Aka bai bai bai bai ……… I’m Sooooooooo ooooo sooo sorry….. I thought I have posted this story here as well but …..??? ?? this was so stupid of me…. ??? I’m sorry…. Yeh toh acha hua Maine dekh liya Varna…. I’m extremely sorry ????????
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Recap: ragini is fine… But sanskaar is annoyed….
Ragini & sanskaar are sitting on the sofa. Ragini is looking at him but he’s looking elsewhere.
Sanskaar ( sighs ): ginu.. Will u stop staring at me??
Ragini: first tell u hv forgiven me…
Sanskaar: for wht??
Ragini: u know sansku…
Sanskaar: who am I to u?? That u need my forgiveness….
Ragini: everything!!!!
Sanskaar looks at her. They hv a deep eye lock. Sanskaar breaks it and stands to go. Ragini Holds his wrist.
Ragini: don’t forget sansku.. I hv also forgiven u many times…
Sanskaar: thank you for forgiving me ginu… But I never talked abt leaving u.. I never talked abt death n all….
Ragini: but sansku… I got scared na….
Sanskaar: I was with you na….
Ragini: sansku…
Sanskaar: ginu… Pls….
He goes from there. Ragini thinks.
Ragini: arre yeh toh ruth gaya….. Think something ragini….. She thinks… She looks at tv and her eyes glows with joy! She jumps in excitement and then winces in pain. Sanskaar comes there running hearing her voice..
Sanskaar: ginu r u fine??
Ragini: yeah actually….
Sanskaar: whtever….
He turns to go but ragini again holds his hand… sanskaar stops. She smiles….
Ragini ( sings ): hum ko maloom hai………. ( sanskaar closes his eyes ) ishq masoom hai……. ( she makes him turn and holds her ear with one hand ) dil se ho jati hai galtiyaan…….( sanskaar looks at her puppy face ) sabr se ishq mehroom haii……
She tilts her face and flutters her lashes. Sanskaar takes a deep breath to control himself. He nods and goes from there. Ragini sighs and sits there with pout face…
Ragini: khadoos….. Now wht????
She bites her nails. Sanskaar who’s working on laptop at the dining table looks at her from corner of his eyes. He smiles in mind but then makes a serious face.
Ragini: sansku…..
Sanskaar: wht??
Ragini: pls come here na….
Sanskaar: y??
Ragini: can u drop me to washroom??
She giggles in her mind as he coughs a Lil. Sanskaar comes there and picks her up and takes her to the washroom. He comes out and stands at the door and rubs his hair.
Sanskaar ( monologue ): I don’t want to trouble u ginu.. But wht u did was wrong… Thats it… N I’m not going to forgive u easily….
” ouch ” shouted ragini from inside bringing him out of his thoughts.
Sanskaar ( from outside ): wht happened ginu?? R u okay??
Ragini: yeah I’m fine..
Sanskaar: Then y did u shouted??
Ragini: voh actually… The shower opened and I got a little wet!!
Sanskaar: wht?? Ginu who told u to take shower now?? Doc said na ur wound should not get wet….
Ragini: arre I didn’t do it intentionally…. Now come otherwise I’ll get whole wet…
Sanskaar: yeah I’m coming…
He sighs and goes inside where ragini was almost half wet. Sanskaar turned off the knob of the shower. He took ragini in his arms and took her out and made her sit on the bed.
Sanskaar: see u r all wet….
She pouts. He runs inside the washroom to get the towel. He comes and wipes her face and carefully daps the towel around her wound and hand. Ragini looks at him lovingly.
Sanskaar ( calls Pooja ): hello Pooja where r u??? ( Ragini’s face pales )
Pooja: I’m in office bhai.. It’ll take time.. Actually there is some problem in the system and v need to sought it out today itself…. U tell is there any problem??
Sanskaar: no no… I just asked.. Okay bye….
He cuts the call and looks around worried.
Ragini: wht happened??
Sanskaar: she’s busy now who’ll change ur clothes??
