Guys, this part contains force, mature content, and violence. Anyone not comfortable with this may skip it.
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(Flashback Starts)
I didn’t even wait for them to respond because I know them if I wait then they’ll lecture me of my values and their upbringing and am not in any mood to listen to them, and after what all they did to me today, am not even interested to have any contact with them. I pulled my sim from my phone and breaking it, I threw it towards the waves and wiping my tears I had a determination that I am not going to sit and cry for someone who doesn’t even give a damn about where I am or how I am. And why will he even bother (sarcasm) who am I to him!!! Now enough of crying… it’s time to change my life
I realized that it was late in the evening when I felt the sun setting in the distance and being a nature lover, I just captured it in my heart closing my eyes and letting the final rays of sun fall on me. After a while, I decided to shift to a hotel and searching for a good one, I checked into a hotel and ordered some food for myself, and freshening up I drifted into sleep as my body and mind both needed it. The next day, I took another sim for myself and started searching for a job and a house to stay. And after a search of a day, I finally got a job in Tata Communications as Analysist Business Operations with an annual package of 14 lakhs. I was supposed to join in a week and meanwhile, I concentrated on searching for a house for myself and after a long search and many rejections I finally got a well-furnished house in Worli Sea Facing Apartment. 2 BHK Fully furnished Apartment with amenities like gym, swimming pool, one covered parking with Modular Kitchen, 2 large balconies, 24-hour water facility. 24×7 security with Camera Surveillance. The society was in a quiet locality as I prefer. Everything was sorted and am set to join the firm tomorrow and am excited about my new start. In this whole week neither did I try to contact my family nor Aditya. I contacted an advocate and after speaking to him about my marriage and all that happened, I applied for divorce and he assured me to lead the proceedings asap.
The next 2 months I spent coping with my new life, my new job, many taunts from b*t*hing ladies and my new friend or should I say a brotherly figure. First coming to those ladies… uff!!! I never understood why the society ladies and colleagues in my office always b*t*h about my broken marriage and in fact, create their own theories and assume their own stories behind my broken marriage when they aren’t aware of the truth behind it. And am least bothered as they don’t deserve to know the truth. Whenever any colleague would comment behind me, then Kabir stood for me and gave them a befitting reply. Oops, I didn’t introduce Kabir right… Chalo I’ll do it now. Kabir… Kabir Malhotra, my colleague, and I met him in my instant days and within a short period of time, he became an important part of my life. He knows everything about me and whenever am upset he always gave me his shoulder to cry on. In these 2 months, I got divorced from Aditya and I never faced him but only my lawyer processed all the proceedings. And a few days back my divorce was finalized and finally am divorced to my 1-day husband. My advocate asked me if I would want to demand any alimony from him or file a case of betrayal on him but I rejected as I didn’t want to have any more relation with him. Finally, am free of that relation legally, and in these 2 months neither my parents tried to contact me nor did I. I accept they don’t have my new number but they know that am in Mumbai, if wanted they could have tried to reach me in any way but still they chose to not and vaise bhi why will they because for them its only society which matters the most. Acha forget it!!! So, coming to my life….. these 2 months I have created a great bond with Kabir and today it’s his birthday party and even after multiple rejections from my side to accompany him as am not in the mood, he forced me to and without any way out, I agreed. And draping myself into a White Pure Georgette Chikankari Dress with minimal jewelry, and makeup I took my car and drove towards his friend’s private farmhouse in Lonavala. Am not aware of his this friend but heard about him from Kabir, he is some Ashok Kapoor.
As soon as I reached, Kabir came to welcome me and he escorted me towards the party area. It had a private pool and bar with the interiors is lavish and everyone present seemed to be all rich brats. The DJ was binging the rock music and all the youngsters were grooming over those energetic songs and in the influence of alcohol many were out of their senses and their dances were full of inebriated moves. They were so funny. I just didn’t like the ambiance so decided to distance myself as I saw Kabir getting drunk and dancing with few girls and I didn’t know anyone there except him so sat near the bar browsing my phone when I could sense a glare on me and lifting my eyes from my phone I examined around to find the glare but then I found none so brushing my those thoughts aside I once again engrossed myself in my phone. After few minutes, I felt someone still staring at me and then when I turned in all directions to find any, I didn’t find any. That’s when I felt a person come from my behind all smiling and I gave him a slight smile trying to recognize if I know him. He forwarded his hand for me and I gave him a confused glare, he cleared his throat and spoke
: Hi, I am Ashok Kapoor, Kabir’s best friend
I gave him a small smile and forwarded my hand to shake his hand
Me: Hi Mr. Kapoor, am Riddhima Sharma, Kabir’s friend
Ashok: Hey beautiful, I am aware of your introduction. Kabir informed me.
