SEARCHING FOR TRUE LOVE,AN AVNEIL FF,EPISODE 10.

Episode 10;

Scene 1:Chatrapati Shivaji international airport ,Mumbai.

The flight on which Avni was travelling along with Neela ,Ali and Reha finally lands on the airport ,they were waiting for their luggage while Avni was thinking about her REVENGE the sole purpose for which she was alive ,she wanted to destroy Neil , Neil Khanna the only man she ever loved ,but ya she loved him just loved him ,but now she hates him,she hates him for destroying her life ,a voice brought her back to reality.

Reha:Avni,lets go.

Avni:Huh…..oh ya lets go.

Scene 2:Pareikh Mansion .

Neela:Avni,I got a call from my friend ,she said tommorow is the opening of her casino,so there will be a masquerade dance ,and you know that I cant go there so I told her that you will be going there.

Avni:But..

Neela:You will go.

Scene 3:(next day)A casino.

Avni was standing in a corner staring at the couples who were dancing and so was …………..Neil ya was also present there ,then he saw Avni.

Neil:(Thinks)She ,also might be like me ,…….heartbroken I should ask her for dance,He approached her ,Ma’mm would you mind if i steal you for a dance.

Avni:(thinks for some time)No ,I wont mind.

So Neil leaded her towards the centre ,he held her hand they felt connected by an subconscious jolt ,they danced and got lost in each others eyes.

Though they both had felt that they knew each others voice but they didn’t recognise it clearly .

Then the announcement was made to go to corner with your partners and remove your mask ,so everyone did so including Avneil.

Neil:(muttered under his breath)Avni.

Avni(literally shouted)NEIL KHANNA .

Neil hugged her but she pushed him .

Neil:Avni I am sorry for what I did four years ago,I heard from karan that you were cheating on me.Forgive me I love you.

Avni:I dont like you, I certainly dont love you, I hate you.

Avni’s words were soul shattering

Neil looked into her eyes, once filled with love, shone with pain.

Betrayal.

Deceit.

Neil:I am really sorry.

Avni:(Kuch zakhmon ke karz lafzon se ada nahi hote”)The debt of some wounds can’t be fulfilled with word.

Neil:Avni,I know but didn’t you ever think about me in these 4 years.

Avni:(Kambhakt khayalon ne hi toh zinda rakha hai … varna sawaalon ne kab ka maar diya hota)Your memories have kept me alive … or else the questions would’ve killed me a long time back.

Neil:Than why don’t you love me.Please come back in my life.

Avni:You have to put yourself in My place to understand the voluminous amount of courage it takes to Stand up, to hold onto yourself even after bearing the weight of Bleeding and Weeping Heart, which is surrounded all over by pointed shattered pieces, ready to pierce through it anywhere and everywhere.But still i didnt give up. I fought, i Fought harder. I reassembled myself for the sake of My Revenge. I channelised my strengths made myself more powerful and composed. All for what.? To learn One day that You have some reason to make me go through this Hell and You Want me back.It took me a little too much to glue all my broken pieces into Myself back, but what i was greeted with, was just a replica with multiple cracks and crevices that can not be completely fused together. I cant even imagine putting a life or hope in that broken cracked replica of My inner self. Who gave you the right to decide for Me, without consulting me. You didnt had Trust on your going to be Wife.? Maybe i could have handled better than what u thought. But No.! You Chose to Give me a Scar of Lifetime just like the already existing one on my Chest(bullet mark), except This one is Invisible and concealed inside me,Is it that casual for u, like pressing a button of Robot and Tada “Wifey Mode On”. No Neil, I am not a Robot.!,You didnt think even for once, before pushing me to this Hell. Your Heart didnt reprimand for once?And now, You have the audacity to Ask me to return to You. How am i supposed to React.? Feel like Flying on cloud 9.? No Neil.! That Avni is already lost somewhere, never to be recovered. And You made sure of it,I wont let my Hard Work, that i have put in shaping myself, go in vain. Finding yourself, Your existence, amidst all the accusations and allegations, is the most Difficult work, something i have succeeded in. And in no Cost i am going to let myself down. I am not going to weaken myself so much so as to depend on you.Never show your face to me again I hate you.

