rumya_ff by Khushi (Part 8)

Hi i am back after so so long and i missed you guys.Sorry for being late and not posting for about a week.I am sorry.

Once Abhay dropped Soumya at her house.He went to his house.Soumya went to her house and saw that her mom fell asleep so without disturbing her she went to her room and freshened up and wanted to sleep but couldn’t.
Rudra was drinking coffee while sitting at his desk.Just trying to complete his presentation.

Rudra(Thinking):Why am i just thinking about her?I shouldn’t be thinking about her.She is getting married to someone else.
Soumya was drinking coffee and thinking about her future.
Soumya(Thinking):I have never felt this compelled to do anything.I don’t want to do this marriage.
Rudra(Thinking):She sounded very confuse about this marriage.She has tendency to be very confused.
Soumya(thinking):I have to think of others.This is not just my life.
Rudra(thinking):Till the end she will try to convince herself that everything is going to be fine.She is crazy like that i can’t believe i fell for that crazy girl.But i will also go in her engagement.
Soumya:I am going to do something about this in morning.
Rudra:I cannot do anything.But i will always support her in life.What else she will have to go through in life.
They finally fell asleep.
The next day she was only thinking about how to ask her mom about it.Her mom was sitting in living room when she came to kitchen.Soumya thought this was the right time to talk about it.
Soumya:Good morning mom
Soumya’s mom:Good morning dear

Soumya:I wanted to tell you that i don’t want to marry Abhay.
Soumya’s mom:Did anything happen?
Soumya:No,It is just that i just consider him good friend.
Soumya’s mom:But he loves you and will always take care of you.
Soumya:I know that but i just…can’t
Soumya’s mom:Then why did you agree for this marriage?
Soumya:Because i saw you happy after so long.But now i can’t pull this off.
Soumya’s mom:You did all this for me.But now you don’t have to do this.Now it is too late.
Soumya:I will convince him.You don’t have to worry about anything.
Soumya’s mom:Ok but always remember that thinking about yourself is not selfishness.
Soumya:Ok let me tell him.
Soumya went to Abhay’s office.

Soumya:Good Afternoon
Abhay:Good Afternoon what brings you here?
Soumya:I want to tell you that i cannot do this marriage.
Abhay:Why sudden change?
Soumya tells him the conversation that happened between her and her mom.
Abhay pinned Soumya to the wall.

Abhay:What about me?
Soumya:I can’t marry you.You can find better girls than me.It is just one sided love because i still love Rudra and always will.
Abhay:But he left you and how can you still love him?
Soumya:I can’t do anything.I have no control on love.It just happens.But i would rather have bad times with him rather than good times with someone else.
Abhay:It is ok if you don’t love me but you have to marry me or i will drag you to venue.

Soumya:No,Try to understand don’t force me for this.
Abhay:If you don’t agree for this i will tell Rudra and his family about why did you ask for alimony from their family.
Soumya:How do you know about all this?
Abhay:That is not important right now and your answer is more important right now.
Soumya(thinking):I will have to do this.So that no one finds out the reason.
Abhay:Stop thinking and tell me YES or NO?
Soumya:Yes,I feel ashamed to call you my friend.
Abhay:It is okay because i am your fiance and the engagement is tomorrow remember that.

Soumya was really upset she left from there.
While in Oberoi Mansion in afternoon after eating lunch everyone were sitting in living room
Anika:I think we should go to Soumya’s engagement tomorrow.
Omkara:How can you say that?
Shivaay:I can’t see her getting engaged to someone else.
Ishana:But she will need someone’s support.
Omkara:I can’t see her like this.
Jaanvi:What about Rudra?

Ishana:We will not take him.Don’t tell him we are going in their engagement.
Anika:Totally on the same page.
Omkara:The deal is sealed.
They go to their room.
While Soumya came home and went to her mom’s room.
Soumya:We have to leave this place.
Soumya’s mom:Why?
Soumya:I am going to tell you that later but we are going to run away from here and we will go to Pune and never come back.
Soumya’s mom:Why?
Soumya:I applied for a job over there and i got a job there.
Soumya’s mom:Really we are moving back?
Soumya:Yes
Her mom was really happy.Her mom started packing her stuff.She went to her room and packed her stuff.

