I opened my eyes in a dark room……………….it felt like still they are closed……..not even a ray of light anywhere around me…….i felt my eyes were heavy…………………..my head was spinning , paining badly…………….my eyes too were paining………….i felt like i will fall into the pit from which i rose just a second ago , again…………i couldn’t remember anything……..just his face…………..just his………………SANSKAR…………his caring eyes staring at me……………i was transported back to the day……………… “ ok bye sanskar………….i will listen to your rest bak-bak later……………..for sure…………” i said as i left him smiling…………….i was walking in the corridor when suddenly i saw him in front of me…………….raghav ji…………he was staring at me but not with those loving eyes as he used to see me every time but with a fire in his eyes……………..for a second i was actually scared to see his brown orbs full with anger staring at me………………” Raghav ji………………” i said when i didn’t realized a cotton cloth was placed on my mouth covering my whole face including my eyes……….a small portion of one of my eye remained open to see raghav ji……………still the same……his hand holding a cloth on my mouth and in a few seconds everything went blank……….my eyes were closed and i was in a pit of darkness………….fear………drowsiness……………… alone…….i was suddenly snapped back from the day by a movement in a small thing………..maybe door placed at a corner of the room………….a single ray of light hit my eyes piercing through the darkness inside…….a ray of hope in the darkness of night………………………i raised my eyelashes in a hope of help………….i saw a figure………………his concave make……………………he was moving towards me in the dark ,holding that light…………….it seemed a torch of a phone………………………he came near me………………i saw him walking slowly trying his best not to make noise………..soon he came near me………………..i looked up at him directly at the face in a hope to see someone familiar…………..i did that……………he was familiar…………….his eyes………..the same brown fiery eyes ……… “ raghav ji…………..” i could barely say as i saw his brown eyes shining in the darkness too……………… “ ragini…………..” he said as soft as he could but still i could feel anger in his voice as if he were betrayed………….no , not he but i was betrayed…………i was betrayed by HIM……………………………… “ raghav ji…………….” i again said trying to lift my hands from my back to caress his face but to my surprise i wasn’t even able to lift them………………i tried pulling harder but it only seemed to pain more…………………..i realized my hands were cuffed at my back……..like an animal is cuffed to his home but the question remained………………………….WHY???? i felt some blur memory engulfed my mind………..like a same …….they wished to come out from the smudged and become clear to me………..to tell me the truth……it was’t the first time i saw them but truly……i saw them after long time…….maybe because there was something that was important for me to know……..at that time………….my mother’s voice echoed into my ears……. “ragini………he isn’t right…….stay away from him………..”………. “ ragini……………..” he again said with the same husky tone pulling me back from those visions…………………………….in a flash he moved closer and kept a knife at my neck………………no , i didn’t saw it…………i just felt it cutting a slight portion of my neck…………….it pained ……..it pained harder with each passing second not only in my body but also in my heart…………………… “ just do what i say or else……………..” his brown eyes pointed to the dagger……………….i stared at him losing myself completely………………………….i was being held captive by HIM…………..????
“ damn…………she hasn’t returned yet……………..” “ no sir……….no sign of her……..being what she is i am really confused that she is doing such a big mistake…………………….” i threw my phone down………………………………….it was already 12:00 in the night and she hadn’t returned yet………..what was this girl up to ……………..God………….” where are you ragini……………..????” i said angrily almost hitting a vase in my room….. “ why ???you need her in your room at this time……………AYM” a voice came from my back…………..i know who this person is………………” “twinkle…….just shut up……………………” i said turning back………… she laughed and came inside from the window………………… “ why AYM?? Why should i shut up………….” she asked me keeping her hand on my shoulder…………..” first stop calling me with that……………….AYM…………” i said groaning…….she smiled and said “ Mr angry young man………..ok i will call you MAYM from today………like ragini called you first day………….MSM………………..after all Mr is necessary , AYM……………….” i glared at her………………..she smiled like a cute fairy and then said “ ok , ok AYM………..i am sorry………………” “ so jumping hostel window and then here………..where ‘s your partner in crime…………………Aradhya……………….” “ sleeping………………dreaming about her Aryan…………..this love na, i don’t understand…………………..by the way what happened to my newbie(ragini)…………??” “ lost somewhere………..her phone switched off and madam hasn’t arrived at hostel yet………………….” “ don’t worry , she isn’t a baby…………….” “ i know but…………” “ no but what………sleep now………………..she will be be back………….” she told me before leaving………….i mean literally…………..this twinkle………..she always used to come to our rooms late night…………like spying on us……………i still doubt why she does so but yet i feel good when she comes…………..like someone really cares………………….she turned back to pass me a taut smile , her concern easily felt in her deep eyes……………….. “ ragini will be fine……………….” i said aloud while she tried to smile wider due to my reassurance but wasn’t able to………………she went through the window……….my stunt girl………………….i was again back to think of ragini………..all the three used to tease me saying i love her but no yaar……………it isn’t love……………its just that when i saw her first time i felt like…….like i don’t know…………her eyes were so expressive………………..her sweet chocolaty eyes…………the chocolate that had grown hard from the cold harsh reality of this world but that would melt with the slightest heat of love and others happiness…………………i knew she was special but for sure it wasn’t love………………………..
Hello…………….Piyali here…………so this is just a prologue of my new ff RagSan –MY Love Is My Life….
I will be starting it only after i end with my current few shots (SWALAK: HUM HAI ISHAQZDDE ) i hope you like it………………it will have four pairs in total (off course the main focus on ragsan as the same suggests):
TwiRaj(Twinkle-Yuvraj from tashan e ishq)
AradhYan ( Aradhya –Aryan from krishnadasi)
TaaRey(Taani-Rey from dil dosti dance)
RagSan (Ragini-Sanskar ) from swaragini)