The shattering sound of Mirror glass echoed in the whole room as it became the victim of someone’s Rage and Jealousy. sahil was standing over dere looking at his broken Image on every piece of the broken glass just like his heart that broke Everytym like this only wenever he sees Ragsan together. Just like it did wen he saw both of them together few moments back.
He had gone to Kitchen to drink some water wen he noticed the lights of the Dining Area are on. He frowned thinking who could be awake at this tym of night and decided to check on it wen he saw Ragsna over dere lost in each other eyes. Ragini was holding his shoulders tight while Sanskar was gently rubbing her arms. He couldn’t listen what they were talking about but nearness in their relationship is clearly evident to him.
His Grip on the nearby Door tightened wen he saw Sanskar scooping Ragini in his arms as dey made their way towards their room lost in each other eyes. They were so lost in each other that both were oblivious of the presence of someone else also over dere. It was as if the world around them doesn’t seems to be exist for both if them. By each step Sanskar took Ragini to their room Sahil feel like someone is draining his life from his body.
Even a blind person could see how much they both are in Love with each other den here he was watching it from his own eyes which just shattered his heart into million pieces. He can’t see Sanskar at the place where he was supposed to be. It was his dream to be with Ragini like this and seeing Sanskar at his place was something that he can’t tolerate. But oblivious to him Ragsan were lost in their own sweet world. He didn’t fail to notice that sweet smile of contentment that was playing on Ragini’s lips which just burned his heart more.
The sound of shutting the door made him look towards their room and he don’t have to comprehend what all could be happening behind that close door. The mere thought made him die thousand deaths and he banged his fist hard on the nearby Wall in frustration hurting himself. But this pain was nothing in compared to the pain that he was feeling right now seeing the Love of his life in someone else arm that too so much in Love. Frustrated he left for his room not able to bear the sight in front of him.
“Why Ragini Why? Why you did this to me?” He roared out loud as he recalled wat he saw few moments back.
“How can you Love someone so deeply Ragini wen you know that I was in Love with you. I asked you to wait for me but it seems that you haven’t even gave a thought also on what I said to you that day before leaving. Does really Money matters to you this much that you got ready to marry the person who was your sister’s love? And Sanskar how could he fall in Love with you wen he was so deeply in Love with swara den how can he Love you? How can you both Love each other so much? No you can’t Love him ragini, you just cant. You can’t Love him, because I Love you. You are mine only mine. My Love, my possession, my obsession and I won’t let anyone snatch you away from me. Not even Sanskar.” he said as he vowed to get back what is his unknown of the fact that it’s not in his hand to change the destiny and destiny had already written Sanskar’s nd Ragini’s name in each other lives.
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Next morning Ragini woke up with a sweet smile on his face. After so many days she had slept so peacefully dreaming about her husband. She doesn’t want to get up from her sleep where she was dreaming of her Sanskar. She blushed hard as she recalled the dream that she saw of Sanskar. She so much loves this new find feeling of hers towards her husband. Though she knows that her feelings may only be one sided knowing how deeply Sanskar Loved and still loves swara but who said that she can’t love him after knowing this fact. She had never expected anything in their relationship so how can she expect something now. she was just happy in Loving him like this only and anyways she had heard this fact that Love happens without any expectations and where there is any expectation there can’t be any Love. So she also won’t expect anything from him but will only keep loving him like this only from far, she thought and prayed to her Babaji to give her strength so that she won’t weaken n her resolve to keep him happy always.
Thinking this she turned to get down from Bed wen she saw Sanskar getting ready for office. Probably he didn’t notice that she had waked up from her sleep yet but Ragini’s eye widens in shock as she realizes how late she had slept today.
“Hey Babaji! From where did I got dis much sleep today that I got u late. Sanskar is already to go for his office and I haven’t prepared his coffee yet. Forget about preparing coffee I haven’t even got ready yet and here Sanskar is all ready to go to office. Babaji! Why you had to made me dream so much of Sanskar that I completely forgot that there’s a real world too in which I had to take care of his Daily needs. I’ll definitely see you later but first I need to prepare coffee for Sanskar.” Ragini cribbed to her Babaji as if it was his mistake that she had dreamt of Sanskar this much and immediately gets down from bed only to get collided with Sanskar who was coming to take his watch from the bed side table.
