Hellllllllllllllooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo my dear crazy swasanians……..
Now don’t glare at me pleeeeeaaaaaaaaaseeeeeeeee… I know am late… but can’t help it…
You know guys am pretty lazy….. cho cholly for that…
So now without any further bak bak of mine let’s start with the next part……
Ahmedabad :
Sanskaar was still sitting there lost in his thoughts.
He was just remembering what happened after swara left.
FLASHBACK
After swara left, all the members left giving helpless looks to Sanskaar.
Sujatha didn’t want to leave but ram took her forcefully took her from there.
Sanskaar just stood there. Staring at the door from which she left from just a few minutes before.
His mind was blank.
Did she left him??? DID SHE REALLY LEAVE HIM??
His mind was slowly trying to fit this thing in his mind.
But as soon as the realisation hit him, his eyes became blurry with tears, his breathing turned heavy, his heart beating in such a way as if it would come out of his ribcage right now, his head turning heavy……..
He ran from there out of the mansion, but stopped right in front of the gate.
He was just murmuring one thing….
Sanskaar : [murmuring with his eyes teary] she left me… sh… she left me…. She left me….. she.. she…. She…[shouting with all his might] SHE LEFT ME……. Even after me giving her my swear….. for….. for her sister…….. [shouting with all his might] SWARAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA………..
At the river side…….
Swara was sitting there on the wet soil….. her face completely drenched with tears… her eyes all puffed up…..
Suddenly she started feeling restless. Her heart began to race, she gulped her tears and stood from the ground.
Swara : [mumbling with her eyes closed] Sanskaar….. Sanskaar… I know I did hurt you…. Am sorry.. I know I did a mistake leaving you….
Maheshwari mansion….
Sanskaar : [broken too] mistake…. Yup.. it was my mistake to trust you………
Swara : [broken] but you too didn’t stop me from leaving you……
Sanskaar : how….. how could I have stopped you…… I was just…… just nu… numb… couldn’t even think that that.. you you.. would ever… live with.. without me……
Swara : [crying miserably] nooooooooo…. No… no… no.. i….. I can’t…. I can’t leave without you…… I can’t…….. how could i…… how could I even take a decision in such haste….. in such a state of mind… but I was hurt…. I was hurt too Sanskaar……. I can’t live… without you…… it’s suffocating me…… to even breath without you………
Sanskaar : [standing up and breathing heavily holding his neck] it’s suffocating…. It’s suffocating me too swara…. Just the thought of a life without you hurts me………..
Swasan : [together] I love you swara/Sanskaar…… I can’t live without you……..
Flashback ends……
From that day…… both of them changed……..
For Sanskaar in his breath there was love for swara……. But the separation made his heart a stone. He thought that it was swara’s one wrong decision, her one wrong step that they both were living without each other.
That they were separated. Of course he never did hate her. But he was so angry with her that all the feelings he had with her, for her all his love for her, her love for him was just igniting his anger on her more n more.
He began to term all his anger towards her as HATE……
The word he could never use for her. But he was blinded by anger, hurt, pain and ego. The only thought running in his mind was to punish her…..
Flashback ends…..
Sanskaar cupped his face and stood up from his place. He went to the balcony and breathed some fresh air……
Sanskaar : [broken voice] yes… swara… jaan.. i.. I want…… wanted to…. To punish you….. but but by keeping you close to me……. Not.. not by separating yourself…. Yourself from.. from me……. I am sorry.. I am sorry love.. am sorry…. But…. But you… you know naa.. that your Sanskaar is mad…. You know that am stupid……… please come back to me jaan…. Please come back… am dying…… am dying without you……
Flashback……
That day the other thing that was changed was SWARA….. That swara who used to be confident was…. Was now feeling broken……
That swara who always used to trust her decisions was now not even to make a decision…..
She thought that every decision that she takes she just takes that to make herself for making herself good in other’s eyes…..
People used to think that she did this to be called as a MAHAAN….. AS A DEVI……
But when… when did she do something to be called as mahaan….
She began to think that all her decisions her fake…. Her trust on herself was now lifted up.
She decided to not take ANY DECISION from now on and o go with the flow…….
Everyday she just used to smile for her sister, her parents sake.
From outside she was strong, strong enough to mask her emotions…..
But SWARA BROKE THAT DAY……..
Flashback ends…..
After sometime……..
Sanskaar received a call from his secretary that he had to leave for Mumbai urgently….
He had to deal with UNIVERSAL GROUP OF COMPANIES…….
The deal was really important for him and he knew that if swara was here with him then she would never let him ignore his business for her……..
