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Chap5-Smile
The episode starts with sanky roaming in ragini room waiting for her to wake up. He thinks of confronting her maybe that can help him to know about her past. He needs to know her to help in overcome her past.
Sanskar stops his stepped as he felt a slight moment in ragini. He takes a deep breath as ragini opens her eyes, she felt her head is spinning around she held her head with her both hands and tries to sit. Sanskar who senses her situation rushes towards her and makes her sit and gives her a glass of water and medicine’s and make her take them. Ragini who did not realize sanskar presence yet holds his hand to stop him for giving her medicines, but stubborn forcefully yet calmy make her eat that. After a couple of minutes her head stopped at her place and slowly slowly she removes her hand from head n open her eyes to see the vision. Atlast she saw HIM standing infront of her rubbing his nails nervously looking at her.
“Thudddd” his slap flashed infront of her n she closes her eyes tightly making a fist.
“Rag… ” he tries to speak but she shouts “nooooo sta.. ay… aw… ay” she says sweating and crying , n covers herself with blanket.
Sanskar takes a deep breathe cooling himself and speaks”Look i m soorrryyy” says he and walks towards her.
“If she got panic attack again so it can risk her” he remembers Ap words and stopped his step and starts moving backward.
“No i can’t let that happen” he thinks seeing her sobbing, somewhere in his heart he feels himself guilty for her condition.Without wasting a second he goes outside the door room banging which alerted her. She remove blanket from herself and opens her eyes.
Flashback
Ragini open her eyes and realizes herself lying in a room.She sits and sees
the room is decorated with flowers just like a wedding night,her gaze fall on a big frame it was Her when she was small.She understand the warning sign and rushes towards the door to open,but to her fate it was locked.She is sweating profusely she wanted to shout as loud as she can for help but she knows there is no one for her help.She closes her eyes and let the year flow,maybe she knows what’s going to happen with her.She goes and silently sits in a corner weeping silently, suddenly she heard her some footsteps. Her heart started to beat rapidly as she heard the footsteps getting closer. A fear occupies in her heart and she cries pulling her hair suddenly her gaze fall on a broken piece of mirror.She hurriedly stands and locks the door and picks up the piece. She closes her eyes remembering her family and Pierce her small skin. Suddenly sanskar slap flashes and she jerks throwing the piece.
“Killing urself is not a solution” she remember his word.
“What is happening,no ragini you have to die otherwise you will die every single day” thinks ragini and about to pick up the glass piece when someone starts to banging the door loud.
“He came” said she sobbing holding her stole tightly.
She closes her eyes and picks up the piece” you have to die” she says and about to pierced herself when the door open with the jerked.
Thadaaaaa!!!!
She open her eyes and jerked seeing her nightmare smirking at him.
“No please” says ragini sobbing folding her both hands. The person smirks and starts taking his step towards her.
“Leave meeeeeee” shouted ragini loudly when the person holds her tightly piercing her skin with the same glass piece.
“Aww my baby is crying” the person says and throws her on bed. Ragini clutches her lehenga crying badly and shaking her head in no seeing the person.
The person laughs seeing her state and force fully grab her arm with one hand and hold her cheeks from another hand tightly.
“Why are you so beautiful ” says the person analysing her with lust. Ragini senses this amd with full force she pushed the person.
“Don’t” says ragini holding a vase with blood shot eyes.
The person laughs sarcastically and shakes his head.
“Aww my baby its not the thing to play, come to me dont forget i am your….. ” the person says coming closer to ragini and about to grab her when she hit the vase with full force due to which blood starts ozing from his head and he looked at her shocked. Ragini looked at him lying infront of her. She throws the vase in shock and covers her mouth in shock. She goes and shakes the person. She wipes her face and the whole blood comes in her face. She look at her hand and then her face.
“Noooooooooooooooo” she shouted holding her head with hands while tears are flowing. In a fraction of second she runs out of the place leaving the person behind. She runs runs and keep running in road like a mad.
Thuddddddddddd!!!!!