Sanskar immediately held her tight from her waist before she could fell back on bed d pulled her towards him crashing her petite body to his hard chest. Ragini opened her eyes wen she didn’t get a fall only to meet his dark ones and always just lost in them. Sanskar forget to breathe wen he saw her so close to him looking at him with her innocent eyes. His gaze falls on the crumbled sheets on the bed behind and he felt all the desires arousing in him once again. He immediately averts his gaze and looked at her committing the biggest mistake of his life as her look has just add more fuel in the fire. Her hairs were all messed up due to sleep, eyes were still droopy with sleep and night dress was upright giving, her that seductress look and Sanskar felt himself aroused just by thinking of it. She literally had no idea how he was feeling right now seeing her like this. He felt the desires and passion burning in his veins crying out loud to just eat her up alive but then he immediately whacked himself for having such an erotic thought. But what can he also do, whenever he look in those hazels eyes he forgets each and every rational thing and all he could see is her.
Ragini’s condition was not less. Already she was having such a hard time to control her feelings for him wen he’s around and now having him so close to her was just making it more hard. She so much wanted to confess each and everything that’s there in her heart for him wen she looked into his chocolaty brown eyes which were getting dark with desires making her shudder. She couldn’t fathom for few minutes that whether she’s dreaming it again or Sanskar is really this much close to him looking at her with his desiring eyes. She looks down blushing hard not able to bear his intense gaze on her which were burning each and every fiber of her body in desires.
Their eye lock session remains for what seems like eternity wen loud shrill of ringtone of Sanskar’s cell brought them back in reality and dey immediately pulled away from each other looking other side. Sanskar took the call and discussed few things for the presentation while Ragin just stood over dere dazed looking at him. She came back into her senses wen she saw Sanskar heading outside the room and she immediately realized how late she got today.
“Why didn’t you woke me up” Sanskar stopped in his track wen he heard Ragini’s voice. Smirking he turned to look at Ragini who was standing over dere with worried face
“Haan tell me why didn’t you woke me up? You know how late slept today. You are all ready for your office and I haven’t prepared your coffee yet. Wat maa will think of me wen she won’t find me on dining table early. Don’t know how come I slept for so long today but you have to wake me up Na if I haven’t waked up by myself but you didn’t and wo to I accidently got up or else you would have gone to office without even telling me.” She said more than blabbering to herself while Sanskar just stood over dere smiling listening to her blabbering
“Done? Or is dere anything left to say?” Sanskar’s voice stopped her blabbering and she looked at him ho was looking at her with his arms crossed across his chest.
“First of all it’s not that late like you were thinking. It’s just 8 of the morning right now. I got up bit early as I had to leave for office early today. I haven’t woken you up because you were sleeping so peacefully and moreover you got hurt also last night so I thought to let you rest for some time and maa won’t say anything because she already knows that you got hurt last night. And as far as my coffee is concerned then you still had 30 minutes with you. I am going to study to check the last minute details so ring my coffee over dere only.” Sanskar said and Ragini looked at him blank trying to register each and every word of his. He hasn’t waked up because he saw her sleeping peacefully. That means he cares for her of course he did and she knows that yet her heart danced in joy Every time he did like this.
“Suniye” Ragini called out to him wen she saw him going out once again making Sanskar stopped in his track once again.
“Ji Kahiye” Sanskar said imitating her giving her a lop sided smile which she didn’t noticed.
“wo you had worn wrong tie. I mean it doesn’t match with your shirt.” Ragini said and moved towards the cupboard to get another tie. After fishing for few seconds she came out with another tie and gave it to him.
Sanskar was totally bowled seeing her care towards him. Though it was not new to him as she always took care of his daily needs like this but he never thought that she’ll notice every small thing of his like this also. He didn’t realize that he had chosen wrong tie until she told him. How much dependent he got on her, he thought as he looked at her who had now removed his previous tie and now making him wear the one she took out for him. He just kept looking at her as she continues her process of making him wear the tie. Not once did he remove his gaze from her. She had no idea how special he feels wen she cares of him like this.
“It’s done.” Ragini’s voice broke his thoughts and he realized from how long he was gaping at her. He took a deep breath to compose himself before Ragini could understand what’s going in his heart.
“Thanks. Ummm I am going to study.” Sanskar said and immediately left from there before he could do something stupid leaving Ragini behind smiling
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Sanskar left for office early that day. Though Ragini had given him his coffee before he left but he didn’t have his breakfast as he had to leave office early. Ragini tried hard to make him have his breakfast but he refused saying that he’ll have it in office as he was getting late. Saying this he left giving Ragini one more reason to worry. She was pacing restlessly in Uttara’s room where Laksh and uttara were already present. She tried many times to talk to him but Everytime his cell phone came switched off indicating that he’s still in meeting.
