Sanskar ran a frustrating hand through his hairs as he recalled the moment that had just been passed. Frustrated at his own self he took out the chilled bottle of water and gulped it all in one go to calm all the erotic thoughts that were wandering in his mind. He still can’t believe it that he had lost his control like this. Last he remembers is that he was working on the blueprints and den didn’t realize when did he fell asleep. And den later in his sleep he felt someone caressing his face. He doesn’t know why but that touch was soothing him as if all his worries, all his pain were going far away from his life. even in his deep sleep he found that touch so familiar and he just don’t want the warmth of that touch to go away from him and probably that’s why he had held her hand so tightly.
But den he felt the warmth of her hand going away from him and he held it more tightly prevent her from going and den as if everything went automatically and next he was awake from his sleep as he felt her freeing her hand and in the next moment she was in his lap while his hands automatically went around her waist to hold her tight and after that he don’t know what happened as he was just in some other world. The moment he looked in her eyes he forgets every other thing and all he could see was is her and her face, so beautiful and so close to him. And in that trance he was going to do the thing which he was not supposed to do.
He was confused; confused at his own actions, confused at the way his body react whenever she’s around him, confused the way his heart went out of his control whenever she’s close to him, confused at the feelings that were arousing in him and getting strong by every passing day. He can’t feel this way, it’s not right and he knows that yet he can’t control himself around her. But he needs to keep a check on his feelings specially den wen he knows what’s the base of this relationship. It was not based on Love but on compromise which has been made for someone’s happiness and that someone was the most important person in both of theirs lives. Den why cant he remember this fact when he was with her? Why does his heart always gets drawn towards her? No he can’t do this to Ragini. He can’t give her any false hopes due to this unknown attraction. It’ll just break her heart and hopes and he can’t afford it. He needs to and he will control himself when she’s around him.
He was lost in his thoughts when he heard the tinkling sound of anklets behind him indicating that Ragini is here. He quickly composed himself and took a deep breath before turning towards Ragini who was standing over dere fidgeting with the end of her duppatta. Sanskar knows that she must be feeling awkward or guilty for wat all has been transpired between them so he thought to lighten the atmosphere. But least he knows that she was not at all feeling guilty for the little moment of Love transpired between them she was feeling nervous because she was not sure what he must be thinking for all this.
“This Nakul is really behaves stupid at times. I asked him not to disturb you for dinner as you are resting and see here he had not even prepared the dinner for us. Stupid Fellow” Sanskar said and Ragini giggled out loud seeing him cursing Nakul. For few minutes he was just lost in her musical laughter but soon he shrugged off all his thoughts and was happy that she was back to her original self.
“Sanskar, you leave it. I’ll prepare something for both of us.” Ragini said as he control her laughter and moved towards the kitchen counter.
“Ragini wait!!!!! You are not going to make dinner alone. I’ll also help you.” Sanskar said as he came to stand next to her
“Sanskar, it’s perfectly fine. I’ll manage u go and take some rest. U had presentation lined up tomorrow.”
“Ragini, you are in this situation because of me. I mean I should be more specific to Nakul regarding the dinner so now don’t even think that you are going to prepare this dinner alone. And anyways if you can help me in my presentation then I can also help you in the kitchen ok. So now no more argument on this because I am not going to buy any.” Sanskar said in a final tone and Ragini sighed knowing that he’s not going to listen to her.
“Fine as you wish. So wat are we going to prepare for Dinner.” Ragini said while crossing her arms across her chest.
“Anything but we have to prepare it fast as I am starving and I am sure you too.”
“Ummm how about Paneer Manchurian and Fried rice.” Ragini said after thinking for a while and Sanskar looked at her in surprise as it was his favorite dishes while Ragini hardly likes Chinese.
“Are you sure. I mean I thought u don’t like Chinese” Sanskar said as he clearly remembered Swara telling him that Ragini is not fond of Chinese.
“Ya but dere’s always a first time for everything so why not giving it a try this time. Who knows probably I’ll start liking it too.” Ragini said as she shrugged her shoulders.
“Are you sure? I mean I’ll be fine with any other dish too.” Sanskar asked one final time.