I understood his flattery language and just gave him a tight smile. Thought he might leave if I try to avoid him. So, I just gave him a slight smile and excusing myself I went into the lawn and sitting on the soft grass, I kept staring at the sky. It was nearly midnight, and the night sky was picturesque. A black to navy gradient was the backdrop for a full moon; the night sky so clear I could almost see every crater. The moon, a glowing yellowy white, loomed large, surrounded by an ethereal glow. Millions of stars were sprinkled behind it, a few large ones but mostly a multitude of little white pinpricks. Every now and then, a twinkle caught my eye. I have just engrossed myself in it that I didn’t even realize the track of time until Kabir came and hit my shoulder bringing me back of my thoughts
Kabir: Where were you? I have been searching for you!!!
I just gave him a smile biting my tongue and he sat beside me before once again starting his questioning
Kabir: Did you have your dinner?
I just nodded in disapproval and he again hit me and clung his hand behind me and side hugged me scolding me
Kabir: Why don’t you take care of yourself? Did you see the time!! It’s already 11 pm and you haven’t had anything yet…. In fact, half the people already left having their dinner and you are here staring at the sky
It’s the first time he hug me though I felt a bit uncomfortable, I let it go as it’s just a side hug and that too I always treated him as my brotherly figure and even he is aware of that so there isn’t anything wrong in hugging a sister right! So, brushing my thoughts I replied to him
Riddhima: Kabir I wasn’t hungry and vaise bhi the ambiance was a bit uncomfortable so made myself comfortable in the open
Kabir: Chalo now let’s get in and then after dinner we shall leave
He almost pulled me into the house and indeed almost everyone left, there were minimal people who were still grooving to the beats of the DJ who was almost wrapping his songs. Kabir led me towards dining where Ashok along with a man was there bidding bye to few guests. Kabir served me a plate and I was having it while he and Ashok were engrossed in some discussion. Ashok gave Kabir something and as his back was facing me, I felt him bending his neck a bit sniffing something and Ashok was inhaling something which he had in his hands. I was wondering what they were doing but as it was not of my concern so I just let it go. I was done and decided to leave as its already getting late
Me: Kabir, I think I need to leave!!!
Kabir as if he’s checking me out stared at me from tip to toe, I did feel uncomfortable but my heart asks me to just let it go and I smile at him while I see Ashok leaving from there to bid the last guests. As I start walking, I felt something tucking my dupatta so I turn around to detach it but what I saw made me a bit curious and a lot confused and a hell lot of panic arose in me. Kabir was tucking the edge of my dupatta, brushing my panic aside, I try to pull it but he doesn’t let it go
Me: Kabir, what are you doing!! Let me go… it’s already late.
But instead of letting my dupatta go, he was pulling it and for the first time, I felt that his eyes had some glint in them and my conscience was sending me negative vibes. I was scared but I didn’t want him to know that and didn’t even feel like giving him any negative ideas if he didn’t have any so, I wanted to portray everything normal and projecting myself irritated I almost raised my voice
Me (loud voice): Kabir!!! (trying to act normal) what happened? I need to go. Lemme go!!!
He didn’t pay heed to my talks and suddenly he inhaled something which was on his left thumb base some white powder…. Suddenly realization hit me hard. It’s…… its drugs!!!! His actions created panic in me and I just tried to drag my dupatta away from his hold but even when he is in an intoxicated state, he seems to be still strong enough to not let my dupatta go. It was going up my head and the anger, frustration, irritation, panic, and fear over occupied my brain and heart and losing my cool I shouted on top of my voice
Me (shout): KABIR!!! LEAVE ME NOW!!!!!!!!
As if I hit a wrong nerve, he pulled me towards him with my dupatta and I landed almost over him but tried to balance myself and, in this process, Kabir fell on the floor and me a bit distance away from him and his hold on my dupatta too got loosened. I caught hold of my phone which fell near me and grabbing it, I just didn’t give a moment to even think of what might happen or what’ll happen. I just ran towards the exit while Kabir was struggling to get up and I ran until I reached the exit and was struggling to open my car but my hands were shivering enough of the teaser of madness, I saw in Kabir’s eyes. I finally managed to open my car and sitting abruptly I was starting my car when I felt a shadow beside me and when I turned towards my right, I found Kabir licking his hand as a psycho and his eyes carried some evilness. I tried to start the car but he grabbed the keys and throwing them away he started to open the car but I was trying hard to not let him do so and closed all the windows so that his hands doesn’t reach the lock of the door and I locked all the doors to make sure he doesn’t enter. He being intoxicated and under the effect of drugs was not in a mood to listen to a no and started banging the windows of the car and tried to pull the door with full force while I was crying and shouting for help but being in an isolated location none seemed to be there to help me. I tried to contact for any help and then I realized that there were no signals and I started accusing myself for not being responsible and coming all way to a secluded farmhouse just because I know a single person. I tried to call for any emergency number but all my trials went in vain and then I realized that I got signals in the house but not outside but I can’t get into the house and trap myself so I dropped a voice message to the Police Control Room with a hope that when I get out of here, maybe I get some signals and someone might reach to help me out. As I was trying to fetch signals, I heard a loud bang on my door and turned around to find Kabir banging my window with a stone in an attempt to break it. My tears were unstoppable and I started to get panic and then with a long bang I could feel the glass breaking and those pieces shattered and some even pierced my face and hands as I tried to protect myself. He pulled open my door and started dragging me as I tried to protest but all in vain. My trials couldn’t stop him.