“Relax Bhabhi! Aap to aise pareshaan ho rahi hai jaise ki Bhai koi 4 saal ke bacche ho aur aaj unka school me first day ho.” laksh said and chuckled at him own sentence only to get a glare from Ragini.
“Laksh Tum apne Bhaiya ko jante nahi ho kya? Ek baar wo kaam me lag jate hai to baki sab cheez bhool jate hai. Yaad hai na last month he had suffered from high BP due to neglecting his health due to work.” Ragini said as she reminds of the problems Sanskar faced last month and Laksh immediately nodded like an obedient child.
[Laksh don’t you know your brother? Once he gets engrossed in work he forgets every other thing around him. You remember Na last month he had suffered from high BP due to neglecting his health due to work]
“Aaj to breakfast bhi karke nahi Gaye hai. Pata nahi Lunch bhi tym pe karenge ya nahi. Kahin Kaam me itna bhi Na kho jaye ki Lunch bhi Na kare.” Ragini said in a worried voice as she tried to reach Sanskar once again.
[Today he hasn’t done his breakfast also. Don’t know whether he’ll have his lunch on time or not. I am afraid that he won’t get this much engrossed in his work that he skips his lunch also]
“To Ragini aaj Tum Bhai ka lunch leke office chali jao Na.” Uttara said as she got up from the couch and stand near Ragini.
[So Ragini today you take Bhai’s Lunch in the office Na]
“Me? But agar unhe acha nahi laga aur wo naraaz ho gaye to?” Rgaini asked doubtfully
[Me? but wat if he doesn’t like it and he gets angry]
“O god Bhabhi why you are thinking this much? Remember you are Mrs. Ragini Sanskar Maheshwari you can’t get scared from him. And have you ever heard any wife getting scared from his husband. Its only husband who use to get scared from his wife. Bhai me to kya khud Yamraj me bhi itna dam nahi hai ki wo apni wife ko kuch kahe” Laksh said non stop only to be get whacked by both Ragini and Uttara on either side of his arms.
[O god Bhabhi why you are thinking this much? Remember you are Mrs. Ragini Sanskar maheshwari you can’t get scared from him. And have you ever heard any wife getting scared from his husband. Its only husband who use to get scared from his wife. Forget about Bhai not even the great life taker Yamraj has no courage to say anything to his wife.]
“Shut Up Laksh! You can never speak anything sensible. You are comparing Sanskar bhai with Yamraaj. how stupid” Uttara said and Laksh made a grumpy face
“yeh Lo! Sahi baat ki to koi kadar hi nahi reh gayi hai.” Laksh said as he rubbed his arm where both Ragini and uttara had whacked.
[Very Good! Nobody cares for the true words]
“Ragini Ignore him and you don’t worry for anything. This is not the first time you are going to take Bhai’s Lunch in the office, right? Den why are you getting this much nervous? You just take Bhai’s Lunch in the office without any second thoughts. Trust me he’ll feel happy. Tum Dekhna wen Bhai will see you in office with his Lunch na den…….” She couldn’t complete herself as Laksh interrupted in between
“Den Bhai will sing this song as soon he’ll see you…. what was that song….. Ya”Tujh mein Rab Dikhta hai, Yara main kya karoon”.” Laksh sings out aloud and Ragini blushed hard as she literally imagined Sanskar singing for her.
“Shut up Laksh. We are here to boost up Ragini’s confidence not to make her more nervous.”
“To main pakka jayoon Na” Ragini asked uncertainly
[So, you both sure na that I should go]
“YES!!!!!!!” Both Laksh and uttara said in unison while giving her a stern look.
“Haan to theek hai Na ja rahi hoon. Aise looks kyun de raho ho. Bye will see you in the evening.” Ragini said and rushed outside towards kitchen before they could start with their round of teasing
[Ya fine na I am going. Y u both are giving me this looks? Bye will see you in the evening.]
“Bhabhi do tell me the details of yours and Bro’s moments after coming back so that I can also use that on Heer” Laksh said from behind and both Uttara nd he laughed but Ragini ignored it and literally rushed towards Kitchen blushing hard
She was so lost in holding these happiness and her Love for Sanskar in her hands that she failed to notice someone standing near the door witnessing the whole scene and getting more and more envious by the things are turning out to be. It was Sahil who was going to AP’s room wen he heard Ragini’s voice from uttara’s room and he stopped wen she mentioned Sanskar’s name and listened to the whole conversation. He didn’t fail to notice the blush on Ragini’s cheeks wen Laksh was teasing her neither did he failed to notice the happiness and excitement in her as she made her way towards Kitchen and all this was making him just more and more frustrated and suffocated. He clenched his fist tight in order to control the anger that was coursing through his veins and left from there without conversing to AP.
