Paas Rehna Dooor na Jaana …Shivika One shot OS – ISHQBAAZ

Hello everyone..this is VHM coming back with another OS on Shivika……hope all are fine.. First of all Iam sorry to all the amazing writers in this forum for not responding to their FF’s and OS’s..i would try to respond in coming days….

I have just come up with a one shot OS on Shivika… Iam sorry in advance for the grammatical and typo errors…..I have taken the current storyline and created this OS…so let’s Plunge in…

Shivaay : Tum mere saath chal rahi ho ki nahi?
(Are you coming with me or not?)
Anika cries and moves her head signalling him no…Shivaay was not a person to listen a no..he took two steps away from her and came back to hold her hands.. he sternly said
Shivaay: do you trust me?
(Kya tumhe mujh par vishwaas hain?)
Anika: yes, more than I believe myself. (Haan, apne se jyada)
Shivaay: then come along..trust me I will manage everything (Fir chalo mere saath mein sab sambhaloonga)
Anika holds his hand and sits in the car, tears doesn’t end and she was scared to think about the consequences of going back to where she was not asked to come. But she trusted him. within no time they reached Oberoi mansion and already Pinky was at her peaks of anger shouting
Pinky: let my son Shivaay come..i will open his eyes today..he trusts you all but you all are not trustworthy. I will tell everything to him
(Aane do mere bete Shivaay ko..aaj uski aankhien khol doongi..woh tum logon ko bharosa kartha hain..usko bhi pata chale ki tum sare bharosemand nahi ho..mein usko sab kuch batadoongi)
Shivaay: What do you want to say mom ?
(Kya kehna chahthi hain aap mom)
Pinky turns around to see Shivaay and gets shocked seeing Anika with him…She quickly moves towards Anika and shouts
Pinky: don’t you have any shame left.. after hearing so much and after so much has happened you still came back…
( tumhe zara si bhi sharam naam ki cheez nahi hain..itna sab kuch hone aur sunne ke baad bhi tum wapas aa gayi…)
Shivaay: Mom, I have brought her here so whatever you want to say , say it to me..not to Anika..it was my decision to bring her back..she resisted but I forced
(Mom, mein usko yaha lekar aaya hoon..isliye aapko jpo kehna hain mujhse kahiye, Anika ko nahi…Anika ko wapas lane ka decision mera tha..Anika ne aane se mana kar diya par mein ne hi mazboor kiya)
Pinky: wow Shivaay, today you have insulted me to that extent that Iam feeling as I don’t exist in your life..I thought to tell you the truth about all these standing here, but you made my mouth shut..because when my son is against me about should I tell about?
(Wah Shivaay, aaj tune mera itna apmaan kiya ki mujhe lag raha hain ki mein tumhari zindagi mein hoon hi nahi…mein tho yaha khade sab ki sacchayi batana chahthi thi par tume mujhe hi chup kara diya…jab mera khud ka beta hi mere khilaaf hain tho mein kisi aur ke baare kya bataooo?)

