So let’s start guys, I will the author’s note at last todayππππ.
Now how many are angry and are ready with sleepers and tomatoes?
Pls keep them aside yrrrrrrr
Actually I am bombarded with many ideas and I was busy exploring them out!.
So sorry for not posting yesterday and day before yesterday… And sunday ko toh chutti thi nππππππ.
So let’s start!
Here ridhima was sitting in the garden whereas Kabir , angre, vansh were asleep while talking.
Ridhima was fighting hard with her feelings and reality!.
All of a sudden she got up and went to Dr.Abhay.(sorry Abhay I was short ofnamesπ π ππhow you don’t mind π)
He only aided her few hours ago when she fainted!.
She went to his cabin:-.
First abhay was normal then after hearing her sentences he was Beliwered!
And ridhima was in no mood of being calm and was talking fiercely and to point.
Abhay:- what happened ridhima!
Ridhima:- tell me the truth, abhay! Don’t try to hide anything!
Abhay:- what you mean!?
Ridhima:-tell me the truth about my health, don’t try to hide anything!
Abhay:- I told to kabir bro!
Ridhima:- I told tell me!
Abhay:- ridhima, listen!?!! (He was trying he best to calm her bt in vain!)
Ridhima:- abhay! I said tell the truth!
Abhay:- ok ok… Sit down I am telling!
Ridhima:- I don’t wanna to sit nor I came to sit… I am here to seek answers, just answer me damn it!!!!!!
Abhay:- it’s that ki you are in severe depression and you can do attack on your own self and need to be taken care and should be in happy environment and should be prevented from taking a lot of stress. .. As it might to dangerous for yourself and people near you!
He sighs as he didn’t wanted her to know her conditions!
After hearing all this ridhima barged out of his cabin leaving him confused!.
The clouds were rumbling outside, it was dark sky full of dark grey colored clouds spread over the whole sky….
It was all still ,out in the environment!.
Ridhima walked fast to her cabin, barged in her cabin…..open her drawer in her table took out her ipods container…
And again barged out of her cabin making loud noise from the door….. Everyone in the hospital (staffs and few other people) we’re shocked at her antics… They had never seen her too angry and broken….
She went to vansh’s cabin but as she barged in his room….she stood calm looking at the scenario in front of her eyes as if she was lost in that scene .
she saw three people sleeping in the respective positions, looking cute.
She saw Kabir and angre were sitting on the sofa and sleeping at each other’s shoulders as kids who are too tired and vansh was in normal position as he was not allowed to take turn and sleep and it would pain tooo…. But all three of them were looking cute!.
She came back to her senses and slowly came out and again went to the garden and sat with ipods in her ears..
The slow breeze was going through her hairs, she was feeling them then she took out her phone and connected her phone to her mobile and sat down on the grass and started listening to a song.
She sat looking at the dark sky and feeling the song being played in her ears.
Yahan se kahan jaaun
Kahan main chhup jaaun
Ye aadha sa dil
Main kaise lagaaun
Hoon khud se judaa main
Hoon khud se alahada
Ye aadha sa dil
Main kaise basaaun
(alahada means: alag/separated)
O roothe dil, roothe dil, roothe dil
O jhoothe dil, jhoothe dil, jhoothe dil
O toote dil, toote dil, toote dil
Hai kya teri mushkil
O Just go to Hell Dil
Just go to hell
O dil… just go to hell
Dil… just go to hell
O dil… just go to hell Dil
Hai meri ghalti
Ya khud ki khata tu
Sharminda dil bas itna bata tu
Ke ab kya paana
Ke ab kya khona
Sharminda dil bohat hua rona
Roothe dil, roothe dil, roothe dil
O jhoothe dil, jhoothe dil, jhoothe dil
Toote dil, dil, toote dil
Hai kya teri mushkil
O just go to hell dil
Just go to hell
O dil.. just go to hell
Dil… just go to hell
O, O dil.. just go to hell Dil…
Dardon ki aadat si lag gayi hai
Aansu bhi meri hansi udaaye
Deti hoon khud ko main kharashein kyun nayi
Koyi mujhko mujhse hi bachaye
O roothe dil, roothe dil, roothe dil
Jhoothe dil, jhoothe dil, jhoothe dil
Toote dil, toote dil, toote dil
Hai kya teri mushkil
O just go to hell dil
O.. just go to hell
O dil.. just go to hell
Dil… just go to hell
O dil.. just go to hell dil… yeah..
Just go to hell
O dil.. just go to hell
Dil.. just go to hell
O dil.. just go to hell Dil…
( π·π΄π°π πΎπ π π π·πΈπ π πΎπ½πΆ, π πΎπ π πΈπ»π» π»πΎπ π΄ πΈπ πΆπ π π )
Her pov,
I am at such an point of my life where my anger can cost my dear ones life, stress will eat me up…
I just don’t understand what is this depression is ? is it when you want to cry but there is no tears left? you have many things to tell but you can’t because you don’t trust people ! Why do I see people to love on ,you can forget the past ,the bad thing, why the hell I can’t forget it myself , why am I suffering from this depression!?
Why!?
Pov ends!.
She feels that she was burning with pain that she couldn’t still share with anyone.
While she was looking at the sky with urge to cry but her tears had dried up.
She was looking at the dark sky with her painful eyes, clearly depicting her pain, void that is still not filled and lots of secrets yet that are eating her from within!.
While a this she felt a hand on a shoulder …..
That’s all for today’s guys!
Phir se soch lena sb kuch bhi dene se phele I gave a long update …Tried my best to depict the scenes and the true feelings of the persons suffering from depression!.
(“”Sorry if I hurt anyone’s sentiments, I absolutely didn’t have that intention. “”)
-whose that person?
And if you would have done the reading you would the new mystery there it self…
Searchπππ.
Now here, you won’t believe I am sitting with an list of names to mention here,
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44 Comments
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Amazingπ. Loved it π. Was eagerly waiting for this. Please post soon π₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯°
Aww. Thankx dear
Thank youβ€….I forgot that I have completed 100 postsπ π€§
The episode was Amazing….
But fir se suspense mein chod diyaπ₯Ί
post soon
π€ππππππ… Yea sure
Amazing
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Awesome ππ
Vansh hona chahiye garden mae at the end
Lovely
Love this Song and Movie
I think the person is Dr Abay or Vansh
Finally you posted….
Amazing!!!
Post soonπ
Here after stalking and reading all your episodes and seriously I am in love with these episodes π
Amarya long nhi diya hain song dala hain jisse long ho gya hain jutti π
Amazing episode β€οΈβ€οΈ. You depicted it perfectly amyraβ€οΈβ€οΈ!
Thankyou so much β€οΈβ€οΈ. Sitting with the list of namesππ
Awesome Episode. Maybe har bar vansh nhi hoga
Amazing
Amazing!!!!! Superb.. ab kaun hai??? Btw song name?
Just go to hell dil! ππ
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Amazing episode and I love that song. Take care and lots of love.
Lovely dear pst soon and I if u not pst soonπͺπͺπππ
Amazing π₯π₯π₯°
Amazing di
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List of namesπππThanks a lot amyraβ€β€
And about episode..amazing one,, but suspense queenπ suspense me chod diya… chalo post soon… 4 more episodes to goββπ€
Amazing bhai kiski century hui h meko bhi btao
Aayu!
Naam toh suna hi hogaπ
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Loved it. Post soon please
Awesome episode ππ
Awesome episode dear eagerly waiting for next update