SHIVAAY’s P.O.V:
I forced her into this marriage… I forced her into this divorce… what type of person I am? She was right I am a stone-hearted person.. I never do care for any other person’s feeling..
‘Did u tell her about all ur plan shivaay? Or u just kept her in the dark?’ Om’s words hit my ear…
I was not answerable to him….
‘bolo’ dadi asked me…
‘NO…’ I just replied this..
‘Are u hell crazy shivaay? What u have done? She also left from her… u even didn’t tell her anything… U have any idea where she’ll be??’ Om shouted at me…
‘I know… she have gone to her house with sahil… I am sure…’ I replied..
‘bhaiya….. sahil is here…’ soumya told me…
‘idhar???’ I asked worriedly
‘haan bhaiya… even he is sleeping in my room’ replied rudra…
My tension increased… GOD NO… where she had gone… My mind stroked at once… what if she…. My heart replied NO… my mind replied YES….
‘NAHI…..’ I shouted and took my car keys and run towards the door as fast as I can… OmRu and dadi dint ask me anything… might be they knew what is going my mind… I took no security guards with me… I started my car and drove rushly…
ANIKA’s P.O.V:
I was walking near a river still thinking what shivaay had done with me… I wasn’t believing that… He forced my into that marriage when I don’t want to do that… and now he forced me to sign that divorce papers when I don’t want to do that…
‘WHY? WHY THIS ALWAYS HAPPENS TO ME?? MAE JIS SE PYAR KARTI HOO WWOH MUJHY CHOR KR CHALAY KYN JATAY HAIN? PEHLAY MERY PARENTS.. PHIR CHUTKI AUR AB SHIVAAY…’ I cried vigorously loosing my all control and falling on my knees…
‘MERY ZINDA REHNY KA FAIDA HI KYA HY AB? SHIVVAY NY MUJHY CHOR DIYA TOU MAE MAE ZINDA REH KR KIA KAROON GI???’ I decided now what I wanna do…. I had decided to end my life NOW…
SHIVAAY’s P.O.V:
I don’t know where she’ll be… I lost all my control on me… but my hands kept on driving and my feet kept on accelerating.. It felt like someone is controlling me… I was driving and just driving… Don’t know where that STRENGTH was leading me… Taking the right left turns, and keeping it in a lane was all I was doing…
ANIKA’s P.O.V:
I found a bottle lying nearby me.. I felt happy seeing that… that there is something for me from which I can end up my life… well there is a vast river in front me too.. I can jump in that too.. I can do both the things… If I didn’t die from option one 1 I can die from option 2… I stood up and took that bootle in my hand… I crushed that in my palm… blood was flowig out but I wasn’t feeling the pain… because the pain shivaay gave me was hurting me more than these glass pieces.. I took that pieces out from my palm and hold a big piece from that … I took it near my left and wrist and closed my eyes for a second just to see a glimpse of my LOVE… SHIVAAY… as soon as I uttered his name I slit my wrist… I opened my eyes to fing my WHITE dress getting colored in red… I moved towards a bridge lifelessly to jump in that river.. I climbed on that.. my back was facing the river while my face was on the road side…
SSHIVAAY’s P.O.V:
As I was just turning the stirring and that STRENGTH was controlling I pressed the brake at once… Yeah! I found MY strength coming back because I found her standing on a bridge… I knew that there is a river under that bridge.. I understoof her intentions.. I moved out of the car as fast as I can and ran towards her… She saw me… Anika SAW me… I shouted her name…
‘ANIKA…..’
I was so near to her might be just an inch far from her… She smiled at me…
‘ANIKA… RUK JAO… DON’T DO THAT…’ I request her to come down slowly slowly moving towards her…
‘AB BAHOT DAER HO GAI SHIVAAY’ (ITS TOO LATE NOW) she said…
I moved near and she JUMPED in front of me…. I noticed blood stains at the place she was standing….
OH GOD!!! She have done something else too….
ANIKA’s P.O.V:
And atlast I jumped into the water fulfilling my last wish… YES! It was my last wish to see him once before I die…. And it is completed… I felt drowsy and going down in that deep water…. The last thing I was able to see was the BLUE WHITE water and the last thing I heard was my NAME…. ‘ANIKAA…’ Even in that fainting state I can tell that shivaay shouted my name…. I smiled and closed my eyes… What happened than I DON’T KNOW………
SHIVAAY’s P.O.V:
I shouted her name and jumped after her… I don’t want her to die… I don’t want her to leave me… I WANT HER…. That’s all I knew… I swim deeper worriedly… I was searching for her when I found her inches away from me getting drowned… I swim towards her and saw her unconscious… I hold her and swim towards the side…. I got her out of water… the first thing I did was remove her duppata from her neck that wrapped because of getting wet… I see her left hand wrist slit.. I tore her duppata’s side and tied her on wrist in order to stop her bleeding… her right palm was also bleeding… I tied a piece of her duppata on that to… Now I took her face in my hands and shouted on her to wake up… she wasn’t replying me…
‘NO….. SHE CAN’T LEAVE ME LIKE THIS….’
I said worriedly… I actually wasn’t in my senses… HOW CAN I? MY WIFE IS NOT ANSWERING ME….. my WIFE….. I wasn’t liking her quiet nature… I hugged her tight… her face on my chest while my face was on her head… it was the second time I CRIED for her… but this time tears were flowing continuously… my tears were falling her face… I told her numerous time to get up but NO she wasn’t… I felt that I’m die now…..
