Hello friends, I am back with short update….Sorry this is damns short featured with ishkara only as i am updating this one in my lunch break …..Hope u guys will like it …..
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Ramu serves dishes for ishkara ……
Omkara : Ramu, u also sit with us…..
Ramu : Ji, Sir….wooh..
Ishana : Haan ramu…sit naa…..
Ramu : Didi, aap bhi naa…….If my owner finds me with you both, then what will happen ?
Omkara : Nothing will happen, ramu…….I will manage ….Okay ??
Ishana nods her head and looks Ramu…
Ramu : Didi, I just come in two minutes….Wooh……That corner table’s customer’s order is pending….Once i finish this rounds, i will come and sit with you…..
Ishana : Pakka ??
Ramu : Pakka didi….
Ramu leaves….Ishkara looks @ each other and smiles…….
Omkara : By the way, ishana how you meet this boy ??
Ishana : It happened few months before…..I was on the way to perform for a cultural fest which was organized in this boy’s college….This boy was on the lead of students team for making invitation cards and making arrangements and much more……When my performance was finished, i find this guy is missing from the crowd…..I wonder where this hero went ?? At the back stage I saw him feeding his little brother…….That small boy did so many things which troubled ramu…..But I find ramu patiently looking after his brother and talking with him…… It took almost an hour for ramu to manage his brother and I watched it silently…..Finally ramu was back to the stage and when he saw me, he said…..”Sorry didi, I didn’t watched your dance fully, my bhai is naa….so adamant…..I told him not 2 come here……But see what he has done….” [ramu stares his brother and brother shows his tongue and smiles] I said , Ramu, U are really…. But Ramu break my words and said ” What didi ? U want 2 say that I am great……Is it ?? Every one who sees me with my brother says this like I am great…..And says I am doing big sacrifice ….. I don’t want to hear the words of sympathy and nor I wants 2 see any one shattering tears for me……Didi, he is my blood, my bhai ……..Why don’t people understand it ??” And I said ” I can understand it…….I want 2 say that You are really a lovable brother…….If you will not love your bhai then who will love him ??”
Omkara : That’s true…….My brothers loves me so much…….And I some times remains self centered by engaging in my own confusions and problems……
Ishana : It happens …..Every one has a inner space and some times we lost in our “self ” only……
Omkara : We can keep the bitterness to our self only, but we should not spread it to our beloved ones…….You know what some times those bitterness will start killing me in pieces and pieces and I feels like I am running and there is no way to finish the run…….Right from childhood, i am running and the storm of memories, incidents, emotions, consequences, realities and the biggest difficulty which we names as pain…….When it hits to the heart , then what to do ?? After the storm, I can see the emptiness only……But pain fills that emptiness also and it starts kicking me from behind…….
Ishana : You need to fight with that pain, Omkara…
Omkara : How, Ishana ?? How?? You said me to gain courage, you show me the guy who is brave…..But you yourself said me that this boy has deep pain……How can he over come that pain ??
Ishana : The way to deal with pain is to fight with it only, Omkara..
Omkara : You can say it in words, you can show me the way also…..But do you know what it is ?? Have you ever find what is pain ?? Have you ever experienced how deeply it affects you ?? Have you ever undergone through the pain ?? Tell me, Ishana…….You don’t have answer……Tell me, what’s pain ??
Ishana : I have seen it and I have underwent it also…….It comes out from my eyes as the bursting tears and I handle myself with it by saying …..”See pain, you can’t defeat me” and I will wipe out them and starts moving on…….It will be in my deep soul, it will stab me many times and I feels like I am going to die……..But I tell myself to keep fight with it …..
Omkara : World is capable of showing attitude towards our pain, but it never takes the initiative to see how deeply pain gives the pain to us…..And we are supposed to live in that kind of world only……..How long one can fight with this world ??
Ishana : Until you lives, you need to do it………But some times those pains will become rather big and I will feel that I am losing everything…….Already I lose much and still this pain troubles me…..When i close my eyes, those memories will start burning me in pains and I ………I……..[ishu finds hard to speak as her voice breaks in middle and tears roll down from her eyes]
Omkara : Ishana…….Ishana……[om touches ishu’s shoulder] Pls…..control urself ……Ishana……
Ishana looks @ Om’s eyes and starts crying literally………
Omkara : No…..ishana……Pls…..don’t cry……[Om hugs ishana and pats on her back…..Ishana lie down at om’s chest and kept her hands tightly on his shoulders] Ishana…..
