Haiii…hopes u all r doing gud.
Tanq each and every one for immense support.
I said i wl b post on wed/thursday bt so sorry at last moment i changed the track thats post got 1 day delay.
Anyways i’m not gng to delay anymore lets move to epi.
RECAP-
ARSHI’s one misundrstndng cleared-Dev misses Sona-Dev’s frnd Bunty visit Dev and invite him for His wedding.At night Dev tries to call Sona bt ahe ignores him.-Fed of frm this Ignoreness He leves house to….
EPI-42
AT RAIZADA MANSION.
SONA’S POV
Aftr some no:of rooling of events happened b/w Mr.Dixit and Me..Being tried of thinking them again and again.
I got sleep and started fall on realxed one.suddenly A ringtone waked up me..
S- My phone is switched off so whr it ringing frm.???
I searched in bed Suddenly realised its Ele’s.
I took it frm her side table and surprised to see a Unknown no.
S-Cl frm Unknown no..!!!!
I attnded it
S- Hello Who s dis.???
“I’m waiting outside of ur house do come fast Ms.Bose.”
And the phone cutted.
I recoganiaed its his voice.an authoritivity in his voice..How dare he to come here By cursing him I slowly peeped out of the house without anyone’s knowledge.
DEV’S POV
“Do come soon..”
I called Ele’s no frm my another personnel no which i give merely some people.I knw By seeing “unknown no”defenitely she attnd.And by convincing her I reach up to Ms.Bose bt by her “Hello”I realised she is there.And i didn’t want to give any option to her thats y without hearing anything i cutted the call.
I Sitted in car’s bonnet and sees its now 15 min aftr i informed her.She still didn’t apperear in front of me.I think She still must b in her beauty sleep and for again inform her i took the phone.
Bt suddenly I saw someone is running towards me.and in seconds She stand infrnt of me talking i recoganised as her.
I saw her aftr 2 days. Frm her state it is clear that my informing call made a shock to her thats y she rushed here with her messy hair and in sleepy Eyes which are seen tieding..
I cursed myself tht by coming here may i did anything wrong to her.If i distubed her. I thought to clear all this later now i should let her get some relax so i move two step toward her with a guilt.
S- R u mad.?? Aap samjthe kya ho apne aapko.???
(R u mad..?Wat u think of urself??)
I shocked by her sudden Shout..I undrstood she is totally fine..Before i could say anything she again shouted.
S- Mr Dixit just leave frm here.mujhe aapse koi baath nahi karni hai ab.
(Mr.Dixit just leave frm here i dont want to talk with u..!!!)
She turns to leave bt i cant leave this chance go away.Without knowing her condition my worry not gng to lessen So immediately Hold her wrist to stop her.
She turns and stare at my with a angered eyes.
S- Leave my hands Mr.Dixit.
She ordered me with a blood shooting eyes..Bt i won’t..And tightens my grip on her wrist
D-No.Jab tak aap mere sawaloon ka jawab nahi dethe tab tak mein aapka haath nahi chodunga ya yeham se jane nahi dega.
I too declared her with a confident..
S- Mr.Dixit aap kyu mereliye aur prblm create kar rahe ho jab aapko mere situation ke baare patha hai.???
(Mr Dixit y r creating prblms fir evn aftr very well knw abt my situation.???)
She asked me while trying to unhold my hand..Aftr hearing her accusing question I let her hand go sudden.
D-Acha..Ab mein aapkeliye prblms create kar raha hoon.???Ms.Bose Let me tl u onething Jo insaan pichle 2 dinomse aapse
bath karne keliye wait kar raha tha..,Jo insaan aapse bina bath kiye aapkeliye pareeshan ho raha tha..,Jo insaan aapke baare mein jane keliye ab is odd time par aaya whn i knw it could b danger for u.
(Oh..Now i’m creating prblms for u.?? Let me tl u onething Ms.Bose Who waited last 2 days to takl with u.Who got worry without taking to u without getting knw abt u.Who take a risk of coming here at this odd time evn knw it could b danger for u.)
Before i could complt say she cuts in.
S- Exactly.Mr.Dixit aapka yeh harqatein mujhe prblm create kar sakthi hai phir bhi aap yeham aagayi kyun Mr.Dixit???Aakhir Kyun??
(Evn though u knw ur this kiddish can create prblm for me u landed up here Y Mr.Dixit?? Atleast Y.??)
She again accused me with a shouting.
D- Bcoz of U.
I shouted at her and thus made her confused.
