“My pain”. ~ Swara (Episode 10)

Hey guys.. I’m back with the last episode of my series or rather 10 shots.. I know and I’m sure as well the all of you must be very angry with me coz I dint not upload for so long.. Very SORRY peeps, please forgive me, I was very tied up with my college work and lil stuff bcoz of all the shifting. This is the last episode and with this ends this series or rather ts on swasan and my first work on fan fictions.. very soon I’m gonna come back with a new concept of the troubles a girl faces in her family bcoz of someone considering her to be unfortunate.Coming back to the story, THANKS to all my readers and even the silent readers if any.. Now, this is last episode and on a very honest and true sense I have never requested for comments but now since this is the last write up and just wish to see comments of all my readers. It could be a single word or about any flaw. But please try and comment and also please let me know thro your comments if you really want an epilogue for the series or not..
Thanking all my readers once again, here you go with the next episode..

Episode 10

2 weeks at the beginning seemed a long time for the love birds Swara and Sanskar, but it for sure wasn’t that long coz the 2 of them kept meeting each other and making memories throughout the weeks. In all this splendid time, it dawned upon the Gadodias that Swara was still in pain and had a lil of disappointment and hard feelings for them. They knew that they could blame no one but themselves for the sin and blunder they had done. Thought they were guilty even now to a certain extent they cared more for Ragini than they did for Swara. Swara too realised this and felt that she had taken too much now and was not going to head back on her words. She was once again in pain 2 days before the start of the wedding rituals which was noticed by Arnav, Khushi, Sanskar, Dida and even Aarav the lil kid.
Being upset coz of her pain and unable to bear her tears , Sanskar confronted her completely oblivious to the fact that Arnav and all the others in the Bose Mansion had heard their conversation including the lil Aarav who could not make out anything apart from the fact that his sweetheart Bua was upset coz of her very own parents.
When questioned by sanskar, Swara could not keep her pain within anymore and wented it out to sanskar who was shocked to learn the true and further disgusted by the gadodias.
FLASHBACK
(Guys, this happened a couple of days back when Swara was in MM along with all the Maheshwaris, Gadodias during discussion regarding the wedding venue clothes, etc)
It was a beautiful morning after a slight drizzle. Swara was still upset with the Gadodias and was unable to forgive them and continued to ignore them. Ragini was very much repenting and unable to take in her sister’s ignorance and hatred could not control herself and moved to her bedroom amidst the discussion seeing which Laksh, Sumi and Shekhar followed her.
Seeing Laksh forward, they decided to give the couple privacy but hearing Ragini’s sobbing they decided to eavesdrop and learn about the reason for her tears.
(R is Ragini, L laksh, SW swara, Sa sanskar, Sh shekhar, Su sumi, sj sujatha, ap and dp and ut)
L: Ragini, kya hua, thum ithna ro kyun rahi ho mere baccha? Kya baath hai? Bol na Ragu. Please , shayad mein kuch kar pawunga! (Ragini, what happened, why are you crying dear? What’s the matter? Please tell something. Maybe I can help you..)
R: Laksh, I know I commited a mistake, no no a very bi crime phir bhi laksh im feeling guilty and am repenting for my mistake na then why isn’t swara forgiving me and talking t me. Laksh, it feels very bad when she speaks to you and uttara and is so friendly like nothing ever happened but ignores me completely it feels like she cont see me at all.
Listening to this, Sumi and shekhar decided to talk to swara as they were unable to see Ragini’s pain.
With that, when swara was alone in the room, they decided it was the best time to talk to her and proceeded to do the same.
Swara they called out.
Swara we want to speak with you beta.
Sw: But I don’t want to talk to you Mr and Mrs Gadodia.
Please beta.
Sw: Fine but not more than 2 minutes.
