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…..THE UNSPOKEN CONFESSION…..
Sanskar was sitting on the bench of a park. He was continuously staring at a woman, around 25 years of age with a cute smile playing on his lips and with eyes full of love. The woman is revealed to be swara. She was playing with small kids and laughing whole heartedly. Seeing her happy a smile crept on his face. He sighed deeply with satisfaction of seeing her happy. He started thinking about their past. Soon he got immersed in reminiscing the past memories. He, sanskar maheshwari has always loved only one girl since his childhood, his swara……swara gadodia but could never gain the courage of confessing his true love for her. Since childhood he was afraid, whether after knowing his true feelings swara may feel that he betrayed their friendship or misunderstand him or think his love as a mere attraction. But he knew that his feelings for her are true. Only she had the power of making him feel content…..happy…… or make him laugh. He would never be in peace if he didn’t managed to see her . Only her eyes had the power of melting him. He had always been a shy person and she a bubbly and chirpy person who always spread happiness. Only she had the power of making him come out of his shell.
Flashback……
7 yr old sanskar was crying sitting on the bench of a park. A little girl of 5 yrs came towards him and sat by his side. She shook his shoulder.Sanskar looked towards her and she quickly smiled. Sanskar sobbed and again started looking towards his hands and started crying. Swara again shook his shoulder he again looked towards her same thing happened. This continued to 5-6 times. When she was again going to shook him he shouted on her.
Sanskar-[loudly] what is ur problem why are you disturbing me.
Swara got scared hearing his loud voice and quickly looked down.
Swara-[low voice] sorry
She got up and was about to go but sanskar held her hand. Swara looked towards him with teary eyes. Sanskar came towards her and made her sit on the bench. He wiped her tears and said.
Sanskar- [softly] sorry i didn’t meant to shout on u. Plz don’t cry
Swara stared him with her big eyes and wiped his tears tears with her small hands.
Swara- sorry for disturbing you i won’t do it again
Sanskar- its ok
Swara-[forwards her hand] friends?
Sanskar-[smiles and shakes her hand] friends
Swara smiles brightly. Sanskar pulls her chubby cheeks. Swara pouts.
Swara-[pouts]mmmhaaa….. Don’t pull them…..otherwise they will become more chubby and i will look fat.
Sanskar-[giggles] u r so cute
Swara pokes his cheeks while sanskar looks towards her being confused. She starts doing it again and again.
Swara-[while poking his cheeks] boing boing boing…..bobobobobo……bubububub…..[she starts poking his both cheeks] u have really soft cheeks they also reallt white like milky bar.[smiles brightly]
sanskar giggles hearing.
Sanskar-what is your name
Swara-[busy playing with his cheeks] swara gadodiaaaaaa and what is your name
Sanskar-[smiles] sanskar mahehwari
Swara- why were u crying
Sanskar- bcoz those boys were not making me play with them.
Swara- no problem now we both are friends so we will play.
Sanskar- yes sure
Swara- and yes next time don’t start crying ok?
Sanskar-[smiles] ok
Swara-promise
Sanskar- biiiig promise
Swara giggles and he also joined her.
Flashback……
He always loved the way she helped others or care for him.
Flashback……..
Swasan were in a cafe. Swara saw a group of boys teasing a girl
She quickly went there slapped the main boy hardly.
Swara-[loudly] how dare u to tease a girl r u even a man!!
Main boy- how dare you slap u blo*dy….
He was going to slap her but sanskar turned him and gave a punch to him.
Sanskar-don’t u dare to hurt my shona
Mainboy- youuuu
The whole gang overpowered sanskar. Sanskar was also beating them. The main boy went to swara and twisted her hand.
Swara- ahhhh
Sanskar saw this and again punched him. Later police came and everything was sorted out. The girl thanked swasan and went away. Later swara noticed sanskar injuries and tear started flowing from her eyes. She quickly made him sir and started treating is wounds. Tears were flowing from her eyes.
Sanskar- hey shona plz don’t cry see its not even paining
Swara-[sobs] sorry see bcoz of me u got injured. I am really sorry.
Sanskar-[interrupts] hey shhh[wipes her tears] its ok….now my wild cat stop crying otherwise people will think i am teasing u.
Swara smiles and hugs him.
Flashback…..
He always loved when she played with his hair.
Flashback….
Swara and sanskar were in park playing badminton. After sometime they both went and sat under a tree. Swara was talking continuously talking and sanskar was listening with a smile. Suddenly swara started playing with his hairs.sanskar trys to remove her hands but she was reluctant and started playing with them.