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Ragini reached office with Sanskar’s lunch no cut that with both of hers and Sanskar’s Lunch. She had already told AP that she’ll be having Lunch with Sanskar today and AP was more than happy seeing the progress in their relationship. She asked Kavita about Sanskar and came to know that he’s still in the meeting so she decided to wait for him in his cabin only. She said a quick bye to kavita and headed towards Sanskar’s cabin greeting everyone whom she met in her way.
As she reached Sanskar’s cabin she placed the lunch on the nearby table and went towards his desk where Files and papers were all scattered. Knowing Sanskar she knows that he always wants everything to be perfect and in its place but whenever he was in hurry of something then there’s always this mess. She sighed and started her work of cleaning his table and placing everything nicely. It took her whole 15 minutes to clean up all the mess and placing everything neatly.
She smiled widely as she saw everything perfect and in order and goes towards the chair where Sanskar use to sit. She could still feel his aroma and presence in that chair making her drown in the desires coursing in her. Unknowingly she ran her hand on the arms of chair imagining it to be Sanskar’s strong muscular arms who gad always holds her protectively in them. She blushed hard as she realized how her thoughts have become now-a-days for her husband. But what can she do wen she had such a handsome and s*xy husband. She hits her head playfully as this thought crosses her mind. God! She had felt irrecoverably in Love with him probably that’s why she was feeling this much nervous today wen she was coming to office.
“Ragini…” She heard Sanskar’s voice that brings her back in the real world. She turned to look behind only to find standing near there looking at her surprised and that’s wen she realized from how long she was lost in his thoughts.
“Did he saw wat I was doing?” she thought as she tried to read Sanskar’s expressions praying that he didn’t noticed what all she was thinking.
“Sanskar, wen did you came?” She asked as she composed herself
“Just now Ragini. But what are you doing over here?” Sanskar asked as he made his way towards her
“Wo Main….. Main Haan I was here to give you your Lunch. Wo you haven’t taken your breakfast also na so I thought of bringing Lunch for you.” Ragini said mentally patting herself for coming up with the best idea.
“Oh! Thanks Ragini but you shouldn’t have to take this much trouble I mean you could have send it with Nakul too. Why did you bother, u got sprain last night so you should have taken rest at home.” Sanskar said and Ragini pouted as she saw no change in Sanskar’s behaviour. Not that expected him to sing for her like what Laksh had said but she had at least expected few sweet words from him. But boy was she wrong? Sweet words and him, how can she forget that he’s always an angry Young Man with whom she had fallen irrecoverably in love with.
“Ragini, what happen? What are you thinking?” Sanskar’s voice broke her cribbing session to her Babaji and she saw Sanskar sitting at his chair and working on Laptop, same chair which she was caressing few minutes back imagining it to be Sanskar. Her cheeks went in darkest shade of red as she thought wat she was doing.
“Ragini I am asking you something? Where are you lost?” Sanskar said yet again as he got no reply from her breaking Ragini’s thoughts
“Main wo… nothing” Ragini said while smiling sheepishly and Sanskar looked at her while squinting his eyes.
“Haan wo why you are not having your Lunch?” Ragini asked as she came out with a best idea to give a break to her romantic thoughts.
“Ragini, I’ll have it afterwards. Now I need to do some work. Ah! I forgot to tell you the presentation that you had made was good. I am impressed. The meeting went successful because of your presentation” Sanskar said expecting her to be excited like always listening to her praise but what she did next had surprised him.
“What do you mean by that you’ll have afterwards? No, you’ll have it right now because I know that once you’ll get engrossed in work den you’ll forget every other thing.” Ragini said completely ignoring what Sanskar had said later for her appreciation. Well, it was nothing unusual she never thinks about herself once wen it comes to Sanskar.
Sanskar just looked at her amazed as if she was an alien. God! He had just appreciated her work and in spite of getting happy or excited she was scolding him for ignoring his Lunch. This girl is really beyond his understanding. How can anyone be so selfless? Why cant she think of herself just once, he thought as he looked at her
“Sanskar, I am talking to you. Keep all your work right now and have Lunch first.” Ragini said in a stern voice and Sanskar looked at her with a raised eyebrow.
“Ragini, I said I’ll have it afterwards. Don’t worry I’ll not forget about it.” Sanskar said as he shifted his attention towards Laptop wen Ragini came to his side and shuts down his laptop.