Thanks beta. Wooh, we want to talk about Ragini beta. Beta, I know ki we did very wrong avtually we are in a way the only cause for your pain in these months coz we without any thoughts forgot about the pain you were enduring, but beta what Ragini’s fault in this even she was enduring a lmost the same pain as you were. Please beta, its completely fine if you don’t wanna forgive us but atleast forgive her beta. I have seen her cry endlessly thinking about all the moments spend with you and regretting along with repenting for all her crimes against you. Swara, u needn’t forgive me and shekhar ever but please forgive ragini beta. Uski dard dekha nahi jaatha beta.(We are unable to see her pain beta). Please beta humare baath maan jaa. Said sumi.
Before she could say anything more she was interrupted by swara who said
Waah, Achi baath hai Mrs Gadodia ki ab bhi intha sabh kuch hone ka baath bhi apko sirf aur sirf apki ladoo ki dard ki padi huyi. Aapse uski dard nahi dekha jaathi tho isliye bina yeh soche ki mujme kya beeth rahi hai aap uski bare mein baath karne ke liye aagayi. In sab me meri dard ka kya? Boliye ne Mrs Gadodia, meri dard ka, meri feelings aur emotions ka kya? Insaan hoon mein bhi dard mujhe bhi hotha hai. U know what aapko in dhino mein dhekhar mujhe lagha ki aapko apki galthi ki ehsaas ho gayi, par mein bilkul galath thi kyunki aapko nahi beethi huyi kal pe ya phir aaj aur aane wali kal pe meri dard yaa phir dard ka koi farak padtha hai. Aur ek baath, mujhe aapki presence se be nafrat hothi hein. Aur iss janm petho mai naahi aapko maaf karungi yaa phir Ragini ko.. Hoo sakthi tho phir kabhi mujhse baath karni ke koshish math kijiye aur haan please meri shaadhi pe bhi math ayiye..
With that she asked sumi and shekhar to leave and they too left without uttering another word coz somewhere they knew they were once again partial.
Swara was thus upset.
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Sw: Tell me na sanskar kya mein ithni buri hoon ki woh logon ko abhi sirf ragini ka dard dikhtha hai or meri nahi..
Sanskar had no answer and angered was a small word to depict Arnav’s decision. Unable to control his anger anymore, he moved to MM where the Maheshwaris and Gadodias were busy with the wedding preparations giving a deaf ear to all the words of his wife and dida, with complete determination to sort out everything once and for all..
He stepped in MM with eyes bloodshot in anger, and seeing Ragini absent with the others, she shouted loudly for her. Ragini who was in her room got startled by the shout and came down to encounter an angered arnav. Arnav on seeing Ragini lost his cool and held her tightly by her shoulders.. What the hell is your problem Ragini, dint you find peace even after giving Swara pain for these months, haven’t you felt pleasure thinking about all that u put swara thro all these months or is it that you just take in her happiness that u continuously make plans to spoil her happiness or rather replace it with sorrow and pain. Haan? Speak something damn it..
Shocked was a very small word to point out Ragini’s emotions at the moment. Not knowing what was her fault she questioned her brother what she had done and then came to know about sumi and shekhar’s doing and was herself ashamed while the rest were disgusted with them..
After a few moments of silence, Arnav again spoke this time sumi and shekhar.
Mr and Mrs gadodia I guess you have done all that u should and now I don’t want you to be part of the wedding coz I cant risk my sister’s happiness in your presence. Shocked by this, sumi and shekhar questioned him saying its their daughter’s wedding and they had all the rights to be there and needed to be there for the kanyadaan. Arnav shouted on top his voice and clearly stated that they had lost that right long back and they shall take care about all the rituals. Swara who had come back of her brother learning the fact that he came to know the reason of her sadness called him softly. Listening to his name he turned back and his anger immediately subsided seeing his dear sis.
Bhai, we never care about outsiders and usually their presence any function shouldn’t affect us na? Then why are you wasting your time and energy on them. Bhai they will be part of the wedding but only as outsiders. So please don’t waste your time chalo lets go home..
With that swara nd arnav left while sanskar left to his room after giving sumi, shekhar and ragini a looked filled with hatred..
With that a day passed really fast and now it was time for the haldi arranged in the maheshwari mansion followed by mehandhi in the bose mansion..
The morning was beautiful with birds all around. The decorations in MM were breathtaking just like a dream wedding..
(Link for haldi decorations:
https://goo.gl/images/sQI580, https://goo.gl/images/qG3qDl, https://goo.gl/images/m731RZ take it as a mix of all the three above mentioned types)

