SHIVIKA: My feelings towards you Part 4

Hiii friends… I’m lalitha, back with the next part of my ff… I’m extremely sorry for being late, it is very hard for me to update my ffs in this month as I have exams… But still i will try my best to update whenever possible… Thank you soo much guys for wishing me regarding my exams & also for the response on the previous part… Please keep supporting… Love you all…

Here are the links for the previous parts…
http://www.tellyupdates.com/shivika-my-feelings-towards-you-part-1/
http://www.tellyupdates.com/shivika-feelings-towards-part-2/
http://www.tellyupdates.com/shivika-feelings-towards-part-3/

Here goes the 4th part:-

After 2 days…

Anika’s pov:
Early in the morning I woke up by that stupid calling bell… It was ringing continuously… “Who the hell is this?? Can’t he/she understand that they are disturbing my sleep” I thought & opened the door… I was shocked to see the person… I rubbed my eyes & saw again… He was starring at me with his kanji eyes… My eyes were wide open…
Me (shocked): You???
He (smiling): Yes!!!…

I was still in shock & just staring at him…
He: Well will you allow me to get in???

I was dumbstruck with this… I just stepped back not knowing what to do & with this he stepped in…
Me (fumbling): How come you here???
He: I’m missing my fiance soo I’m here.. Any problem???
Me ( with full attitude): Don’t you dare say this again… I’m not your fiancée ok… (With this I turned my face)
He (smirking): Really???
Me: Yes..
He (stepping forward): Are you sure??
Me (fumbling): Haa… Yaa… I’m not… I’m not your fiancée…

He came very close to me & held my hand… I was totally shocked with this act… My heart beat is raising with his each step towards me… By showing me the ring on my finger, he asked me “Then what about this ring??”… I felt numb & thought of that incident…
***flashback***
On daksh-tia engagement day, after returning from the long drive we were leaving to our respective rooms. He left & I was about to leave but I found his ring lying down, I thought to return it on next day but unfortunately we left without meeting each other… When I enquired mallika about his whereabouts I got to know that he left to Mumbai… Whenever I think about him or feel like missing him I used to look at the ring… & yesterday while thinking about him I took the ring & wore it…
***flashback ends***
I was searching words to answer him… All of a sudden I heard someone screaming my name… When i turned to that side, a jug full of water was splashed on me… When I opened my eyes I found mallika standing there with an empty jug & laughing at me… Then I realized that I was dreaming about him… I just smiled & thought ” Why I’m always thinking about him… He always makes me remember MY LOVE… His every word & every act makes me feel soo special… What’s wrong with me??… Am I…” My thoughts were disturbed by mallika… She held my hand & pushed me into the bathroom…

Shivaay’s pov:
I’m busy with my laptop… Literally I’m hell tired and wanna take a break… This is when ranveer entered my cabin…
Ranveer: shivaay.. I want u to join in this trip…
Me: Ranveer you know naa… I’ll be busy these days… You please carry-on…
Ranveer(smirking): Shivaay I know you will come for sure…
Me(with attitude): In ur dreams… (Adjusting his tone) I mean to say… I’m sorry ranveer, I’m struck with this business work… & I’m least interested in this trip now…
Ranveer (raising the eyebrow): Ok shivaay… I will inform anika that only we 4 members are coming…
Me(shocked & confused): What?? You are going to banglore???
Ranveer( smirking): Yes… Actually we are going to the trip with anika’s gang naa… Soo, first we will go to banglore & then the trip…

What’s this now… Why the hell I said I will not be able to come… I must have listened completely to him… Now what to do???
Me(smiling): The trip is of how many days??
Ranveer: 1 week
Me( acting shocked) 1 week??? How can I be without you all for 1 week… Ok I’ll do one thing… I’ll also come with you all…
Ranveer(smirking): Shivaay I think you are busy naa… Don’t stress yourself…
Me: No… Actually i can do this work after 1 week also…
Ranveer: That’s ok shivaay… but can I know the reason for this sudden change of your decision???
Me(covering): No no…. Its nothing… (to escape) I need to make an imp call…
By saying this I left from there… Oh god!! How to hide this from my friends…