Ragini: I hv full faith on u sansku…
She said blushing. Sanskaar first didn’t get it but when her words registered in his brain.. He first blushed a bit but then made. An angry face…
Sanskaar ( angrily ): do u think it’s a joke?? ( she nods no cutely ) ginu y don’t u understand?? This can hv a bad affect on u…. Pch….
He sighs. He turns around and takes a sleeveless shirt from her wardrobe. Ragini widens her eyes. Sanskaar turns and she makes a normal face.
Sanskaar: here take this shirt amd change. .
Ragini: how??
Sanskaar again sighs… ( ahh how much will he sigh in one epi itself??? Poor boy….. ??)
He comes forward and removes the sling from her hand. He roams here and there thinking and biting his nails .
Sanskaar ( monologue ): no yaar I just can’t do this…. Its not even night that I’ll switch off all the light and…. Like in Goa….. But I hv to do something… O god.. I hv no one around…. Kash someone was there……
He turns towards ragini who was trying to do something but was unable. He made a cry baby face. he went towards her nad stopped her . She looked at him and they both hv an eye lock, an emotional one……
Sanskaar: ginu…… ….. ( after a big pause ) okay wait……. Idea…. I’ll call shreya…
Ragini: who’s she??
Sanskaar: arre mr. Verma’s daughter…
Ragini: sansku r u out of ur mind?? U’ll call someone from outside to change ur wife’s dress??
Sanskaar: wife’s??
Ragini: gosh.. How can u forget?? For all these ppl I’m ur wife…. ( ooo… Sanskaar nods ) n y r u having so much problem??
Sanskaar: as if u don’t hv….
Ragini: no I don’t…..
Sanskaar tries to say something but he is just not getting right words. He sighs and sits down beside her. Ragini keeps her hand on his shoulder. He looks at her and she makes a bechari face and sneezes.
Ragini: achii….
Sanskaar: god bless you ginu….
Ragini nods sadly and sneezes again. Sanskaar gives her a tissue.
Sanskaar: no.. Okay ginu… wait i’ll change…. Wait…
Ragini smiles. Sanskaar goes n closes all the doors and windows. He looks at her. She’s blushing. He nods his head in disbelief. He switches off the lights. Now there was a very little light. He asked her to give the shirt. She gave him with moist eyes…
Ragini ( monologue ) : I was not wrong sansku… My faith on u was not wrong…. I love you sansku… I love you so much……
Sanskaar Comes towards her and without looking at her he takes off her kurta and then slowly from her right hand without hurting her. He then put her right hand in the shirt and then the other amd closed the buttons of her shirt. He finally sighed in relief.
He switched on the light and pulled away the curtains. Ragini looked at him and hia face was full of sweat.
Ragini: sansku… Y R u sweating so much??
Sanskaar ( wiping his forehead ): no nothing…. U sit here.. ( he makes her sit properly ) i’ll bring the first aid box….
She nodded and he went out… Ragini smiles and was feeling proud of her choice. Sanskaar came and sat beside her… His face was still suja hua….
Ragini ; r u still angry??
No response.
He brings her arm forward and keeps on the wall of two pillows. He starts removing the old bandage while she looks at him annoyed yet lovingly.
He cleans the wound and again puts the bandage. After that he is abt to go when she pulls him back by holding his wrist amd gives a tight peck on his cheek. Sanskaar looks at her shocked ?. Ragini smiles. He nods and goes from there….. Ragini huffs and sits with a sad face. She thinks for some more time and then again an idea clicks her seeing his phone there.
She picks his phone and does something in that and then keeps it there.. Sanskaar Comes and takes his phone and goes from there. Ragini smiles.
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Sanskaar Comes outside and switches on his phone and is amazed to see the lock screen of his phn… …
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Sanskaar sighs and unlocks his phone where he sees a very cute pic of
Ragini in which she’s holding her ear from one hand with a cute pout and puppy face…. Sanskaar twists his lips and taps the phone on his palm.
Sanskaar: ginu this time I won’t forgive u easily…. …
It was already evening ? . Sanskaar called Pooja to know abt her whereabouts. She told him that she has gone home ? after the work and will send the tiffin for ragsan. Sanskaar compiled and went to check on ragini.