Shivaay: Mom, relax…you are misunderstanding me and Anika…she hasn’t done anything..she is very clean-hearted..she has saved me, us, and this house many a times, did you forget all those? When she did good then why din’t you remember her status and all.. today when I saved her taking a bullet she has become a bad omen for me…. How can you think so mom? Ok leave all those..you trust me right? So please trust me once again..i will everything fine….
( Mom, relax …aap mujhe aur Anika ko galat samjh rahi hain..Anika ne kuch nahi kiya..woh bahut saaf dilki hain..usne mujhe, hame, iss ghar ko kitni baar bachaya hain aap bhool gaye? Tab aapko uski aukaad yaad nahi aayi? Aaj maine uskeliye ek goli le liya tho who aapkeliye manhoos ban gayi…ye sab kaisi soch hain mom aapki?…chodiye aapko Anika pen ahi kam se kam mujhpe bharosa haina..isliye mujh par vishwaas kijiye mein sab kuch theek karoonga.)
Shivaay hugs Pinky and then holds Anika’s hands and takes her in ..they proceed towards Shivaay’s room…Anika falls down crying thinking what all happened in the past two days..she was crying uncontrollably and Shivaay couldn’t just bear seeing that..he came towards Anika and tried to bend but it hurted him as he was unable to bend and he shouted in pain…
Anika was shocked to see him in pain and quickly stood up and held him and made him sit on the bed…She wiped her tears and went inside to bring the first aid kit.
She slowly came towards the bed pulled out a stool and started to unbutton his shirt.Shivaay wanted to make her mood fine..
Shivaay: what are you doing? If someone sees then what will they think?
(ye tum kya kar rahi ho? Agar koi dekh liya tho kya sochega?)
Anika confused
Anika: I din’t understand?
(mein kuch samjhi nahi?)
Shivaay: you are unbuttoning my shirt ..is this good?
(tum mere shirt buttons khol rahi ho? Ye theek hain?)
Anika the realises and blushes getting the meaning of his sentences and turns back ..he holds her hand while she blushes…
Shivaay: don’t you ever dare to leave me alone again..I need you Anika…you know this very well…I just cannot stay without you..
(Tum mujhse doooor jaane ki kosish bhi karna…mujhe tumahri jaroorat hain..aur ye baat tumhe acchi tarah pata hain..mein tumhare bina nahi reh sakta)
Anika: Till when Shivaay ?
(kab tak Shivaay?)
Shivaay: what … you will be with me till iam there…don’t you dare to go away (kya kab tak..jab tak mein hoon tab tak tum rahogi…mujhe chod kar jaane ki himmat mat karna)

Anika: Shivaay this cannot happen…I am here for few days or probably for few months and then I have to go……one day everything has to end
(Shivaay aisa nahi ho sakta..mein kuch din ya kuch mahino keliye yaha hoon…ek din sab khatham hona hi hain)
Shivaay: Anika why are you saying all these…..tell me straight…won’t you be with me forever?
(Anika tum aise kyun bol rahi ho? Jo bhi kehna hain saaf saaf kaho…kya tume mere saath hamesha keliye nahi rahogi?)
Anika POV: wish this would be true
(Kaash ye sach hota)
Anika: Shivaay you have filed divorce with me
(Shivaay aapne divorce file kiya hain)
Shivaay gets shocked and tears roll in his eyes..he holds her hands tight and tries to speak but words weren’t coming out…Anika understood his pain and bent towards him and planted a kiss on his forehead same as shivaay did a few days earlier….
Emotions were speaking but words were not spoken..they both wanted to be together but that seemed to be far away…
Anika controlled herself as she didn’t want to cry before Shivaay hurting him more…Shivaay also turned his head not able to look into Anika’s eyes…Anika left..Shivaay was in thoughts….

After sometime Anika headed back to Shivaay’s room and saw him sleeping..a smile appeared on her face ..she smiled contendedly for the first time after the incident…she sat beside him and held his hand…
She started speaking out
Anika: Shivaay you don’t know how I felt when you took the bullet…I was running crazy not knowing what to do..Pinky aunty threw me out but OmRu stood with me ….. I came to the hospital but Pinky aunty didn’t allow me to meet you…I was broken for the first time then… I requested her to see you for a last time contently…I cried ….i cried as I could do nothing…OmRu Sumo made me to meet you…but again lost you…I was broken for the second time…Shivaay I am becoming weak … if my heart breaks the third time I maynot be able to survive…I always wanted and still want to be with you…. But I know it’s not going to happen..before something else pops out and I am being thrown away I want to leave…I know Shivaay you need me….but I will still say I cannot and don’t want to come in between you and Pinky aunty….the day you become fine I will go far from you and probably never return… because the more I stay here the more I difficult it becomes to control my feeling that I HAVE STARTED TO FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU….Wished everything was perfect for us…

