his one mistake changed my whole life…..4 shots (part 4) (a)

Hi frds…. Tq so much I loved urs every comment… tq for u r love and support… this is from kannada novel”HARSHAVAHINI” written by sayisute…

Story begins with… sanky is standing in room .. he is so happy…. He is standing infront of wall where so many of pics hanging…
Sanky- “mom …dad.. I m too happy … u know today our ragu is moved on … ha maa…im saying u truth…. Ha she is happy with her frds in these years…. But some where in her heart she used to cry….thats y in these 5years she never prefer to celebrate her bday…but today… she is happy… I don’t want anything else…. I think for her these much change there is a person who helped her to come out from this truma.. not me.. its swara… I told u about her naa… her bff…she is lil egoistic..never bow her head inront of anyone…”
Saying this he smiles…

“but she s cute… don’t know y? but she always afraid of me… seriously… kumud tell na … am I looking like a divil … but I enjoy very much when she afraid and get nervous seeing…. I love to tease her…. Today….in party also… I made her that much afraid.. u have to see her face when I tease her by going near to her…. In ac hall also she is swetting…. I know exactly wt may b she thinking about me… she is bashing me lyk hell…. And thinking to avoid me forever…”

He touches feet of ap and dp pic…. Touches kumuds face… and kisses her forhead…. And toches saras…careses his face… and shouts loudly
“SARASSSSSSSSSS…….. I MISS U ALL…. Y U ALL LIVED ME…. Y ? WT CRIME I DID ……….” He sits on floor… and starts crying…
“u know when u all went … do u all have any idea … how I composed myself…. I was totally broken …
He starts narrates his journey of his 5 years…
Flash back(5 years ago)
Ragini is recovered not fully from fever but she is better than beore… they both missing their family… but also doing a lot masti… kumud use to call once in a day.. to take report of raginis health…days are passing finaly d day comes for their family arrival… ragsan are much exited for this… they started preparation welcome their family…suddenly one phone call and that call changed their life… after hearing the death of their family… sanky was broken but didn’t tell this to rags as he himself was not ready to belive … living rags at nanis house(aps mom) he went accident spot… their car is totally burned… and fire brigeds were pulling dead body from car… they were all burnt… none is recognised… he turned his face… he is not ready to accept d fact… alredy t v reporters were present there and asking some details about near by village peoples…
Reporter – hello… here this big accident was happened did u see this?
Guy- yes mam… I was going by that side of road suddenly another truck cane in opposite direction hit d car… it was horrible..

Report- did u see any thing… else..?y don’t u help them…
Guy- I thik thts cars petrol tank is blasted by accident suddenly it burt… I seen a young lady and baby boy asking help to come out… but I m helpless in a fraction of sec..after her saying it bunt fully..(his eyes were teary..) I dint able to help them… I felt so much helpless… I immeadiately called fire briged… and asked helps by peoples but no use…

Sanskar imagning everything whatever that guy told… he was numb.. and falls on ground… when he open his eyes he was in hospital …. Ragini come to know everything at that time she is crying bitterly… after this.. sanky completed all rituals regarding as a son , husband and father…

After tis he used sit alone in his room he started recollect all good moments with his family and at d end he sees their half burnt bodies and started to shout and mess d room in frustration…. By thinking y I aloud them to go alone… he started to blame himself…
He started to drink to erase that black night from his life … but no use… that night mare started follow him every night… he used to hear ap ,dp kumud and saras voice ecoing in his ears frequently..
Saras-“u r my super hero… I love u papa..”he smiles in dreams at ater a sec” papa save me… pa paaaaaaa”
He got up… this encountered him daily.. one of his frds advised to go near a call girl… to reduse stress.. and use her as machine of frustration removal… sanky got angry by his words and slaps him hard..
Sanky- I cant cheat my kumud… I don’t want anything lyk that … got that … r u a really my frd? Shame on u…

But after this he started going in depression he also consulted doctor but no use… he started to feel headache… he hears their families crying every night… after so much of thinking he thought to fallow his frds advice… he used to call callgirls.. he get some relief at that… he know its crime… but he is helpless…. He started to show all his frustration and stress by this…

But he is not addicted he used to go twice in a month to relaxation … after swaragini bonding ragini used to stay there only it helped him… he strted to go more than 4 times in a month…

He is really shamefull by his act but he is helpless… he cant control himself whenever he get d flashes of his loved ones dead body lyk this……
Flash back ends

Sanky- yes I become bad boy… but kumud trust me .. I never used any one without their wish… I never did all these becz of my physical need but I did this to calm my self…. I dint did this na… I ll become mad… totally mad… than how I protect my ragu maa….
Saying this he… sleeps there itself….

Another side swaras home
She is thinking about all d incident happened in party…. When she remembered sankys act she started fumes in anger…. But when she flashes of laksh …. She used to smile…. Afterall her first crush…”u r my 1st feeling of laksh…. I think u also feel d same way as I thinking now..” she doze off by thiking this…

In other hand ragini is blaming herself” ragini… how dumb u r? u r love is infront f u without talking to him hiding from him…? Me madd… yes I m mad for u laksh… not from now.. from my childhood then I thought that just attraction… dats y I never releved it to anyone…. But don’t know…wn I see u today………..(she started blushing more and more…. Huggedd pillow and slept)