Sanskar-[pouts] swara leave my hair na they r not ur toy that u always play with them.
Swara- but i love ur hair sansku….u do one thing u give me ur hair…[puppy face]
sanskar giggles
Swara-[seriously] sansku u know what ur girl friend would be really lucky…
Sanskar-[confused] why shona[something clicks his head] wait don’t tell me bcoz ofy hair.
Swara- [ smiles] coreect mr. Maheshwari
Sanskar shakes his head bit later his eyes softens.
Sanskar-[thinks] but i only want u to be that lucky girl.
Swara-sansku just imagine how she will talk to u mimics his imaginary GF] oh my sansku my baby my jaan babu my choco pie….oh sorry sorry my milky bar my jaanu ur hair r so silky amd nice i just love them muahhhh[giggles]
sanskar laughs at her acting, swara also joins him. They both later spent some quality time.
Flashback……
He still remembered their sweet memories. Her pranks and what not.His most favourite memory was when he teached her how to ride a bike. Their late night masti. Their golgappa competitions. Shopping. Teasing eachother till the end of the world.promo their silly fight. Whenever any one of them got angry the other on always tried to patch up. And in hardy some minutes they both reconciled amd enjoyed each other’s company.
Only she made him feel what is love. Only because of her he came to know the purity and satisfaction which love gave us. She always believed in love and always talked about her prince charming. But he never believed in love but now he believes in it with all his heart. He always listened to her endless talks with a smile. But only thing he wanted was her. That she should read the love in his eyes for her but she couldn’t do that. So waited till the right time. But as we know time waits for none. During this time swara fell in love with sahil and got married to him. Every time his heart broke into million pieces seeing them together but he never showed his feelings and covered them with a smile. But he wanted….he wanted to tell her that….
“I love u swara”
” plz come to me”
“Don’t leave me”
“Sometimes i want u to leave him but plz plz u try to understand me”
“SOMETIMES WHEN I SAY “I AM OK”I WANT U TO LOOK ME IN THE EYES, HUG ME TIGHT, AND SAY, I KNOW YOU’RE NOT…!!!”
But he always comforted himself by seeing her happy but only he knew how much broken he was. He still remembered the day she came to him and told him about her feeling for sah. That day he acted to be happy for her but he was really broken from inside.
By seeing his state god showed mercy on him. Soon sahil showed his true colours . He made swara’s life a hell. But she being blind in love bore everything. But how can he ignore that….how can he ignore her tears. Her every tear peirced her heart.
Flashback……
Swara and sanskar were meeting at sanskar’s house.
Sanskar touched swara’s shoulder.
Swara-[winced in pain] ahhhhh!!
Sanskar-what happened swara.
Swara-[avoids eye contact ] ummm…..nothing
Sanskar-[makes her face him and says sternly] swara
Swara becomes teary eyes. She ups her sleeves a little bit and shows her wound to him.
Sanskar-[panics] oh my god swara how it happened tell me tell me shona [swara controls her tears] shona tell me how it happened plzzzzz….[whispers] sahil[swara nods her head
Sanskar eyes widens. swara hugs him tightly and starts crying bitterly. She tells about everything about sahil and his tortures. Sanskar eyes turn red in anger.
Flashback……..
Soon he got her free from that hell. But still he didn’t confess. He knew after knowing his feelings she will readily accept him. As she felt indebted to his favours. Also she would feel guilty and could also show a little sympathy for him as he waited so long for her. After all love is always felt not forced. After that incident he only wanted her to remain happy. He still remembered how much broken she was bcoz of sahil.
Flashback……
Swara- [cries] sanskar why it happened with me. It pains sanskar.[points towards her heart] it hurts very much……i don’t know sanskar would i be ever be the same. I am feeling like a dead person .[weeps] y it happened with me sanskar y…..[whispers ] whyyyyy
Sanslar tightly hugs her.
Sanskar-shhhh….calm down shhh……see i am there for you right calm down shhhh…..
Soon swara drifts into slee in his embrace.
Flashback……..
And today seeing her laughing after a long time he felt peace in his heart. But still his soul felt incomplete. He still kept asking himself, would she ever fell in love with him? Would they always remain just friends or were destined to be something else, would he ever gain the courage of confessing? Would they have their happy ending. Would his confession remain unspoken . Would their story ever be completed or would always remain as “THE UNSPOKEN CONFESSION”………
……….THE END…………
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