Hey Its me again with another chapter that I hope you will enjoy, i have decided to carry this on as a full length fanfiction. I haven’t forgotten my Yuvani fanfictions but i am suffering a little writers block with them so i will take a little break and return with fresh ideas you will enjoy. Someone has requested me to start a kriyam fanfic which i will be perfectly happy to do if more people would like me to do it? The last episode of this fanfic got very little comments, and it was slightly upsetting but i did really appreciate those who praised me, thank you. But if you guys could, could you possibly comment on this episode, it contains a lot of effort and it would make me very happy.
Last episode- http://www.tellyupdates.com/sach-ka-samna-suhani-sayyams-bond-suhani-si-ek-ladki-part-2/
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Sambhav shook with rage at the situation that unfolded and destroyed in front of eyes. He had to save his image in front of Sayyam and punish this Suhani, what did she think she was doing? He slowly looked down to the floor and then smiled, he saw the gun. –Lets kill two birds with one stone…- he thought.
He lifted the gun while everybody was distracted fussing over Suhani, he emptied out all the bullets except one. He opened the door slightly where he saw Sayyam standing and threw out the bullets in his palm. He shut the door and played with the gun with a beastly smile.
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Sayyam stood facing the deep pink colour of the sky that seemed lost in the seas of bright blue, like he felt in this family and in his mother’s heart. Continous tears streamed down his face and it felt like a piece of his strength dissolved with every tear.
‘PLEASE SAMBHAV!’,’I’m so sorry Sayyam,I’m so sorry.’, ‘LET MY FAMILY GO!’, ‘Don’t, don’t miss me…’ Her mothers screeches of pain rang in his ears, and he had to shut his eyes unable to bear them.
He lifted his shaky hands and folded them together for the first time in years. He shut his scared eyes tightly, frowning pleadingly, scared to face reality again. His lips mumbled a jittery prayer…
Sayyam- I know i haven’t done this in years. I know, I lost all faith in You when you didn’t bring me my maa when i used to pray to you all those years ago. But today I need you, I need you please. I need you to protect my maa from any pain ever. I don’t need her love, I don’t want her apologies. If you want, you can even let everyone abandon me again, let me stay alone, I don’t care. But please, please god, keep my maa safe and happy. Protect her from herself, protect her from all evil. Protect her from me. I’m so sorry. (A single solemn tear left his closed eyes.)
He suddeny had to turn his face away as a bright light reflected in to his eyes from something hitting the sun. He turned to look behind him to see what caused this… He kneeled down, with a mouth that had dropped open, to have a closer look.
He picked up the bullets in to his palm with burning rage smouldering in his eyes. -Papa was telling the truth. This was all a drama. That Suhani took out the bullets and then pretened to act all in pain to gain my sympathy, knowing there was no chance she would be hurt.-
He grunted in disgust. His tears held shame, for the first time he had given someone a part of him, he had shown his love and concern and he said his words of true care that he had hidden for all this time, and it all had turned out to be a game. He sniffled back his tears and wiped away the remains. –Never again.- He thought.
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Sambhav pointed the gun toward Suhani, with a viscious grin.
Sambhav- MOVE! (Everyone that crowded around Suhani looked up at him.) I SAID MOVE AWAY FROM HER OR I’LL SHOOT!
Krishna- How heartless can you be? She’s unconciou-
Sambhav- WE CAN THINK ABOUT THAT LATER. NOW MOVE BEFORE I SHOOT!
The family helplessly take a few steps back, fear instilled deep within their eyes. Sambhav approached Suhani with his gun trained on her unconscious figure. He neared her and lifted her to stand, grabbing her middle with his filthy hands.
Sharad- SAMBHAV!
Sambhav pressed the gun on to the side of Suhani’s flopping head.
Sambhav- CHUP! (The family silenced their protests. He took out his phone and held it to his ear.) Ready.
Suddenly men rushed through the back doors of the house and in to the living room. They roped up the arms and legs of the family and muffled their mouths with handkerchiefs.
Sambhav- Take them… And leave us alone… (He smiled at Suhani with ill intention.)
Bhavana- SUHANI NO! NOT SUHANI! NOT AGAIN! ( Bhavana struggled to scream through the handkerchief, trying to break out of the man’s grip that held her. Sharad tried to also break out of the ropes.)
The men dragged them out the back doors leaving behind an eerie silence, foreboding a hell to come. Sambhav dragged Suhani in to the room leaving the door open, and placed her sitting on the bed. He was going to do it differently this time, he wanted her awake and suffering.
