Link to Episode 33: https://www.tellyupdates.com/riansh-becoming-mrs-raisinghania-episode-33/
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BECOMING MRS. RAISINGHANIA – EPILOGUE: WITH LOVE
Dear Mummy,
I don’t remember when I truly heard your voice the last time. I think long before you left me . . . us, you’d almost stopped talking. But the last time I heard your voice resonate in my ears was when Ma had given me that letter you’d written to her. That day, I’d realised how much I’d missed your voice all those years, Mummy. And that day, I’d also realised that you were in a much better place, and I’d been too cruel to ever think otherwise.
I don’t know if I ever grew up to be the daughter you envisioned me to be. Growing up, I’d so much hate inside me that it surprises me after all these years. Because now, Mummy, I just try to let go and I think it works so much better for everyone. Holding onto someone who’s already lost is so difficult and I guess, I’m beginning to forget how to do it, too.
I want to laugh because even though I say those words, I feel as if Vansh is speaking through me. You know for so long I’d tried to keep him away from me, but now, distances between us just bother me. It’s ironic, isn’t it? He’s grown onto me like a habit and sometimes, it’s scary, but for how long I can love him, I will love him.
However, in these few years, I’ve also learned that letting go of someone doesn’t always have to relate to stop loving. You know, Mummy, Vansh knew that sandalwood scent on me through his subconscious, but I’ve let go of it now. He’s slowly getting used to this new peony scent I’ve grown fond of, but I think the sandalwood scent was just my way of holding onto you.
Vansh still complains of it, but he knows how important it was for me. I guess, I’m too lucky to have a companion like Vansh, Mummy. I know I don’t say husband because he’s so much more than that to me that the term husband just feels like an understatement. You know he takes me to our park every often and sits there beside me while I think of you. He’d tell me that it lets him think, but he has a bad of staring, Mummy.
And being the hopeless romantic he is, he tells me that he could stare at me for longer. But there’s just a sense of comfort even in his stare, Mummy. He looks at me like there’s nothing more he’s ever wanted in life, and it surprises me. Because how can I fulfill someone’s life so extravagantly, and then it reminds me of you and Ma.
You remember how you used to tell me that I filled all the empty spaces in your life? My laugh still resonates in my memory, but I cannot forget the smile that stretched your lips. It was so hopeful, so full of love and so beautiful. I don’t think I ever truly told you how much I admired you, Mummy, because it never felt important. However, when I saw Ma the other day, gasping for breath, I realised the value of expressions and emotions.
For the longest of times, I’ve remained ungrateful to life, but I’m slowly beginning to appreciate what I have. At the back of this diary, you’d find me writing about my gratitude each day and it really keeps me happy, Mummy. I’m still falling into the habit and there are low days too, but I’m trying. With each page, you’d always find two names constant, Mummy, because that’s how important both of those names are to me.
Vansh and Ma. I know I don’t have to tell you about Ma, but you’d gotten a gem of a son-in-law. You know, when Ragini Di had her first daughter, I kept awake at nights thinking of the happiness on Vansh’s face. When he’d first held her in his hands, I hadn’t been able to ignore the happiness on his face and the twinkle in his eyes.
There were so many times I’d wanted to accuse myself of my choices – thinking I’d forced my decisions on him – but on each of those nights, he’d stayed with me. He held me securely on each of those nights and stopped me from breaking into fragments despite his sleep. And it makes me laugh because he would never have a clue of all those moments. Those moments where his silence had spoken to my soul and helped me unwind.
He keeps me afloat in the toughest of days, Mummy, and I don’t think anything else can ever be more crucial. And it is perhaps because of all these things, that I still use that sandalwood scent at times just to see that smile on his face.
And that sandalwood scent helps me feel your presence. It reminds me of that beautiful smile of yours and the way your kohl-lined eyes gleamed at me. It keeps me happy and fulfilled, Mummy.
With love,
Aapki Riddhima
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And after a whole of about 10 months, that’d be it. Thank you for all the support and kindness, it’s always meant so much more than I’ve ever been able to express. But I always appreciated you all, and it is perhaps why I wrote 34 parts despite all that kept happening simultaneously.
Until next time, ta-da and stay safe everyone!
70 Comments
Loved it .wish my husband becomes like vansh but he can’t vansh is one and then only
Thanks Mary! Haha, everyone’s good in their own way, but regardless of Vansh might’ve had changed, I’d never want any girl to be forced into a marriage.