“Wat the Hell….” Sanskar couldn’t complete himself as Ragini intervened.
“Quiet! Don’t say a word more because I am not going to buy it. Keep all your work aside and have lunch first. You remember last month you suffered from hypertension due to ignoring your health and I don’t want history to repeat again. So, now be a good boy and come to the table fast. I am arranging the lunch till then.” Ragini said in a stern voice as she leaned towards him while pointing her finger towards him and Sanskar looked at her with his eyes wide open.
Was she’s his same timid and shy wife who use to feel so awkward to ask anything to him? No way, she’s the same Sherni whom he met for the first time at swara’s house. After so many months he was seeing this side of hers and he really felt good somewhere in his heart seeing this side of hers once again. But what happen all of a sudden that she had transformed yet again that too over night. Why does she care so much for him especially den wen she knows that he can’t give her any happiness that she deserves yet she always did her best to make sure that he’s happy and all good. Well its better if he should leave this thought aside for now and goes towards the table before this sherni could eat her up alive, he smiled at his own thought and made his way towards the table where Ragini was arranging the lunch.
On the other hand Ragini herself was surprised at her own behavior. After her marriage she had never behaved with Sanskar like this. Though she had always taken care of him but she had never shown her this attitude to him like she did now. From where did she get this much courage? Probably the feeling that she had for him in her heart had bring out this side of her. It was as if she wanted to let him know that she possesses him and she had full right to make him listen to her. She had never compromised with his health initially also and like this way or other she had always made him agree to her but today she was so much stern towards him just like what Laksh had said that she’s Mrs. Ragini Sanskar Maheshwari and she can’t get scared from his anger and he can’t deny her too. She was his wife After all and she had full right to make him agree on things which is good for him like she did now no matter if he considers her to be his wife or not which she knows that he does. His care said it all to her. He may not fall in Love with her like she did but he had and always care for her
“So what’s there in Lunch?” Sanskar’s voice broke her thoughts and she wiped the tear that had formed at the corner of her eyes due to happiness.
“Shahi Paneer, Chapatti and Rice along with your favorite Russian Salad.” Ragini said as she serves the food and sat beside him
“Wow! My favourite… Waise Ragini I didn’t understand one thing last night also you had made my favorite dish and today also. Whats the matter ha?” Sanskar said and winked at her chuckling and Ragini’s heart missed several beats
“I wish I could ever tell you why all your things matter to me the most.” Ragini thought as she saw him taking first bite but she frowned wen he stopped in mid.
“Where’s your plate Ragini?” Sanskar asked as he saw here just sitting without plate.
“Wo… I already had my lunch back home.” Ragini lied don’t know why. Probably she just wanted to relish the moment Sanskar having lunch without any disturbance.
“How many times do I need to tell you that you are a horrible liar? And moreover I know that you never ate until you make sure that I had taken my food so stop lying to me now.” Sanskar said and fed the first bite to her. Ragini was surprised with his sudden act. Though it as not the first time he had fed her like this, he had done the same thing before too but she can’t ignore the sensation she felt now wen he fed her.
“Now that’s like a good girl. Now c’mon have your lunch now. After all I too want a company” he said and chuckled
“Sanskar, can I have in your plate only.” Ragini said out of blur surprising Sanskar
“I mean I forgot to bring extra plate. If you don’t mind” Ragini lied and Sanskar could see the uncomfortableness in her back.
“Of course not Ragini. Here have it.” Sanskar said as he forwarded her his plate and Ragini took a first bite but instead it having herself she fed Sanskar returning the favor. Sanskar felt so blessed with her this cute gesture.
Both have their Lunch in silence while stealing glances of each other. Ragini can never be this much happy like she’s wen Sanskar is around her. Probably he didn’t realize what his mere presence does to her. How special she felt with his small gestures. Since the moment she had realized her feelings for him, she had submitted each and every fiber of herself to him only. Her own choice, own likes even her own life doesn’t matter to her anymore all what matters to her is just Sanskar and only Sanskar; her husband, her first and only love, her life & her everything. Though she didn’t know that whether that day will ever come or not wen probably Sanskar could also reciprocate her feelings but she knows that her Love for him will never be less at any circumstances. She is his and will always be his only and nothing in this world can change this reality.
Phew! so dis is it guys… hope you all are going to like this part as well… and the sherni side of Ragini too… don’t worry you’ll see more in future… Hit the like button if you all like it and Do leave your comment/criticism… it’s necessary
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