“When you really care about someone,
Their happiness matters more than yours.”
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Swara Pov
I opened my mouth but I closed it again when I didn’t know how to explain it to him. I repent for the mistake I done, the mess I created.
No… I can’t do this.
My disguise guilt plagues apart for not revealing anything to him still. But I can’t hide it anymore, I’ll have to tell him. Guilt is eating my pulse, better now than never. He should know this truth from me not from others.
“Sanskar I need to talk to you about something.” I said it looking a glimpse of despair in his eyes.
I should have told him earlier about this, but I just couldn’t. I was afraid of him to get hurt and as time pass by I’m scared more in fact terrified of his reaction. I shouldn’t keep him in dark anymore.
I married him when I have someone else in my heart. Though I had compelled to marry, I would’ve been stopped wedding if I want. I became selfish saw only father happiness and my sacrifice for his happiness, never in dream I thought about Sanskar and his future. Somewhere I was responsible for mess happened in my life.
What has he done to get this sadness. A girl whom he about to marry eloped and he had to marry her younger one, but story doesn’t end here. That girl already loved someone else. His life is not less than movie.
He should know about everything at least now. It’s killing me inside. I will tell him everything. Yes. I will. I took a heavy sigh and look towards him. Those brown eyes has guilty, care. What else? An emotion I couldn’t understand.
“Swara what you want to say?” He took me out of my thoughts. His eyes always give a special feeling to me. But I can’t identify what it is. But now I will have to tell him.
“Sanskar.. I’m……” I was fumbling for words while he cut my words in middle.
“Wait Swara!”
I was closing my eyes ready to say everything to him. But before I could say anything, he ask me to wait. I opened my eyes only to watch him moving out of the room while talking on phone.
Shit! He got a call. Who the hell called him at this time?
Why god….. why always with him. He has right to know about everything. He deserve more than me. Why you’re doing this to him. A tear gushed from my eyes making me more helpless.
I was waiting for him from last 30 min. He didn’t come. The strength I gathered to say all the truth is loosing from me. I don’t know. Whether I can say the truth now.
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Sanskar POV
Swara told me that she need to say something. I saw some emotions flickering in her eyes. Is she again back to divorce topic? Divorce is inevitable. If she gets her lost happiness, then I’m ready to go far from her life. My heart pounded against my chest. Thought of her going far from me, killing me inside.
But it’s not her fault. Marriage is pious relation and an important decision in life. For a girl who married without her consent she gone through a lot. The way her eyes lost brightness, smile vanished from her face after our marriage make a pinch of guilt stutter me.
I can see her eyes becoming confused. Then I saw some determination in her eyes. I ask her to say and she closed her eyes taking a heavy sigh.
“Sanskar. I’m….” Her words cutoff as my phone rang.
A wide grin across my face seeing caller Id. After asking Swara to wait, I quickly walked out of the room
“My doll ” I said with love.
“Bhai I’m angry.” Uttara retorted.
Oh my doll! I can easily imagine how she is now. Eyes down with a sad pout and hiding a sweet smile. She is my sweet little sister.
“So my doll is anger with me. Tell me the reason behind your anger.”
“Bhai you forgot me. Mumma bhai forgot me.” She whimpered.
“Arey arey…. stop crying who told you that?”
“Did you come to meet me. Why you will come you get your sweet wife na. Now who needs me. I’m going….” she growled.
“Where are you going?” I asked with concern.
“Why you need to know. Without stopping me you’re asking where I’m going?”
“Arey my doll I was with busy with my works. That’s why can’t come to there. I miss you too my doll.” I said softly.
“Really? Then I have a surprise for you.” She said sounding excited.
“What?”
“I’m coming there.” She said making me smile.
“Seriously! Oh doll come fast and once you come then……..” I stopped when the realization hit me. Uttara is coming here. She thinks that everything is okay with me and Swara. If she came here she will come to know about everything. No I won’t let it happen.
“Bhai you there?”
“Ha… Doll. We will be back soon. Why are you coming?” I asked in tensed tone.
“Now it’s late bhai. I already started my journey. I will be there by tomorrow morning. Bye Bhai. Take care. Meet you soon.”
“Uttara” before I could say anything she cut my call. What I will do now? If she came to know about the truth then. No it can’t happen. Before letting anyone knew truth I need to make sure that whether there is any chance for our relation.
It’s been almost an hour after talking to Uttara I went to garden. I started to walk back and forth trying to calm down. I was at a mess now. I decided to talk to Swara and clear it.
I stepped inside her room only to find Swara sleeping at bed. I can’t think anything else. I walked over to her side and made her lie comfortably. Then cover her with blanket. Her face is pale. I softly pecked her forehead.
My eyes widened realising what I just did. Shit! Did I just kissed her.
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