“I am 100% sure and anyways if we keep on discussing on it like dis only Na den we both have to sleep without having dinner.” Ragini said and giggled at her own sentence
“Fine, I’ll cut the vegetables then.” Sanskar said while taking out the vegetables
“And I’ll prepare the batter for Manchurian.” She said and dey both started doing their respective tasks.
Music…
Saathiya..
Saathiya..
Pagle se dil ne
Yeh kya kiya
Chun liya..
Chun liya..
Tujhko devane ne
Chun liya
Dil toh uda uda re
Aasman mein badalon ke sang
Yeh toh machal machal ke
Ga raha hai sun nahi si dhun
Ragini was feeling on the top of the world doing something for Sanskar. yes it’s true that she didn’t like Chinese infect she didn’t even remember when was the last time wen she had Chinese but for Sanskar she’s ready to have Chinese too because after Italian food if he likes something then its Chinese. So today she wanted to eat Sanskar’s favorite. Her own choice, her own taste didn’t seem to be matter to her anymore as if her life just revolves around Sanskar only from now on. She was happily preparing the Manchurian for Sanskar having thousands of feelings in her heart. She was feeling excited because she was going to prepare Sanskar’s fav, she was feeling nervous as she was not sure whether Sanskar is going to like it or not, she was feeling happy as this is probably for the first time she and Sanskar will have their dinner and the very thought was giving goosebumps in her body and she had started blushing. Lost in her own dream world she was happily preparing Manchurian smiling to herself when she heard Sanskar’s loud gasp from behind.
“Aaahhh!!!!!” she heard Sanskar’s loud gasp and as she turned around the sight that she saw had pierced her heart. Sanskar’s hand was bleeding while he was trying control the bleeding.
Sanskar was cutting vegetables for the fried Rice wen his gaze falls on Ragini who was preparing Manchurian with a smile on her face. He doesn’t know wat makes her happy this much especially den wen the dish she was going to prepare is not at all her favorite. Yet she seems to be as happy as a kid who’s going to get his Favorite Chocolate. But whatever the reason behind her dis smile he was happy to see that smile that adorned her face. It just adds more sparks in her beauty. His heart feel contented to see her smile otherwise few minutes back he thought that probably she won’t be comfortable around him after wat had transpired between them but it seems that just like him she also thought it to let go and decided to carry on their relationship the way they were carrying till now. He looked at her while cutting the vegetables and found her still smiling. The locks of her hairs were continuously disturbing her while she was continuously pushing it back while twisting her lips and Sanskar was just lost in these antics of hers. She is not less than a kid yet sometimes she handles everything so maturely. No matter how much he tried but he could never understand wat exactly she is. Lost in her he didn’t realize wen his came in place of the carrot and he cuts that only to get hurt badly and drawing Ragini’s attention towards him.
“Sanskar!!” Ragini gasped out loud and quickly went near him leaving everything behind.
“Sanskar kya hua? How did you get hurt?” mana kiya tha na maine Ragini said she checked his wound which was bleeding and before Sanskar could say or do anything she puts his bleeding finger in her mouth sucking the blood.
Badmash dil toh thag hai bada (Badmash dil toh thag hai bada)
Badmash dil yeh tujh se juda (Badmash dil yeh tujh se juda)
Badmash dil meri sune na zid pe ada.. (Badmash dil meri sune na zid pe ada..)
Badmash dil toh thag hai bada (Badmash dil toh thag hai bada)
Badmash dil yeh tujh se juda (Badmash dil yeh tujh se juda)
Badmash dil meri sune na zid pe ada.. (Badmash dil meri sune na zid pe ada..)
Sanskar just looked at her dumbfounded not knowing what to do or how to react. He was too shocked with Ragini’s sudden act to say or do anything. She had no idea what Havoc she was creating in Sanskar’s body with this act of hers. She was just arousing those desires in him which according to him is sinful in their relationship yet somewhere deep in his heart he was liking it but the reality of their relationship was stopping him to feel anything like this. Oblivious to the havoc she was creating in Sanskar’s body Ragini was busy sucking his finger as of sucking her pain through it. Finally, when she felt that his finger was no more bleeding she puts out his finger from her mouth and looked at Sanskar who was looking at her confused and shocked and that’s when it hits her what she just did and her cheeks just went Deep red as the realization of her actions hits her.