He sat in front of her and clicked his knuckles impatiently.
Sambhav- You are too stubborn Suhani, and now look, your son has become just like you. Adamant and hungry for the truth. How does the truth help anyone? How does it help me to get you? (He grabbed her hand .)
Her eyes shot open immediately with a fright. She noticed Sambhav infront of her and leaned away with a frightened grimace, Sambhav refused to leave her hand.
Suhani- Chod Do! Maa! Di! PA Bhaiyya! Sayyam! Someone!
Sambhav laughed dryly tutting teasingly at her misfortune.
Sambhav- There is no one here to help you darling… Sayyam’s left and I have made everybody else disappear…
Suhani- Dissapear? (Her lips trembled in confusion.) WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO THEM? I BEGGED YOU TO LET THEM GO!
Sambhav- You made a huge drama and made me seem like a villain in front of my son! Now i will punish you! (He twisted her hand behind her back making her wince.)
Suhani- You are a villain! (She hissed in disgust and almost spat in his face angering him.)
Sambhav- just cooperate with me…
Suhani- no. (She had stubborness in her eyes.)
He twisted her hand further till it tinged purple and she had to bit her lip to stop herself from screaming out. He pinned her against the wall and neared his face to hers until she could feel his warm breath raise goosebumps in her skin with fear. She looked to the ground.
Sambhav- JUST COOPERATE! and this will end sooner…(She trembled with tears as she struggled to leave his clutch.)
Suhani- Where is my (she flinced as a shooting pain ran up her arm.) Where is my family?
Sambhav dialled someone up on the phone, watching her cautiously.
Sambhav- release them in half an hour, ill be done with her by then.
She squeezed her eyes shut and shivered in disgust.
Sambhav- Now you have agreed to me, I’ve let them go.
Suhani- Ive not agreed to anything! no let me go! (She cried bitterly, despairing tears streaking her face.) Please let me go!
Sambhav smiled, and she felt revolted in a way that she had never felt before, as if his stare had burnt through her. He looked her up and down
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Sayyam looked back at the birla house that was gleaming in the sunlight for the last time, with rageful tears of misunderstanding in his eyes. He couldnt believe that his mother would stoop so low, when he had held her as the epitome of love and care and yearned to see her all his life. – I know im a bad person. But did i deserve this?- he thought.
He remembered the way she caressed his face so vividly that he felt he could feel her nurturing touch on her skin right then. And he also remembered how he felt cared for the first time ever and how it all now meant nothing.
He turned away wiping the tears from his face and continuing on. He paced forward, his mind troubled with thoughts.
Suddenly he stopped. He clutched his chest as a sudden pang of pain hit his chest. He looked back at the house and frowned in worry. He sensed his ma was in danger. He had so strongly decided to leave but he just had to protect his mother. He sprinted toward the house.
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Air blew through the window the room, blowing Suhani’s hair that covered her collarbone. She shivered at the exposure. Sambhav still had twisted her hand behind her back and pinned her to the wall. She braced her teeth to hold back her pain.
Sambhav leaned toward her and she immediately look away to the side.
Sambhav- Get ready Suhani…
Suhani- No. You can’t take advantage of me like this! (She tried to uphold the strength in her glare but her vunrebility showed.)
Sambhav- Oh really? (He suddenly stamped on her bare foot with his shoe causing her to scream out. He carried on pressing his shoe in to her foot spilling tears of agony from Suhani’s eyes.)
Suhani- What do you get out of this?! Why me Sambhav? Why do you torture me?
Sambhav grabs her hair in his fist and and starts yanking it, causing her reflex tears of pain and she had to squeeze her eyes closed.
Sambhav- Torture? What torture? (He grinned with victory at her pain glowing in his eyes.)
Suhani- WHAT TORTURE!? The way you forcibly pierced my nose? Shoved food down my throat and burnt my hand with an iron? Neared me without my permission? Violated my- my dignity? How you are assulting me right now!? How could you not call that tor- (He pulled at her hair so hard her neck twisted and she screeched.)
Sambhav’s fingers neared the top of her sleeve and she cowered, hyperventilating.
Suhani- please, please, no… no. Please, please (she chanted repeatedly with a wobbly voice, closing her fright filled teary eyes.)
She clutched her dupatta with her free hand, holding it over herself trying to save her dignity. Sambhav’s fingers touched her skin…
Sambhav-ARRRGH! (he stumbled back, holding his bleeding nose. Suhani’s mouth dropped open and she broke in to unstoppable tears.)