After an hour or so they took taxi to Airport.They did the formalities and then Soumya went to get coffee and Soumya’s mom sat at a table.
While at Oberoi Mansion Rudra was in his room playing with kids.When he gets a call.He picks it up.
Rudra:Hello
Abhay:Hi Rudra,I want to invite you to our engagement ceremony.It is tomorrow so come tomorrow at 10:00AM with the whole Oberoi Family.
Rudra:Yes we will come.By the way you didn’t had to worry about that?
Abhay: Why?
Rudra:Because i already got invited by Soumya and not just me but the whole oberoi family so you didn’t had to worry about it.
Abhay(thinking):Of course she can’t forget about her Ex-husband and his family.
Rudra:Are you there?
Abhay came out of his thoughts.
Abhay:We will talk later.
Rudra disconnected phone.
Rudra(thinking):What is wrong with him?All of a sudden this much insecurity.I hope she took right decision.
While Soumya and her mom were sitting in flight and waiting for it to take off.
Soumya(thinking):I never want to come back to this city.It has given me pain more than happiness.
She remembered all her past memories in Mumbai.
Flight Attendant:The plane is about to take off so fasten your seat belt.
While in Oberoi Mansion they were talking about Priyanka’s wedding.
Priyanka:I don’t want to get married right now.
Tej:Why?
Priyanka:I…am waiting for…fir…st love.

Jaanvi:You can find love in your husband.
Priyanka:You people can first fall in love then get married.Then why not me?
Dadi:I disagree with you.I fell in love with your dadaji after marriage.
Priyanka:I want to fall in love first.
Ishana:What qualities are you looking for in your future husband?
Priyanka:I want him to be stable in life,intelligence,never lie to me,confident,fit,and good sense of humor.
Omkara:You proved it that you are our sister.
Anika:More than anything his nature,humbleness,and nature toward people matter and height also matters.
Anika and Omkara shared High five.

Ishana:For me most important is balance between truth and lie is most important.But also cooking is extra credit.
Shivaay and Ishana shared high five.
Jaanvi:Love is not what they look like or how fit they are.Love is accepting that flaws and helping fixing it.
Priyanka:For me love is when you can trust so much that you are going to jump off the cliff because you know that someone will hold on to you…
Just then Rudra comes.
Rudra:What are you all doing here with everyone here in this sunny afternoon.
Tej:Trying to get Prinku get married but she is not listening.
Rudra:Why?
Pinky:Because she wants to fall in love first.
Rudra:Love is not something which you have to wait for.If it is in the destiny it can after the marriage with someone else rather than your husband.
Pinky:Let it be Rudra she won’t listen to anyone.
Omkara:Love is when you smile for no reason.You enjoy something that you hated on the first place.
Anika:Love comes without notice and stays in your heart forever.
Ishana:Love is when someone becomes more important than you.You wouldn’t think of your future without them.

Shivaay:Love is unexpected it comes when you are not even looking for it.You lose control over yourself.
Dadi:Rudra what is love?
Rudra:Dadi,you already got so much opinion on love.My opinion is not needed.
Dadi:But your opinion also matters to me.
Rudra:It is not this much lovey dovey like theirs.My opinion on love is the reality.
Jaanvi:I am fine with it.I just want to know your opinion.
Rudra:Love is not what it looks like.Love hurts the most and it hurts more than physical pain.At least physical pain will go away but love will stay with you your whole life and it will hurt like it took away your life.Once it happens you will lose all your trust from love.It hurts when you love someone but that person doesn’t love you.It feels like you’re being killed but it hurts more when some third person comes in between.At some point you have to realize that some people can stay in your heart but not in your life.The earlier you realize the better.
Rudra left from there with tears in his eyes.
Dadi:Love really hurts and we have a proof right now.
Pinky:If this is going through Rudra’s mind then what about Soumya how is she feeling?
While in the flight soumya woke up from a sudden bad dream while her mom was in full sleep.
Soumya drank some water and she fell asleep again.
While Rudra went to his room with tears in his eyes.

Rudra(to himself):Some relations are strange!
‘They start with quarrels’,
‘Grow with hatred’,
‘There will be ups and downs’,
‘But still the relationship exist’.
‘Hatred keeps increasing’,
‘And relationship gets deeper’,
‘So much so that the hatred reaches to its peak’,
‘And that relationship remains as only a bond!’
‘Sometimes,i feel that there is something in that hatred,
‘Which tells me’,
‘To give a chance to this strange feeling which is totally new.’
‘But to expect anything from the relationship’,
‘Where there is nothing else but hatred,is really stupidity.’
‘May be i am stupid,indeed’,
‘otherwise ,i’d not have have missed her even after divorce!
‘Why do i fight with him?’
‘I just keep waiting for you!’
‘I keep myself busy with the things i do but everytime i pause i think of you’.
‘I speak to myself about you’.
Rudra wiped his tears.He was sad and he was also feeling something which he never felt.

Rudra(thinking):I have to stay strong.If i am feeling like this then how is she feeling.For how long will she have to prove herself.

I am feeling so happy and yes i wrote the poem.Tell me how is it.No,I am single and i didn’t got my heart broken because when i told my friends and classmates about this.They thought that i had breakup and that is the reason for my writing.I like reading your comments and replying it.Suggestions are always welcome.

Khushi