She immediately let go his finger and looked other side to escape from his gaze. Sanskar too came in his senses when he felt her leaving his finger. He looked at Ragini who was looking away from him. Both didn’t know what to say to each other or wat to do now to lighten the atmosphere. In that trance Sanskar puts his wounded finger on the counter only to hissed in pain again.
“Ouch!!” his gasp made Ragini to look at him and within no time she’s near him leaving all the awkwardness that she was feeling.
“Sanskar Ur wound needs dressing or else it’ll get worse.” She said as she checked his wound and went to bring the first aid box.
Badmash dil toh thag hai bada (Badmash dil toh thag hai bada)
Badmash dil yeh tujh se juda (Badmash dil yeh tujh se juda)
Badmash dil meri sune na zid pe ada.. (Badmash dil meri sune na zid pe ada..)
Badmash dil toh thag hai bada (Badmash dil toh thag hai bada)
Badmash dil yeh tujh se juda (Badmash dil yeh tujh se juda)
Badmash dil meri sune na zid pe ada.. (Badmash dil meri sune na zid pe ada..)
And in no time she was back with the first Aid Box. She immediately took Sanskar towards the sink and washed the mark of blood and then slowly puts the tincture on his wound. Though wound was not much deep yet Everyday Sanskar hissed in pain due to the burning sensation of tincture Ragini felt like thousand needles piercing her heart and her eyes automatically wells up. She slowly blows at the wound to reduce the burning sensation of tincture and den puts the bandage on it.
All the while Sanskar was just looking at her without saying a word. He was liking the way she was caring for him. But he didn’t understand the reason of her tears while dressing up his wound. Was she crying because he was in pain, he doesn’t know but he doesn’t like seeing tears in her eyes whether it was for him also. All the while she didn’t look up at him yet he could see her pained face as if it was she who got hurt. Finally, when she finished with the bandage she raises her head to look up at him and Sanskar saw her eyes which was so full of care and pain just for him, just because he got hurt. But in the amidst of all dis he failed to see the immense Love that was there in her eyes along with care and pain or probably he don’t want to see it right now.
“Where were you lost Sanskar? I told you that I’ll do everything but you didn’t listen to me now see you got hurt.” Ragini’s voice broke his trance and he looked at her with a smile so that she could feel better.
“Ragini, I am fine and dis was just a small cut. Nothing to worry.” Sanskar assured her while smiling.
“Small cut? It was bleeding. Wo to I sucked it or else…” she stopped in mid as she realized wat she had done just now and once again she looked away blushing profusely.
“It’s ok. It happens. U did wat u felt right at that situation. Don’t feel guilty about it.” Sanskar said as if understanding what she was thinking and Ragini looked at him in surprise. She still didn’t understand how she always reads what’s going in her heart.
“Waise Ragini don’t you think that you had put something on Gas burner to prepare.” Sanskar said in order to divert her mind and Ragini instantly remembers that she had forget to turn off the gas in the hurry to come near the gas.
“Manchurian!!!! Sanskar the Manchurian must have been in ashes by now.” Ragini said as she quickly rushes towards Gas only to find it off. She looked at Sanskar who was standing beside her smirking.
“Don’t worry I had turned off the gas while you had gone to take the first aid box. Since Manchurian is all ready by now den lets prepare Fried Rice fast because if I’ll stay hungry for few more minutes den I’ll definitely Die” As soon as Sanskar complete his words he found Ragini’s palm covering his mouth. The look in her eyes clearly said that she was hell scared with his statement.
“Sanskar pls never ever say like this. U don’t know how much scared did I get.” Ragini said as she felt pain in her heart with just the mere thought of it.
“Ragini, I was just saying like that only.” Sanskar said slowly while still looking into her eyes which still had fear in them. Same fear that he had seen wen Bade Papa was in hospital.
“Pls Sanskar you’ll not say it even in joke also. Pls.” Ragini said literally pleading and Sanskar just held her in his embrace to comfort her.
“I promise Ragini. I’ll never say something like this.” He said while rubbing her back and Ragini just held her tighter. She can’t even think of her life without him now. Yes it’s true that she would probably never be able to confess her feelings to him but at least he will always be dere in front of his eyes all safe and sound and her heart is contented with this only. She would probably die before anything happens to him if it costs his safety. So was her Love for him is. After a while Sanskar pulled her out from his embrace and wiped away the tear that had just escaped from her eyes.
