Rumya OS: leap of faith (current track)

She was going away from him again. She knew this time it was forever.
Tears escaped her eyes remembering their moments no matter what she will always cherish his memories and time spent with him.
Picking her luggage soumya made her way inside the airport when her phone rang. She saw rudra’s name flashing on her phone screen. She sadly smiled remembering how he was upset with her for going away.
” please don’t go soumya and I don’t want to lose my friend again ” said rudra who looked quite upset with her leaving to Australia again.
Soumya looked away controlling her emotions. Was it easy for her to leave him once again and go. Only her heart knew how it hurts to leave him but what else she can do? It was either easy for her to see him with bhavya everytime. she had kept a stone in her heart and United them but till when will she control her emotions. She wanted to run away from him as she ran two years ago. ironical enough both of the times she left for Australia to hid her feeling from him.
” rudra please don’t force me to stay back. I have a career here ” she replied to him. He looked down disappointed and walked out of the room . She sobbed as he left the room.
She had no one in this world. She never saw her father since birth and her world revolved around her brother and mother and both of them left her one after another. It was last year when her mother left her all alone in this world. How badly she wanted to share this news with rudra but when she had phoned the oberoi mansion since he was not picking up his phone mistakenly gauri had picked up the phone and when asked about rudra and introduced as his friend being chirpy gauri had spilled about rudra and bhavya making soumya never call back again. She packed her bag and bid a farewell to everyone but no one wanted to her go away and tried many ways to stop her. Gauri bhabhi had started to consider her as her choti devarani . How she hoped it was truth but the truth was rudra did not love her. It took her a long time for soumya to convince gauri the truth that rudra never considered this marriage and loved bhavya to the core.
” so what. You are married to him soumya. Fight for your rights ” said gauri.
” bhabhi our marriage was a drunken marriage. We were not in conscieness when this marriage happened ” said soumya trying to convince gauri who was angry with everyone for not telling her about rudra’s marriage . No one had reply for her questions which was quite valid.
” a marriage is marriage soumya whether it was done on conscious or unconsciously . U have taken promises in front of sacred fires and with all rituals. ” said gauri firmly.
Soumya looked at gauri shockingly .gauri was right but somewhere she did not want to cage rudra in this unwanted marriage.
” he does not love me bhabhi. I can’t force him in my love ” confessed soumya.
” so what soumya we will make him fall in love with you. Friendship is the first step in love. U and rudra have that thing. ” said anika who entered gauri’s room to talk with soumya.
Anika cupped soumya’s face and looked into her eyes.
” I’m sorry. I could never understand your feelings. If I knew u loved rudra this much I would never let any bhavya enter his life. ” said anika.
Soumya’s eyes filled with tears seeing anika and gauri’s concern for her.
” please let me go. I can’t do this with rudra. I can’t tangle him in this unwanted relationship. I don’t want to lose our friendship in my love. I’m very happy with this friendship. Love is letting go not caging right bhabhi? “asked soumya looking at anika.
Anika and gauri could only hug this stubborn girl whose love was so pure and selfless.
She had spoken to bhavya once and she seemed a very good person . Wishing happiness for her love soumya had walked away from the mansion without seeing rudra one last time because he had refused to bid her farewell. She had never intended to come back to his life but was forced by her heart. she had come to see him . He was very happy to see her and hugged her. He had tired to keep her away from his problems but she had found about bhavya and stayed back to unite them.