(Shivaay aapko nahi pata mujh par kya guzra tha jab aapko goli lagi thi..mein pagalon ki tarah daud rahi thi..pinky aunty ne mujhe bahar kar diya par OmRu mere liye khade the…mein hospital aayi thi par Pinky aunty ne mujhe aapse milne nahi diya….mein pehli baar thooth gayi thi…mein unse guzaarish kiya ki ek aakhri baar aapko jee bahr ke dehoon…mein roti rahi, kyun ki mein aur kuch nahi kar sakthi thi…OmRu aur Sumo ne mujhe aapse fir se milne diya..par uske baad maine aapko khoo diya..mein doosri baar thooth gayi…Shivaay mein bahut kamzor hoti jaa rahi hoon..ek aur baar gar mein thooth gayi thokhud ko sambhalna mushkil ho jayega..mein aapke saath abhi aur aagey bhi rehna chahthi hoon…. Par mujhe pata hain aisa hon ahi sakta…isliye kuch aur raita phelne se pehle mein jaana chahthi hoon… mujhe pata hain aapko meri jaroorat hain..par mein abhi bhi bolti hoon ki mein aapke aur pinky aunty ke beech aana nahi nahi chahthi na lkabhi aaoongi…jis din aap theek jayenge mein usi din chali jaoongi shayad hamesha keliye…kyun ki jitna jyada din mein yaha rahoongi utna mujhe mushkil hoga aapse chupana ki MUJHE AAPSE PYAAR HONE LAGA HAIN..kaash hamare liye sab sahi hota…)

She puts her hand around her face and starts crying while tears roll down from Shivaays eyes too….he slowly wipes and continues to act as if he is sleeping….Anika holds his hands and kisses him and then bends over him and plants kisses on his forehead and cheeks and leaves from the room and soon after Shivaay wakes up and sits on bed reminiscing what just happened… Shivaay couldn’t believe what just happened and touches his cheeks and evreytime only her confession started ringing in her ears..he was happy but couldn’t understand ..he wanted Anika to be around him all the time..pampering him , holding him..he justed wanted Anika nothing else…

A week paased by and Shivaay got habitual to Anika..but one thing didn’t hange her confession still ringed in his ears…he remembered Om’s words that when someone is remembered though she is not around take it for granted you are in love…he analysed his deeds, how he held her hand tight in the hospital, how he made her come to oberoi mansion once gain, how he got against Pinky for Anika..how he enjoyed when she kissed him on his forehead, how complete he felt in this entire week…he realised it was she Anika who would be with him throughout, who understands him, who can compete with him and most importantly who loves him..for him she was the purest soul apart from OmRu…
While he was in these thoughts Anika entered in his room and he was getting ready..he was wearing his shirt but was unable to put on the buttons….she called Shivaay
Anika: Shivaay do you need some help (Shivaay aapko kuch mada chahiye)
Shivaay came into reality and said
Shivaay: mm No…actually I am trying to put on the shirt buttons but iam unable to do so..everyday either of Om or Rudy helped me..today I donno why they aren’t here yet or may I got readied early…
(Woo…nahi…actually mein ye shirt buttons lagane ki kosish kar raha hoon par nahi h raha..har roz o ya Rudy mein se koi ek aake help karthe the aaj pata nahi kyun nahi aaye..shayad mein jaldi tayar ho gaya)
Anika: ohh ok.. I will call one of them
(Accha mein un dono mein se kisi ek ko bula kar laati hoon)
Shivaay: Why? I mean Why don’t you put those.. I mean ..you..you are my …
(Kyun? Mera matlab hain tum kyun nahi laga deti..tum..tum meri …)

Anika: complete it…why did you stop..i am ? (Kahiye na …kyun rukh gaya…mein aapki ?)
Shivaay: you are…you are mine …that’s it (tum meri..tum meri ho …bas)
Anika: I will ask you something will you answer me the truth ? (ek baat poochoongi sach sach batayenge?)
Shivaay: yes of course (haam kyun nahi)
Anika: why did you save me? You have already set Sahil’s life …had I taken the bullet all these nonsense wouldn’t have happened….iam your responsibility ..bullet would have been taken by me..i would have died and everything would have ended…then why did you save me ..(aapne mujhe bachaya kyun? sahil ki zindagi tho aap set kar chuke the ….Mujhe goli lagti tho itna raita nahi feltha na…mein sirf aapki zimmedari hoon..mujhe goli lagti..mein mar jaati aur aapki zimmedari khatham ho jaati.. …sab kuch khatham ho jaata na..fir aapne mujhe bachaya kyun?)
Hearing her words Shivaay got angry and held her wrist tight and pinned her onto the wall and said
Shivaay: Don’t you dare to say anything stupid like this…how can I let you die you are not just my responsibility..you are my everything..my life ..my support…my pride….i don’t exist without you…do you understand…am I clear
(Ainda aisi bewakoof batein karne ki himmat mat karna…mein tumhe marne kaise de saktha hoon..tum meri sirf zimmedari nahi ho..tum meri sab kuch ho..meri zindagi..mera guroor..meri takat…mein tumhare bina kaha hoon…samjhi..samjh gayi na)

