So letโs start guys, I will the authorโs note at last today๐๐๐๐.
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Now how many are angry and are ready with sleepers and tomatoes?
Pls keep them aside yrrrrrrr
Actually I am bombarded with many ideas and I was busy exploring them out!.
So sorry for not posting yesterday and day before yesterdayโฆ And sunday ko toh chutti thi n๐๐๐๐๐๐.
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So letโs start!
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Here ridhima was sitting in the garden whereas Kabir , angre, vansh were asleep while talking.
Ridhima was fighting hard with her feelings and reality!.
All of a sudden she got up and went to Dr.Abhay.(sorry Abhay I was short ofnames๐ ๐ ๐๐how you donโt mind ๐)
He only aided her few hours ago when she fainted!.
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She went to his cabin:-.
First abhay was normal then after hearing her sentences he was Beliwered!
And ridhima was in no mood of being calm and was talking fiercely and to point.
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Abhay:- what happened ridhima!
Ridhima:- tell me the truth, abhay! Donโt try to hide anything!
Abhay:- what you mean!?
Ridhima:-tell me the truth about my health, donโt try to hide anything!
Abhay:- I told to kabir bro!
Ridhima:- I told tell me!
Abhay:- ridhima, listen!?!! (He was trying he best to calm her bt in vain!)
Ridhima:- abhay! I said tell the truth!
Abhay:- ok okโฆ Sit down I am telling!
Ridhima:- I donโt wanna to sit nor I came to sitโฆ I am here to seek answers, just answer me damn it!!!!!!
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Abhay:- itโs that ki you are in severe depression and you can do attack on your own self and need to be taken care and should be in happy environment and should be prevented from taking a lot of stress. .. As it might to dangerous for yourself and people near you!
He sighs as he didnโt wanted her to know her conditions!
After hearing all this ridhima barged out of his cabin leaving him confused!.
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The clouds were rumbling outside, it was dark sky full of dark grey colored clouds spread over the whole skyโฆ.
It was all still ,out in the environment!.
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Ridhima walked fast to her cabin, barged in her cabinโฆ..open her drawer in her table took out her ipods containerโฆ
And again barged out of her cabin making loud noise from the doorโฆ.. Everyone in the hospital (staffs and few other people) weโre shocked at her anticsโฆ They had never seen her too angry and brokenโฆ.
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She went to vanshโs cabin but as she barged in his roomโฆ.she stood calm looking at the scenario in front of her eyes as if she was lost in that scene .
she saw three people sleeping in the respective positions, looking cute.
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She saw Kabir and angre were sitting on the sofa and sleeping at each otherโs shoulders as kids who are too tired and vansh was in normal position as he was not allowed to take turn and sleep and it would pain toooโฆ. But all three of them were looking cute!.
She came back to her senses and slowly came out and again went to the garden and sat with ipods in her ears..
The slow breeze was going through her hairs, she was feeling them then she took out her phone and connected her phone to her mobile and sat down on the grass and started listening to a song.
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She sat looking at the dark sky and feeling the song being played in her ears.
Yahan se kahan jaaun
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Kahan main chhup jaaun
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Ye aadha sa dil
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Main kaise lagaaun
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Hoon khud se judaa main
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Hoon khud se alahada
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Ye aadha sa dil
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Main kaise basaaun
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(alahada means: alag/separated)
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O roothe dil, roothe dil, roothe dil
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O jhoothe dil, jhoothe dil, jhoothe dil
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O toote dil, toote dil, toote dil
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Hai kya teri mushkil
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O Just go to Hell Dil
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Just go to hell
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O dilโฆ just go to hell
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Dilโฆ just go to hell
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O dilโฆ just go to hell Dil
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Hai meri ghalti
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Ya khud ki khata tu
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Sharminda dil bas itna bata tu
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Ke ab kya paana
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Ke ab kya khona
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Sharminda dil bohat hua rona
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Roothe dil, roothe dil, roothe dil
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O jhoothe dil, jhoothe dil, jhoothe dil
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Toote dil, dil, toote dil
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Hai kya teri mushkil
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O just go to hell dil
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Just go to hell
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O dil.. just go to hell
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Dilโฆ just go to hell
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O, O dil.. just go to hell Dilโฆ
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Dardon ki aadat si lag gayi hai
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Aansu bhi meri hansi udaaye
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Deti hoon khud ko main kharashein kyun nayi
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Koyi mujhko mujhse hi bachaye
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O roothe dil, roothe dil, roothe dil
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Jhoothe dil, jhoothe dil, jhoothe dil
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Toote dil, toote dil, toote dil
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Hai kya teri mushkil
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O just go to hell dil
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O.. just go to hell
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O dil.. just go to hell
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Dilโฆ just go to hell
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O dil.. just go to hell dilโฆ yeah..
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Just go to hell
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O dil.. just go to hell
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Dil.. just go to hell
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O dil.. just go to hell Dilโฆ
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( ๐ท๐ด๐ฐ๐ ๐พ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ท๐ธ๐ ๐ ๐พ๐ฝ๐ถ, ๐ ๐พ๐ ๐ ๐ธ๐ป๐ป ๐ป๐พ๐ ๐ด ๐ธ๐ ๐ถ๐ ๐ ๐ )
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Her pov,
I am at such an point of my life where my anger can cost my dear ones life, stress will eat me upโฆ
I just donโt understand what is this depression is ? is it when you want to cry but there is no tears left? you have many things to tell but you canโt because you donโt trust people ! Why do I see people to love on ,you can forget the past ,the bad thing, why the hell I canโt forget it myself , why am I suffering from this depression!?
Why!?
Pov ends!.
She feels that she was burning with pain that she couldnโt still share with anyone.
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While she was looking at the sky with urge to cry but her tears had dried up.
She was looking at the dark sky with her painful eyes, clearly depicting her pain, void that is still not filled and lots of secrets yet that are eating her from within!.
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While a this she felt a hand on a shoulder โฆ..
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Thatโs all for todayโs guys!
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Phir se soch lena sb kuch bhi dene se phele I gave a long update โฆTried my best to depict the scenes and the true feelings of the persons suffering from depression!.
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(โโSorry if I hurt anyoneโs sentiments, I absolutely didnโt have that intention. โโ)
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-whose that person?
And if you would have done the reading you would the new mystery there it selfโฆ
Search๐๐๐.
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Now here, you wonโt believe I am sitting with an list of names to mention here,
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Thank you,
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