Saadi Love Story (part 23)

Sanskar just keeps on looking at her retreating figure then at the shirt in his hand which she had handed him over. He took a deep sigh nd sat on bed holding his head between his hands. It was not easy nd he know that. He had really hurt her a big tym this tym and she wont be able to be normal with him soon. This tym he had accused her of something which was not less then a crime for her therefore her behaviour with him is obvious.  No amount of remorse can change the damage that he had done already neither it could bring back that tym when he had uttered those words. But inspite of knowing this also he was just not able to see at her cold self. The way she had shunned herself around him was something unbearable to him. Since the tym they got married it is for the first tym Ragini had behaved like this with him but he can’t deny that this is also the first tym when he had hurted her like this.

He pushed back his hairs as he felt helpless and frustrated on himself. He thought that this button excuse will work nd if not anything then atleast Ragini will hear him out but what Ragini did was something he didn’t expected. All this while living with Ragini he understands her this well that what hurts her and what hurts her not. He knows that she’s really a very sensitive girl. Small-small things use to make her cry or laugh. Therefore he knows that his one baseless accusation had not only hurted her but gave a big scar in her heart. if only he could stop himself at that tym from uttering those words, if only he could think just once before saying those hurtful words to her then this would have never happened but fact is that damage is done and he can’t do anything rather than fixing it.

He touched his shirt where the button is broken and smiled slyly as he remembered how Ragini had fix it on the first day after their marriage and since that day he got so much dependent on her that when she was away for almost one month due to Shekhar’s illness, He cant able to manage a single thing himself. She has become his habit, his need or probably more then that. Her smile, her chattering, those sparkling eyes, her musical voice, her innocence had become his need, his reason to live and today each and every thing is missing from her and it’s all due to him. He can’t see her like this; he can’t see her drawing in her own shell. It pricks his heart seeing her like this around him. He felt suffocated as if someone is snatching away his breath from him. He could see everything slipping away from his hands and he can’t do anything but just seeing it helplessly.

“No Ragini, I wont let you draw in your shell. I won’t let you distant from me like this. I know I did a big mistake and I’ll bear any punishment for it but not your silence Ragini. Give me any punishment but don’t distance yourself from me like this. I can’t bear it. I promise Ragini that I’ll do everything to fix this damage. I promise that I’ll bring you back to yourself once again. There will be no guilt, no turmoil between us. I don’t know that whether I had fallen in Love with you or not and I don’t want to even think at that direction because I had already hurted you due this dilemma of mine but I wont hurt you more now due to this dilemma of my heart. I’ll go to any extent Ragini to bring that smile back on your face, to bring that spark back on your face and I promise that I’ll bring back our relationship back to normal for you just for you.” He said determinedly deciding that he’ll do everything that he can do to stop Ragini being indifferent and stood up to get ready for his office taking the shirt that Ragini gave him.

************************************************

Ragini came running down to the deserted corner of the corridor hiding away her tears which were threatening to fall down in front of Sanskar. She leaned her back to one of the wall of the corridor and sobbed bitterly. Only she knows how hard it was for her to control herself to not break down in front of him. And when he said those remorseful words she wished that Death could consume her then and there before she had to hear his voice laced with remorse. Yes she’s hurted, yes she’s heartbroken yet he can’t see him in guilt no matter if it was his fault only.

Only she knows that how difficult it was for her to behave so cold around him. She herself was not happy the way she was behaving with him but she’s helpless in front of her heart. She knows that since their Marriage Sansakr is dependent for each and every thing on her and today when she avoided sewing his buttons back on his shirt she knows that probably he would have feel hurt due to this. But what can she do she was too much broken to do everything like before. It was not that she’s angry on him or something of that sort. No she’s not angry on him, she can never be angry on him for anything. Even if he kills her also then also she would die happily without even asking what was her fault. But it was that dry pain in her heart which was holding her back from doing anything for him. No matter how hard she tried but she couldn’t forget the words he had said to her last nite. She was totally broken and scarred due to his harsh words and it’s not easy for her to be like before.

As those harsh words of his from last night came back to her mind she felt herself like a Despo who was trying to embed herself in his life forcefully while he don’t want her in his life. And even if she would have continued to stitch on to his button also then she was sure that she would be surely break down in front of him as she was never able to hide her emotions from him for he could see through her soul, atleast this is what she thinks to be. But after last night she don’t know that how far her assumptions are correct. Probably he was hurt or probably she had made him feel more guilty or probably he can be mad on her also for ignoring him like this but she can’t help it. Her heart is broken and she don’t want it to be shattered more into pieces.

