When I realized u ….. [An Omkara OS, By Renima]

@ City Hospital Outside ICU { Omkara’s view}
“ Omkara……” I just heard that scream and find a hand which pushed me back…… A bullet from swethlana’s gun has stabbed his chest so deeply which made him 2 fall unconscious on the floor…… I find him falling down by staring me with wet eyes……”Paapa, Bade paapa, Jethji, Tej, Uncle, Bhai saab”….. I heard so many words and find all eyes surrounding beside him……While dadi placed his face on her lap, mom suppressed her face over his body and burst out her tears…..Choti maa was silent and she hugged my mom without uttering a single word…..Rudra and prinku hold his hands and continued 2 weep, while chote paapa was trying to feed water for that man……Shivaay was bursting out his anger @ swethlana and with the help of body guards and team of police he managed to kick out swethlana from there and rushed near that man….. Ishana was trying all lines 2 connect with ambulance on phone with much desperation…….

I stared all of them in a glance and again stared that man…Mr. Oberoi’s face…..His sharp eyes which used 2 show his selfishness, his so called demands and his unknown tactics and wickedness didn’t stared me, I recalled that moment when I find a sort of fear and few drops of tears in his eyes while he was saving me from that bullet by risking his own life……[om shut his eyes and leaned back on the wall, suddenly he felt the presence of a gentle touch on his shoulder] I slowly opened my eyes and without thinking much I quickly hugged her and started weeping like a kid because @ her arms and lap I used 2 open my heart’s pain since she was also related with pain…..
Ishana : Omkara…….Pls don’t cry……[ishu waved om’s back with her hands]
Omkara : Ishana….[releasing hug] Wooh…….

Ishana : Haa….Omkara…tell me……
Omkara : How is …….I can’t see it…….
Ishana : Omkara……Tej uncle wants 2 see u……
Omkara : What ???? [om stares ishu with teary eyes]
Ishana : Go and see him, omkara…..
Omkara : Ishana…..
Ishana : Just go, omkara……He just wants u 2 call him as paapa for once……
Omkara : I can’t do this….
Ishana : Why, omkara ?? Are u still living in that bitterness only??

Omkara ; It’s not like that, ishana……The person who has never shown concern 2wards his family, who illtreated my mom for years, who tried 2 create rift between shivay, rudra and me, who humiliated family relations by keeping an extra marital affair and who broken the respect and trust of every one , I never considered him as my father…..But today……
Ishana : What happened, omkara ?? Why u stopped in middle ??
Omkara : He is …….
Ishana : Shall I tell it ?? All ur regrets, complaints and hatrence has melted now,omkara……Ur tears can’t lie as it depicts ur heart’s inner feelings….I can see a painful son in you who definitely respects his father and loves him , but cirmustances made him 2 supress them in his heart itself……It’s time for u 2 express what u feels for tej uncle……omkara…..
Omkara : How can I ?? Ishana……

Ishana ; U have 2 do this, omkara…..Before things become late and u will feel guilt for not accomplishing ur father’s ……last wish…….
Omkara : Ishana!!!!! [ shocked]
Ishana : I am telling truth only, Omkara……Doctor has declared that he is undergoing a critical situation now….Any thing can happen…..
Omkara : No….pls don’t say like these…..u are the one who inspires me whenever am in pain…. Pls don’t lose hope….

Ishana ; Before ur eyes, I can’t lie…..Omkara……Tej uncle……It’s a question of life and death….
Omkara : No…..[om screamed in pain and bend @ his own knees]
Ishana : I can’t see u bearing this biggest pain of regret throughout ur life, omkara…..Pls go and call him as paapa……
Omkara : Ishana……[om hugged ishu tightly by rounding his arms around ishu’s waist and cried literally, ishu waved her hand om’s forehead]
Ishana : U have 2 do this, omkara….
Omkara : Ishana….[om released his arms and stares her]
Scene shifts 2 ICU…..
Jhanvi : Tej…..U can’t leave me…..Tej….