The monster in him was like as if in a pure hunger and without any mercy was dragging me from my seat as I put all my effort into protesting. He finally got me out and started dragging me towards the house as I kept on shouting for help. As if he got agitated by my loud cries, he turned around and staring me for a moment, and then before I could understand what was happening, I felt myself in the air and he pulled me onto his shoulders as if he’s picking a rice bag, he started carrying me on his shoulders while I kept on trying to get off his clutches and started vigorously moving my legs and even was hitting his back but as if my trials were not even hurting him, he was not even stopping in his tracks. My senses stopped functioning, I could feel myself turning numb in fear and I was praying for this worse dream to end for once and for all!!! I can’t take this anymore… I could feel him climbing up the stairs but am not even bothered I just want him to let me go. That’s when I hear a knob turning and find him opening the door of some room and the next what I feel is he letting me to stand on my feet.
And as soon as he lets me on the floor, I step back from him while he gives an evil smirk and locks the door, and turning around, facing me with all the evilness in his eyes. I try to find where I am but my moist eyes were blocking my sight. I did realize that he bought me into a bedroom. Before I could reach to the door to escape, he blocked it, and giving me a smirk, he pulled my dupatta once again, and with a jerk, he got it in his hands and hovering it around his neck, he was smiling like a lunatic. My shouts were unheard and my trials to get out were all in vain. He was gesturing me to come to him with his hands as I was trying to run all over the room trying to escape him. To my bad luck after a lot of struggle, he got hold of me and was hugging me from behind as I tried to get away from his clutches but he stiffened his hold and was nuzzling my neck and his filthy touch was freaking me. I stomped his leg with my heels and with a thud, he fell on the floor holding his leg and taking it as an opportunity I ran to the door and was trying to unlock it when he held me once again and pulled me into his embrace. I was trying to get rid of him, but he was overpowering me and his filthy touch on my face …. Was just indescribable. Seems like fate and god aren’t in my favor today. I could feel his face near my ears as he was whispering something, listening to which my eyes popped out and his reality hit me hard
Kabir (whispering): I have waited for this for 2 months Riddhima.
He had a smirk as my eyes were out of the socket of his revelation. Before I could react, he started caressing my face with his hand, I pushed his hand off my face. He twisted my hand behind me and holding my both the hands with his one hand and another hand was behind my neck while he bought his head towards my face and suddenly…… (I hate to even recollect those memories…. That night was the worse day of my life which haunts me till today) he suddenly started licking my face…., my tears, my cheeks.
Kabir: You taste salty Riddhima…. You shouldn’t cry, those tears are spoiling your taste.
Before I could even react, he once again pulled me onto his shoulders and carried me towards the bed while I kept on resisting his every move. He threw me over the bed and as I tried to escape, he hovered on me and leaning towards me, he cupped my face hard with his fingers while I could see his eyes red and smell of alcohol filled the entire room and it was disgusting as those filthy breaths were on my face. I tried to get rid of his hold on me and used my hands to push him but he stayed put. I got out of his grip with full force pushing him and I just back out towards the headboard trying to search for a way out but even in this intoxicated sense, his senses are alert. He pulls my legs towards him and I once again push him and this time, he falls off the bed and I rush myself out of the bed and stand aside searching for something that could help me out and that’s when my eyes fell on the fruit knife and I grabbed it before he stood and stared me with pure lust in his eyes. I finally try to speak
Me (stammering): W… what the… hell are…. You up…to ka…. kabi…r!!!! Are you even ….in you…r senses!!!
Kabir (smirking): Oh, come on Riddhima!!! Don’t spoil my mood and the chance we got.
Me (broken): What… the f**k!!!!
Kabir: You know Riddhima… I have waited for 2 months to get you till here. The first day I saw you in our office, my eyes were stuck on you for your damn figure and your beauty!! (lust) I just wanted to have you in my bed and see…. (evil wink) you are here. I had to control myself in many situations. Finally, one idea and you are in my room now and on my bed in few more minutes if you just don’t piss me.