Sanskaar: ginu….
Ragini: hmm…
Sanskaar: is ur leg fine?? ( rag looks at him and twists her lips…. ) if not then it’s okay we’ll cancel the plan of going at arnav bhai’s wedding……
He said looking at her naughty look. Ragini widen her eyes and stood up immediately.
Ragini: I’m perfectly fine now sansku… See I can jump also….
N she starts jumping. Sanskaar holds her hand to stop her from jumping… And glares at her. She stops and pouts.
Sanskaar: ur leg is fine now…. But not ur hand ( murmurs ) and brain……
Ragini ( squeezing her eyes ): did u said something??
Sanskaar: no… Now come out n hv something.. Doc said u shld eat something after every two hours..
Ragini: okay… So lets hv tikki…
Sanskaar: cornflakes….. U’ll hv cornflakes now…..
Ragini: but….
Sanskaar: no bhaar ka khaana…..
Sanskaar looked at her with his one brow up. Ragini stamps her foot and goes out of the room followed by sanskaar.
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Sanskaar Comes in the kitchen to prepare cornflakes. Ragini too comes behind him. He starts boiling the milk and gets the container of the cornflakes.
Ragini ( pointing at the slab ): shall I sit here….
Sanskaar: no.. Sit on my head instead…
Ragini: no i’ll sit here only.. Ur head is very small…
She chuckles and sits on the slab. Sanskaar opens his mouth to say something but then closes and huffs.
Ragini ( seeing him putting the flakes ): thoda aur dalo… ( put some more )
Sanskaar looks at her and nods in disbelief. She smiles as he puts more flakes.
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They sit at the dining table opposite to each other. While ragini is eating her cornflakes sanskaar is having his coffee.
Ragini ( sings ): achha jee main haaree chalo maan jao naa
dekhee sab kee yaaree meraa dil jalao naa
Sanskaar sips his coffee. Ragini gets frustrated as he’s not even listening to her. she bangs the table hardly with her hand and then rubs it as it hurted her. Sanskaar looks at her in disbelief.
Ragini: itne nakhre toh kabhi maine bhi nhi dikhae jitna tum dikha rahe ho…..
Sanskaar shrugs.
Ragini: u can’t ignore me sansku…..
Sanskaar ignores her ?.
Ragini ( stands ): okay fine…. U don’t want to talk then don’t….. I’m going…. Bye…
She goes from there to her room. Sanskaar looks at her retreating figure. He counts at his fingers. One. Two. Three. Four…… And before he could open up his thumb to count five ragini comes out her her room and sits on her chair. Sanskaar smirks.
Ragini: okay fine….. sansku pls talk na…. Acha I’m very sorry…. 100 times sorry for wht I did yesterday….. ( sanskaar nods ) u want me to be old ragini na….. ( sanskaar looks at her ) i’ll become…… But but but…… If i become old ragini again it’ll not be good for you….
Sanskaar: n y do u think so??
Ragini: coz old ragini was very sanskaari, shy, dumb, stupid….
Sanskaar: stop it okay??? Come to the point….
Ragini: okay fine….. So if I change back to my old self u’ll not get ur daily dose….
Sanskaar: wht daily dose,???
Ragini: muah ‘!!
She kisses in the air while he looks at her shocked. Ragini smiles.
Ragini: old ragini was shy.. So u won’t get ur kiss….
Sanskaar: acha…. Only this???
Ragini: no no… Aage suno…. U’ll not be able to sleep with me…..
Sanskaar ( tightens his grip on the coffee mug ): okay… Next….
Ragini: i’ll call u sanskaar ji… Instead of sansku…..
Sanskaar ( sighs ): next…..
Ragini: umm… Next…. Its possible that I go back to Kolkata……
Sanskaar gets shocked hearing this. His heart ached.. He pressed his lips so as not to cry as his eyes becomes moist. He blinked his eyes and nodded.
Sanskaar: n..next….
Ragini ( hurt ): i’ll… I’ll… Not continue my studies…..
Sanskaar: studies??
Ragini: yeah ik u want me to do MBA…. I won’t do that….
