It was late in night when Soumya lied down and hugging her teddy bear she closed her eyes…she slept instantly as she was really exhausted from this long day shopping and the angry glance of her husband which she can’t explain at all…
She wants to ask him but he was nervous, that what she can’t really understand, when his humor changes from normal to strange to pure anger and she can’t do anything
Maybe because she’s the reason why he’s like that?
No…it’s his work, he’s busy with work only, and with this thought, and she doesn’t do anything wrong to make him angry, right?
But now, she could sleep easily with her teddy bear because Rudra is really concentrated on his laptop
She doesn’t know what wakes her up in the middle of the night…when she opens her eyes, it’s still dark and her teddy bear in between her arms…and then she looked up only to meet her husband’s eyes staring at her.
Soumya-Rudra?
Rudra-you love it so much?
She looked at him, not understanding what he’s talking about…she’s so sleepy, she closed her eyes and then opened fast
Soumya-what?
Rudra-this teddy bear!
She can’t see if he’s really angry but from the tone of his voice, she could say he’s serious
If she loves it so much?
After all it’s a teddy bear…but it’s HIS gift for her
Soumya-yes…it’s the best gift ever
But he wakes her up to ask her this?
It’s really strange…
He just lied in the bed but she felt him so distant and far away from her, lost in his thoughts…
She can’t sleep anymore
She gets up a little, still holding her teddy
Soumya-Rudra?
Rudra (Without looking her side) -hmm?
Soumya- why you’re so angry?
He suddenly faces her, gets up to sit on the bed
Rudra-because of you! … I’m angry because of you!
She hugged her teddy bear the more, shocked and surprised but not so scared of him
Soumya-why? Did I do something wrong?
Rudra-Something wrong?!…please let’s sleep, now!
Soumya-no but I want to know…
Rudra ignores her and lay down in the bed, again, his back facing her
With her teddy bear, she advances more towards him, so close; she leaned to look at his face
Soumya-you’re sleeping or just closing your eyes?…if you’re angry with me, then sorry Rudra, but just don’t be angry with me, your gift is perfect and I’d love it more than all the other gifts…Rudra, I can’t believe you’re sleeping!
Soumya thinks a little and then she teases the cheek of her husband with the bear
That was it for Rudra!
Game over for Soumya!
His patience has a limit
His frustration comes out like a fire
And that innocent gaze on her eyes doesn’t help anymore
Enough is enough for him…he wants her…and it can’t wait!
In one second, he was on the top of her and of her bear, crushing both of them under his hard body, he tries to take it from her hands but he couldn’t :
Rudra-give it to me!
Soumya-Ru…N…No!
Rudra-I said let off of that stupid bear now!
Soumya-why?…No!
Rudra-Soumya!…I’m already angry, so do as I say!
Soumya hugs her bear tightly, but Rudra succeed in taking it, forcibly from her, but he just puts it, near her, in the bed
Rudra-I see you can kiss and hug that bear!
Soumya looks at him, she doesn’t understand the point
Rudra-so you know how to kiss and hug?
Soumya opens her eyes widely
Rudra-Answer!
Soumya-of course… I can…I mean who can’t kiss or hug that soft thing?!
Soumya was innocent but not blind, she can see what her husband meant but still…what she loves about him above all…was that angry look, when he’s pissed off because of her and couldn’t do anything but tonight she thinks that his calm and so called indifferent attitude is gone…she has a thought that tonight he’s not ready to wait anymore…she knew he’s just waiting for her to be ready to do what a real husband do with his legal wife…he wanted to give her the space and the time she needs…and Soumya is affected by that
She continues -Rudra…I told you I love this bear, because it’s your gift, it’s you who had the idea to bring me there and buy me something I really want
She smiles…but Rudra wasn’t in the mood to be nice and calm with her anymore, she crossed the limits by being so beautiful, so bubbly to that he could handle by himself all this, and suddenly when he was thinking how to tell her, in a soft way that he wants her, he wants to kiss her to hug her to have her she kisses his cheek, softly and then the other one too with same softness…he can’t believe this softness exists.
Rudra, surprised, he looks at her he tried to understand ,but couldn’t…all he could is kissing her soft cheeks as well…he poses many pecks all over her face, gently and she does the same, but no one have the courage to pose it on the lips of the other… Rudra gently puts his lips on hers and they start kissing each other lips but not deeply…so soft and slow.