S-Wat.???
She asked me in her confusion.
D-Yh.Bciz u ignored me.
Again I shouted bt accused her too.
S- Mein apko Koi Ignore nahi kiya Mr.Dixit stop accusing me for ur mistake.
She retorted me.
“Ur Mistake”Getting worry abt her is my mistake wat she want to prove?? My.Inside soul asked me and my Male ego rooted up.
D-Zyaada bani ye math Ms.Bose.
Agar apne mera cl attnd kiya hota Mera msg ka rply kar diya hota Agar aap mujhse khudh aapne leave ke baare mein bathaya hota. Mujhe yeham aane ki zaroori hi nahi padthi..
Aur ab agaya abse bath karne ki aapka itna ignorence tolerate karne baath bhi.Par ab mujhe accuse kar rahe ho..?? Mujhe mera concern ko galat keh rahe ho.??Mein kabhi nahi socha tha aap mujhe aise samjoyenge..!!Mein kabhi nahi socha tha aap mere saath aise karenge.!!
(Don’t be innocent Ms.Bose. If u were attnd my cl or did reply for my msgs or let me inform ur leave frm urself i didn’t needed to land here.And whn i reached here evn aftr tolerating all ur Ignorance.Now u r accusing me.U saying I’m and My worrieness is wrong.??I nvr thought u wl undrstnd my like this.!!I nvr thought u wl treat me like this.)
I directly accused her and i knw my words
would affect her.Bt i haven’t get less hurt frm her accusing words.
S- Ha..
She Screamed in her anger..I knw now her Female ego rooted up.
S- Ha…Mein aapka call atnd nahi kiya.Mein aapka Msg ka rply nahi kiya.Mein aapko leave ke baare me bathaya..I ignore U.U knw y bcoz u r just a egoistic and selfish one.)
(Yhhh…I didn’t attnd ur cl.I didn’t rply to ur Msg.I didn’t inform u abt leave.)
Again her accusation words Hit my Ego..Her each words increase frustruation in me and too Hitting My Ego..
D- Mein selfish aur Egoistic hoon.??
(Am i egoistic and selfish..?)
I shouted at her by holding her two shoulders tightly.
By pushing me back.She shouted.
S-Ha..Hai aap Egoistic aur selfish..
(S U r selfish and egoistic.)
D- Ms.Bose Aap hadh se zyadha aage bad rahi hai.
(Ms.Bose u r crossing limits.)
I screamed at her.
S- Wohhh really..Jab batha aayi aapki aur aapke So called Ego ki toh aapko Hadh hogaya..
(Woh..Really whn it comes to u and ur so called ego u got to knw abt limilts.?)
She retorted me.
D- Dhekiye Ms.Bose i’m not came here to build up any rift b/w us.
Mein Aapkeliye…
before i complt she cuts in.
S- Plzzz Mr.Dixit stop showing this pareeshan drama..Aap kyun mereliye paresshan hua.?? Aakhir Kya lekthi mein aapki.??
(Why should u get worry for me.??Atleast Whom i’m to u.???)
She asked me while staring at my eyes.
D- Aap mere..
(U r me…)
I start to confess her bt again she cuts in.
S- Friend..
I declared at me.Making me shocked.She nvr let complt my words.
S-I knw aap yehi kahenge Frnd Frndshp…Bt let me tl u Mr.Dixit Aap kabhi mujhe aapna Frnd nhi manha..!!
(U nvr treat me like Ur Frnd)
Not again girl..She again land at me with another accusation..Bt this time her words are giving more hurt than Before one.
S- Ha..I agree aapne mujhe support kiya Mere identity ke bath par.Tab Mujhe bhi laga mein aapka frnd hoon.Isiliye aapne aise kiya.Bt the truth is aapne jo bhi kiya woh apkeliye hi kiya Mr.Dev Dixit.
(Yh.I agree.U supported me in my identity matter.for name of our frndshp bt the truth is Watevr u did is only for ursrlf Mr.Dev Dixit)
She accusing me for that which i nvr wish to do or think too…She make my frndshp as a mistake..Its beyound tolerate level.
D-Ms.Bose bolne se pehle soch lijiye kya bol rahe hai aap
(Ms.Bose mind ur words before u speak.)
I warned her She hurting me directly..
This time her each and every word is pieceing me.
S- I do Mr.Dixit.U don’t need u warn me.
She again retortng it.I think toady she is total setted to fight with me.As always our argument started in a lightly..Bt now its bcoming harder for each other as we accusing each other.
