Sry guyz..
I knw u won’t like my story coz of dis twist ..
But believe me I m nt going to separate swasan..
Recap- swara and sanskar’s pov.
Previous episode link-
*10th day of agreement*
In d morning,
Swara and sankar becomes ready.
Der is silence between dem.
During d breakfast,
Suddenly swara asked to sanskar, “hey so whn r u going to be marry wid kavita? ”
Sanskar( was shattered by her question )- “why swara?”
Swara(trying to show , she dnt care abt him)- ” casually asking.”
Sanskar(he just wanna show his pain to her.. He can’t marry kavita coz it was just like drinking poison for him)- “ok! But u hv to attend my marriage..” (Mai zehr (poison) to pi lu shouk se Teri khatir ….
Pr shart ye hai ki tum samne baith kr sanson ko tutata dekho..)(i m trying to convey sanskar’s feeling through dis shayari)
Swara(hesitantly) – “yeah I will.. If possible..”
Sanskar(stubbornly) – “wht do u mean by if possible..if u won’t come then I will not marry wid kavita ” (he is saying wid d hope dat she will say dat dnt marry wid kavita).
Swara (trying to control her emotions) -“ok! I will”
Sanskar is thinking dat ‘why is she behaving like dis? If any problem u had. Tell me . I will help u from dat problem. But dnt leave me.. I can’t live without u.. I can’t” (tu zaroori sa hai muzko jinda rehne ke liye)
Here swara thinks,’no sanskar! I cnt tell u my problem! I knw u hv helped me to come out from every problem. But u can’t save me from dis problem. U cnt do anything. I hv to suffer wid dis problem alone. I dnt wanna u hv to suffer too.. My life is for u only. I love u. And I will always love u’ (ye jindagi aapki Hi amanat rahegi, dil me sada apki Hi mohabbat rahegi.. In sanson ko aapki jarurat rahegi)
He leaves for d office..
Both r crying..
Sanskar is in his office..
He was lost in thoughts..
He opens d folder of voice mail..
Swara’s 1st voice mail, “sanskar i m sholly! Plz forgive me. I won’t repeat d mistake.. Dnt leave me.”
Sanskar’s pov-
‘After listening dis, i recalled how she was not able to live without me for 1 min also..
Even it was my mistake she used to say sry to me.
But now she is saying me to marry wid someone else. I knw dat I can’t live without her. But she is able to live without me? (D sentence he asked in questioning tone). Plz swara say dat for once u also dnt wanna leave me.. I will correct all things.. I m just begging for 1chance to u.. Plz’
He puts is face into palms.. And he is crying badly …
Kavita’s pov-
I was entering into d sanskar’s cabin. I was shocked.. He was crying..
I listened d fact from my grany dat whn man cries den his tears r true. He was in deep pain..
I want to console him .. But I knw I can’t .. D person he wanna now is swara not me..
I knw, from clg days ..
I had crush on sanskar..
But for him ,i was just frnd.. Actually only classmate.. I come to knw dat he was engaged wid swara.. Whn he was happy wid her, I m also happy.. I was happy wid his happiness..
Sanskar & swara come to knw dat I had crush on him. But dey behaved wid me frndly. After dat swara become my best frnd coz of her frndly nature ..
Sanskar’s choice (swara)was best .both was perferct for each other..
Unfortunately I joined d company of sanskar..
I m not married yet.. Coz I knw I m not able give d place of sanskar.. But I dnt wanna to force him to love me.. I m happy wid his frndshp only..
On d day of accident,
From colleagues I come to knw dat, sanskar was in coma and no one was der to take care of him.
So I rushed to hospital..
I was der wid him for 1 week..
Whn he gain his consciousness, he uttered only one word.. And dat was ‘swara’.. He was disappointed coz he didn’t found her anywhere..
I was happy dat he was OK now..
After some days , he proposed me..
I knw der is arguments between dem.. And I knw dat arguments will finish after few days ..
I said yes coz I knew if I said no den he will propose to any other girl..and may be she will say yes.. And he will marry wid her coz he is angry on swara..
So I said yes..
I knw him.. His anger..
Dey both(swasan) has place in my heart.. And I dnt wanna dem to separate coz of stupid arguments ..