“Come Ragini… Let’s prepare the dinner” Sanskar said as he patted her cheeks in order to divert her mind and dey both started preparing the rest of the dinner.
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Dey had their dinner with Ragini continuously speaking and Sanskar just listening to her while stealing glances of her by every now and den. Ragini felt like she was in cloud nine when Sanskar liked the dinner. Her heart was just danced in joy to see that Sanskar likes wat she had prepared for him. Strangely she too was liking Chinese now which she never liked. Probably she was with Sanskar that’s why she’s finding everything perfect and Good. God! She’s totally lost in Sanskar’s Love. Many times their hands touched while taking the bowl or water and Every time they both felt some current coursing in their veins but the irony is that Ragini knows the reason while Sanskar has yet to realize it.
After having a good and peaceful Dinner Sanskar took the plate to binned it in Sink. Ragini too got up from her chair to help Sanskar wen her foot got stuck in the table and got twisted making her fall.
“Aahhh!!!!” her scream draws Sanskar’s attention and he just stopped dead in his tracks.
“Ragini” he muttered as he sensed danger and immediately rushed towards her leaving the plates somewhere at the counter.
“Ragini, Ragini what Happen to you? How did you fallen down” Sanskar said as he saw her on the floor holding her leg.
“Wo I was getting up from the chair and my leg’. Aahhh’.. My leg got struck at the table and I fell down. Aahhh’… Sanskar it’s really paining a lot.” Ragini said while wincing in pain in between
“Ragini don’t worry it’ll be fine. Here let me see” Sanskar said as he extended his hand towards her ankle to check any sign of injuries.
“No Pls. it’ll pain more.” Ragini said while immediately holding his hand.
“Ragini, it’ll not pain. Ok first let me help you to get up.” Sanskar said and gently tried to get her up from the floor but more she tried more she got tripped due to lack of balance. Somehow Sanskar managed to make her sit on the chair.
“Sanskar pls don’t touch it. It’ll pain more.” Ragini said while stopping Sanskar yet again as he extended his hand to ouch her ankle.
“Ragini I think you got a sprain. Let me check it.” Sanskar said while removing her grip from his hand
“But…” she tried to protest only to be interrupted by him.
“Ragini, do you trust me.” Sanskar said in between and Ragini nodded in yes.
“Den let me check it. Trust me it won’t hurt.” Sanskar said in between and the moment he said this Ragini forget everything and just looked at him.
O…Achhi lage
Dil ko mere
Har teri baat re
Saaya tera
Ban ke chalun
Itna hai khwab re…
Kaandhe pe sar
Rakh ke tere
Kat jaye raat re
Beetenge din
Thame tere
Hathon mein hath re
Yeh kya hua mujhe
Mera yeh dil
Phisal phisal gaya
Yeh kya hua mujhe
Mera jahaan
Badal badal gaya
Sanskar kneeled down in front of her on the floor and hold her foot gently and start massaging it. She winces a bit in between due to pain but more den pain she was feeling pleasure due to Sanskar’s gentle caress. Sanskar gently rubbed his thumb from her angle to her toe to reduce the sensation of pain but only he knows how much hard time he was facing in controlling himself while caressing her soft skin. She had no idea wat happens to him whenever he came in contact with her silky skin but right now he his priority is her injury and he just can’t let himself distracted in the flow of his emotions. So he just kept her mind in control in order to prevent himself from distracting. Ragini closed her eyes as she was feeling Goosebumps in her body. Sanskar’s gentle touch was sending shiver down her spine and she was feeling like drifted in some other world where only she and Sanskar is present. She was lost in the sensation Sanskar is creating in her wen he twisted her foot a bit hard so that the vein that had got displaced come to its place.
“Ouch!!!!” Ragini gasped out loud and clutched his shoulders tight as he twisted her leg and in no time Sanskar came to his level supporting her by her shoulders.