“haa rudra what happened? “asked soumya picking up the phone.
Receiving no response from the other side made soumya quite worried.
” soumya … Bhaiya is in hospital. Abhay had planned all this ” she heard his broken voice.
Soumya rushed out of the airport missing her flight and went straight to the hospital by taxi.
He was sitting here alone .bhavya had tried to console him but he felt nothing. He was waiting for her to come as she had appeared previous time unexpectedly. His love angel who made him smile and gave him assurance when he was in verge of losing his brother. He did not know the reason why he called her when bhavya was there with him to console him but his heart carved for her solace.
She had entered his life once again looking gorgeous and losing her weight but nothing changed nor his friendship nor his feelings for her. Maybe it did not matter to him whatever happened soumya had accepted him as he was nor she mocked his flaws so the same way he had accepted her with all her flaws .yes they used to tease each other but when it comes in front of others soumya never mocked his childish behavior but he had always insulted her weight in front of others. The one thing he regretted in his life was letting her go because when she had left him he had realized her importance in his life. He literally had no one to tease him or make fun of him. He met bhavya and she had all the qualities what he wanted in a girl and he was all set to impress her. He was hurt when bhavya made fun of his childish behavior so he went on making fun of her age which caused her to marry someone which he stopped in disgraceful manner which disgusted her. She slapped me and hurt his ego so he made her to work for him as a price for hurting his ego. He was again getting attached to bhavya when he remembered her betrayal and left her. Soumya entered and United them.
He saw her hurt when bhavya accepted him back in her life but did nothing as always. Have he given her anything else than hurt in her life ?
Gauri bhabhi was angry when she had got to know about soumya and his drunken marriage. She was firm in making him accept it and bhavya’s plea of the marriage being invalid was turned down by her. Soumya had stepped in and convinced bhabhi about it. Bhabhi had bow down. Why was she so selfless?
She had planned to go away and it created a havoc in his life he did not want her leave him again. He wanted her his friend in his life. It was just yesterday when he had consoled her regarding her mother’s death cancelling his date with bhavya. It was yesterday when she had cried on his shoulder and blurt out her hurt. He had tired many methods and nothing worked. He had let her go though his heart pierced like anything. It looked like she had taken one of the important pieces of his heart along with her and walked away.
Had he broken her heart?
He sensed her and looked at her. She was there. She sat next to him.
” everything will be alright rudra. Nothing will happen to bade bhaiya ” she said painfully.
He hugged her tightly and tears escaped his eyes. He broke the hug after some time when anika bhabhi had walked down to tell about shivaay being out of danger. He went towards his brother leaving her with anika di.
It was days shivaay bhaiya was back to normal but he was not. He knew she would again try to go away but his heart did not want her to walk away.
His both bhabhis had walked in his room with his brothers.
” rudra do you love soumya? “asked anika.
” bhabhi what are you asking. I love bhavya ”
Anika cut him off.
” that’s why in hospital you was hugging soumya and crying here not letting bhavya to console you and called her first when shivaay was injured. U wanted her solace when whole family is there ” said anika stating the facts.
Even rudra realized the whole thing.
Soumya effects him more than bhavya. Since soumya had entered his life he did not feel the need of anyone in his life . He felt complete. He was back of bhavya thinking that she would fill the void of soumya’s absence but it did not happen.
” Rudy bhaiya if you love soumya please stop her ” said gauri.
” rudra it’s your decision ” said shivaay.
” but bhaiya bhavya if I left her. It would be unfair with her ”
” rudra if you marry her and love soumya. It would be more unfair. We will handle everything. What do you want? ” asked omkara.
” soumya ” he confessed.
He needed her in his life. The one who will accept him with his flaws .The one with whom he can share everything with him . He was being selfish but his love for her was selfish. He had fallen in love with soumya and this time deeply.
” but what if she does not feel same for me ” rudra uttered from his mouth.
Anika bhabhi had hit him on his head.
” rudra she loves you stupid. Everyone could see that. She loves you to the extent that she let you go from her life so that you can be happy. Me and gauri had tried to pursue her to not leave you but she was stubborn and did not listen. She wanted you to be happy with your love. ” confessed anika.
Hearing her words rudra rushed out of the room to meet her and confess everything.
He finally found her in garden speaking over the phone.
” soumya ” he screamed.
Soumya turned around him and smiled at him happily.
” rudra what happened? ” she asked.
He came near her.
” I love you ” he confessed .
She looked at him shockingly and laughed at him.
” rudra you are joking right? ” asked soumya smiling but she was feeling hurt .
” no. I love you believe me soumya “rudra said holding her hand tightly.
The words which she was yearning to hear from his mouth. It looked like a dream.
” soumya I know I have hurt you many times but believe me I really love you. It was always you. It was always our story. Rehaan and bhavya were just chapters in our story . I was so foolish back that time I never realized. I always wanted someone like bhavya but I forgot love can never change with outer beauty. U know what soumya if you become fat also I will never stop loving you. I feel in love with your everything soumya Including ur flaws. Will you give me a chance? I know I’m not worth of it but please? ” rudra confessed and looked at her hopefully.
She stood here frozen as he confessed his love. She knew giving him chance means letting him have control over her heart again. What was the guarantee he would not break her heart again? . Love is all about taking leap of faith and she did want to take it one last time.
” I love you rudra. I had always loved you and I will always will ” soumya hugged him.
” then why did you let me go
soumya? ” asked rudra.
Soumya took a deep breath and said
” I have heard from someone that If we love someone, let them go. If they return, they were always yours. If they don’t, they never were . I just wanted to see how true was it ”
Rudra took soumya in his embrace and whispered ” I was always yours annd I never leave you ”
” you better not Mr rudra singh oberoi. This are hands of parata eating girl. I will hit you by one hand and you will never be able to stand up again ” soumya threatened rudra playfully making him laugh.
” what did you tell to bhavya? ” asked soumya.
” I did not meet you. I think anika bhabhi and gauri bhabhi could have said her everything ” rudra confessed.
” Now let’s go inside. Everyone will be waiting ” said rudra holding her hand and planting a soft kiss on it making soumya smile slyly.
They walked inside by holding each other hands towards their bright future.

Only completed a Rumya os. OK guys I was so happy. Heard soumya aka Neha is coming back to ishqbaaz. what else would make me jump in happiness?. I was heartbroken when she excited. Half of the fandom are so happy with this but I’m not excepting high as I know they would use her catalyst for Ruvya. I don’t anyway care I hope the makers Change their minds seeing that half of the fandom wants Rumya as the end game and some are planning to watch ishqbaaz on TV. Last I hope neha would have not agreed for any cameo role.
Let me honestly confess I have skipped ruvya’s all scenes except their first meeting. It was only Rumya for me and I could not connect to ruvya nor the chemistry worked out to me.
The bonding of om and soumya was so special so was soumya with everyone. Let gul what ever she wants I don’t care till I get Rumya.
Some people made a fuss about Mansi career getting ruined with entry of neha.
Neha was the one who gained weight for the show and waited so much time and she was kicked out of the show telling Rumya story is on a break and the story is not working out.
People still love Rumya over Ruvya. I just don’t want to play with my feelings again. This was the first couple to made me mad and I was literally crying when their track ended. I hope the makers does not take the audience granted.
People make find me rude. If Rumya is not happening. I will back to illusion zone where ishqbaaz means obros, Shivika, rikara, rudra. I will not ship rudra with bhavya.