Sayyam stood in front of Suhani, and she cowered behind him, hiding from Sambhav, gripping on to Sayyam’s shoulder.
Sayyam’s eyes were gigantic and filled with unmeasurable rage, his body shook uncontrollably and tears of disgust streamed from his eyes.
He looked round at Suhani and his eyes softened and he looked at her in shame and worry and misery.
Sayyam- Ma!? Are you o-
A sobbing Suhani suddenly flung her arms around him and hugged him tightly in fear, making him jump. He hugged her back, one hand around her middle and one carresing the back of her hair. He became her shield. In one moment sayyam felt weak and vunerable, shocked by the amount of love he felt, he had never felt so loved ever before. But he cried in embarresment and agony as he felt her tears soak his shirt.
Sayyam- Ma- I’m sorry- i let so much happen to you- i should i have been here- i shouldnt have- its my fault-why wasnt i here?-how did i not see?- How could- he. How could i listen to him- im so sorry- ma- it because of me-ma- (He muttered stings of frantic apology as he held her, weeping like a child.)
Suhani- no sayyam its okay- it not yo-
Suddenly rage hit him like thunder. He broke away from Suhani and charged at Sambhav without thinking.
He hit him repeatedly growling in rage, he whacked him black and blue, his knuckles dripping with blood.
Suhani- Sayyam, sayyam stop-
Sambhav- beta- (Sayyam immediately punched him round the mouth.)
Sayyam- Never ever call me that again, is that- is that how you treat women? IS THAT HOW YOU TREAT MY MAA!? I am ashamed to be your son!
Sambhav lost controll and punched Sayyam back, splitting his lips and bruising his eyes and knocking the wind from his lungs.
Suhani grabbed Sayyam by the arms and pulled him backward in to safety. The exhausted Sayyam held on to his mother for support.
Suhani- LEAVE HIM ALONE! I know you could stoop low… but that low- low enough to beat your own son… i cant. What are you made of Sambhav!?
The family entered the room, shocked at the spectacle. They were slightly bruised as they were just released by Sambhav’s men.
Sambhav- You wanted him to see the truth right Suhani? Then why are you protecting him now!? Usko mera sachiye dekna do!
Suhani- no i won’t-
Sayyam- No, I want to hear what he has to say to me.
Suhani- Sayyam… i dont think-
Sayyam held both Suhani’s hands and looked at her pleadingly, his expression awakening her guilt.
Sayyam- please, please, i have a right to it. (Suhani nodded with no other choice.)
Sayyam took a step toward Sambhav challenging him with his glare.
Sayyam- I heard everything, how you used to- (He gulped down his tears with closed eyes unable to say it.) How- how could you? (Suhani cried in restlessness an pain, and bhavana met eyes with her in worry at the situation.)
Sambhav- YES! Yes I did all that! And so much more… (Sambhav laughed while Sayyam stared at him in disgust and disbelief.) I even molested your mother Sayyam- (Sayyam’s round eyes of utter shock cried tears that trickled down his open mouth of disbelief.)
Sharad- Sambhav!
Sambhav- But she still doesn’t love me!? And you know what? I would do it again- I ws about to do it again (Suhani and Sayyam both squeeze their eyes shut at the same time, sickened by the thought.)
A thought hit Sayyam’s mind like a boulder to his chest, crushing him and stealing the breath from his lungs.
Sayyam- (His eyes were still and horrified.) Does that- Does that mean… Does that mean I am – I am- I am a product of your crime?
Sambhav and Suhani yell out at the same time, Sambhav grinning and Suhani terrified…
Sambhav- YES!
Suhani- Of course not!
Sayyam stumbled backward in shock, his eyes blank but heart bleeding.
Sayyam- Your lying. I am a product of his crime- of his torture- of your pain… ma what are you trying to protect me from? The fact that i never deserved to be here. I must make you all feel sick, im so sick of myself. (He turned to Suhani.) How could you- how could you let me be born? Im not mean to be here. I’m not meant to be here ma, oh god. Im so sorry…
Suhani- No Sayyam beta, its nothing like that-
Sayyam- Dont lie, finally i understand, i knew it was my lacking all along- no wonder you abandoned me in that orphanage- why would you want to see my face? You should have left me on the streets to die. I don’t deserve to live. Im so sorry ma….
Suhani- No Sayyam-
Sayyam turned and sprinted out of the room, rivers of tears streaming down his face.