In sometime the rituals started and first it was sanskar who came down dressed in a simple cream coloured silk kurtha and pyjama reluctantly.. then his mom moved forward holded the sleeves of his kurtha then the pyjamas applied haldi to his cheeks then his hands, feet. She then picked up a piece of sweet on the table and fed it to him which he fed back to her again after taking a bite.. Like this all the family members applied and finally ragini, sumi, shekhar following them all the outsiders. After which his sweet sissy and bro moved towards him with a mischevious look and before he could realise anything sanskar was literally bathed in haldi after which he shouted at his siblings saying pagal ho kya, it haldi not holi to which his siblings replied its haldi holi for us.. following this all the youngsters had fun but ragini tried and stayed away from ragini and so did she..
Then came the beautiful bride in a simple yet elegant yellow coloured lehenga saree and thus haldi ritual came to an end after which swara, arnav, khushi, dida and arav left to BM..
( link for the lehenga swaar was wering the first pic white skirt with yellow blouse and drape. https://www.pinterest.com/pin/479844535280853805/)
Then was the mehandhi function.. The BM was wonderfully decorated.

(Link for mehandhi decorations: https://www.google.co.in/imgres?imgurl=http%3A%2F%2Fmyprettybride.com%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2015%2F04%2FThe-Ren-Garden-was-gorgeously-decorated-as-the-wedding-reception-at-the-Renaissance-Mumbai%25E2%2580%2599s-Wedding-Showcase-Extravaganza-2015.jpg&imgrefurl=http%3A%2F%2Fmyprettybride.com%2Fcategory%2Fceremony%2F&docid=rfPJ9PfCaK_6aM&tbnid=eqQPFijIizzXRM%3A&vet=1&w=1236&h=828&bih=662&biw=1366&q=elegant%20haldi%20decorations%20in%20garden&ved=0ahUKEwixpvmktsTRAhVIPo8KHXltAAwQMwgcKAEwAQ&iact=mrc&uact=8)
The maheshwaris were all there relaxing while sanskar got mesmerised seeing a particular direction following his gaze everyone looked there and saw swara looking breathtakingly beautiful in pretty flower jewellery.. She was very elegantly dressed. Then was made to sit and the henna process had started while on the otherside everyone started dancing and enjoying the programme. Many also came forward and blessed the couple while the gadodias including ragini decided not to spoil swara’s happiness and maintained a distance..
Then was the main event when sanskar was asked to fine his name which was hidden the henna.
Sanskar was thoroughly confused and made a first wrong guess but was on bang in the secong guess. All the ladies adorned their hands with mehandi and were thus fed by their husbands. Following this everyone dispersed for the night coz the next morning they had a lot of work to do..
(Swara’s outfit link: https://goo.gl/images/y9h1ej)
Then about n hour so, sanskar called swara and they began to speak for hours and finally not earning a reply from the other side sanskar realised swara had slept off while speaking to him and he too went to bed..
Following this arnav while passing swara’s room decided to check her once and oticing the phone realised that she might have been talking to sanskar made her lie down probably, covered her with the comforter pecked her forehead and left the room whispering to her a goodnight after switching off all the lights..
Then came the most awaited day, THE WEDDING DAY..
There was a lot of hustle, bustle in both houses and around 5:30 in the evening we can see the bhaarath. The wedding was completed with the pandit pronouncing swara and sanskar as husband and wife legally while the kanyadaan was done by arnav, khushi and arav.. with that swara bid bye to her family with tears in her eyes and moved to MM with sanskar.. Further, rituals and games went one of which in the ring game sanskar and swara both lifted their hand out of the milk bowl at the same time holding the ring together.. Followed by dinner everyone moved out for the night wishing each other good night and finally giving the newlywed couple privacy.
(Link for swara’s outfit: https://goo.gl/images/KfsuzV)

The couple moved to their room, where sanskar was once again mesmerised by his pretty bride he then moved closed to her and noticed her breathing getting deeper and her cheeks turning various shades of red.. he moved closer and removed his sweet wife’s earrings and then pecked her earlobes then came the necklace and in this way he helped his princess remove all her accessories romantically following which he carried her to the bed and laying her down himself laid on top of her and making each other naked and covering themselves with the comforter they became a single soul and marked each other theirs consummating their wedding and slept with a cute smile on their faces while the moon and star witnessed them becoming one… They slept peacefully looking forward for a beautiful life filled with complete love, passion and support for each other and togetherness for the next seven births…
OMG.. such a huge chapter.. Hope u likes it.. please do comment if u want an epilogue or not..Finally ends my first series… Thanks a lot for bearing me.. LOVE YOU ALL.. Bye.. See you soon.. Please do comment. Sorry once again for making you all wait..