Her eyes were brimming with tears. His eyes mirroring hers. And in that moment Neil found his Lost Hope. The very hope he will cling onto untill his last breath, untill He win his Avni, His Lost love Back.

Avni turned back and went away from there .

Background music for Avni:

I know I can’t take one more step towards you

‘Cause all that’s waiting is regret

Don’t you know I’m not your ghost anymore

You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live, half alive

And now you want me one more time

Who do you think you are?

Runnin’ ’round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You’re gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don’t come back for me

Who do you think you are?

I hear you’re asking all around

If I am anywhere to be found

But I have grown too strong

To ever fall back in your arms

I’ve learned to live, half alive

And now you want me one more time

Who do you think you are?

Runnin’ ’round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You’re gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don’t come back for me

Who do you think you are?

It took so long just to feel alright

Remember how to put back the light in my eyes

I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed

‘Cause you broke all your promises

And now you’re back

You don’t get to get me back

Who do you think you are?

Runnin’ ’round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You’re gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

Don’t come back for me

Don’t come back at all

Who do you think you are?

Runnin’ ’round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

Tearing love apart

You’re gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

Don’t come back for me

Don’t come back at all

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

…………………………

Background music for Neil:

Barson ho gaye bichhde

Ab saath nahi ho tum

Phir aisa kyun lagta hai

Jahaan main hoon wahin ho tum

Kya karoon main apni ungliyon ka

Kisi ki bhi tasveer banaaun

Tumhari ban jaati hai

Ye sirf mera pagalpan hai

Ya tum bhi mere liye pagal thi

O o…

Kal raaste mein gham mil gaya tha

Lag ke gale main ro diya

Jo sirf mera tha sirf mera

Maine usey kyun kho diya

Haan woh aankhein jinhe main

Choomta tha bewajah

Pyaar mere liye kyun

Un mein baaqi na raha

Ho…

Humnava mere

Tu hai to meri saansein chale

Bata de kaise main jiyunga

Tere bina

Ho.. Humnava mere

Tu hai to meri saansein chale

Bata de kaise main jiyunga

Tere bina

Har waqt dil ko jo sataaye

Aisi kami hai tu…

Main bhi na jaanu ye

Ki itna kyun laazmi hai tu

Neendein jaake na lauti

Kitni raatein dhal gayi

Itne taare giney ki

Ungliyaan bhi jal gayi

Ho…

Humnava mere

Tu hai to meri saansein chale

Bata de kaise main jiyunga

Tere bina…

Ho.. Humnava mere

Tu hai to meri saansein chale

Bata de kaise main jiyunga

Tere bina

Tu aakhri aansu o yaara

Hai aakhri tu gham

Dil ab kahaan hai jo dobara

De dein kisi ko hum

Apni shaamon mein hissa

Phir kisi ko na diya

Ishq tere bina bhi

Maine tujhse hi kiya

O…

Humnava mere tu hai to meri saansein chale

Bata de kaise main jiyunga tere bina

Ho..

Faasle na de ki main hu aasre tere

Bata de kaise main jiyunga tere bina

Aazma raha mujhe kyun

Aa bhi ja kahin se ab tu

Kaise main jiyunga tere bina

Seene mein jo dhadkane hain

Tere naam pe chale hain

Kaise main jiyunga tere bina

Jawaab mill gaya mujhe

Main tumhari zindagi mein kahin nahi tha

Phir bhi main hi tumhari zindagi tha

Sirf main hi tumhaare liye pagal nahi tha

Tum bhi…

Humnava mere tu hai to

Meri saansein chale

Bata de kaise main jiyunga tere bina.

Neil followed her but it was too late she was gone,she said to himself,I will win you back,I will make you fall in love with me back.

I hope you all enjoyed the episode,bye for now.

XOXO,

-Shia.