Ishana didn’t said any thing, but her deep tears conveyed the depth of her pain and Om felt Ishana’s pain was not less than that of a vast ocean…….Ishu was weeping continuously and Om hold her more close towards his body and remained calm by closing his eyes for a while……
After some time, Ishana realized that she was caught in a heart as she was able to hear om’s heart beat….Slowly Ishana released herself from om’s chest and took her hands from Om’s shoulders…….Om opened his eyes and extended his hand to wipe out Ishana’s tears……But Ishu quickly wiped her tears with her own hands……
Ishana : I need to go home…….
Omkara : But Ishana……
Ishana : Pls, Omkara…….I am getting late……Pls….
Ishana turned back and walked away…….Om tried to speak with her, but he was feeling confused to say some thing to her…..
Ramu : Sir, where is didi ??
Omkara : Ramu…..[ Om pays the money and touches his shoulder] We need to leave now…….Sorry, we said you also to join with us…..
Ramu : Sir, u both didn’t eat anything…..Is everything alright ??
Ishana presses the car’s horn constantly and stares Om through the glass………Om feels strange…….
Omkara : We will meet later, ramu……Pls don’t mind…….Sorry…….[Om gives a fair smile and leaves]
Scene shifts to the car….
As soon as Om entered the car, Ishu quickly wear her seat belt and turned her eyes towards the glass…..Seeing ishu like these, Om felt it’s better to maintain silence rather than to make her feel uncomfortable……They continues the journey without saying anything 2 each other…….BGM……“Jo naa Keha Sake Tum, Jo naa Keha Sake hum…. Kehane Lagi…..Donon se woh ….Khamoshiyaan……..Oh Saathiya……Saathiya……Saathiya…..”plays….
Scene shifts to Ishana’s home’s entrance…..
As soon as they reached Ishu’s home, Ishu quickly get down from the car and shuts the door of the car without looking Omkara’s face……
Omkara : Ishana…..[om gets down from car and calls ishu]
Ishana : I feel so tired, omkara…….We can meet tmrw at art hub……[ishu said these words by rolling her eyes here and there]
Omkara : So you can’t look at your friend’s eyes, now…..Won’t you ??
Ishana : Omkara…..Wooh……..[ishu looks at om’s eyes and intentionally stop her words and bows her head]
Omkara : You have forgotten to pick your hand bag……[Om extends ishu’s bag towards her]
[Ishana gently takes it from Om’s hand and looks at his eyes…….] Ishana : Thanks……..
Omkara : Ishana……Are you okay ?? [Ishana smiles and nods her head…….] Your silence is killing me ……..Just tell me what’s going on your mind ??
Ishana : Nothing……..I have forgotten the fact that where I have to be…..
Omkara : What do you mean ?
Ishana : I am fairy and you are philosopher……I forgot this thing for a while…..Next time onwards pls remind me this thing…..
Omkara : What ? pls tell me frankly what’s the matter ??
Ishana : Omkara, Why you hugged me ??
Omkara : Ishana…….So you are keeping distance from me because of this reason……..Ishana, I tried to convince you, but you cried literally and I …….I just…….there was nothing wrong in that hug…….Pls don’t think so…..
Ishana : That was wrong, Omkara…..For me, that was wrong…..Why you did it ?? Until now, ishana never got any one’s shoulder for handling herself…….Whatever I suffer, I never share the pain with any one…….
Omkara : But I was able to find it in your tears and in your face, ishana……You were breaking down before me and I just hold you…..
Ishana : Why, Omkara ?? If you will start giving shoulder whenever I suffers pain, then it will give me lot of expectations and I feels like I am losing the battle now……
Omkara : So, you wants to say that I have made you as weak……Is it ??
Ishana : I didn’t said like that…..