Sanskaar: u can’t compromise with ur future.. Ur life….
Ragini: that’s y I don’t want to change. …
Sanskaar: ginu… Who’s telling u to change?? I just want old ragini to be back.. My dupatte wali dost back.. I’m not telling u to change but u can not even kill that ragini know???
Ragini: whn u can hide old sanskaar inside u then y cant I??
Sanskaar ( looking elsewhere ) : I’m not hiding anyone ginu…
Ragini: don’t try to lie to me okay???
Sanskaar: ginu here v r talking abt u….
Ragini: okay.. I’ll get back to my old self… Fine now??? ( he nods ) but with the above conditions……
Sanskaar bites his lower lip and nods. He stands and goes to kitchen to keep his mug. He wipes his tears and comes out smiling.
Sanskaar: ginu hv u done ur packing??
Ragini ( stands ): y r u changing the topic??
Sanskaar: the discussion is over ginu… N if u want u can go back to Kolkata after arnav bhai’s wedding…. I… I.. Won’t stop you…..
He starts to go but ragini Holds his wrist. He closes his eyes tightly.
Ragini: n it won’t matter to u if I leave….
He nods no. Ragini cries. She hugs him from back with her one hand on his chest.
Ragini: now??
Sanskaar again nods no as he wipes his tears and tries to free himself.
Ragini: sansku…
Sanskaar: ginu pls…. to bring u to ur original self if I hv to be away from u… I’m ready for it…. I can’t see u like this…
Ragini: but sansku…
Sanskaar: just look at urself ginu…. U r not the same girl I knew…… I know I hv changed u to this confident and brave ginu but I don’t want u to lose ur identity…. N for that if u want to go away from me then u can…. U can go back to Kolkata.. to ur family….. To ur home…….
Ragini: sansku if u r with me I don’t want anything… Pls try to understand…
Sanskaar: ginu I’m always with you…. But with this brave ginu I want my dupatte wali dost also
Saying so He starts walking towards his room upstairs. She sees him going away from her. She wipes her tears and breathes heavily.
Ragini ( lower downs her gaze as tears make way through her cheeks… She sings ):
Agar tum mil jao
Zamana chod denge hum
( she looks up with teary eyes… Sanskaar stops near the stairs as he hears her )
Agar tum mil jao
Zamana chod denge hum
Agar tum mil jao
Zamana chod denge hum
Tumhe paa kar zamane bhar se rishta tod denge hum
Agar tum mil jao
Zamana chod denge hum
Agar tum mil jao
Zamana chod denge hum
( she comes near him, singing as the tears flow down his cheeks….. She holds his hand while he tries to get free from her grip and moves upwards…)
<< I hv skipped one para here coz it was not required.. ??>>
Ragini: Tere dil mein raheinge tujhko apna ghar bana lenge
( ragini moves behind him and stops him from going inside the room and comes in front of him )
Tere dil mein raheinge tujhko apna ghar bana lenge
Tere khwaabon ko gehno ki tarah khud par saja lenge
( she comes in front of him and keeps her head on his chest.. He tries hard not to hold her….)
Kasam teri kasam
Kasam teri kasam
Taqdeer ka rookh mod denge hum
( she looks up straight into his eyes while singing….)
Agar tum mil jao
Zamana chod denge hum
( sanskaar breaks the eye lock, not able to meet the intensity of her eyes )
( he moves her away by her shoulder and goes inside the room followed by ragini…)
Ragini: Tumhe hum apne jism-o-jaan mein kuch aise basa lenge
( she again back hugs him as he stands near the window….. She sobs and he too suppress his cry )
Tumhe hum apne jism-o-jaan mein kuch aise basa lenge
Teri khushboo apne jism ki khushboo bana lenge
( she comes in front of him and moves her hand on his face as he tries to resist….)
Khuda se bhi na jo toote
Khuda se bhi na jo toote
Woh rishta jod lenge hum
Agar tum mil jao
Zamana chod denge hum
Tumhe paa kar zamane bhar se rishta tod denge hum
Agar tum mil jao
Zamana chod denge hum
Agar tum mil jao
Zamana chod denge hum
( he moves away from her.. She opens the string of the sling and let her hand free.. Sanskaar looks back and sees her in pain. He goes to her and takes her arm in his hand….)