“I am sorry Sanskar. Probably I am hurting you with my behaviour but Sanskar I am just saving my heart which had immense Love for you. I am just saving that Love which I had for you so that it won’t turn numb due to those harsh words of yours that are spreading like venom in my heart. Yes I am distancing myself from you because I am in no state to bear any more accusations of yours. Because if you said anything else which is more hurtful than this then I won’t be able to bear it. I’ll die before I listen to anymore accusations of yours. I hope that you’ll forgive me and try to understand me just like always.” She said between her sobs trying to seek some relief for her aching heart which was in immense pain since last night with that one accusation of Sanskar that had teared her apart.

*********************************************************

Sanskar came downstairs after a while for breakfast only to find whole family at the dining table for breakfast waiting for him but his eyes were only searching for Ragini. He just wanted to see her, to talk to her, to be with her always and that’s wen he saw her coming out from kitchen with a bowl of Pasta in her hands and his heart danced in joy as he realized that she had prepared Pasta for him. Inspite of happening so much between them she didn’t fail to cook for him because she knows that he’s habitual of the food cook by her. he smiled as he remembered how he use to make fuss and find fault in each and every dish made by Nakul when Ragini had gone to her parent’s home and when Ragini came to know about it then she had always keep this thing in mind that his breakfast, lunches and dinners were made by her only. Just like today when she had made pasta for him inspite of being angry on him.

He slowly descended the stairs keeping his eyes fixed on Ragini who was helping Nakul in arranging the table smiling occasionally on Laksh’s silly jokes. But even from a distance also he could found her smile not reaching her eyes and he knows that she was smiling just for the sake of their family. Ragini felt each and every fiber of her Body burning as she felt his piercing gaze on her. She don’t have to raise her head and look to confirm it as she knows that only one person is capable enough to make her feel this way and with his look only she can find each and every cell of her body burning in desire. She clutched her duppatta tight to not to get weak as Sanskar took calculative steps towards her without removing his gaze for once. And as she raises her head to look at him she found him looking back at her deeply and intently. Once again she saw the reflection of those feelings in his eyes which were there in her heart for him and she found herself losing in those dark orbs of his which seems to penetrate through her body to reach her soul.

Sanskar looked at her hazels only to find it red and puffy as if she had just cried and he knows that he’s not wrong. She did have cried and he knows the reason too. Like him she was also not happy to behave so cold with him and probably that’s why she had shed those tears somewhere at the corner as she had thought that she had hurted him. Yes he was hurted not because of the cold shoulder she’s giving to him because he knows that he deserves it but because she’s crying for him as she’s feeling that he’s hurted due to her. At that moment he just wanted to take her away from here to somewhere where there is just him and her and where he could keep her in his arms forever telling her that he can never be hurted because of her, that an angel like her can only fill his life with happiness but not once she can hurt him, that he was a big tym jerk at that tym when he had said that she had hurted him when in real it was him who had hurted her that too a big tym. They keep on looking at each other’s eyes talking, complaining, apologizing, confessing their feeling through their eyes oblivious of the world around them. Sanskar had just extended his hand only to cradle her face to tell her that he’s really sorry for what he did when he felt a sudden push by Laksh who is running away while Uttara was chasing him from behind, breaking his trance.

Sanskar looked around himself only to find him still standing near the stairs while Ragini was sitting on the chair looking at him perplexed. He looked at his raised hand in the air and then back at Ragini and immediately brings it down looking other side. That means he was again imagining things, he thought as he looked at Ragini who had immediately lowered down her gaze but in that millisecond also wen their eyes met Sanskar realize that he was not wrong either in thinking that Ragini had cried for him. Probably that’s why she had immediately lowered her gaze because she knows that he could easily read her eyes. God knows why he couldn’t read it at that tym. If he did then they wouldn’t be at the place where they are now, he thought looking ahead at Ragini who was just looking at her plate as if it’s the most fantasizing thing in this world.

“Sanskar what are doing over there? Don’t you want to have your breakfast?” AP’s voice broke his trance and he immediately made his way towards his chair after composing himself. AP though was angry on him for his behaviour but she didn’t failed to see the true feeling of remorse in his eyes when he was looking at Ragini and she just prayed that Sanskar fixes everything before everything falls apart.

