his hearty confession which was very pure and was from the bottom of his heart. I nodded no which made him feel sad and I smiled and said”I am ready to commit the mistake in OUR life.” He smiled and grabbed me in a bone crushing hug.
The lady passenger was talking to me and Arnavji excused himself from there.She really felt happy of my life. She even blessed us both.
Arnav went near the dustbin dropped the diary which of the title “My world of sorrow” and said”I am sorry Kushi.I don’t want anything to make you cry in my life and I don’t want anything to make our life sad.Our life should always be a Perpetual bliss!”
He said and walked towards Kushi.they both bid bye to that Lady and was walking hand in hand when Arnav’s friend came to meet them.They spoke random things and he asked to Arnav”How is life?” Arnav eyed at Kushi and said”She is fine.” His friend smiled at him bid bye them. Kushi smiled at him and they both entered to the car and drove away to start their new journey.A journey full of hope and strength. A journey filled with love. A journey with trust.Life would not be a bed of roses to anyone.however,they would make it beautiful by supporting each other at their hard times.
A journey full of everything!!! God would help them for crossing all the struggles in their life…Because it is TRUE LOVE!!”
The Best Love is that kind that awakens the soul; that makes us to reach for more, that plants the fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds.