Title – HEALER IS MY LOVE !! SwaSan Os
Oye chori !!!! A grumbled voice was shouting aloud making swara’s heart pounce out due to fear. She ran down the stairs from the storeroom were her heart lies….
Store room was her palace, the walls were the sole witness of her sufferings and pain. The word happiness or joy was no more in her dictionary when she got adopted by her chachi(janvi)
Swara’s parents died in accident when she was 1yr old and her chachi made a desicion to adopt her since they were not having a child. Chachi was a loving mother. She would pamper her and love her as own blood till her own blood kavitha forms in her womb… janvi ears were filled with neighbours bad thoughts..
Swara’s life become same as cinderlla. Over night her life changed and she was living as maid in her chachi house.
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Swara and kavitha are studying in same school and they shared a beautiful bond as sisters.
Swara would love to play with kavitha and enjoy the same life as hers but chachi would burden swara with house hold works..Kavi has tried to protect swara but janvi would shut her mouth saying go learn or play outside.
Sometimes swara fell ill, since her tender heart and body could not bear those huge work as 6 yr old kid.
One day after completing all her work, swara ran fast to kavitha room to play with her. But all she saw, Kavitha would be sleeping on her mom’s lap.
Kidoo swara closed the door and palmed her mouth tightly so her cries would not escape from her throat. She is missing her mom..
Before her tears get dry kavi hugs her and make lay on her lap. she maybe younger than swara but would care for swara like her second mother.
12 Years passed……
Now kavitha was stubborn girl who would fight with her mom for swara. She even shifted swara to her room and denied her from working as maid.
But once kavitha left the house for some work. Swara would end up working as maid hearing the taunts of her chachi. Still now swara has never raised her voice against chachi.
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Kavitha came jumping as kid kissing shona’s cheek “yayy we are going to college!!”
Swara happiness as no boundaries but soon all Shattered hearing Janvi taunts “for living a maid life why should we study?”
Kavitha shouted at her mother” shut up you old!!”
“Chachi is right, I’m not coming with u to college” Swara interuppted and ran to her room as kid.
Kavitha glared her mom as she knw how much swara loved to study… she followed swara and saw her crying hugging her knees tight….
“If u dnt want to study then okay I too won’t go college” Kavi said making face…
She knew how stubborn her sister is…
“But chachi” swara hesitate…
“Dont wry about that old hag lady, I would take care of her” Kavi replied…
Swara laughs imagining her chachi as hag lady… kavi too laughs… Swara gave her bone crushing hug and parted saying she would study.
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Kavi and swara joined college, kavi was an introvert were as swara was an extrovert.
Day has come !! God has planned something great for her!!!
A boy with handsome look entered their classroom as new transfer. He noticed entire students in the class…
But his attention caught on a girl who was chubby cute but her eyes were filled with sorrows only sorrow. Swara’s eyes fixed with his.. An eye to eye conversation!!!
” aahaan found your Romeo!!”Kavitha poked swara’s arm gaining her attention.
Unkowningly swara blushed and hitted kavi’s arm playfully.
Professor entered the class, giving intro about new comer.
She learnt his name “Sanskar!!”
” sanskar!!! Not bad.. Swara and sanskar make good pair!! What do you say??” Kavitha giggled in her ear…
Swara hit on kavitha’s feet yearning attention of the entire class.
“Miss. Kavith may I join you ?? U can share me your story!! “, professor questioned her.
Swara was bowing her head due to fear but kavitha roare up answering ” Nothing sir!!”
Swara felt her heart light… But next thing made her heart sank down.
Sanskar gave her smile and sat next to her on the bench.
Kavitha could not control her laughter but she managed by closing her mouth tight.
Swara’s palms started sweating due to fear and sanskar found her shivering…
He moved close to her ear” why are you panicking kutti babe( small baby)”
Swara’s eye popped out on hearing the name. None has called her with nickname that too he was a stranger.
Swara holded kavi ‘s hand for support until lecture got over..
Sanskar was glancing swara through corner of his eyes learning their bond.
Lecture got over, sanskar turned to other side rasing his hands for handshake to swara but instead she held kavi’s palm and gave him a astonishing hand shake.
Day went off, he tried breaking swara’s shell but end in vain.
a pair of eye was always watching his activties.
Being a protective sister Kavitha warned him as she don’t want anyone to give her new wound in already hurted heart…
But sanskar is sanskar he doesn’t mind kavitha… Days passed sanskar would try breaking swara’s shell but it was strong as iron which can only be melted at degrees…
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Swara was sitting alone since kavi dint come for clge. Fear was evident on her face, everyone was gawking at her as prey. One fellow throwed paper ball on her head and another was throwing chalk. Girls were teasing about her looks. Swara’s tears were flowing down her cheeks.
“Shut ur ditch mouth guys” shouted sanskar at top of his voice shrieking everyone.
He cooled swara and adviced her for being strong…
From next day none dared to bully her since sanskar board complaint on them to discipline community.
Swara felt thankful to him. Since none has helped other than kavitha.
Learning about the incident kavitha thanked sanskar met him alone…
“Dont thank me, I did my duty only” sanskar replied…Kavitha gave him question look..
“To save my girl from evil” kavitha stunned to hear him…
“Love at first sight, Though I loved her by outside but I can sense the pain in her eyes which was deep inside her heart. I wants to break the huge rock of sorrow with my love. I want her to be happy and live a life like others!!! Im strying to get her out from the world of pain but she is pushing herself deep inside!!!” A tear rolled down his cheek.