As Sanskar took his seat Ragini immediately got up from her chair to serve everyone. Sanskar keeps on looking at her as she was serving him his pasta. Not once did she raise his head to look at him while he badly wanted her to look at him. He so much wanted to drown in those hazels of her telling her that he’ll not hurt her further, that he’ll make everything normal between them but he can’t do anything at that tym instead of just looking at her as she served him and took her seat back playing with her food.

“Wow! Today’s breakfast is really nice. Isn’t it?” Sanskar said smiling after composing himself making everyone surprised.

“But Bhai you haven’t tasted it yet.” Laksh asked confused not understanding his own brother’s behaviour.

“Ya but I can still say that food is awesome. It smells so nice so I am sure it will be tasty too.” He said while eyeing at Ragini to get any kind of response from her if not anything then any expression which could tell him that she feel appreciated but got nothing except her blank face.

“Hhmmm it really tastes so nice.” He said as he relished the first spoon of Pasta while everyone on table looked at him like he’s an alien. But oblivious to all this Sanskar’s eyes was just fixed on Ragini who was looking downwards at her plate

“It is so tasty that I just wanted to kiss the hands of the person who had prepared it.” Sanskar said affectionately looking at Ragini adoringly to expect a slight blush atleast as he clearly remembered how Ragini had blushed when Laksh had asked him to kiss her hands because she had made awesome food the day after their marriage. Today also he was expecting the same blush but nothing of such happened infact Laksh who was looking at him unblinkingly till now broke into laughter soon joined by giggling sound of others making Sanskar to avert his gaze from Ragini and look at him.

“For what you are laughing Laksh? I haven’t cracked a joke over here.” Sanskar said in a stern voice rather confusingly as he found the behaviour of younger brother weird.

“I am sorry Bhai. I don’t want to laugh but I just couldn’t stop myself.” Laksh said between the fit of laughter while trying his best to control his laugh but it was really not in his hand to control his laugh. Even AP was trying to suppress the laugh which was desperate to escape from her throat by just smirking but Ragini’s expression still didn’t changed as she just sit over there quietly looking at her family members.

“Laksh!!!” Sanskar said in a stern voice that make Laksh instantly shuts his mouth not wanting to bear the wrath of his elder brother

“Sorry Bhai. But actually the thing is that I don’t have any problem if you kiss the person who had prepared today’s breakfast. I mean section 377 is legalized now in India and everyone has their own choice but I was just thinking that Nakul won’t have any problem in this I mean his consent is equally important na. Don’t know whether he’s ready for it or not.” Laksh said as a matter of fact confusing Sanskar even further while others just rolled their eyes seeing his logic.

“And how Nakul is exactly related to whole conversation?” He asked confusingly yet sternly not getting head nd tale of anything.

“Wo kya hai Na Bhai that today whole breakfast is prepared by Nakul only including your Pasta. And since it was so nice as you put it that you wanted to kiss the hands of the person who cooked it so I was just wondering whether Nakul wants it or not. Should I just ask him?” Laksh said though nonchalantly but it had shattered all Sanskar’s hopes. He just looked at Ragini who was still looking at her plate.

It was difficult for him to believe that Ragini had not prepared breakfast for him. It may not be a big deal for others but for him it’s really a very big thing especially at this stage where they are now. had he really hurted her this much that now she’s not doing the chores that she usually use to do for him, he thought as he replayed everything since morning and realized that Ragini had not done a single task by herself that she use to do for him since their marriage except for arranging their clothes. His morning coffee was brought by Nakul; she had given him new shirt instead of stitching his buttons and now this whole breakfast was not prepared by her but Nakul including his own pasta. He looked at Ragini painfully as he felt his remorse eating him from within. If till now he had any doubt then it was all confirmed that he had not only hurted Ragini but also shattered her completely otherwise no matter what come Ragini could never stop herself from doing all those things for him that she use to do since their marriage.