“Ragini, ab kaisa lag raha hai.” Sanskar asked while gently rubbing her arms to sooth her pain. Ragini slowly opened her eyes only to see Sanskar’s Dark ones and then she forgets all her pain and just keeps looking at his eyes which were oozing so much concern and care just for her. her eyes did a flip flop as this thought came to her mind and she gripped his shoulder tighter in order to calm her erratic heartbeats.
Badmash dil toh thag hai bada (Badmash dil toh thag hai bada)
Badmash dil yeh tujh se juda (Badmash dil yeh tujh se juda)
Badmash dil meri sune na zid pe ada.. (Badmash dil meri sune na zid pe ada..)
Badmash dil toh thag hai bada (Badmash dil toh thag hai bada)
Badmash dil yeh tujh se juda (Badmash dil yeh tujh se juda)
Badmash dil meri sune na zid pe ada.. (Badmash dil meri sune na zid pe ada..)
“Ragini, is it still paining?” Sanskar asked softly as he felt her grip getting tight on his shoulders to which she just nodded in no and keeps on looking at him.
“Ragini, come let me take you to room.” Sanskar said while getting up from the floor and extending his hand towards her.
Ragini held his hand for support and tried to get up but then she again got tripped due to her sprain. But before she could fall Sanskar held her by her waist and makes her stand on her feet. Ragini looked into his eyes making an innocent face and Sanskar just felt like eating her up right den and dere. But den he immediately shrugged off all the erotic thoughts that were crossing in his mind due to their proximity and held her more tightly to prevent her from getting tripped.
Music…
O … neendein nahin
Chaina nahin
Badalun mein karvate..
Taare ginu ya main ginu
Chadar ke salwate..
Yaadon mein tu
Khwab mein tu
Teri hi chahatein
Jaaun jidhar
Dhoonda karun
Teri hi aahate
Yeh jo hai dil mera
Yeh dil suno na
Keh raha yahin
Wo bhi kya zindagi
Hai zindagi ki
Jis mein tu nahi
She tried to walk again but again got misbalanced. Sanskar sighed and without thinking twice he scooped her up in his arms gaining a gasp from Ragini. She was not ready for this sudden action of Sanskar and by the time she realized she saw Sanskar taking her to their room. Her heart was beating faster as she realized their proximity and she was sure that Sanskar would definitely heard it. Unconsciously her hand gets encircled around his neck for support. She just couldn’t take his eyes off from the face of her handsome husband and was feeling a current coursing down her spine with his strong hand around her holding so securely. This is probably for the first time he had held her like this and she felt like this moment to stop here only where she can be in his arms forever.
Sanskar’s condition was not less too. He was trying his best to look ahead but just couldn’t take his eyes off from her angelic face no matter how hard he tried. It seems her bewitching eyes had captivated him hard preventing him to think anything rational. He doesn’t know what’s happening to him? Few hours back he had decided to keep check on his emotions and now he was again getting lost in her innocence, he was again felt himself getting pulled towards like a moth gets attracted towards fire. But it seems so right and perfect at this moment having her in his arms. Not once did he removed his intense gaze from hers and continued walking upstairs to their room.
Lost in each other eyes they didn’t realize when did they reached to their room. Sanskar gently laid her on bed and went to take the balm from the side drawer. But oblivious to all this Ragini was only looking at him with all the love on her eyes that she had for him. She didn’t realize when Sanskar came back and had started applying ointment on her swelled foot.
Badmash dil toh thag hai bada (Badmash dil toh thag hai bada)
Badmash dil yeh tujh se juda (Badmash dil yeh tujh se juda)
Badmash dil meri sune na zid pe ada.. (Badmash dil meri sune na zid pe ada..)
Saathiya..
Saathiya..
Pagle se dil ne
Yeh kya kiya
Chun liya..
Chun liya..
Tujhko deewane ne
Chun liya
Dil toh uda uda re
Aasman mein badalon ke sang
Yeh toh machal machal ke
Ga raha hai sun nahi si dhun
Badmash dil toh thag hai bada (Badmash dil toh thag hai bada)
Badmash dil yeh tujh se juda (Badmash dil yeh tujh se juda)
Badmash dil meri sune na zid pe ada.. (Badmash dil meri sune na zid pe ada..)