I knew that the ending was drawing near, but I remember you telling that you would take it till 40 episodes, I was kinda relaxed. Ngl, but I’m feeling so emotional to see this beautiful story coming to an end. Riddhima finally found her peace and a person whom she can share everything with. A beautiful journey indeed!
I was actually staying up late at night studying when I saw your update. In fact, I read it in a hurry (coz no time). I’ll read it properly after my exams are over, but by that time the comment section would be closed, lol.
Have you thought of coming up with another story? I really feel you should whenever you are free !
Thank you so much Nia for sticking throughout, it’s meant a lot to me. I’d initially thought for 40 chapters, but at this point, it just seemed like all the thought of points were covered, so I just didn’t want to drag unnecessarily.
Haha, good luck with your exams!
I’ve not yet considered writing another FF, so we’ll see really. For now, I just plan to wrap-up ‘It Ends With Us’. Thanks again though – highly appreciated.
Dear Riaa,
I have been so busy lately working till late and starting my day very early and so I could not comment on some of the previous episodes.I just want to say that I loved the last episode so much.
Today, in this episode, you’ve moved me into tears. It is definitely an outstanding episode.
1.Sometimes we missed to see the beautiful things, great and small, life has to offer now, instead we search for the invisible.
2.Sometimes we think and take things complicatedly, with the many “what ifs” and “buts” causing us to miss good opportunities and persons in our lives.
3.Many a times we look into the flaws of the past experiences and build a wall around us and fail to move on to build a better future for the greater happiness.
That’s something I observed and felt in this FF and I am glad Riddhima was able to broke the chains of negativity and not only find Vansh’s love but more importantly found herself and move on in life.
No doubt this episode was written as though its a message to her mom, but the way you have conveyed it brought me down memory lane of the entire FF, it sort of got me thinking/ having glimpses of the past episodes and the transition from episode 1 right to this epilogue.
You are a fantastic writer and a great storyteller with effective message behind each episodes/FF. I have always been awed by your writings and the take-aways, direct/indirect, which you have departed throughout.
Thank you so much for spending your precious time for the sake of entertaining us with beautiful and impactful pieces.
I am going to miss this FF so much. I think I have said this before i.e. I was captured by your writings when I first found and read “Lukka Chuppi”. Since then, in each of the different FFs, you have provided different content with so much creativity and expressions.
Thank you for the same and do take care.
Thank you so much, Jayanthi! You’ve been too kind to me and I loved reading your thoughts and insights throughout the course of this story.
I’m so happy that you’d so much to take-away from this story because even though I love writing real scenarios, I’m not sure how impactful it is for others when reading haha. Also, about this story, the best thing that I felt was how Riddhima overcame her past and accepted the equation with her mother. It was the main reason why this epilogue contained a letter from Riddhima to her mother – my initial plans were very different for the epilogue actually.
I’m thankful to y’all for reading and sharing your thoughts, it’s always meant a ton. Thanks so, so much!
Amazing update di . Riddhima got Vansh with whom she can share everything freely. You portrayed each and every character perfectly. Loved it we will miss this book.
thank you so much, Anannya! I’m so glad you enjoyed the book, I’m going to miss reading from you all too.
I knew it… The way story was taking turns, I knew the end was near so I was preparing myself.. but.. 💔🥺still.
Well, I am really very very emotional..
I have 5 books in my best book list, and this book is in that.
Your works, just give peace to one’s mind..
Wow!
Atlast, I just wanna say, keep rocking girl, achieve everything you want.
And if possible, another FF? (Greedy me😂)
And ha, this last part is also created wonderfully by you .
Riddhima’s feeling again truly justified and written beautifully ❤️
A great journey, indeed!!
thank you so much, Aarushi! You’re genuinely the sweetest. As for another FF, I don’t have plans of writing anything afresh at the moment – I just want to wrap-up ‘It Ends With Us’.
Thanks again, I’m honestly humbled 🙂
It ended
Hmm
I am getting emo…i cant write.
Offo, it’s just a story; it had to end. Thanks for commenting nonetheless 🙂
Amazing 😍
thank you!
Awesome EP😍
thank you so much!
Awesome ria. Loved it . Will miss this dearly .
thanks Prapti! I’m going to miss reading all these lovely feedbacks.
Amazing
thank you!
I really didn’t had any idea. That this story will end so sudden. And, I can’t express in words that how deep this story left impact on me.