“I know that I can’t take Di’s place neither in your life nor in your heart. Ya for some moment I forget the truth of our relationship, I forgot that our relationship is based on compromise; I forgot that I am a responsibility for you but now I won’t do this again”

Her words from morning replayed back in his mind and he just shivered as he realized that Ragini is drawing in her shell because she thinks that she’s a responsibility for him and their relationship is compromise. Because she thinks that she’s trying to embed in his lyf forcefully and he just closed his eyes in regret as realization dawn upon him. His words had more impact on her heart then what he imagined. How would he tell her that whatever she’s thinking is all wrong, that she’s not trying to involve in his life forcefully, that he wants her in his lyf to care for him, to do all the small and big tasks for him, to take away all his frustration and irritation on her while she soothes them away with a smile on her face like always. How would he tell her that she had full right to take care of him, to boss over him wenever he ignore his health in admidst of work, to make him smile with her innocent talks, to do all those small and big things for him that she use to do till now. How would he tell her that he’s regretting each and every second the tym when he had hurted her with her words. He knows that he had committed a big mistake but he really don’t know how he’s going to rectify it. For the first tym Sanskar Maheshwari is clueless to what to do to rectify his mistake. Sighing he just got up from his chair and started heading outside. He didn’t even paid attention that he had once again became the subject of laugh in front of his family and now they’ll tease him to no ends for he was too lost in his own pool of regrets.

“Sanskar where are you going?” AP said as she noticed him going outside making everyone to look at him giving a pause to their laughing session.

“I am going to office maa” Sanskar said without turning as he was not in state to face anyone

“But Bhai your breakfast.” Nikhil asked promptly as he could clearly see that Sanskar had not even taken a second spoon of his Pasta.

“I don’t feel like having Nikhil moreover I am getting late for Presentation so I need to go to office early. You also finish your breakfast soon and come to office.” Sanskar said before making his way outside towards his car leaving everyone behind baffled.

Ragini looked at his retreating form as he made his way outside. She felt bad as he left his breakfast and went to office. Though it won’t be the first tym wen he’s going to office like this without having breakfast but this is for the first tym when he’s leaving his breakfast because Nakul had prepared it. Though he haven’t voiced it out but she could hear his unsaid words and she had clearly seen his disappointment when Laksh said that Nakul had prepared Pasta for him. she knows it very well that he likes the food prepared by her but after last night she don’t even know that whether she had this much right to do anything for him or not. What if he accuses her of trying to intrude in his life unnecessarily? Don’t know why but since the incident of last night she’s feeling so insecure and negative. She haven’t felt like this even then when she don’t have any feelings for him or during those initial days of their marriage but his words from last night had made her so insecure and negative about everything. She knows that in order to save her heart being crushed more she’s probably hurting him with her cold self but she’s helpless in front of his heart which now feared for each and every thing.

Sahil saw the change of expressions on both Ragsan’s face since the tym Sanskar had came to the breakfast table and to say that he was not feeling relieved with the way their relationship is going on would be an utter lie as he was more then happy. This is what he wished for and now it seems that everything is going automatically according to his wish. Though Ragini had defended Sanskar in front of him last nite but he didn’t missed Ragini’s indifference around Sanskar since morning indicating that their relationship had definitely got a strain after last night incidence. He could clearly see that last night incidence had somewhere created a crack in their relationship and now he just need to work to turn that crack into a gap and then everything will fall in the right place and Ragini will be his forever. But what he failed to see the love in both Sanskar’s and Ragini’s eyes for each other which may now seem misted due to circumstances but had definitely not vanished for it was too strong to fade with this small incidence.

***************************************************

Sanskar paced in his cabin restlessly unable to concentrate on any work. Ragini’s indifference was just not letting him rest in peace. He was not even able to concentrate on presentation also and at last he left the presentation in mid asking Nikhil to handle the rest of the presentation. Everyone at the conference hall was surprised with Sanskar’s behaviour as he never left his presentation in mid but Sanskar was too lost in his own thoughts to pay attention what others are thinking for his mind was just wandering over Ragini’s behaviour. He knows that with his behaviour of last night he had created a sense of insecurity in her heart which was not there before not even during the initial days of their marriage. He had really hurted her a lot and for that whatever punishment he get from her would be less but yet he didn’t want Ragini to be so cold around him.

He wanted her to shout, to yell, to be angry on him asking why he did that and if not anything then atleast tell him that he had really hurted her and that’s why she don’t want to talk to him. But nothing of this sort is happening instead Ragini is giving cold shoulder to him. She’s not even taking out her anger, her hurt also on him for which she had full right and is been bottling up everything inside her only which is unbearable to him. He just can’t see her so lifeless. He had clearly seen it during the breakfast that she was not at all in her cheerful mood like always and if she smiles also then her smile didn’t reached her eyes. he so much wanted to talk to her and take her away all her insecurities and fear but don’t know how to do it and on top of that Ragini is not even giving him any chance to say or do anything.