Anika’s pov:
After spending enough time with my friends & discussing about the trip, I came back to home… Mom was not there at the home so i directly left to my room… I’m tired now, so i lied on my bed & was thinking about something… Suddenly my phone buzzed… I checked my phone, on seeing the number I was shocked & thought “Is this his num… No no how can it be his… I know his num… Then whose num is this???”… I sent a msg to that unknown num asking who is he/she??… I got the reply “your fiancee” which first shocked me but later made me smile… I don’t know what to reply… I’m lack of words bcoz of the happiness… As I’m thinking what to reply I got call from him… I’m happy but at the same time I’m feeling lil tensed… After lot of thinking I answered the call…
Me: hello…
He: Got to know me??..
Me: Shivaay…
He: Soo u remembered me…
Me(smiling): Yes… (In a flow)How can I forget you…
He(smiling): really??
Me(realizing what she said): I mean to say… You became my friend naa… How can I forget my friend…
He(teasing): friend (or) fiancee???
Me(with full attitude): Oye hello I’m not your fiancee okay??? (then i saw the ring on my finger & kept silent)
He: Oh really?? Just now u guessed me right, when I said that I’m your fiancee & now you are saying that…
Me(cutting him): Hey its not like that…
He: Then what??

We were silent for a while & burst out into laugh…
Me(trying to divert the topic): How is omkara, ranveer, ishu & sowmya??
He: They are fine.. I think they must be getting ready for the journey….
Me: Journey???
He(thinking for a while): Yaa… we planned to go for a trip…
Me: That’s great… Even we planned…
He: Yaa I know…
Me: What?? how you got to know???
He(trying to cover up): woh.. Actually… (getting an idea) Daksh… yes daksh informed me…
Me: Ohh…

We had a sweet chat… We recalled every moment with each other… I enjoyed talking with him… Approximately after an hour when I checked my phone I found that my phone battery was dead… So unwillingly we ended the phone call…

After keeping my phone aside I thought of my chat with him & was smiling continuously…
Don’t know why but this boy naa always makes me smile & makes me feel special… After daksh chapter I never allowed anyone becoming close to me but this guy became an exception to my principles… Don’t what will happen next…

Shivaay’s pov:
I’m missing her badly… When I got to know that we will be meeting tomorrow I’m unable to resist myself from messaging her… I know her number so I messaged her but got no reply, so I took the option of calling her… I called her but she was not responding so I thought to cut the call but all of a sudden I heard her voice… I’m so overwhelmed by listening her voice… We had a nice chat… While speaking with her I got to know that she is unaware of our arraival to the trip… I thought to suprise her by hiding this… After an hour unfortunately we have to end the call…
Later I took my diary & wrote about every moment with her… This was the second time that I wrote something in my diary after these 5years… I felt relaxed & happy… I just closed my eyes & went into the flashback…

5 years back…
As daksh is my childhood friend & also family friend, I never missed any occasion related him & his family… They left mumbai few months back & settled at banglore… So for the first time I left to banglore to attend his birthday party… On reaching banglore, daksh came for receiving me & took me to his house… I’m very happy to meet him & his family… We had some casual talk… After taking some rest, we were getting ready for the party this evening…

At the party:
I was searching for daksh everywhere but stopped at a place… There I saw her for the first time… She was in a light pink Anarkali with lil make up… She was talking with her friends & was smiling… Oh god!!! she was simply superb.. I just can’t take my eyes off her… She was looking too gorgeous when she was smiling… I’m totally mesmerised by her beauty… I was just starring at her without knowing that I’m stepping towards her but was disturbed by daksh… He shook me & made me come out of my dreamland… By pointing my finger towards her, I asked him about her… He saw her & by turning towards me he said that she was the one, whom he always talk about… First I was shocked but later I smiled… After talking with him I turned back to see her but she was not there… We both left from there & the party began…

After the party I started searching her… Finally I found her & thought that she was the weired & crazy girl that daksh always says… I was following & watching her every act & every move… Every act of her made me mad at her… Sometimes she was teasing her friends, sometimes imitating them, sometimes having silly fights with them, caring them, laughing with them etc… “Oh god!!! I think she was the one that whom I’m searching for… She is a pack of Love, Care, Good nature, Beauty & Entertainment…”
I thought to make friendship with her so I’m stepping towards her… When I’m about to reach her I was shocked to see the scenerio in front of my eyes… Soo i just dropped the thought of meeting her…

So, done with this update… Hope you will like it… I think in the next part mostly Shivika meet & jealousy track will be shown… Thank you soo much for your support guys… I just loved your response… KINDLY IGNORE GRAMMATICAL MISTAKES & please let me know ur views about this part…

Signing off

Lalitha