Samjhota Swara aur Sanskaar Ka (Hisaab Barabar) Episode 9

Hello everyone…..i’m back with my second last episode……..now lets go for this episode…

The episode starts with Sanskar comes to Swara’s room to take his phone…..Swara recalls all the incidents…..girls calling her Sanky….and all…….
Sanskar:Swara..my phone….
Swara:Yes….u got a call from your girlfriend Sunaina…..
Sanskar:Oh..i’ll call her back..
Sanskar is about to leave(He turns towards the door)
Swara:Don’t ever come back here Sanskar……
A drop of tear escapes from his eye….without turning back he leaves….
Swara sees a vase on her side table……she picks it and throws it….and grabs the pillow and throws it…….and starts crying vigorously..
Swara:God…why do u hate me soo much?Whomever i love leaves me or deceives me….Randhir is Sanskar…..that Sanskar…..who killed my Ragini….a 13 years old girl……and now u made me do this sin of loving my sisters killer…….
The scene shifts to Sanskar’s room…..he is sitting on the floor…placing his head on the bed….Sujata comes there….
Sujata:Chora…..i knw….today was the toughest day of your life…its painful to tolerate betrayal…but its more painful when u need to pretend to betray the person whom u love just because of your helplessness..why don’t u tell her the truth?U need her…
Sanskar:I can’t ma…..i can’t…..i’ll be gone within 2 months…..how can i give her a lifetime pain….she already believes that whomever she loves leaves her away….and now….if something happens to me in her presence….then she’ll be broken….
Sujata:Swara is very lucky that there is someone who loves her more than his own life…….
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After a month…..
Swara is seen playing with her 5 days old daughter………………………
Swara:Meri bacchii..now u r the only reason of my survival…..
Just then AP comes there…….with Swara’s breakfast…
AP:Beta..i bought your breakfast here..so that u don’t need to live her alone…
Swara:Thank u badi ma….
Ap:Swara…where is Randhir??Matlab….i did not see him this whole month……where is he?
Swara:Badi ma..he has his own life….he must busy with his life….
AP:But he did not come to see the baby too….
Swara:Badi ma..how will i knw why he didn’t come…
The baby starts crying and she takes her in her lap…..and makes her sleep….
AP leaves….
Scne:AP’s room
AP is in deep thoughts…..Sumi comes there…
Sumi:Annu…what happened?U look tensed….
AP:Sumi….do u knw where is Randhir?I mean…..i didn’t see him from past one month..
Sumi:Even i did not see him….vese toh hamesha yahi padha rehta tha…aur usiki wajah seh yeh ghar ghar jesa lagta tha…but i donno..what happened….
Ap;And the strange thing is Swara looked disturbed when i was asking about Randhir…..
Sumi:I don’t knw what has happened to this girl……she is always behaving so strangely…
This convo is heard by Swara….

Swara comes to her room…
Swara:Ma..the person whom u think bought the happiness…actually took away the happiness…..
Its 6pm…..they r having their dinner..just then Swara declares that she is leaving for UK…..
AP:Beta..all of a sudden?
Swara:Ma..we had to return one day right?Yes..i’m going back…11 pm ki flight hai
Sumi:But Swara…Laksh’s academy?
Swara:Adarsh bhaiya can handle that…
Adarsh:Swara…stay here for just 3 days….after 3 days..its that academy’s inauguration..
Swara:No bhai….plz….i don’t want to stay here….
She leaves…..
Uttara comes to Swara’s room…….she sees Swara staring that the garden from the window….
She goes near her…and keeps her hand in her shoulder…
Swara;Di..u here?
Uttara:Can’t u postpone your..
Swara:Di please….i don’t want to talk about that….
Uttara:What is so special in those flowers that u were staring them so intensely?(Pointing at the flower plants in the garden)
Swara;Di..these flowers lead a better life than us..humans….no problems in their life……
Uttara:They r living things…but they have no emotions……and i believe the ones who can express their feelings r the most unfortunate ones…………..
Uttara:Swara….Shraman(Uttara’s husband) and i have thought to shift here..in India….
Swara:That’s good…then u can take care of the academy…let me go and do the packing…..
Uttara hugs her….Just then Uttara’s daughter Arohi comes there..with the same flowers in her hand..which Swara was staring at…..
Uttara:Aru…..why did u pluck out the flowers?They look good there only(Pointing at the garden…..
Arohi:Mamma…i bought it for mami..she is going with the chotu baby….na..that’s why..u said na..this flower’s name is forget me not….i want to give this to her….mami…forget me not…
Swara looks t her with teary eyes…and kisses her forehead…..
Swara:Beta…u can come there to meet us….
Arohi hugs her…..
Uttara;Beta come now….mami needs to do the packing…
Uttara and Arohi leaves…..

Swara closes her eyes..and thinks about all the incidents…..that took place in her life…..her friendship with sanlak….her sis Ragini,Ragini’s death,Laksh and her marriage….Laksh’s accident,his diary….Sanskar’s entry in her life as Randhir and all…..Laksh’s last words….echoed….
PLEASE DON’T HATE ME…..AND FORGET ME NOT…..
Swara;Wait wait…Laksh told me about his diary….its in his house..i can’t leave without finding it……forget me not……..Arohi…..flowers…yes flowers…..
Swara runs to the garden….Sumi and Ap gets confused seeing her running….
Swara comes near the pot……..
Sumi:Beta…what happened?
Swara;Ma…is this the only forget me not flower plant in this garden?
Sumi:Yes…
Swara takes out the mud from the container…(Its quite huge..not like the normal pots…)
She finds a box…..a silver box and wsomething is written on top of it…. ‘Lucky’s box’…
She opens the box and finds the diary…….a blue colour diary…
She runs to her room….followed by Sumi and AP…..she closes the room……

She opens the diary……she read some pages…….

23th July 2005….
Hayy..Sanskar..my best buddy..my childhood friend.he is the only one who can understand me….He always completes my assignements and homeworks…..i love this person…he gets scolded by my parents for helping me……but everyone knws…i was never made for studying……
30 November 2005
Today..i got 2 new friends….Swara and Ragini…both r my papa’s best friend Shekhar uncle’s daughters….Swara is a year younger to me..and Ragini is 3 years younger to me…..Swara…god..she is very beautiful……just like an angel..and Ragini…she is a kiddo….a cute one

12 Jan 2006
Today…i introduced Swara and Ragini to Sanskar…Ragini hates Sanskar……as he played a prank on her the very first day he met her…..he made her fall in cow dung……from that day….she hates him….Sanskar calls Ragini Laksh ki chamchi…that’s because…..Ragini used to complain to me against Sanskar……

24 March 2006
Today i saw Swara and Sanskar gossiping and laughing..i donno..why but i felt bad….i understood..that it was jealousy……but why?Hayyy….god knows what’s happening to me…..
29 May 2006
I understood…i love Swara…yes..i love her…she is the perfect girl for me..i knw…i’m 15 only…still i’m sure this is not an infatuation….i liked many..dated many….those were infatuations…but i’m sure that i love her…7th July 2006
Swara is closer to Sanskar…i understand that they r best friends…but still…she doesn’t even look at me…..this is not done……
19th Nov 2006
Why is this Sanskar trying to come in between me and Swara?He is my friend na…why doesn;t he understand anything?

23th Jan 2007
Today..i thought to make Swara’s jealous…by hanging out with my school friend Shanaya…..but she was least bothered…she was not effected……what does that mean?She doesn’t love me?
March 4 2007
Today..i can’t face anyone…….i’m ashamed of myself…..i have stoop so low…….i’m hating myself…..so many lives got destroyed..only because of me..so many relations got spoiled….only because of me….it was holi…..we all were playing with colours….Ragini was allergic to colours…and she hated it too…Sanky was continuously trying to put some colour on her…..he challenged her that he will put colour on her…i promised to help him…..but donno..what happened to him…he asked me to drop this plan..as we should not take advantage of someone’s weakness to disturb her…..but i didn’t listen to him…we were all in colours….i ran behind Ragini..she thought that its Sanskar…as our faces were coloured and not understandable….She was shouting….NO Sanskar…and i?I took the pichkari…we both were in the terrace….Ragini was stepping back…and fell down….Swara saw this and ran down…..I was scared..and i went to the washroom…after sometime……i saw everyone crying…….Swara was in shock….she was looking at Sanskar angrily…..i understood that she thinks that it was Sanskar…..swara and Sanskar were in a room…and i was standing near the door..i heard their convo…Swara shouted..”U killed my sis”She ran away….Sanskar was about to follow her….but i stopped him…i looked at him with tears in my eyes..he understood that it was me…who did this…’HOW COULD U DO THIS?’He asked….i was weeping..and i told me everything…..Sanskar was going to tell everything to Swara….i begged him..he did not listen to me….at last i lied…i lied to my best friend…i told him..that Swara loves me a lot……he was shocked…..i told him that Swara loves me..and if she gets to knw that it was me then she will be broken..and she will hate me..and will hate herself for loving me…..i could see his love for Swara in his eyes….he was broken….he decided to leave from there and from our lives…..itna barah samjhota karliya usne..i’m feeling ashamed of myself…..i hate myself….

The diary fell from her hand…..she was shivering………..
Sanskar’s words..DO U THINK SANSKAR KILLED RAGINI? And Laksh’s words PLEASE DON’T HATE ME……she understood everything……she was in state of shock……
Swara:Sanskar………………………….he was innocent…….he loved me..that’s why he did not speak a word against Laksh…he thought that i love Laksh…i did a blunder……i made a huge mistake…..
Just then with the help of extra keys..everyone entered the room…..
Ap:Swara what happened?
Swara was in state of shock…she was not uttering even a word…..
Adarsh took the diary…..and read it aloud….everyone were crying…..
Sumi:That Laksh murdered my daughter……..and my another daughter is suffering..all because of him….
Swara:Ma….for god sake….pleas chup rahoooo…
Sumi:Beta…this person killed your sister…
Adarsh:Sumi aunty… if he wouldn’t write this..then we wouldn’t had ever get to knw this……he was guilty……
Sumi:Will his guilt bring back Ragini?
AP:I knw….how u must be feeling…but….he is no more….how can u talk like this about a dead person?
Sumi:He killed my daughter…i won’t let my daughter stay with u all…..i will take my daughter and my granddaughter from here…
Swara:Sochlo ma…..this baby is not only mine…but also Laksh’s…….woh Laksh ka hi ansh hai…your daughter’s murderer’s daughter….will u keep us with u?
Sumi:U r coming with me…that’s it
Swara:Ma…whatever it is..this is a fact that Laksh is my husband…and the father of my child…..i can never hate him…i promised not to hate him….
She goes near his pic…
Swara:Laksh….because of u..i lost my sister….but because of u only….i got my daughter..the most precious thing of my life….i forgive u…i can never hate u….cause once i loved u….and now..i know…what i need to do……

Precap: Last epi…..