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Shattered Soul(swasan ten shots)
Shot 5:
Recap: swara told dp that she want to marry Sanskar and he accepted.
SANSKAR’S POV:
The rays piercing the window hit my face awaking me. Like everyday, the first thought came in my mind is of swara but no I have to move on afterall today I m going to start new relation with some stranger. Well all relationships build from being strangers only. Don’t know what is stored in my destiny. As far as i know they will show up in the evening so its better if I visit office which will really help me to avoid the thoughts of Swara.
I stood up and went to washroom carrying my clothes and towel. After getting ready I came out I look at watch hanging on the wall and it is 8:37 am. Hmm I took half an hour to get ready. Taking all the necessary things I went downstairs where all seems to be normal. I don’t think anyone except babe papa know about the girl who is coming to meet me otherwise my mom would have been shouting preparing for it. I chuckles when I remember how much my mom get excited when it comes to my marriage.
“Good morning bhai” uttara wished me as I came in hall.
“Morning” I replied with a smile.
” Sanskar uttara come and have your breakfast” mom shouted.
Me and uttara went to dining area where all the family members are sitting. Initially all were little angry as i broke the relation with kavita but after swara’s betrayal everyone is behaving nicely with me.May be due to sympathy. I signed as the flashes of swara passed through my eyes. How much I try to overcome her but she never leave my mind. I silently sit on my regular chair and started having breakfast thinking what all pending works I have to handle in office.
” In the evening some guests are coming” bade papa announced gaining everyone’s attention.
” Who is coming??” Mom asked out of curiosity.
I think he is talking about the girl’s family and yes I m right as I heard bade papa’s next words.
” One girl’s family is coming to see Sanskar” he said.
“What???” Mom exclaimed don’t know whether she is happy or shocked I think both.
I m silently putting the morsal of food in mouth.
” Sanskar you know??” Dad asked me to confirm as I didn’t reacted.
” yes I m ready to marry that girl” I answered casually.
” then I m so happy at least now my son will get rid of that Swara” Mom said.
Seriously I can get rid of swara???? These words seems to be foreign to my own self. Is it that easy to vanish that girl from my life whom I loved to the core. Loved???? It means….
“U don’t love her now??” My heart interrogated.
Well I really don’t know the answer to this question. I m trying my best to over come these feelings of affection towards Swara and ofcouse it will take time.
” Come back soon today sanskar” my trance of thoughts was broken when bade papa ordered me. I just nodded with half smile.
I got up and picked my laptop bag and went to office.
Ohhh god I hope I m not too late. I wished as I came inside the house. Due to so much pending work, I didn’t realized the time and now I think guest would have arrived. And yeah I m correct. My whole family is sitting in the Hall and chit chatting. I think I should go to room and come after changing but my plan backfired.
“Sanskar u came” mom shouted and here I felt everyone’s gaze turn to me. Now if I went to room without greeting them it will sound rude so I think I should meet them.
I came near sofa’s where all are sitting. I could see one Lady of about my mother’s age is sitting showing his back and my mother is next to her. I think she is girl’s mother as the way my mom is praising me trying to make me hero in their eyes. I moved towards them and bend to take the blessings.She keep her hand on my head and when I looked up I was shocked to see the Lady. She seems to be familiar to me. Putting little stress on my mind I realized that she is swara’s mom,Shomi aunty. If she is girl’s mom then it means girl is SWARA????
No no how can she be the girl. May be shomi aunty came for some other work. When I was lost in my own world. I heard the sweet sound of anklets hitting my eardrum which i had heard earlier also. When I look at the owner of the anklets, I got lost in her beauty. She is breathing heavily as I think she came running. Now who is she??? Ofcouse Swara…… Who else has the power to make Sanskar Maheshwari senseless.
“I m sorry for being late” she apologized politely to every one.
“What are u doing here???” Mom almost shouted scaring swara.
Ohhh now I realized that no one knew that shomi aunty is swara’s mother so all were patiently waiting for the girl. It means seriously the girl who is getting married to me is swara? How much I want this to be true.
“It’s okay” bade papa told swara ignoring mom’s scream.
Swara forced smile at him.
“U know she is swara bhahisa bcoz of her only Sanskar left the engagement and our reputation was spoiled” mom told as trying to prove that swara is not good for me.