Shocked!!! Na!!! That’s an understatement. I was aghast. The person I felt as a brother had lust on me from day 1 and I was indeed a fool not to understand his intentions. Just trusting a person on the basis of being a colleague doesn’t justify my foolishness. But now that wasn’t the time to blame myself but to fight him and get off here before it’s too late
Me (sobbing and broken): I… I trusted you Kabir…r!!! I treated you as my br… broth…er!!!
Kabir: Oh, cut the crap Riddhima! Don’t be foolish! In which way, you could address me as your brother!! And… (smirk) if wanted then from tomorrow I can be your brother but …. But not tonight!!! Tonight, am just your one-night stand if you want to refer to me as such (evil smirk). Do you have any idea how hard it was for me and how many plans I had to make to get you alone!!!
Me (trying to understand the revelations): You…. Y…you made plans? (confused)
Kabir (smirk): What do you think a person has 2 birthdays in a year? My birthday was done even before you joined the office this birthday was just a plan to get you here. And how can you be such a fool Riddhima (evil laugh) did you find any of our colleagues here? No, right!!! That’s because they all are aware of my birthday and the guests here were Ashok’s friends who were here for a small get-together party.
My eyes widened in shock trying to digest to the reality of how bad I was trapped in his fake birthday plan. My senses lost their sense to even react but then I saw him proceeding towards me and I had to react, I can’t let him do whatever he wanted to with me. I held the knife indicating him to stop in his tracks and he did for a moment and that’s when my eyes left their socket to see what he was up to, he took his phone and did something in it before placing it a bit away from the bed… Oh god!!! That’s when another reality stuck me… he is…. Chi… he is going to record his act!!! I feel disgusted on myself for trusting a monster like him without even thinking before. Today I realize that trusting a wrong person blindly ruins our lives to the core and I could feel my end but am the daughter of an Army officer… I can’t accept defeat without fighting back. Even before I could attack him, he held my hands and pushed me on the bed with him hovering over me while he unbuckles his belt as I stare at him with disgust and hatred occupied by fear and anguish. I use all my plight to get rid of him when he holds both my hands above my head while I try hard to get rid of him from me. Then I felt something on my wrists and as I lift my head to see what it was, I find him buckling my hands with his belt and I gave him a shocked glare before totally breaking and yelling at him
Me (Yell): What the hell are you up to Kabir!! Please leave me!! I beg you…. Don’t spoil my life
Kabir (smirk): C’mon Riddhima. You’ll definitely love it. Don’t be a spoilsport. Your one-day husband never gave you any happiness so let me give it to you.
Me (disgust): I hate the moment I met you… you bastard!!!
Before I could speak further, I receive a tight slap on my face and as my face slid into the side, he started nuzzling my neck with his wet kisses and started biting, licking, and sucking my collar bone making me hate myself for trusting this bastard. I kept on shouting to get him off me but nothing seemed to help me out. He pulled my dress off my shoulders and was staring at my open shoulders before hovering on them to suck using his filthy mouth. I wiggle under him as a worm and try to use my legs in hitting me but everything goes unnoticed by him. I feel like nothing is bothering him as his eyes had a hunger for my body. His hands trail towards my hip stopping my breath as it gradually starts drawing circles over them before catching hold of my dress and … and…… (those memories eat my days and nights today too…. I … I hate myself as it has his touch still) and he pulls my dress off me in a go and his eyes now are on my …. My…. My br*asts under my bra. He hungrily gives a smirk before hovering on them not before pulling me up a bit and unclasping my bra as my br*asts fall over. He grabs them massaging them, licking my nibbles, and sucking them as I cry for help and as usual my cries are unanswered. He shows his hunger for me on my br*asts torturing me for my foolishness. His hands travel all over my body trying to explore every inch of my upper body, licking and sucking them. My cries get louder seeing him reach the hem of my bottom and before even I could push him, he pulled it with force, tearing it apart making me stay nude under him with hunger and lust in his eyes.
Me (shout) (cry): Someone please help me!!!!!! Kabi…r please … I be…g you!!! Leave me…. You are……spoiling a pure relation………… I…. I always treated you …… as my brother and brothers never hurt their sis…ters
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Stepping out of the house to a known persons’ place doesn’t give the right to anyone to point a finger at a woman character!!! Every woman has the right to chose for herself and none…. I say it again NONE has the right to judge her.
Is stepping out of the house at night alone a crime??? Does it give the right to passerby’s to judge and hurt you??? Isn’t it our life to decide???
Guys am against this violence against women but the FF is based on those incidents as I want to throw a light on them. I hope you’ll understand the need of this