But Rudra couldn’t do anything further with her, before, introducing that to her…now, it’s just a game for her, she’s just kissing him like she does with the bear, but when his desire increases then he’s worried she will be scared of him.
She was kissing his lips, when he poses his index, in between their lips
Rudra-Soumya ! I want to tell you something!
Soumya-tell me
She said catching her breath and looking down to not face his eyes
Rudra-I’m your husband!
Soumya-really?
She giggled softly and he liked the sound of it like hell but he has to be firm in this matter
Rudra-this is not a joke!
Soumya-I know but…I know you’re my husband!
Rudra-fine ! you know that between husband and wife…things can happen !
Soumya-things can happen?
Rudra-yes, many things happen! I mean…no one told you about that?
Soumya-about what?
Rudra-about those kind of things!
She looked at him, intrigued, she eagerly want to hear that from his mouth, RSO mouth…rough, hard, bad, severe with everyone but her…she’s impressed and proud because he’s like that only with her
Rudra-look Soumya…a husband has all the right on his wife and so the wife has the same rights on her husband…it means Soumya I can touch you everywhere I can kiss you everywhere (she blushes, it was so hard to hear to all this, even if she knew all that already from movies, books and her friends talks, Rudra noticed her confused but continues)..and I can do with you many things, Soumya, do you understand?
Soumya-things?
Rudra-yes things! I guess you can see what I mean you’re a student, you’re smart, I think you know that we can’t just sleep with each other only like that, you’re my wife, I want to this relationship to progress
Soumya was amused and same time confused, he was so serious, taking so much effort to explain to her
Soumya was in his arms, now…and they are talking like that, in the arms of each other, close to each other
He caresses her cheek
Rudra-I know that you understand what I mean, because in our Suhaag raat, you were crying and you were in trouble, thinking that…I’m goanna…I’m…you know…but now…I think I’m not a stranger anymore, right?
She nodded…she understands very well
He kisses her forehead…and she does the same
He smiles…his heart is beating so fast…he takes a deep breath
Rudra-ok, then Soumya…you’re not scared anymore of me?
She nodded negatively, why she should feel scared when she has him, now
Soumya-I do read books…
(She said softly that he barely could hear)..I know the things you’re talking about
His heart is beating so fast
Rudra-what do you know?…you could tell me all, I’m your husband and sometimes books and people lie about those matters but you can trust me
Soumya-I know…you want to kiss me
Rudra-this is true
He approaches his face from hers to have a better look at her blushing and then when she keeps looking down…he looks again at her lips.
Rudra-kissing is not the only thing I want to do to you, Soumya
Soumya-touches
Rudra-yes…so soft touches…everywhere
His voice is deep and husky and he knew that this conversation is affecting him as well as her…
And he knew as well that down there…under the blanket all is on fire
Soumya-everywhere?
She murmured…was it a question? Or she needs more details
Rudra-everywhere all over your body and it’s unallowable to feel shy with me, ok?
Soumya-but…(She hesitated)…I’m feeling…already shy
He smirked and then comes closer to take her in between his arms
Rudra-here…in my arms, do you feel shy?
Soumya-hmm
Rudra-I want you Soumya…do you understand?
He sighed
Soumya-yes
Rudra-no…you don’t know how much I want you!
Soumya-how much?
She asked because she could also see pain in his eyes or she doesn’t explain what she finds in his glance…he wants her so much …so much that it hurts
Oh my…oh my god
Soumya-I don’t want to hurt you, Rudra…
He smiled
Rudra-no…my baby, I feel better when you’re in my arms
Soumya-really?
Rudra-hmm, really
He said against her ear softly and then he kissed it…licked her lobe gently softly
It’s so hot
He made butterflies kisses from her ear and all along her neck
She smells sweet and fruity..it’s both soft and fresh smell…and it’s delicious
He stopped to look at her and see her reaction
Rudra-scared?
She nodded negatively
Yes…she understands all this and also, she’s not scared but now when he took off his shirt and he’s all shirtless before her , she hesitated, she’s not sure she’s ready for this
She looked at him…he’s so handsome
She closed her eyes
And then felt same soft butterfly’s kisses on her forehead, above her eyes, on her cheeks, nose, lips, chin, on her neck, cleavage, arms, hands…