Even i knw dat he was lying wid me dat he is ill coz he wanna spend time wid her..
I know dat he called me for shopping coz he can spy on swalak..
Stupid sanskar..
But I love dis stupid.. Actually I m in love wid his happiness..
Now in last week I thought dat dey r coming close.. D misunderstandings between dem is clear . but today I saw him while crying.. And I was shattered..
Actually in d morning I saw swara coming out from d hospital so I wanna ask him abt it..
But wanna give him some time to be k..
So I come out of d cabin without any noise..’ Kavita was restless.. Coz she can’t see d swasan in pain.. (Sajde me yuhi rukti hu, tum pe Hi aage zukti hu.. Ban gye ho tum mere khuda…..)
It’s evening..
Before leaving d office kavita asked him dat , ” is everything is all right between u and swara?”
Sanskar (hesitantly) – “why?”
Kavita – ” in d morning i saw swara at hospital.. Dats y I asked!”
Sanskar (in fear)- “wht?”
He grabbed his keys and he drove to home fastly..
While driving d car he was lost in thoughts, ‘swara is OK na? Last day I found her such voice mail and today kavita told me dat she saw her in d hospital.. Is dat d reason because she used to disappear from home. I wanna ask her. ‘
He was trying to console his mind dat ,’ no sanskar! Everything is fine. May be she was der to meet someone .. Nothing is happened to her.’ But he is not able to calm his mind..
He entered into home fastly thinking dat today I will ask her abt this doubt.
But she was already slept..
She was sleeping on couch..
Sanskar seats on his knees and he stared at her .. D tears r rolling from his eyes..
He said dat ,” no swara u cnt leave me like dis”
He took her in bridal style.. Towards d bedroom ..
He kept her hand in his lap.. And caressed her face ..
While thinking abt past and staring at her , he slept in seating position only..
Precap- sanskar will come to know abt d reason ..
So guyz tell me dat , kavita is bad???
I told u that she is not..
And I will unite dem..
I won’t tell u abt how I will unite dem.. So stay tuned..
Love u guyz…
73 Comments
is dis kavsan?? Or swasan??
it’s swasan.. sry dear.. if my fan fiction confused u …
Fst plz dear I’m dying wd the suspense
I cnt update it till wed.. telly update is not accepting any episode 🙁
Ya so sad but u can upload in Fb as u r uploading ur ff in Fb but u have just posted till episode 5 I think so plzz update in ff episode 15 plzz becz I can’t wait till Wednesday for ur ff it’s so nce nd like u gave idea to shree harini to write in comments the next part u can also do that but I think it will be bit awkward nd difficult top so u can try to upload ur ff in Fb plzz plzz plzzz
Hey can u tell from which name u r having ur Fb Id
wid my real name . rabiya attar.. 🙂
ya plz update in d comment section section only i cant w8 till Wednesday
i am very obsessed with it amd moreover i am not on fb even plz plz plz. do that otherwise i dont know how wil i w8 till wed.
hey Sara.. can I post my one shot story here??? till wed?? ..
Will u update in Fb……..????????
updated in comment.. check it..
Thnx alot
Hey ambika i am also not on fb.so please don’t posf there…u can post here in the comment till wednesday….please….i love ur ff a lot ..please continue here..
Please please please….continue here only…waiting for ur next part badly ..
Hello guyz…
How r u all???
From now onwards I will post my fan fiction wid my real name..
‘Rabiya Attar.’
Here we go…
Precap- kavita’s pov…
Previous episode link-
*11th day of agreement *
Swara’s pov-
It’s lovely morning.
Birds r chirping..
D sun rays falling on my face disturbed my sleep..
I opened my eyes.. I found dat my head is in sanskar’s lap.. And he is sleeping in seating position only.. His little finger and my little finger entwined into each other. After looking at his face, I felt like he was crying whole night. Without disturbing him(not taking my little finger out from his grip ) I sat in front of him . I knw dat I m d reason behind his tears. And I gave peck on his eyelashes..I dnt knw wht I felt but I hugged him.. And buried my face into his chest and slept in dat position only..