This is for the first tym he’s been stuck up in such kind of situation. He had never faced any situation like this with Swara. Infact Swara had never been angry on him for which he had to think like this to pacify her but on the second thoughts he had never hurted Swara like he had hurted Ragini also due to which Swara had to be cold around him. But now the damage is done and he had to do something fast before everything goes worse but the question is how? It’s funny that even after being in Love before he don’t know how to manofy his partner. “Love” the word again made his heart do summersault as he reminded of Ragini but then he just shrugged it off for now as currently he wanted his whole attention in thinking of the way to pacify Ragini and apologize to her for his rude behavior. He was never good in for giving flowers or teddies or any kind of those Lovey-dovey stuffs. It was all Nikhil’s & Laksh’s department who spend bucks like water for buying gift for Kavya and Heer but when it comes to him then he just don’t believe in all this and anyways with Swara he had never faced any situation of such kind. But things is different with Ragini and therefore he too had to approach different way but again the question is how and what? He was lost in his thought only when a loud knock on his cabin door break his trance and he immediately sat on his chair in order to compose himself because last thing he wants is anyone witnessing the storm going in his heart.

“Come in” he said after a while composing himself only to find Nakul entering inside

“What’s it Nakul?” Sanskar asked as he noticed Nakul standing in front of him with a bag in his hand.

“Sir your lunch” Nakul replied as he placed Lunch bag on the table across the room while Sanskar looked at him confusingly. When did he had asked for Lunch that Nakul had brought, he thought as he looked at the Tiffin and then at Nakul.

“Nakul I haven’t called home for lunch neither did I ask for it then why on earth had you brought it?” Sanskar asked in a stern voice making Nakul scared.

“Wo Sir… AP mam had sent this. She said that you didn’t had anything in morning also and it’s not good for your health so she had send this lunch and asked me to tell you that you had to have this lunch only and not something from canteen or outside.” Nakul said with his head dropped down and Sanskar knotted his brows in confusion.

It’s strange before this AP had never done anything of such sort neither did he get such instructions from her because she knows that he hardly eats from canteen. And if he needs to have his Lunch also in office then he himself would call up home to ask her to send his lunch in office. It’s only Ragini who use to bring his lunch in office wenever he skips his breakfast and then gives a good lecture to tell him the difference between home-made food and the food made in restaurants and all. And as this thought crossed his mind his eyes widens as realization dawn upon him. He immediately gets up from his chair and quickly dashed outside his cabin and restlessly looked around in search of Ragini. His heart was continuously saying that Ragini is somewhere near, he could feel her presence, her aroma but his mind just denies it saying that it’s just the fragment of his imagination. Sanskar’s eyes for restlessly searching for just one glimpse of Ragini so that it could give some relief to his restless heart but he was disappointed to find her nowhere. He had even checked the corridors also but she was not anywhere. Dejected he came back to his cabin with heavy heart as he realized that it was just his thought and nothing else only to find Nakul looking at him confusingly.

“Nakul are you sure that maa only had sent this lunch.” Sanskar asked looking at him sternly with his piercing gaze while Nakul just gulped his saliva

“Yes sir. She only had asked me to bring your lunch. I am saying true.” Nakul replied in trembled voice and Sanskar just sighed deeply thinking that probably he’s saying true and it was him who is just thinking too much.

“Sir Lunch” Nakul’s voice broke his trance and he just asked him to leave after telling him that he’ll have it later on. Nakul really scares of Sanskar’s wrath therefore he didn’t protest much and just leaves from there but not before telling him once again what AP had told him.

As soon as Nakul goes over there Sanskar took a deep sigh as this Lunch fiasco has brought back so many memories of his and Ragini that has been created here in this cabin only. A small smile crept on his face as he remembered how Ragini had bossed over him that day when he said that he’ll have the food later. She was truly looking Mrs. Ragini Sanskar Maheshwari that day who was showing who is having upper hand and then later that close moment of theirs near the washroom door where they were so lost in each other’s eyes unknown to both of them. He had even lost the number of counts of their memorable moments that has been created in his cabin during lunch with Ragini but today everything is changed and all he’s having with him is loneliness and emptiness, he thought as he closed his eyes and sighed before looking at the lunch send by AP.