Tej : I have hurt u a lot, am sorry….
Jhanvi : No Tej……Pls…don’t say so….i still love u…… tej…..
Tej : Me 2….jhanvi….[jhanvi holds tej’s hand and burst in tears]
Shivaay : Badi maa…pls……
Tej : Rudra, priyanka……. I have never tried 2 give u a father’s care…..I am sorry
Rudra : Paapa, nothing will happen 2 u…….Pls don’t say like these….U are the world’s best paapa…..
Tej : Priyanka…beta do a favor for this dying man……
Priyanka : Just tell me paapa……

Tej : Omkara and Ishana …… I want 2 see them alone…Pls…..
Shivaay : I will bring om here……Bade paapa…..
Before shivaay could move, om rushed inside by opening the door quickly….His face was pale, his eyes went redish , but noting stopped him from running 2 see his father….Om sat beside him and holds tej’s palm in his hand…..Both of them stared each other with teary eyes….Tej signed every one except ishkara 2 stay there through his eyes…..Ishana stood beside omkara…….
Tej : I am feeling myself lucky now…..Thanks for bringing omkara, ishana….
Ishana : Uncle, He is ur son…… He can’t stay away from u……

Tej : My hands never blessed u son, it never hugged u and consoled u …..But am happy that u got a partner like ishana who is trying 2 heal ur pains, beta……
Omkara : My hands never took the pain 2 touch ur feet and have ur blessings, instead of it these have always raised out for arguing with u only….I am sorry…..I am really sorry…..[om places tej’s palm on his cheek and gets emotional]
Tej : I ‘m sorry …..beta……I have hurt u a lot, I made u as a drug addict , I made u 2 lose belief in love, I have spoiled ur life and I don’t deserves ur forgiveness……Still am begging before, u if possible pls forgive this so called father…..Beta…..

Omkara : Why are u telling like these ??? Past has gone and now am able 2 see ur love 2wards me as ur son…trust me my hatrence has melted now and knowingly or unknowingly I have also hurt u by showing offence on ur words and the biggest sin which I am doing is am degrading u much by calling u as Mr. Oberoi which is not right……I am sorry…..p…..

Tej : Beta…I am waiting for it…..Before death, I just want 2…..[tej’s eye pupils went above, his hand started shivering, omkara tightened tej’s palm by holding it ….mean while tej was finding hard 2 breathe]
Omkara : Paapa…..Paapa……[om screamed in pain, while with much effort tej slowly managed 2 raise his another hand for blessing omkara….But before his hand could move, it trembled a bit and went down…..Om was shocked 2 see this…..he stared tej’s face with much pain….Tej’s eyes were still wet in tears and lips were half-opened as if he has 2 say something…Om touched tej’s hand which was extending 2 shower blessings on him..he was able 2 felt the warmth of the hand, but it has lost the capability of moving any more….Om stared tej’s eyes again , with shivering hands he gently made them 2 kept close….]

Omkara : Paapa….Paapa…..Can u hear me ??? Paapa…..Paapa…….I have called u as paapa……U waited 2 hear these so long, won’t u ?? Now am just saying one word ….paapa….paapa……..Ishana, he is not re-acting , see he has went 2 calm sleep by rewarding me another pain……..I am so unlucky , ishana I don’t deserves his blessings also!!!!!! Why paapa….why ??? [Om leaned over tej’s body and cries literally]
Ishana : Omkara……. In entire life he offered you pain and now he is leaving and this time also he has given the biggest pain……
Omkara slowly raised his head and holds ishu’s hands…..
Omkara : Shivay, Rudra, Prinku, Dadi, Mom, Choti maa, Chote paapa……Ishana what will we tell them…..

Ishana : Don’t know omkara……[ishana gets emotional]
Omkara : No one is capable of seeing pain, ishana …….[ishu and om stare each other’s eyes]
Ishana : But this pain hurts a lot…..
Omkara : Seems never ending pains are written in our destiny….. Won’t u ??
[ishu nods her head with teary eyes and hugs om tightly, om stared again on tej’s face.
Without knowing anything tej was still lying calmly on the bed……..

AN : I am actually very busy with my workload, and when today I got a break I just wrote this one in 20 mnts gap only….So I didn’t get time 2 write more……This was not meant for ishkara, as I said I stopped writing for them, my focus was 2 highlight omie and tej……Even I don’t know how ishu came and plot came just like that…..Hope u liked it, kindly drop ur comments if possible….I will continue my ff’s after 2 weeks only……