7 Days are passing lyk this only… swara used to go mm when sanky is out of home…and she is also searching a job.. along with her part time job… eventhough she is bright student she is inding difficult to get job…
Swara walking in streeats of kolkatth carring vegitable bag … then suddenly a bike stopped inront o her… 1st she got afraid… when she sees person she felt relief…its her 1st crush…
Laksh- hey… you..? how r u? did u rememred ur name?(inflarty manner)
Swara- excuse me … who r u? don’t u hav manners?(she is smilling inside)
Laksh- u forgot me…(become sad)

Swara- ha lucky… I orgot..
Laksh- u r pulling my leg…can u come with me for a cup of coffe..
Swara- excuse me… we just know each other.. and u…
Laksh- hello I m askin g only for coffe not for a date… plss miss swara
Swra- how u know my name?
Laksh- I will get all d information…wt I wanna know(with pride)
They went to near by coffe shop and ordered a coffe for them…swara was hell nervous
Laksh sees some uncomort in her eyes so to comfort her he talked about her study.. her future plans… she feels comfort after few time… after they done with coffee they got up to go..
Laksh- swara tell me onething….. how am I looking…?
Swara-(shocked )wt….?

Laksh- tell naa…. I wnna propose a girl… if she accept me…
(swara skipped abeat hearing this… she thought he was going to propose her)
She dint ans… his question…
Laksh- did u seen “maine pyaar kiya” movie…
Swara- ji… ha y?
Laksh- do u be my…(he stopped…. Swara is holding her breath…she is sure he will propose her)be my kabootar…
Swara- wtttt?
Laksh- bending infront of her) I love u r frd ragini from my teenage… becoz of my studies I went to England… wn I complete my studies I become busy in hadling business…I tied to call her… but her bro lift my calls….some tym rags too but wn she lift my call.. hearing her voice I lost my sence … wn I came here I come to know .. u r her best frd… do u help me…(he stated all in 1 brath)
Swara is broken … her 1st love is not hers bur rds… she is happy for her…;….
Swara- I m happy for rags….i love to b kaboothar in urs lovestory… but promise me u ll not force her if she denyys…
Laksh- i( is very happy hearing this) promise… I m sure she l not deny….
Swara- bye tc…

She was sad …. But she can sense how much laksh.. lovr rags..
She tells all this about rags…
Rag- is so hapu..and she is jumping exitment.. im so happy swara … atlast my 1st love love me with equal Itensity
Swar- wt ? u too loved him
Rag- ha madly…. But I thought it as just attraction.. and moreover I thought my love is one sided… but now… he also …
She rolled swara in happiness…swara is happy for them… she thought she only thought more … their love is pure… they got their pure love…

Raglak meet after this… and confess their feeling for each other… lakshs parents.. asked sanky for rags hand for laksh .. he agrees immediately….

Raglak wedding preparation were going on… love birds were in cloud 9… somewhere swara is hurt to see her 1st crush going to marry infront of her with her bff….
Raglak marriage was done…. They took blesings from elder… while bidaayi tym… swasan were crying rags is also crying…

To Sanky- bhai take care… move on in u r life… life is too long u csnt be alone for whole life…
Sanky just nodes.. he controlling him…
To swara- I f u wanna call me… u can… don’t wait for my call u too have right on me…
Swar-(hugged her) u too … don’t forget u r frd…
Ragini – never…
Next day itself they wnt to England…
Swara is still with her part time job.. she thought to start coaching classes for students who were weak in studies….. she is preparing thhhhhhhhhhis.. then she remember she gave all her notes In which she solved problems in easy yest simple step… she called rags…inormed this… rags told that all that notes is kept in store rooms left shelf…

Swara. Decided to go to mm when sanky is not in home… she is rags frd so every servant knows her well..
One day at noon she entered mm she noticed that sanky car is not there she is happy… when she enter the house nobody is there… she went servant quaterse… there she find ramu kakla sleeping with having high fever.. she gave meicnes to him… and asked permission to go to store room collet her notes..
She is searching some notes… then she feels a strong gaze on her… she turns and saw… sanky standing in enterance with bottle in his hand..he was totally drunk… she can smell bad from his mouth…
Swara- bhai… I m came here…(before she complete he pinned her to wall)
Sanky- I a;lready warned u im not ur bahi im bhai only for my rags… call me sanskar…

Swara- (sweting badly) sa…n…ska…r… leave me plese…
Sanky- say it again… loud..(he shouts)
Swara..(in fear) sanskar…
He was not in his sense.. hering her name from her mouth he was happy… he sees KUMUD in her face…
He hugs her tightly… where u gone? I missed u so much… don’t ever dare to leave me…
Swara is shocked she shouting to help
“PLESE LEAVE ME… I M UR SIS FRD…” PLEASE FOR GODS SAKE…
But sanky is not hearing any thing… he is imaginig her as kumud… he lifts her to his room.. she strted to beat hi,m… scrtch him by her nails .. but no use…he trow her on bed and comes over her…
Not today kumud… I m waiting for u… I ll not leave u today… if I leave u day … u never comes to me…”

Swara tried her level best to free from him but no use… he empowered her… and get intimate forcefully… after he done he sleept above her… she is pain… she trie to move him … but failed… she cried for her fate….
“now she s hating sanky… her beast….”
She too doze off with pain…

Recap- swara become living dead body…… raglak come to india and shocked to see swara..rags –ve side

Hey how is…it? Plss comment is nessary…
Wt u think sanky is rember his deed after his hangover…or not…?
Wt will swara take action about his deed in ur opinion…?
I think im fastened this episode… for here… ¾ part of story complete and remains only ¼ part

after tis i ll continue my 1st baby i mean my 1st story who ami?swasan