SHADOW & SPRING {ISHKARA FF FOR “SHOW SOME ISHQ” } PART 19

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Part 18 here
Part 17 here

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@ Art Hub [ Ishkara Flash Back Story Continues]

Om’s View

I have decided that I should make the surprise more special…But how ?? I even don’t know what she likes and what makes her to keep interest……Dance!!!!, Uhh!!! I can’t do  this before her as she is an expert in it ……What to do ? [Om stares the painting] Is everything fine with this painting ?? Should I need to make any change in it ?? [Om looks @ ishana’s eyes] ishana tell me what can I do for you ?? 

“Omkara” A gentle voice was heard from behind and Om turned his eyes towards them…..He finds Ishana’s smiling face before him….Om walks towards Ishana, when he was almost closer to her, ishu takes a step back and starts running…….Om also starts running behind her…….

Omkara : Ishana, Stop there…….Ishana…..

Ishana : You can’t catch me……Omkara…[ishu smiles and steps back, but her leg slips and she was about to fell down……But soon Om holds her hand and makes her to hold close to him....

Ishkara stare each other’s eyes…….”Oh Saathiya” …..instrumental plays at the back ground….

Ishana : Thanks , I would have fell down……

Omkara : Ishana …..How can I let you to fall down ?

Ishana : I didn’t get you, omkara……

Omkara : I mean my hand is always with you and if I find anything which makes you to feel difficult, then my hand will be there to hit that difficulty….

Ishana : And if it won’t goes, then what will you do ?

Omkara : My hands will bear any difficulty for you, Ishana, but I can’t see you feeling difficult…..

Ishana : As you have saved me from falling down by holding my hand, will you hold my hand forever ??

Omkara : Ishana!!!! [Om gets stunned to hear ishu’s words and releases his hand from her hand]

Ishana : See, you have left my hand……Then why you said your hand is always with me whenever I will face difficulty…..That means you lied before me, Won’t you ?

Omkara : No Ishana……I said it honestly from the depth of my heart……..Trust me……

Ishana : Then why can’t you hold my hand throughout the life ?[ishu extends her hand towards omkara]

Omkara : Ishana, Did I really deserves your hand ? 

Ishana : Why are you feeling so , Omkara ?? Just  tell me what your heart feels…..Ask to your heart…..Omkara…..Ask to your heart……..[Om extends his hand to hold her hand, but before he could touch her hand, ishu disappers]

Omkara :Ishana….Ishana…….Don’t leave me….ishana…….[Om opens his eyes and looks here and there, he finds no one was there except he and his special painting on ishu]

Omkara’s View…

That was a dream only, But whatever I find in her eyes and whatever she said to me, is that ?? Ishana  has told me to ask my heart……..Whatever I am feeling now, it’s something new …….What does it means ?? [Om again looks at ishu’s painting ]Ishana is not ready to give any answers now whereas always she shows me whenever I feels confused and today she has completely left me alone and simply keeps smiling only!!!! Let me see how long you will smile at me like these…..[Om makes his face like an adamant kid and turns his face from the painting] By the way, you looks so pretty when you smiles and I am not able to take my eyes from you……That’s the truth…….[Om again looks at the painting and smiles]

“Omkara”……[Om hears ishu’s voice again]

Omkara : I am not going to talk with you, You left me alone……

“Omkara”………[Om hears a scream and turns back, He finds ishu before her and understood that this was not a dream….Ishu was finding hard to talk something as her forehead was hit and blood was clotting from her forehead……Om sees ishu’s wounded forehead and gets shocked…]

Om rushes near ishu and holds one of her hand in his hand and made her to lie down at his lap] Omkara : Ishana!!!!

Ishana : Omkara,…….I need to say ….[ishu finds hard to complete her words as blood was clotting again and again from her forehead…..Ishu’s eyelids went up and soon she faints…….]

Omkara : Ishana!!! [om screams and lifts ishu in his arms, he makes ishu to lie down at the corner bench and sprinkles few drops of water on her face]

Gradually ishu opened her eyes and Om hugs her without a second thought…..

Omkara : Ishana……I was much worried for you……

Ishana : Omkara!!!! [ishu slowly touched om’s shoulders  and tears rolled down from her eyes, she also hugged om and they lost themselves in that movement…. ] 

Omkara : Ishana, When I find you fell down in my arms, I felt everything as dark …….I felt again I have become alone and you are leaving me…..

Ishana : Why are you saying like these, Omkara ?? How can I leave you, Omkara ??

Ishkara released themselves from the hug ….

Omkara :  Ishana…….You have uplifted me to live this life to it’s fullest way…..Without you this life has no meaning at all……..I find I can live my life in any cause when you entered in my life and made me to understand how I need to live ……It’s because of you I understand the worth of life and you are the most valuable person for me……..I will break down if I will lose you, Ishana……

Ishana : No Omkara…….Pls don’t say these kind of words to me…..I can’t see you breaking down in tears……It hurts me lot……..

Omkara : Ishana…..[Om holds ishu’s hand and looks at her face] These blood , It hasn’t stopped yet……I am an idiot…..I didn’t dressed this wound……One minute……I will be back….

Om walks away and brings first aid box…….He started caressing ishu’s wound…….As the medicine was applied on wound, ishu quickly shut her eyes and holds om’s hand tightly …..

Omkara : You feel much pain, is it ??

Ishana : If some one is there to heal the pain, then this pain won’t pains much…….[ishkara looks at each other’s eyes]

Omkara : I have applied the medicine…..Hope this wound will heal soon…..