Sanskar’s pov-
I knw swara still loves me. So whn i felt dat she is going to wake up.. I closed my eyes.. I wanna to see her reaction.. I wanna see real swara.. Whn she kissed me on eyelashes I wanna kiss her on lips that with full of emotions,( d fear of losing her and wid full of love).. But somehow I controlled my feelings.. Whn she hugged me back, I felt too good.. She slept in dat position only.. (How can she sleep in few minutes? Dis is mystery for me) I hold her tightly in my arms..actually its more like squeezing..But that’s OK na?I kept my chin on her shoulder.. Thinking abt incidents.. If she loves me dis much den y is she showing dat she dnt care abt me? I will ask her today only.. Whatever may happen but I will ask her d reason..
After some time,
She woke up..
When she found dat I m awake.. She moved away for me..
Swara – I m sry .. I dnt knw how did i sleep like dis .
She was going away from me.. So I held her hand tightly .. And i pulled her towards me.
She was shocked by my behavior.
She was yelling at me, “leave my hand sanskar.. It’s hurting”
I asked her, ” 1st tell me.. Do u care abt me?”
She said firmly, “no! I dnt care .. Now leave my hand” and she jerked her hand from my grip..
I asked her in fake anger”tell me! Wht were u doing at hospital? I knw everything but I wanna listen dis from u”. Actually I dnt knw anything but I said dat I knw everything coz if she comes to knew dat i dnt knw any thing she won’t tell me anything..
Her face expressions changed after listening dis..
She was asking me in sad tone, “so u came to knw dat I m suffering from blood cancer”
1stly I felt dat I heard something wrong.so asked her again to confirm.. She said it again.
And I felt like my legs r weaken.d whole world around me is revolving. And I m going to fall at any time. Thud! I crashed wid floor..
Swara sat in front of me..
Tears are in her eyes..
She shook me.. She cupped my face..
She asked innocently,” u told na u knw d reason so I thought dat u enquired in hospital abt me.. Dnt u knw dis?.”
I shook my head in big no.
I hugged her. I tightened my grip on her .. Tears r rolling continuously from my eyes..
I knw now swara needs support. I hv to be strong.. But I cnt..
And here is swara is treating me like child just like I m suffering from blood cancer and she is ok.. She is behaving like strong.. But I knw she is broken from inside..she wiped my tears
So trying to control my tears , I hold her shoulders tightly and asked her, “from whn swara? Why did u hide dis big thing from u? Dnt u trust on ur sanskar? Dnt u wanna tell me dis? Do u wanna suffer alone ? Wht do u think abt urself ? Tell me swara!”
She said( trying to compose herself) ,”sanskar I dnt wanna give u pain coz of me.. Dats y I didn’t told u abt dis.”
I asked her angrily, ” so u wanna bear dis alone. U forgot vows dat we took during our marriage? We said dat we will share everything.. We shared everything till today. Den who gave u right to bear dis pain alone? U hv to share dis wid me.. ”
After listening dis, she hugged me tightly. I hugged her back.. She told me everything.. Dat d day she told me she wanna tell me something, and come home early. Dat day she thought dat she is pregnant but after meeting to doctor she came to knw dat she was suffering from blood cancer..
I asked her, “is dat d reason , behind not coming to meet me whn I was in coma?”
She said dat, “I will tell u.. But will u give me something ?”
I wanna give her everything..all happiness.. Coz from my accident I hv given only one thing to her.. And dat was pain..
I nodded..
She said,” plz marry wid kavita after my death”
Listening dis words… I felt like someone has stabbed knife in my heart.. Her death.. I can’t imagine dis..
I placed my palm on her mouth to shut her from saying such bad things..
I said in determined voice, “who said dat u r going to die. Dnt say dis rubbish things.Nothing is going to happen with u. Whn I m with u, everything will be fine.. Do u believe me?”
She nodded.. She moved my hand from her mouth and asked me, “but sanskar?”
I asked her, ” if anything happens to me den will u move on ur life?”
She shook her head and said -“no sanskar! How can I?”
I told her dat ,”den how can u expect dis from me?”
Swara- “for ur happiness!and u said dat u will give me if I ask for something”
I hugged her tightly and said ,” my happiness lies in urs. And dnt do dis again. We will go to d expert doctors.. And nothing is gonna happen u.. Believe me.. I will make everything correct.. Just give me one chance. And till ur treatment I m not going to leave for u 1sec. I will be with u as ur shadow. And now dnt utter abt any word dat u r suffering from dis and all.. U r ok.. U r not suffering from anything.. ”
She said silently , ” sanskar ! I wanna live our love story again”
I cupped her face, and kissed her on her forehead, and said ,”we will”..