D- Then y r u accusing me Ms.Bose for that one which i nvr thought to do.
I asked reason frm her..
S- I’m not accusing Mr.Dixit i only saying wat is true.U nvr bond any frndshp woth me.And if u did anything its only bcoz of this contract job.U only knw Bussiness and its language Mr.Dev Dixit.
She confidently said infrnt of me.
I nvr thought she wl make a thinking abt me at this level.
D- Ms.Bose i’m too a human i too knw abt…
again she cut in
S- u dont knw anything.Really u don’t..Wat do u knw ? Wat do u knw by making frnds.?? Atleast u knw wat frndshp is..??? NO u don’t…
She declared her POV..
She not letting me to complt anything or making her realise her thinking abt me us wrong.
D- Ms Bose u r totally mistaken.I always treat u as My.Frnd only.the only frnd i can share anything.only frnd who undrstnd me well.
I decided to calmly handle bcoz she totally make a wrng opinion..And i knw wat she said and saying is all her anger due to her misundrstnd.
S- Oh.really..??? Then y did hide such big thing frm me.???
She asked me directly staring at my eyes.Her eyes are already filled with trears anger’s tears.
I didn’t undrstnd the meaning of her words.
D- Hide ?? Wat did i hide frm u.??
I reasked at her with a confusion.
S- So U don’t knw wat u hide frm me.??? Do think Mr.Dev Dixit.
She asked and orderd me..For a sec i undrstnd the reason behind her words.the one and only fault happened at me side.
Ms.Gujral
D- Ms.Gujral
I whispered to me bt she heared t carefully.
S- Exactly Mr.Dixit.Ms.Nandhita Gujral .
Finally this s the only reason behind het harsh words and ignorance towards me.Bt this is more than enough reason too…i knw that i nvr thought this wl b come infrnt of her like this.
S- who is ur frnd.Girl frnd and may b ur lover too..
She decleared being assuming something.
D- No.Ms.Bose u mistaken nothing…
She again cuts in my words.
S- No Mr.Dixit infact now only i clearly undrstnd the things..
Agaon she retorted me by cuts in my words.
D- Ms.Bose plzz listen to me. i agree i hide it frm u..Bt atleast hear my side too…
Still my trying-convince is doing.
S- Ok.Fine just tl me y didn’t share this me.???
She turned her face to left.
D- Ms.Bose actually i thought not make distrub u by this as u already have somany prblms..
I started to convince her again.
S- Enough Mr.Dixit atleast try to make a fair excuses…
D- Ms Bose listen to me..
I pleadrd her again
She shows her right palm to me to stop.
S-Aapko jab bath karna tha aapne koya nahi ab karke kya faiyada.??? Aaj tak meine socha hamare berch ek frndshp hai..Lekin nahi i was wrong abt u…Anyways i’m tired of argueing with u..let me clearly tl something
(Whn u have to say u didn’t..now wat benefit by doing..till today i believed there is a frndshp b/w us.bt…)
I still stare at her face.She didn’t allpwing me to speak up.I trying to grab a chance to tl her my side
S- withing 15-20 days this job’d contract is gng to complt.And i wl exist frm ur house forever and ever.There is no employee-employer relationship between us then..U can live ur life With her.U make her ur frnd ur wife and….
She paused…Her words are piercing my heart into millions…!!!! It hurtng me very badly…!!!!
S-Aftr all she is ur lady love..!!!
She said this directly looking at me…Hthe filled tears are started to flow down.I got a some unknown fear…a fear of lossing her…
S- Once again heartly conguratulationd Mr Dixit…
She wished me.I feel a pain in her voice.I feel a lossing pain in her eyes…Her trears are not of anger’s…I feel it s result of her pain…
She slowly turns and started to walk away frm me…
2 feet away
5 feet away…
10 feet away…
Fear of lossing her.fear of loneliness without her…started to root up in me…
My Heaet is pushing me to do something…to say something…
My heart pirecing in each sec while she taking each steps far aways frm me…!!!!
Yyy???? This s happening to me.??? Atleast wat she is to me.???I asked myself and suddenly some tears start to flow down frm my eyes..!!!!I closed it tightly and i saw her only in that darkness.!!!! I
REALISED IT…!!!!
D- Mein usse pyar nahi kartha Ms.Bose..!!!!
( I don’t love her Ms.Bose…!!!)
I screamed with a happiness..and she stopped at there.