Ishana smiles and looks at om’s face…

Omkara : By the way, what happened exactly ? And you were saying something to me……

Ishana : Wooh, Omkara……..I want to say ……Wooh……..Omkara…..I need to say something which is really important to you….You knows my full name Ishana Mehta , I want to talk about that name …

Omkara ; [interrupts] Thank god you reminded me about name….I thought to give it as a surprise, but all of sudden you got fainted and these wound ….

Ishana : What’s the matter , Omkara ?

Om points out his finger on ishu’s painting…….Ishu turns her eyes towards there and gets mesmerized …….

Omkara : Have a look on that painting carefully…..Especially at the top of the painting……..

Ishu turns her eyes on the top and finds ” Fairy : The Dancing Queen of Arts Fiesta”

Ishana : Arts Fiesta !!!

Omkara nods his head and smiles…

Ishana : But I didn’t applied for it……

Omkara : But I did for my fairy…….[Om takes his phone and shows the recorded video of ishu’s dance performance]

Ishana : So you captured it without seeking my permission ?

Omkara : Sorry, my Pari……But your talent definitely deserves this platform and I just send the video only…..The jury panel has selected your name ……..And they have selected me also….We will go together there and trust me it’s really brings amazing experience……I mean from whole india dancers, singers, sculptors all will be there and it starts on next week……I have registered our names and booked tickets also…..It’s a golden opportunity and this time it’s really so special as we are going together there….

Ishana : I am sorry, Omkara……But I can’t participate in this fest…..

Omkara : What ? I know you are worried about your sister and your paapa, is it ? Just 5 days only, we need to stay there……And after that we will be back in Mumbai…..And when you will tell about this arts fiesta they will feel happy for you…..Ishana……believe me…..

Ishana : I can’t come with you Omkara……Pls try to understand……[ishu gets up from the bench ] One more thing, I have decided to stop dancing…….

Omkara : What ?? [shocked]

Ishana : I can’t dance any more……Omkara……..I just came here to tell you that from today onwards I will not come in this arthub……[ishu opens her bag and extends her anklet towards omkara] You brought this anklet for me when I joined here as the Dancer…….I am returning this to you now and one more thing, when students will ask tell them that their teacher has lost the capability to dance……Now they should find some one better than me……

Omkara : Do you have any idea what are you saying, ishana……

Ishana : I have decided it……Omkara…

Omkara : But why ? You are not leaving your dance, this art hub and [om stares ishu’s eyes] Me……

Ishana : I will be grateful towards you, Omkara…….Those moments are so special to me……When I brought spring with your shadow, when you praised me and named me as pari, when I tagged you as philosopher, when you asked me about the fights of life, when you rendered you shoulder for me when I felt pain and now you healed my pain and this arts fiesta……I will remember all these things forever…..I need to go, Omkara……I need to go……

Omkara : You think it’s so easy for to go, Ishana ….[Om presses ishu’s shoulders] Then why you said that you will never leave me…..Why you said that you can’t see tears in my eyes ? Why ishana ??

Ishana : I said truth only……But it’s my heart’s truth and I won’t deny it…….But what I said now is also true ….

Omkara : I don’t understand anything…….[om leaves ishu’s shoulder and bends at his own knees]

Ishu moves closer to om and touches his shoulder…..

Ishana : If I will reveal the truth why I am doing this, then It will hurt you much Omkara…….You will find much struggling and this will not be easy for you…..

Omkara : I am ready to bear it , no matter how deeply it hurts, I am sure this truth can’t hurt me better than the way you have hurt me now…….

Ishana : Think about it once more……Omkara…

Omkara : About what, ishana ?? Everything is finished now……

Ishana looks om’s eyes with teary eyes and turns back….She keeps the anklet on the bench and turns to leave…..

Omkara : You didn’t open the truth……

Ishana : I have hurt you much today, my truth will hurt you more and I can’t see you like that….I am sorry…..

Ishana walks towards the exit of arthub….Om rushes behind her and holds her hand tightly……

Omkara : You need to give answers to  me……

Ishana : Pls leave my hand, Omkara……I feels pain…..

Omkara : [releases his hand from ishu’s hand] Why are you doing this ?? You came as the light in my life and now you are leaving me again into that darkness which I don’t want to go ….

Ishana : Some wounds of past may won’t go so easily even if we want to get rid of that, Omkara……

Omkara : Why are you saying like these ? Did I commit any mistake ??

“It’s not the mistake of yours, it’s the mistake of your race”….[Ishkara gets shocked to hear the voice and they turns back and finds ishu’s father ]

Ishana ; Paapa!!!

Mehta : [ishu’s dad] My beti will not come here any more…….

Omkara : But uncle, why ??

Mehta : You will get all your answers tmrw……Come and meet me at this address….[mehta gives a card to om] Come, ishana…..

Ishana : I am sorry, Omkara……Bye…..

Omkara : Ishana!!

Ishu walks away with her dad and while walking she turns her eyes towards omkara and waves her hand….As soon as ishu left, om holds ishu’s anklet close to his chest and break down in tears…….” Pyaar Hein Yaa Sazaa….Ae mere dil bataa…Tootha Kyun Nahi…Dard Ka Silsila…..Iss pyaar mein ho Kaisi..Kaisi…Bandishein……Yaa Rabaa….” plays…..

PRECAP : LOVE IS HARD TO FIND AND WHEN IT COMES, IT MAKES YOU TO KILL IN IT AND YOU CAN’T HANDLE YOURSELF…….HOW FAR YOU WILL GO FOR WINNING LOVE??