Flashback ends
Ragini jerked opening her eyes while she is sweating, she looks at her hand and then she get up and look herself in mirror, tears starts flowing from her eyes. She silently goes and sits near the window seeing the shiny sky who is lightning with twinkle stars. She keep her head in railing of window and look at the sky.
“Twinkle twinkle little star how i wonder what you are up above the world so high shine like a diamond in the sky!!! ” she remembers how she used to Sing the poem in childhood telling everyone that sky wants her to sing because he is sad and he want someone to take away all his sorrows by singing. How funny life isn’t it, in childhood she wants to take away everyone sorrows even the thing is not living also And now when she needs someone to take away all her sorrows there is no one.its all her DESTINY. She very well knows that she can’t even pray for death also cuz she knows her fate is that much bad that they will not let her die also. Sometimes she thinks She is the only one in whole universe who don’t have a reason to live or smile, who wants to die. Who is alone in this much big universe. She closes her eyes sighing.
Sanskar who just come for a walk sees HER ofcourse she is crying. From the day he saw her she is only crying like they are best friends who don’t want to apart. Don’t know why but it hurts him Her tears affected him without any relation. Strange isn’t it. But he promise himself that he will make her fine, he cant let die this much easily, he can’t let her to cry every single day, he can’t let her to shout and try to kill herself. He can’t even her pain her tears a part of life or her best friends who don’t want to let her go but HE WILL make them go by hook or crook he make up his mind that from now he only has one thing to do and that is HER LIFE. Sometimes he sees her mother pain reflecting in her eyes which make him attracted towards her and He just can’t stop himself.He thinks of something and smiles seeing HER.
“Its your last day of crying Ragini because from tomorrow they have no place in your life” says he looking at her smiling.He didn’t even realized he is also crying. He touch his tears confused.” Why am i crying maybe remembring you mom”. Says he looking up in the sky wiping his tears. He look at her for last time and goes inside.
Next day Morning:
Ragini opens her eyes and found Ap caressing her hairs with a smile on her face.
Ragini looks at her and turns her face away which hurt Ap but she smiles. Sanskar is hiding behind then door observing her.
“Wake up and come down for breakfast” says Ap and keeps ragini clothes on bed ajd walks out of room. She stops and sees sanskar who winks at her.Ap smiles and caresses his hairs and walks out, while sanskar peeps to see ragini. He realizes she is coming towards the door only. He widen his eyes and rushes from there before she could see him.
“Pheww Bach gya” says sanskar taking a long breathe, something strikes his mind and he smiles wickedly.
Sarcastic laughs, “tera kya hoga kaalia” he says rubbing his hand against eo and walks down.
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At dining area:
Ragini comes there wearing a simple black n red salwar suit with side braid looking simple yet beautiful but without any glow and shine on her face. Sanskar who is coming from opposite side playing with his phone bump into her, she is about to fall but sanskar held her from her waist.
Benaam rishta plays in bg.
Ragini holds sanskar shirt while he is lost in her face, yet her face has no glow or shine but still its attracted him. Ragini panick made him to come in reality. He looks at her sturggling to get out of his hold. Sanskar hurriedly made her stand and murmurs a “Sorry”. Ragini hurriedly goes and sits on the last bench. While sanskar curses himself. Sanskar rubs his nose and takes his plate and sits opposite to her. Ragini who is eating her bf silently sees Him looking at her. It makes her uncomfortable and restless. She looks up and sees him passing a smile. She look here and there while her eyes become moisty seeing him. Sanskar sees her and his smiles fade away and he stops eating. He left his plate and goes out hurriedly.
Ragini washes her hand while Ap comes from her back and handed her medicines and gives her a glass of water. Ragini looks at her weakly at takes it. She eats and about to go when a child held her stole and pulls her. She jerked and found the child signing something. Ragini looks here there nervously while the child points towards her. Ragini again points towards her and the child nodded, scaredly she knelt down infront of him and moves her ear closer to him. The child kisses her cheek while she widen her eyes, the child gave her a sweet smile that she can’t say anything also. The child again holds her stole and pulls her with him.