Kavi got shock as She has first time witnessing a generous man…
“You are perfect for my shona!! Ur her healer!!”kavi hugged him with happy tears…
Swara who came to call kavi got shock of her life. Her heart became heavy.. She doesn’t why ???? Tears rolled down her cheeks. She ran from that place next minute.
“I dont know why I am crying? Why my heart paining to see them close?? Why did he enter my life?? Why did he sit next to me?? Why did he care for me ?? Was he playing with my feelings ??” Swara cried her heart out and waited outside the college for kavitha.
Whereas kavitha was ready to tell swara’s past but he deined her telling he would here it from swara. They bid bye and went off.
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For past few days janvi was taunting swara as educated servant. For every single thing she would call her educated servant!!! Kavitha wasnt aware of that.. She asked many times why she was sad but she replied nothing….
In clge :
Kav_san were discussing how to make her laugh. Sanskar told i will make her laugh u just bring her to ground! Kavitha brought her as per plan. Swara was figeting with fingers!!! Suddenly a large and small air bubbles were flowing in the air.. Swara was jumping like kid poking each bubbles and blasting them using nose and fingers. She was happily hopping and laughing while doing this.. He once saw her smiling at kids in road when they were blowing bubbles…
“R u happy now??” sanskar came next to her…
She smiled nodding yes… he gave her childhood back… Kavitha thanked him through eyes..
Next day @college :
A boy was teasing swara in library and she was clutching her shawl in fear and waiting for her god angel but he was no were to be seen. Her eyes were searching him. He was standing two racks far and peeping through books. When that boy was about to touch her chatak!!! Entire library became silent!!! Sanskar was standing with O face!!
It was swara who slapped him. First time she defended her self!! When it comes to dignity she cant be calm and sanskar’s words made her bold.
Though she pretended to ignore him but she engraved his words in her mind as vedham(script).
Sanskar was proud of her. But still he ignored her as he and kavitha planned to surprise swara since it was her birthday nextday. Sanskar would be coming to kavitha’s house.
swara’s heart was paining because he was ignoring her whole day.Sanskar was enjoying her restlessness.
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Sanskar was sitting on sofa reading magazine waiting for kavitha. He doesnt know swara lives with her.
Janvi was interacting with sanskar while complaing about the maid girl being irresponsible. Sanskar made grin.
Swara came with cup of coffee but got shock seeing sanskar and same with him. In pain she dropped the cup and yearned scolding from janvi. sanskar was speechless seeing his love state….
Swara was the only word escaped from his mouth..
Swara cleaned the broken pieces with tears on hearing janvi’s words and more over what sanskar would think about her?? Will he think she is a mere servant?? Will he talk to like before?? She ran towards store room were janvi’s words weren’t audible.
Sanskar ran behind her making janvi confused and he banged the door continuosly but swara ignored it. Alas she opened them composing herself good. She fake plastered smile welcoming sanskar inside.
Sanskar gave her gloomy smile.. He knew she was broken. Words are not needed for them because their heart speaks through eyes!!!
Tears were rolling down their cheek. None was ready to wipe them…
“Let the tear drown her cheeks and wash of her sorrows!!” sanskar thoughts..
Sanskar later managed to speak” what happen Kutti babe??”
Swara nodded her head saying “I am okay!! But down in her heart she felt, “SOMETIMES WHEN I SAY “I AM OK”I WANT U TO LOOK ME IN THE EYES, HUG ME TIGHT, AND SAY, I KNOW YOU’RE NOT…!!!”
Sanskar looked into her eyes and whispered you aren’t!!!
“kutti babe why are you wasting ur pearls”He pulled into his arms burrying her face into his chest.swara let out a loud cry!!! He dint console her.. He wants her to cry her heart out and let the pain wash off!!
Swara sobbed for hours and spoke!!
Why fate played in my sanskar?? Why my parents left me alone in this cruel world? Why they forgot to take me to their world? They did not even think how 1yr old child will suffer alone in this world?? They cheated me !!
“Swara it was their time to leave this world. But since u had purpose!!so god denied to send u with them. They didn’t leave you alone, they are living with you” he showed her reflection in mirror…
“You are their symbol..No parents would be happy seeing their childern suffer!! U had purpose swara!! Realise the meaning of life and live it”
Swara cleared her face saying yes with determinant!!
I will live for them and stay happy for them sanskar!!
Sanskar hugged her tightly & wt about me?? He said ” I LOVE U”
Swara got shock of her life!! She never knew what is love but now her HEALER was saying he LOVED her!!
“You was hugging kavitha!! Dont u love her??” She asked innocently… He chuckled saying she helped him..
” I LOVE U TOO & IT WAS MY BEST BIRTHDAY GIFT ” swara hugged him back…
“Chiii !!! What are u doing with a man?? Dont u have moral values. Ur hugging a stranger?? I dont know whether ur our blood or not??” Janvi disturbed their happy moment..
Enough sanskar shouted at janvi but she again started ” servant place to be kitchen not to woo men’s!!”
Sanskar shouted,” she may be servant for u but she will be my queen in my life and I’m taking her to my house!!”
“Thankgod this evil girl is leaving the house !!” Said janvi happily…
Sanskar was about to shout but interupted by swara,” chachi I’m not evil!! Ur evil!! Ur thoughts are evil!!! Im leaving this place with joy not due to fear and taunt..
“I know whom I’m and my values are.. Thank u for taking care of me these yrs !!”, said swara and left the house by holding sanskar’s palm tightly…
Kavitha wished them best of luck for their new life… Trio shared group hug with happy face!!!!!
Being coward Isn’t shame but being a coward always u should feel ashame!!