Omkara : But your words pointed out that meaning only……..I was concerned about you and I hugged you…….May be you would have managed yourself if nobody was there also…..But I am not having that much patience to let you alone suffering in pain since I am also a victim of pain like you……..The pain which we both suffers may differ as our lives, our circumstances and everything are different……But pain is pain only, no matter it’s big or it’s small…..It hurts the heart a lot and I was unable to see you getting hurt with that pain…….. I am unaware what exactly happened to you…….But when I find those painful tears in your eyes, I realized that how harsh it is for you and how hardly you have buried it in your heart…….I don’t know how can I heal your pain and I just…….[Ishana stares Omkara’s eyes with teary eyes ……] Pls don’t get me wrong….
Ishana : I think you should go home now…….It’s getting late night……Bye, Omkara…..
Ishana turns back…….Omkara holds ishu’s hand from back…….. Omkara : You didn’t said anything…….
Ishana : Leave my hand, Omkara……..Pls……
Om gently took his hand back and bows his head…….Without looking back Ishu opens the gate and steps her feet towards the ground…….Om gets disheartened and sits back in the car…..Om starts the car and leaves…..ishana turns back and finds om’s car moving forward on the road…..Om looks ishana’s face through the rare view mirror of the car and continues driving………..Ishana bows her head down and enters to her home…….She finds Mona falling asleep on the chair holding a half opened note book at her hands……Ishana moves near her and takes the book in her hands….She close the book and waves her hand on Mona’s forehead…….Mona quickly wakes up and looks Ishana…
Mona : Di,…Where were you ?? I have made paastha …..Sit there…..I will bring it now…
Ishana : I don’t feel hunger……U just have it…..
Mona : Di, what happened ??
Ishana : Nothing, I am just feeling tired……Listen, once you finish your studies switch off the light and sleep……
Mona : Yeah di…..Gud night….
Ishu smiles and touches mona’s cheek…..Ishana : Gud night…..[ishu goes to her room and shuts the door]
Scene shifts to Oberoi mansion…..[@ Omkara’s Room]
Om was finding hard to sleep and he took a piece of paper and a pencil to sketch something …..Om opened the window of his room and finds it was raining outside…….He recalls the things happened with Ishana……Om’s thoughts were filled with ishana’s teary eyes and his mind was scattered with her words……..He felt ishana had much to say before him, but the unconventional silence was a necessity for ishu as well as om and that was giving him more and more pain……
Scene shifts to Ishana……
Ishana heart was beating so fast and she stared herself in the mirror for a while and recalled the way she lie down at om’s body……She stared her hands which touched om’s shoulders and stared herself again in the mirror and recalled om’s words….”I find those painful tears in your eyes, I realized that how harsh it is for you and how hardly you have buried it in your heart…….I don’t know how can I heal your pain and I just……pls don’t get me wrong “…...Ishana shuts her eyes quickly and turns back…….
Ishana : I think I have hurt him by my words…….Should I need to talk with him ?? [ishu picks her mobile and scrolls down, but soon she keeps the mobile back at it’s position] No…..It’s late night and I should not disturb him……He might be sleeping now and I should also sleep now….
Ishu moved near the window for closing it…..Seeing the rain drops, Ishu extended her hand out the window and few rain drops fell down at her palm…..”I don’t have any answer for his questions……How should I break this silence ? ”
On the other hand, Omkara was feeling much desperate from heart…….”This silence is giving the feeling of an incomplete story…..Ishana, just talk to me and show me the way …….. I don’t want to go again to the world of darkness…..”
Scene shifts to ISHKARA…
Bgm……”Mehfil mein kaise keh dein kisi se
Dil bandh raha hai kis ajnabi se……..Haaye karein ab kya jatan
Sulag sulag jaaye man
Bheege aaj is mausam mein
Lagi kaisi yeh agan……..Rim jhim gire sawan
Sulag sulag jaaye man…Bheege aaj is mausam mein….Lagi kaisi yeh agan..
Rim jhim gire sawan...” plays…..
PRECAP : HOW LONG ONE CAN WRITE THE SADDEST POEM OF LIFE ?? HOW LONG ONE CAN SAY THOUGHTS AND PAINS ARE BURIED ONLY ?? HOW LONG ONE CAN HOLD HIMSELF AS THE BRAVE WARRIOR ?? HOW LONG ONE CAN PRETEND NOTHING HAS HAPPENED TO ME ?? IT’S HARD TO FIND ANSWERS FOR THESE QUESTIONS…..