She turns saw my smile she got confused.immediately come towards me.
S- Aap kise bhi pyar kijiye mujhe koi farak nahi padtha..!!! Aaj nahi toh kal aap usse karene wale ho..!!!
(U can love anyone i’m got affectng by that..If not today may b u wl do that in future too…)
She again assuming things abt me…till now i lwt her talk bt now its my turn i decided
S- So do watever u want…
Being annoyed she replied and turned to go..
Bt no i can’t let her go….
{ZARA ZARA SI NEEND BHI
AJNABHI SI HO GAYI
ZARA ZARA CHAIN SE
DUSHMANI SI HO GAYI…}
Immediately i hold her hand and turned her towards me..bt my bad or gud luck She landed at me…her lips landed at mine..!!!!My frustruation anget ego all are vanished being tasting her lips..
{TUM MILE HO GAYA
HAI KHUD KO HI PATA
KYA KAROON KYA NAHI
KUCH BAS MEIN NA RAHA
SAMJHOON KAISE KOI SAMJHAYE..!!!!}
Both our eyes are tightly closed…My two hands are on her waist holding it tightly and pasted at my body….She too shocked by this shock move…
{DIL KYA KAREN JAB KISI SE
KISI KO PYAAR HO JAAYE
JAANE KAHAM KABHI KISI KO
KISI SE PYAR HO JAAYE…}
We slowly opened our eyes and looks at each other still in the closed position….
Suddenly she pushed me back with a force. And realesd frm my grip.
Stood infrnt of me have a confused look…
Evn i too don’t wat to do or to say…
She still stare at me…
S- How dare u Mr.Dixit..??? How could u…
She shouted at me by holding my shirt’s collar..
Bt before she complete i cuts in
D- Aapne toh kaham tha…do watevrer u want do…!!!
(U only said..)
I give it back to her with a smirky smile…
While she released my collar hold in a surprise….
S- Wat do u mean by this Mr.Dixit..???
She asked me in a confused state as she want to knwcwatevr happemed its only out of my contrl or due to her harsh word my rvng..Bt the real reason is….
D- Don’t do u knw wat is this.???
Till now she accused me…hurt me..so this is her turn to tease her..i decided to do.
I asked her with a smirky smile…
She didn’t replied…She again turn to leave
D- SONAKSHI…….
I called out her name….
She stopped at there..without turning to me she stood there…
I mive forwards towards her and continued
D- I don’t love Nandhitha…how can i do so whn i….
I Paused and leaned more towards at her earlobes…i continued in my soft-husky tone…while i could feel a shiver in her…
D- I need someone who is frnd to me..
I need someone who can undrstnd me and my unspoken things too…
I need someone who dare to stand infrnt of me to fight with me….
I need someone who care me alot…
I need someone who manage my anger…
I need someone who can guide me…
I need someone who dare to point out mistake on my side…
I need someone who can walk along with my rough-tough life…
I need someone who can fill this colorless life into a colorfull one…
I need someone who is close to my family…
I need someone wgo can become my family…
I need someone who love me more than anyone not than her bahi..!!!!
I paused and turn her face me…Her eyes are closed bt tears are flowing down….
By wiping her tears i leaned towards hr face and whispered.
D- Open ur eyes..!!!
She did it slowly…
And again we lock each other’s eyes…
D- Don’t want to knw whom i need.???
With a snirky smile i asked her…While she continuesly staring at her…
I took her right hand nad placed it in hwr heart i leaned more closed and asked..
D- Kuch suna.???
(Did u hear.???)
She didn’t nod S or no..Didn’t her eyes is moving…She continuesly stare at me…
I wait few sec for her responds bcoz i knw it could b shocking to her…i wl b difficult for her too…!!!!
D- Sonakshi…
Once again i called out .bt this time i made her awake frm her sudden shock.
Immediately She back off frm my hold and stood few steps far away..i confused by her sudden move…
Before i reach near her…
She murmurs something to herself and run away frm there…while leaving me confused…
D-Sonakshi…wait…sonakshi…
I screamed bt she is not there to listen me…!!!!
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Preacp- New twist…???
So guys this epi ends here…
I hope u all enjoyed Dev’s realsation way..
Guys one of the lead realised love..
A love story is on the way…so plzxzz do comnents all my silent and active readrs…
I’m waiting impatiently for ur comments….
This immideata idea comes in my mind suddenly while i thinking another scene like this…..thats y i got delay to update
All postive and negetive comments are welcomed..
Thank You
SAGAA