” i…. i wa”before she can say anything the child drag her with him. The child stops at garden and points towards a person whose back was facing and everyone surrounding him in a circle. Ragini freed her stole and about to go when she heard a song.
Guitar starts playing!!!!!!
Jism Pak Aankho Mein Bhar Loon
Saans Saans Mein Shaamil Ker Loon
Is Duniya Mein Jaan Gawaa Tujhe!!!
Us Duniya Mein Haasil Ker Loon
The person sings while ragini heart starts beating rapidly.
Zindagi Gawaa Ker Bhi Jo Zindagi Mile
Har Khushi Gawaa Ker Bhi Jo Ik Khushi Mile
Hoo!!!
Zindagi Gawaa Ker Bhi Jo Zindagi Mile
Har Khushi Gawaa Ker Bhi Jo Ik Khushi Mile
Ragini closes her eyes as the voice touch her heart, she open her eyes as the tear drop from her eyes.
Wo Maang Loon Tere Liye
Tere Liye, Tere Liye, Tere Liye, Tere Liye
The person stands and reveals as sanskar, he look at ragini and sings!!!
Jism Pak Ankhon Mein Bhar Loon
Saans Saans Mein Shamil Ker Loon
Is Duniya Mein Jaan Gawaa Tujhe
Us Duniya Mein Haasil Ker Loon
Ragini sees sanskar, while tears are flowing from her eyes. She starts to go towards him.
Tere Liye, Haan Tere Liye
Tere Liye, Haan Tere Liye
Sanskar closes his eyes and turns singing!
Zindagi Gawaa Ker Bhi Jo Zindagi Mile
Har Khushi Gawaa Ker Bhi Jo Ik Khushi Mile
Ragini stops her steps when he turns, hee heart is saying to go and take him in her embarace but her mind is saying to run from there.
Rooh Se Rooh Ke Darmiyaan
Sings sanskar and turns looking at ragini.
Ishq Ke Hazaaro Jahan
Ya Khuda Ya Khuda
Mujhko Dede Agar Ik Jahan
Sanskar starts taking steps towards ragini and she is froze in her place lost in his eyes and voice which attached to her soul for no reason.
Tou Maang Loon Tere Liye
Tere Liye, Tere Liye
Tere Liye, Tere Liye
Both ragsan lost in each other eyes.
Jism Pak Ankhon Mein Bhar Loon
Saans Saans Mein Shaamil Ker Loon
Is Duniya Mein Jaan Gawaa Tujhe
He sings looking at her. For the first time ragini did not move from her place seeing him. She kept standing there lost.
Us Duniya Mein Haasil Ker Loon
So Sitam Utha Ker Bhi Jo Ik Khushi Mile
So Jannate Gawaa Ker Bhi Jo Ik Zameen Mile
Tere Sajde Mein Sir Hai Jhukaa
Tu Ibadat Hai Tu Hi Dua
Maut Ke Baad Bhi
Jo Mile Bandgi Ka Silla
Sanskar passes ragini and sings standing at her back. While ragini closes her eyes.
Wo Maang Loon Tere Liye
Tere Liye Tere Liye Tere Liye Tere LIye
Jism Pak Ankhon Mein Bhar Loon
Saans Saans Mein Shaamil Ker Loon
Is Duniya Se Jaan Gawaa Tujhe
Us Duniya Mein Haasil Ker Loon
Tere Liye, Haan Tere Liye
Tere Liye, Tere Liye
Sanskar closes his eyes and a tear escaped from his eyes. Ragini opens her eyes and turns to look at him.
Jism-O-Jaan Lutta Ker Bhi
Jo Ik Hassi Mile
Dil Agar Jalla Ker Bhi
Jo Roshni Mile
Wo Maang Loon Tere Liye
Tere Liye, Tere Liye, Tere Liye
Kids make circle around them, Ap comes and sees them she smiles and wipes her tears.