Anika gave a startled confusing look….
Shivaay: You din’t understand till now right?
(tum abhi bhi kuch nahi samjhi?)
Anika moved her head horizontally looking into his eyes
Shivaay moved an inch closer and said
Shivaay: when you confessed your feelings a week back I wasn’t asleep..i heard every word you spoke..i know you love me…but what you didn’t understand all these days was I LOVE YOU TOO DAMN IT….I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ANIKA
(ek hafte pehle jab tumne mujhse apni dil ki batayi tab mein so nahi raha thamein tumhara kaha huan har shabdh sun raha tha…par jo tumhe nahi pata who yeh hain ki MEIN BHI TUMSE PYAAR KARTA HOON SAMJHI..MEIN TUMSE BAHUT PYAAR KARTA HOON ANIKA)
Anika had tears of happiness rolling from her eyes falling on through her cheeks…she couldn’t believe what she just heard..she wanted to live that moment for her entire life time…
Shivaay left her wrist and started wiping her tears…..she held his hands smiling with tears he pulled her towards him and it was the best tight hug they were enjoying for the first time…after may be some minuted later they broke the hug and shivaay said
Shivaay: after listening to my feelings still do want to leave me and go ?
(ab ye sunne ke baad bhi tum mujhe chod ke jaana chahthi ho ?)
Anika blushed and said No…she was about to run away….when he held her and said
Shivaay: put on the button…
(button tho lagati jaoo)

Anika’s cheeks were resembling strawberries…she moved towards him bent her head down in shyly smiling and started to put buttons his shirt. Her Aroma was arousing him and his being so near made her go awe…
He lifted her face up and she looked into his multicolored orbs and they shared an pleasant eyelock ..he started moving his fingers on her face ..she was unable to control herself and closed her eyes..he tucked her hair behind her ears and touched his face with her…they both closed their eyes enjoying their moment..later he planted kiss on her forehead and started kissing her eyes, cheeks, ears , nose and came till her lips…she closed her eyes tight and her lips were shivering..he rubbed his finger against her lips and she tightened her grip on his shoulder..he knew she wanted and he knew he too wanted ..he din’t waste any time and planted a gentle kiss on her lips..a shiver passed through both their bodies longing for one more..she still closed her eyes while he looked at her .. he said
Shivaay: Anika I love you and I need you to be with me my whole life as my Wife, my friend, my competitor and as my life ..i can’t stay away from you
(Anika mein tumse pyaar karta hoon ..mujhe tumahara saath zindagi bhar chahiyemeri Wife banke, meri dost banke, mujhe takkar denewali banke aur meri zindagi banke..mein tumhare bina nahi reh sakta)
Anika responded opening her eyes looking into his eyes
Anika: I love you too Shivay …today you have said what I wanted to hear from you… I too need you in every moment of my life…you are my life Shivaay….please don’t leave me and please don’t stop trusting me…you are my only strength in this house
(Shivaay mein bhi aapse bahut pyaar karti hoon..aaj aapne who kehdiya jo mein sunna chahthi thi…aap ka saath mujhe bhi har lamha chahiye…aap meri zindagi ho Shivaay…aap mujhe kabhi chod ke mat jaana aur mujhpe bharosa rakhna..iss ghar mein sirf aap hi meri takat ho)

Saying this Anika kisses on Shivaays lips and Shivaay reciprocates and their kiss continues….

Hope you all might not have felt bored and would have liked it…please do comment after reading ….any comment Positive or negative are welcome…I will reply back very soon… this is VHM signing off.