After looking at our condition , suddenly she laughed.. And said, “sanskar! From morning we r crying.. I think we will finish all d tears today only”
Definitely she knw how to make me calm..
She told me to be ready.. She will prepare breakfast n lunch..
I told her ,”dnt make anything! We will hv it at restaurant”
She nodded ..
Meanwhile I called to manager and told him dat, I won’t able to come till few days..I told him to manage somehow. And if der is any emergency den only call me..
I dnt wanna spend any second without her..
I m just feeling guilty abt my behavior.. I hv given her pain.. Too much pain.. And now I wanna correct all things..
I m regretting abt my behavior..
I called doctor and booked appointment of tomorrow..
I will go to any extent to make her fine .
Coz if anything happens to her den I won’t able to live..
I become ready to go to restaurant..
I m waiting for her outside..
Whn she came , I showed her watch.. While making sad face..
I asked her, “I m ur senior na! And i m waiting for u.. Actually u hv to w8 for me na?”
Swara holding her ears said dat, “sanskar .. I m living in hostel na!and warden didn’t allowed to come out from hostel”
I recalled our moments..
I always hv to wait for her..
And her reason is same all time..
We both laughed recalling dat..
We took each others hand and headed towards restaurant..
Swara’s pov-
After knowing abt blood cancer , sanskar is taking care of me like small kid.. He was wid me every time.. Even at restaurant whn I wanna go into washroom.. He stood outside of ladies washroom.. Its embarrassing na..
But now I m feeling like dat nothing is gonna bad with me..
Coz whn my love sanskar is wid me everything will be fine..
We enjoyed today a lot..
We had our lunch and dinner at hotel only..
After coming to home , we both slept while hugging to each other .
Even if death comes to me, den i will be happy.. Coz dying in his arms ….
I love him.. Actually he loves me too much..
Precap- swasan @ hospital…
Sry guyz ..
I knw my writing skills r not good..
Love u all .
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for u all.. i hv updated my next part In comments only.. do comment guyz…
Thnk u so much for updating here…. i ws waiting for urs, sree nd nivi ff… tu is testing my patience……… atleast u posted here.. thnk u so much dr…..
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Its awesome dear…thank u to update here in the comments…love u
I m happy dat u liked dis epi… 🙂
Nice andlook thx for updating. …….
hey dnt say thanks yar..
ewww.. at last I completed 15 parts of my fanfiction…
Awesome emotional lovely epi rabi… i loved today epi…. now the love birds are happiieeeee nd @ same tym sad… soon their love wil cherish their life like past… nd rabi i loved today epi……. nd dont underestimate urself…… ur good writer….
thank u navi.. I just updated dis part in hurry.. actually I m happy dat somehow I completed 15 parts of my fan fiction… 🙂
So sweet of u………I will never forget ur this gesture it was the best episode till now it was very emotional…….but plzz make swara fine nd Once again thnx for uploading it here……till when will u update the next part actually I can’t wait for next
It’s very touching episode yarr… Like seriously m crazy for ur ff.. Very nice episode dear… But plz next update next epi asap.. eagerly waiting..
I think I hv to post my next update also in comments .. 😉 ..
Yes sure please…i will be waiting…
Ya sure…….waiting eagerly for next episode
Yup if ur ok with it dhn u can upload ur nxt part tooo in comment… i wil b d happiest one… and rabi ur rocking…..
Amazing ..story u r very nice writer
Awesome n too emotional
Plz update it tomorrow I am eagerly waiting
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thank you so much i was really missing ur ff and u can update nxt also in comment section only
i know i am greedy bt what to do ur ff is making me crazy.
love u
Ambika upload next update here also …:)
They will start accepting the ffs by 1 am from today so plzz update nd don’t take any leap as we all have waited a lot
I don’t understand what you mean khan
Nothing dear I haute wanna say is that now they have stared posting the ffs
So or its not haute…..it’s just
Wow …..when u r going to upload next part