Janmoo Ka Pyaar Tere Liye
Khushiyan Hazaar Tere Liye
Jannat Dua Tere Liye
Ye Jaan Nisaar Tere Liye
Tere Liye, Tere Liye
Tere Liye, Tere Liye
Tere Liye, Tere Liye
Tere Liye Tere Liye
Tere Liye Haan Tere Liye
Tere Liye Haan Tere Liye
Sanskar opens his eyes and found ragini looking at him. Both are just staring each other, A heavy wind blows soothing both of them. Both closes their eyes. As sanskar stops singing , everyone claps making them jerked and come to reality. Ragini who is still lost jerked and come to reality and starts breathing heavily. Sanskar who saw her come and holds her shoulder.
“Ragini” he says in concerned voice. Ragini looks up at him while some tears flows. She remove her shoulder from his grip and runs inside.
“Ragini” says he loudly but she is gone.
Scene shift
Ragini goes and hurriedly locks her door room. She knelt down leaning to the door and sobs. Sanskar who come to check her heard her sobs. It pained him hearing her sobs. He keeps his hand on door and knelt down leaning to the door.
“I m sorry” he murmurs keeping his hand on the door.
Ap comes and caresses his hairs.
“She will be fine” says she and sanskar stands.
“Pakka” asked he and Ap nods.
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At evening:
Sanskar is standing in garden seeing towards ragini window waiting for her to come. He whistle’s many time but no response. He makes a annoyed face and goes inside.
Sanskar goes and knocks her door twice but no response. Something strikes and he goes and after sometimes he keep a big teddy on door and slides a Card with Smile please written on it through the door. And runs after banging the door.
Ragini opens the door, her face is dull and her eyes are red like she kept crying. Suddenly her gaze fall on the teddy. She picks it up and sees SMILE written on it, she also picks up the card and reads it.She sees arrow mark on floor and follows it. Sanskar who sees her from far give a hifi to kid and runs outside.
Ragini reaches at garden following the arrows, she looks up and find children standing in a row holding a Board “SMILE” . Ragini looks at children and one by one kids come and gives her a flower lilly, jasmine, rose, sunflower.
Sanskar who is standing at her back says, ” you know kids what is the best thing to hide your fear from this world”. Ragini stumbles hearing his voice but hold herself.
“Anyone knows what it is” asked sanskar coming infront of her. She looks away.
Everyone shouts “Noooooo”. A kid asked ragini she nodded no innocently.
” bhaiya no one knows” replies a kid.
Ragini is about to go when a kid on wheel chair comes and holds her hand, “Smile” he says looking at ragini and handed her a red ballon. Ragini who saw the kid knelt down.
Sanskar smiles and says, “yes he is right ur smile can hide you from world, your fear” says sanky and all cheers. Ragini looks at sanskar and then the kid who is still holding her hand.
“Do you want something” asked ragini in low voice cupping the boy face.
“Yes” replies the kid.
“What” again she asked low.
“Your smile didi” says the kid with inocent smile on his face. Ragini removes her hand from his face with moisty eyes and stands.
“You know kids, if u make someone happy na then GOD will make your wishes come true” says sanskar looking at children and seeing ragini with a corner of his eyes.
Ragini saw sanskar and then the child innocently. She remembers his word and a small smiles appears on her lips ?.
“Happy” asked ragini kneeling infront of a kid with a shining smile on her face.
Sanskar who saw her smiling, becomes lost and his heart flutters with joy seeing her smile.
“Yesss” screeches sanskar happily while all the kids shouts and dances. Ragini who saw the kids dancing smiles wider. The kid on wheel chair hugs ragini and all the kids also joins the hug.
Ap who saw this keep her head on sanskar shoulder with happy tears. Sanskar also smiles widely and hugs Ap with happy tears.
“You are my son” says Ap and kiss his forhead. Sanskar phones rings and after call.
“Maasi i had to leave for hospital its emergency” says sanskar and rushes towards his bike. He takes out his bike and about to start turns and saw ragini sitting on bench and all kids surrounding and telling her something due to which she is laughing and replying them also. Ragini also saw sanskar. Sanskar waves a bye and leaves starting his bike smiling madly.Ragini who saw him waving looks on and a crept appears on her lips.
To b continued..
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Fizo