Badmash dil toh thag hai bada (Badmash dil toh thag hai bada)
Badmash dil yeh tujh se juda (Badmash dil yeh tujh se juda)
Badmash dil meri sune na zid pe ada.. (Badmash dil meri sune na zid pe ada..)
Sanskar looked at her by every now and den while applying the ointment only to find her looking at him. Just then she saw him keeping the ointment other side and slowly moving away towards her. Her breath got hitched in her throat when she saw his face mere inches away from her. She wanted to say something but it seems that she had lost all the words had got struck in her throat. Sanskar cradled her face from one side and slightly turns towards him so that she can look in his eyes. Ragini looked in his eyes only to find raw passion and desire oozing from it. She closed her eyes submitting herself to the person she is madly in love with. Sanskar looked at her closed eyes and quivering lips and he just couldn’t ignore the invitation. He finally closed the gap between them and sealed his lips with hers. He gently sucked, nibbled, bites on her lips kissing her passionately. Ragini too kissed him back with equal fervor giving herself to him. Ragini bites her lower lip to gain entry in her mouth getting a throaty moan from her.
“Sanskar” she moaned in his mouth as his tongue gained entry in her mouth exploring each and every corner of her mouth.
“Ragini kya hua? Is it paining?” Sanskar’s voice made Ragini to open her eyes and she looked at him only to find him sitting in front of her where he was before.
Does that mean that she was dreaming? Sanskar and she was not that close in real, she thought as she looked at Sanskar who was looking at her confused. Her eyes went wide as she realized that it was just a part of her imagination where she and sanskar were this close. Her cheeks automatically turned in the shape of deep red as she realized how erotic her dream was. She was just not able to meet Sanskar’s gaze as she knows that he’ll definitely read it in her eyes from wat she’s going through. She just wanted earth to be open and consume her before Sanskar could understand how erotic her thoughts have become and wat all she was dreaming. The mere thought of her dream has made her all wet and she just felt like hiding her face somewhere.
“Ragini, I am asking you something? Is it still paining?” Sanskar said while shrugging her shoulders breaking the trail of her thoughts
“No, its fine. It’s perfectly fine.” Ragini said still not daring to look into his eyes
“Are you sure?” Sanskar said cradling her face from one side and Ragini’s heart skipped countless beats as the image of her dream came into her mind.
“Ya I am perfectly fine.” She somehow managed to say smiling nervously.
“Ok den just sleep. It’s really late.” Sanskar said as he gently laid her down and tucked her up in the spread
“But wo Presentation” Ragini said as she reminds of the task she left incomplete
“Don’t worry about that I’ll complete the rest of it. You just sleep and ya if you feel any kind of pain den don’t hesitate to call me. I’ll apply ointment on your foot.” Sanskar said and Ragini immediately nodes her head in no
“NO!!!!! It’s fine.” She said out loud confusing sanskar.
“I mean I am fine. It’s not paining much now and I am sure it’ll be fine by morning.” Ragini said as she knows how erotic her thoughts become wen Sanskar is around her.
“Fine as you wish. But so call me if you need anything. Good night.” Sanskar said as he tucked her securely in the blanket and goes out of the room switching off the lights.
Badmash dil toh thag hai bada (Badmash dil toh thag hai bada)
Badmash dil yeh tujh se juda (Badmash dil yeh tujh se juda)
Badmash dil meri sune na zid pe ada.. (Badmash dil meri sune na zid pe ada..)
Badmash dil toh thag hai bada (Badmash dil toh thag hai bada)
Badmash dil yeh tujh se juda (Badmash dil yeh tujh se juda)
Badmash dil meri sune na zid pe ada.. (Badmash dil meri sune na zid pe ada..)
Ragini looked at his retreating figure and immediately hid her face in her palms feeling shy of her own thoughts. She has totally lost in his husband’s love and as a result she had started day dreaming of him like this. She smiled widely as she recalled her dream and gets inside the blanket putting it over her head holding her heart which was still beating so fast even after Sanskar had gone away from room and slept with a smile on her face dreaming of the person with whom she had fell irrecoverably in Love with.
Phew! so dis is it guys… hope you all are going to kill me for making the kiss as dream sequence… sorry guys but can’t help it for that…
Take care, stay happy, stay healthy, stay busy, stay loved, stay blessed, keep shinning, keep smiling and be yourself!!