The story was so beautifully thought, expressed, seamlessly blended and written. I am really feeling emotional. You know, this story was different from others. Infact, your each story is different but your dedication is same.
The last time, I got so emotional reading your work was reading the last episode of “Luka chuppi”.
I am so happy that Riddhima got the happiness which she deserved. For this story, Vansh’s character development was the best for me.
I’d always wanted to tell you that, your imagination is so beautiful, dear Ria.
Thank you so much, Astha! You’re way too kind and generous.
‘Luka Chuppi’ was a very short FF and I guess, that’s why I’m so less attached to it. For this one, even though I’m attached, sometimes I hate myself for writing Vansh’s character like this in the beginning. Anyhow, now that it’s all done, let me not sulk about it lol.
Thanks again!
How beautiful ❤️ will miss it badly 😘😭
thanks, Stuti! I’m going to miss all these comments too 🙂
I loved the way it ended with a good note, Riddhima writing a letter to her mother.
This was very amazing. I loved it 💙💚💜
Any new FF? (🤭)
thank you, Tanvi! So glad you liked the epilogue, it was very different from how epilogues usually are, but this felt fitting.
Haha, I’m yet to finish the other FF of mine after which I’d think of anything else 🙂
Amazing Di…..
thank you!
Dear ria ,
It’s so nice to be with you in the jounery of this story it’s so emotional that the story reach it’s end so beautifully described that emotions of riddhi very well finally she find her soulmate in vansh vansh also played a most important role in her life as a hubby who support her in each and every decision it’s so good know he always behind her back to be with her in hardest situation in their life once again I’m glad that I had a chance to read this story take care of yourself be safe happy and strong all the best for your bright and colourful future dear bye
Thank you so much, KV2711! Your support and kindness has always been very uplifting 🙂
This story of Riddhima finding peace and her soulmate in Vansh cannot be appreciated by words. There are some stories close to my heart and this is one of them. All emotions of Riddhima were portrayed so well. Will miss this one. Can you write another ff if possible!! 💓💓💓
Thank you so much, Cutuuu. It means a lot and I’m so glad that you enjoyed the story. I’ve another FF going on titled ‘It Ends With Us’, so nothing until that finishes at the moment 🙂
Amazing🤩. This journey was superb. I loved it 😘. You wrote wonderfully. Please if possible come with another ff.
thank you so much, Prabhleen! I’m so glad you enjoyed the story. I still have the other FF pending, so I’ll think of new FFs only after that.
Awesome dear ❤
thanks, Sumisha!
The ending is amazing
I thought you will bring lots of more chapters
But it’s ok
It good journey of reading this FF
It’s one of my favourite ffs
Thankyou for sharing your wonderful imagination with us
Thanks so much for reading and sharing your thoughts, really appreciate. I’d no intention to drag the story unnecessarily once the key points were covered, but glad you enjoyed nonetheless!
Amazing
thank you!
Maybe she is starting to regret about her decision ,love the episode
not sure the regret you’re talking of, but glad you liked the epilogue!
I had …..
I just didn’t wish it to end.
I wanted more.
I am sorry
But i am speechless to write anything
Hey, it couldn’t go on endlessly. Plus, there was barely anything to write and I didn’t want to drag the story unnecessarily. I’m glad you enjoyed the story, though, meant a lot to me 🙂
Awesome
thanks Neetu!
This was an amazing epilogue!
Loved how Riddhima simply conveyed her feelings through a letter!
This story was really a wonderful one and I’m really going to miss it. Hope to read more from you❤❤
thank you so much, Parita! You’ve been so kind in sharing your thoughts, really appreciate it. For now, I’d concentrate on finishing ‘It Ends With Us’; can’t be promising for more at the moment.
Excellent dear… Mind-blowing… Please write a new one
thanks, Sayani! I doubt there’d be a new FF anymore, but there’s still ‘It Ends With Us’ that’s pending to be finished.
Fabulous
thank you!
Wow amazing 😍💖💖💖💖
It’s really beautiful journey ria. I really miss you 😭. I really enjoyed very much your FF 😊🐱😊🐱
Thanks for mind-blowing updates 😊😊
Iam late reading today
But unexpected is ending
I really miss
thanks for being so kind throughout the course of the story, Jayanthi – highly appreciated 🙂
Super 💕💕💕
thank you!
Wonderful ❣️❣️😍❤️😍❤️
thanks JJ!
Wow fabulous 😻😻💗💗💗
thank you so much!