Awww listening these words, tears flow down swara’s cheeks. I m feeling to go and wipe them but control sanskar control.
“I know and she is going to be sanskar’s wife” bade papa said with finality stopping all the arguments.
” I m sorry from swara’s side but she was blinded by her brother” shomi aunty said supporting swara.
“Sanskar as u promised I hope u don’t have any problem with her” bade papa said as now only I got to know that girl is swara.
“No bade papa I will marry her” I said.
I can see my mom mumble something under her breathe.
Swara turn and now she noticed that I m also here. She smile at him but I give her stern look and I could see her face hung sadly.
“I want to talk to Swara alone if u all have no problem” I asked don’t know why. But I want to ask her that from where she came to marry me???
” okay go to your room” Dad said.
I nodded and looked at Swara who was staring at the floor.
” Come swara” I told her.
I walked to my room and I could feel swara is following me.
I entered inside the room but Swara stood at the door.
“Come inside swara” I ordered her.
She with baby steps came little closer playing with her dupatta looking down all the time.
“What is this your new drama??” I asked little rudely as her harsh words she said in park ran through my mind.
” I really want to marry you I swear” she said keeping her hand on her throat as if swearing and blink her eyes at me.
Ohhh God how cute she looks I feel like kissing her. Shut up Sanskar what are u thinking. Don’t forget she broke your heart.
” But you don’t love me right???” I asked her hopefully that may be she will say that she love me.
“Yes but I will fall for you” she answered.
So she don’t love me but want to fall for me Great….
“I m sorry for hurting you. My brother used me” she sniffs while saying.
“Means???” I asked being confused.
” He want your loss in business so he ask me to break your heart so that u will be broken and will not be able to focus on your company” she said looking down fidgeting with her fingers.
So adarsh is behind this. I never knew he will stoop so low that he will use his own sister for his profit. It means my swara is innocent. I really felt happy realizing it. But no I can’t melt easily otherwise swara will always take me for granted. I need to teach her good lesson that she will think ten times before trusting anyone.
“Don’t marry me swara” I said infact ordered with stern look.
“Why??” She was indeed shocked and asked.
“Bcoz I don’t want you in my life again” I shouted harshly.
Tears brimmed in her hazel eyes. Oh No I hurted her. I want to take her in my tight embrace and console her but no I can’t melt that easily.
” I m really sorry” her words came merely as a whisper.
“No I don’t need your sorry u had broken my heart. U know how much it hurted listening all that stupid words from you. I loved you like mad but u made fun of my love” I took out my frustration at her not even realizing that she is crying.
“U will face hell after marrying me” I said gripping her shoulder tightly and dangerously.
“Ohhh really u can make her life hell??” my mind mocked at me.
Yeah I know I love her but it doesn’t mean I will let her go that easily.
” I m ready I did mistake so I will mend it” she said looking straight in my eyes.
Wow suddenly cry baby become determined lady Not bad. I Chuckled at my own thought.
” Aright if you are stubborn to marry me then okay I don’t care but don’t expect any kindness or generosity from me” I said sternly.
She stared at me then slightly nodded.
With that we came out of the room and in the hall where all are sitting.
After the discussion it was concluded that marriage will be after three days. It will be private function with few close relatives.Swara and shomi aunty are leaving.
“Bye Sanskar” swara said smilingly.
“Hmm” I replied back as if I m least interested.
I can sense that sadness in her eyes but let her also taste little bitterness.
Well most of my family members are not happy about mine and Swara’s marriage but all are quite as its bade papa’s decision.
I came in my room and lie on the bed staring at the ceiling.
Seriously only two days more then swara will be mine and I m so happy to get her. She is so innocent and is only for me. I will not forgive her easily but at the end she will be mine.
“Mrs Swara Sanskar Maheshwari”
I grin idiotically thinking about her name with mine.
I have to give good lesson to Adarsh also how dare he used my swara…..
My swara???? Yes she is mine and no one can deny I love her. In the morning I was thinking to suppress these feelings but not anymore. Indeed I m happy to get her very soon but till now she has seen my love care now its time to show my anger and arrogancy. It will be fun to see how that little kitten is going to pacify me.
Soon my eyes got closed and sleep took over me.
SANSKAR’S POV ENDS.
To be continued…
Precap: Swasan marriage and first night.
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