Sanskaar: ginu… Wht r u doing??
Ragini: do u think I can live without you??
Sanskaar: but ginu….
Ragini: sansku I love you yaar y don’t u understand…. I can’t live without u… I’ll change myself okay..?? ( he cups her face and wipes her tears ) sansku… I’ll do as u say… But pls forgive me and pls talk to me….
Sanskaar takes her in his embrace and both cries. Sanskaar kisses her hair as she hugs him.
Sanskaar takes her to bed and make sher drink water…. Ragini she wipes his tears and kisses his forehead.
Ragini: sansku… Lets go with the flow…. I’ll try to bring back old ragini along with this ragini but pls dont stay away from ever….
Sanskaar: I’m sorry ginu for troubling you…
Ragini nods no and holds his close to her heart. He was sitting on his knees in front of her and she was hugging him like a child.
Ragini: shssss…. Sansku u don’t say sorry…. It was my mistake only.. U told me to listen to u carefully but I just overreacted without listening to you….. I’m sorry…..
Sanskaar breaks the hug and cups her face. They both look into each other’s teary eyes..
Ragsan ( together ): I’m sorry.. I love you..
They both laugh through tears and touched their foreheads with each other. Sanskaar caressed her hair.. He kisses her forehead while she closes her eyes feeling his love. He stands up and brings the sling but she refuses to wear it.
Sanskaar: it’ll be comfortable ginu…
Ragini ; no sansku it’s not paining now… I’m fine….
Sanskaar: but…
Ragini: sansku….
Sanskaar nods and keeps the sling aside. He picks her up in his arms while she looks at him with wide eyes.
Ragini: sansku… I can walk….
Sanskaar: ik but I don’t want to give u any more pain…
Ragini: sansku….
She kisses his cheek as they move down towards the dining table. He looks at her. She was indeed looking pale and her hair were also freezy. He sets her hair with his hands while she giggles.
Ragini: sansku wht r u doing??
Sanskaar: u r looking so pale ginu… I want my chirpy and cute ginu back….
Ragini: aww….
She pulls his cheeks. He smiles and goes to her room and brings her comb and wipes. He cleans her face and then then combs her hair into two cute plaits as she sits on the table enjoying his fatherly love! He clicks her pic and shows to her. She smiles and kisses his cheek again. He blushes and rubs his hair. Ragini looks at him and she too rubs her hair. Both laughs.
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After sometime the driver comes with the food sent by Pooja. Sanskaar serves on one plate and he starts feeding her. Ragini looks at him lovingly. She was still sitting on the table n he was sitting on the chair.
He makes her eat and he too eats. After eating he wipes her face and gives her the medicine. She smiles.
Ragini: take me also…
Said she as he was going to do the dishes for the night.
Sanskaar: ginu u go n sleep… I’ll come in some time….
Ragini: please…..
She makes a cute pout. He smiles and picks her up in his arms and takes her to the kitchen and makes her sit on the slab.
He did the dishes as she kept blabbering abt anything which was coming in her mind. Sanskaar listened to her and stared at her lovingly…
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After a small session of exercise of her arm and giving her medicine Sanskaar pats her head as she drifts into a peaceful sleep in sanskaar’s arms. Sanskaar pecked her forehead and stared at her lovingly until he too fell asleep after almost one day….
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AUTHOR’S NOTE ?……
Guys guys guys…. I’m really sorry for writing this chapter…. Actually…. I really don’t know wht I hv written and how this chapter has come out… I know I might hv disappointed u all but don’t know y I wrote all this… It’s really not making any sense like hindi tv serials…. I’m really sorry… Ho sake toh mujhe maaf kar dena…… Ek toh I made you guys wait and gave this type of chapter…. Please forgive me ….???? N I promise I’ll not repeat this mistake again….At least i’ll try…. . Okay don’t get mad on me for SANGINI – A NEW BEGINNING! CHAPTER 48!!!
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