Sanskar was in no mood to have lunch not until he found any way to bring Ragini back to herself but just for AP’s sake he decided to just have few bites. He had already spoiled his relationship with Ragini due to his stubbornness and his insensitivity and now he don’t want to disappoint his maa with his rude behaviour. Therefore half heartedly he opens the lid of the Tiffin only to be greeted by a familiar aroma. He frowned and quickly see through the food only to find Palak Paneer, Chapati and rice along with Russian Salad in it, all his favourite

“Ragini” he muttered as he took the first bite and a smile crept on his face realizing that who had prepared it.

His heart danced in joy as he realize that she had not only prepared his lunch but also send it through Nakul. And now as he replayed everything then he realizes that why Nakul was talking to him with his head dipped low and why did he felt her presence at the office that tym and then those instructions that Nakul said that AP had given, it was actually given by Ragini. His heart mocked at his brain as if saying that he could never fail to feel the presence of the person who is so close to him. Yes, subconsciously he had accepted Ragini as the closest person near his heart without even realizing it. A sense of contentment washed over his heart as he realized that no matter how much Ragini is angry on him or giving cold shoulder to him yet she won’t stop herself from caring for him. And as the realization hits him he started having his lunch from all his heart relishing each and every bite of it not because he was feeling hungry but because it has been prepared by Ragini unknown of the fact that someone is watching him from outside with a sweet smile on her face and tears in her eyes.

It was Ragini who was watching Sanskar through the blinds who was busy in relishing the lunch made by his wife. Since the tym Sanskar had left for office without having breakfast Ragini’s heart was not at peace. No matter how much hurt she was due to him yet she can’t see him neglecting his health like this. She knows it very well that Sanskar won’t have his lunch in the office too not just because he would be too busy in his work to think of lunch but also because he would be feeling hurt due to her indifference. But even after knowing all this also she was not sure whether she should prepare lunch for him or not. A part of her wanted to shrug off all her thoughts and just do everything for him like she use to do before but another part of her was so much clouded with insecurities and fear for what if he don’t like it or think that she’s invading his space, was not letting her do what she wants. In her dilemma to choose between right and right she found herself tearing apart. But then finally she decided to do what she thinks is right.

She prepared each and every favourite dish of Sanskar and packed it in a Tiffin and asked Nakul to take it in office but not to tell him that she had send it. she further told that no matter how much Sanskar asks him who had send this, he won’t change his answer; also no matter how much Sanskar denies to have lunch or say that he’ll have something from outside, he won’t budge at all and tell him that maa had strictly asked Sanskar to have this lunch only. And once Nakul left from home Ragini too leave for office behind him just to see Sanskar having his lunch. No matter how much she is hurted due to him but she’s still helpless in front of her heart who sometimes wants to run away from him and sometimes just wanted to look at him forever. When Sanskar came outside in search of her then she quickly hide herself on the nearby pillar and her heart pierced seeing him searching for her so restlessly and she cant go near him and enjoy their togetherness just like they use to do before whenever she use to bring Lunch for him. But last night incidence had changed everything and she found herself so close yet so far from him. so now here she’s is watching her husband through blinds relishing the food made by her like she use to watch him before nd her heart feel contented seeing the sense of recognition in his eyes. She would be a big tym fool if she’ll think that Sanskar won’t recognize that the food is prepared by her because she knows that the taste of her food was embedded not only in his tongue but in his heart but still she didn’t feel regretted for her decision of preparing food for him because when it comes to him and his health then she had never paid any heed on anything neither on her wounded heart nor on her shattered soul. She keeps on looking at him until he finishes his lunch and headed for washroom to wash his hands.

“I Love you Sanskar and I’ll always Love you no matter what.” She whispered wiping away that lone tear that just escaped her eye and left from there towards home before Sanskar could spot her here in his office.

 

Phew! so dis is it guys! see as promised i am here on updating this… i know thoda actually bahut late update kiya. Hope you all are going to like it… Hit the like button if you all are going to like it and do leave your comment/criticism… it’s necessary… This update is for you all… Actually this update is for all my readers who had accepted this FF so wholeheartedly and use to crave for its update so much… i really Love you all… Please keep showering your Love and support on me like this only!

Take care, stay happy, stay healthy, stay busy, stay blessed, stay loved, keep shining, keep smiling, be confident & you’re beautiful the way you’re…..be yourself!!!!!!!