When he was packing his things his mind drifted back to the days when swara was there with him.
Flashback.
Sanskaar had to go to delhi for a deal just for 2 days but still he was making it as a havoc as if it was for 2 years…….
Swara : [packing his things] Sanskaar see am keeping your tooth brush, shampoo and other things in this pouch don’t’ forget haa. And see am keeping your blue formal suit and matching socks with it.. be careful while wearing it……. And haa if you want to keep anything then tell me now I will pack it…..
Just as she finishes speaking, she is pulled down with full force by someone…..
Of course it’s her patidev….. who else will have such courage…….
Swara was sitting in his lap, her hands on his shoulder while he was holding her waist possessively.
He was not looking at her and looking here and there with a pout face.
Swara just shook her head smiling a little. Swara cupped his face and made him looks towards her……
Swara : [in a soft voice] Sanskaar….. come on yaar.. it’s just a matter of 2 days…
Sanskaar : [glaring] 2 DAYS…. It’s just 2 days for you… but for me it’s a very large time. You don’t even know how much am going to miss you.
Swara : Sanskaar….. it’s not just that you will miss me, I will miss you too….
Sanskaar : [instantly] then you too come with me….. [softly] please….
Swara : [with a sad face] I too want to come with you…. But you know right there’s a puja in baadi, and maa and ragini can’t manage it alone…. I am sorry…[teary eyes]
Sanskaar : [softly wiping her tears and kissing her eyes] shhhh.. you no need to be sorry… I know I act kiddish sometimes but what to do shona….[sadly pouting] you know I can’t live without you……
Swara : [pulling his cheeks] aww… I can’t live without you too Sanskaar….
They were lost in each other’s eyes for a while. Both their eyes pouring immense amount of love for each other…..
Sanskaar slowly leaned towards her and captured swara’s lips in a soulful kiss.
He was kissing her dominantly pouring out all his cravings for her.
Their lips moving in a perfect motion against each other.
After sometime they broke the kiss and started doing his packing………
Flashback ends……
Sanskaar smiled with teary eyes……
If they were together today she would have helped him in packing, would have scolded him for his carelessness. Would have checked whether he took his vitamins with him or not……
Don’t know why but from morning his heart was beating very fast. Does that mean that his swara was soon going to meet him?? Does it indicate their meeting??
His heart always betrayed him whenever swara was with him. From their first meeting where his blank eyes met her innocent ones, his heart always beats fast whenever he is near her…….
He placed his thoughts aside, packed his bags and went to the airport………
Next day morning……
Swara’s apartment.
Swara was running here and there as she was quite late today.
Today was a really important day for their company as they had to deal with the SS group of industries today, it was she who had to represent their country and to welcome the clients, to accommodate them and to take care of them.
And here she was running late in everything.
Swara : [fastly putting on her shoes and socks] oh god!!! Am late.. am late… am late……. Shit!!! Boss already told that the client is really strict and is a perfectionist……
Vraj : come on shona let’s leave……
Swara : yup.. Let’s leave…..
They collected their things and the scooter’s keys and left from there………
After ½ an hour….
The preparations were mostly done. She had made the conference hall ready, arranged for their refreshments….
Now just some small-small things were to be done…..
Swara was going towards the entrance to welcome them when her friend cum employee Natasha came there and requested her to put some files in the store room.
She was running speedily with a lot of files in her hands, hardly she was able to see across the file.. but still she was able to manage it…..
Just as she was running, she collided with someone….. it was a really hard stroke and she with her files fell down……
Swara : [picking up the files fastly] am sorry… really sorry.. but what to do am quite late.. sorry again…..
Swara just for once looked up to see with whom she had collided….
And there only her eyes widened seeing the person…….
Her life, her Sanskaar was standing there…. He was looking at her shocked, totally numb they both were… they just kept on staring I each other’s eyes….
Swara was the first one to recover from the shock…
She just quickly mumbled a sorry and ran from there with the highest speed she can…….
Precap : no no.. nooooooooooooooooooooooooo… I won’t tell.. for that you people have to wait…….
Huff.. guys am ending it here.. thank you for all the response you people gave on this story….
Am glad that are a few people who want to read this story……
Hope you people liked the update and that it was not too boring…
If this part was boring then am sorry.. I promise the next part would be a good one…..
Well guys this story will end in 5-6 shots…. If I get good response then may extend it…..
If you people want to see some special swasan moments then please do tell me… I will surely try to fulfil all your demands…
So if anyone as any request for any special scene then please do tell me….
Meet you all in the next part till then bubye…..
Love you all…
LOVE SWASAN…..