‘MAE ZIND……ZINDA….HOON…..SHI….SHIVAY……’
I felt like my heartbeat came back… She said something…. She took my name… broke the hug and saw her face… she was innocently looking at me opening and closing her eyes after every second.. I kissed her forehead and took her in my embrace again… I don’t wanna leave her now… I suddenly felt her hands around… she is ALIVE….. My PANIKA is alive…
I broke the hug and wiped my tears from her face… I saw her smiling weakly…
‘NAS KATNY KI AUR PAANI MAE KOODNY KI KYA ZAROORAT THI?’(WHY DID U SLIT UR WRIST AND JUMPED IN THE WATER????) I angrily asked her…
‘BAQI KISI TRAH SE SUICIDE KRNY KY PAISY NHI THY…’ (I DID NOT HAVE MONEY TO SUICIDE IN OTHER WAYS…) she replied with all her innocence…
I wasn’t expecting this reply from her….
ANIKA’s P.O.V:
As I opened my eyes I found myself in his embrace… I felt his tears that were falling on my face from his eyes… I with my all courage told him that I am alive… I felt that he died wthout from ad he got a new life.. he broke the hug and look at me.. I wasn’t able to see I eyes for long time as I was continuousy closing and opening my eyes… he hugged me again… I was shocked at his behavior… few hours before he forced me to sign the divorce papers… he was still crying so just to pacify him I wrapped my hands around him… after little while he broke the hug and asked me why I did that? I was expecting this question from him so I was ready with my reply… I replied him which made him shocked and angry (I guess)….
‘what do u mean anika????’ he asked me…
‘ jo maine kaha….’ I replied him…
‘waisy aap ny mujhy bachaya kyn??’ (why did u save me) I asked him raising my eyebrows..
‘mera farz hy tumhy bachana….’ (it was my duty) he replied me…
‘kaisa farz…’ I asked him confusingly
‘tumhary PATI honay ka farz…’ ( the duty of a husband…) he replied me making an innocent face…
Wait a second… he isn’t my husband… he divorced me few hours before…
‘oh hello! Mr. Oberoi…. Na mae aapki biwi hoon na aap mery shahor…’ (I am not ur wife nor u r my husband….) I cleared his confusion… I tried to stand up and go far from him but my state didn’t allow me… I stumbled back just in the moment and fall..
‘aray… anika…’ he called out me…
‘don’t call me anika… call me miss anika…’ I shouted at him….
‘na mae tumhary liye mr oberoi hoon… na tum mery liye miss anika….’ (I am not mr oberoi for u nor u are miss anika for me..) he told me…
‘aap ny mujhy thodi daer pehly mujhy divorce de di mr. oberoi…’ (you divorced me few hours befor mr. oberoi..) I called him that..
‘that divorce papers were fake anika…’ he said something which I wasn’t able to understand…
‘ji?????’ I asked him…
‘mtlab wo papers naqli thy…’ he told me…
I was left shocked, confused…….
SHIVAAY’s P.O.V:
I told her that those papers were fake and her face showed that she is confused…
‘it was all my plan….’ I simply told her….
I narrated my whole plan to her….
‘ye sab kyn kia aap ny magar???’ ( why u did this?) she asked me….
And I was………. Unanswerable……..
‘I…I….I….’ I just kept stammering and stammering…
She raised her eyebrows at me and I have to answer her now….
‘Tia ny mujhy blackmail kia….’(tia blackmailed me….) I just said that….
‘kis trah ki blackmailing???’(what type of blackmailing) she put another question in front of me…
‘pehlay hospital chalo… bandage wagera krwalo phir baat krty hain…’ (first lets go to hospital… then we’ll talk) I remembered that she has injuries and I also don’t wanna reply her now…
For my shock she was ready at once… she tried to stand up but fall again… she was weak…. Or should I say very weak….. I stand up and offered her my hand… she accepted that without any NAKHRAY… she wasn’t able to walk even so I had only one way I GUESS….. I know she’ll not accept that way but I have to do that so WE just stop at a place… her eyebrows were raised at me and in a second I picked her up in my arms… she looked here and there… but after a while she was OKAY… Another shock for me…. I took her to the car and I made her sit on the front seat with me… I started the car and we reached the hospital in few minutes… I talked to the doctor and told her everything…. the doctor and nurses took her inside while I was asked to wait outside… UGH….. I knew this is a good hospital but I was still concerned about my WIFE….
ANIKA’s P.O.V:
They put me on a stretcher and I was feeling like I was shot or I have been stabbed.. it was giving me a complete SICK feeling… I saw him still worried and tensed.. I was taken inside and he was outside… WHY??? Let him be inside… like I want him now… even I asked the doctor but she refused… they shift me to another bed and I was playing a bed-to bed game… they haven’t started treating me still.. I want him to see all this… I asked a nurse to bring him inside PLEASE… but the nurse…. She was quite strict one… she shouted at me that these are rules… WHAT THE HELL… I started my drama as soon as that SAME nurse came close to me… I shouted…. I thought that he’ll listen me… but NO…… That KANJI ANKHON WALA BAGAD BILLA didn’t listen to me… I was feeling to eat me… as the divorce papers weren’t real so I’m still his WIFE so he isn’t listening to his WIFE… WELL!!! I was treated without HIM… OH MY GOD… I had closed the eyes when they were doing the bandage and when the complete that I opened my eyes only to seem my hand all wrapped in that WHITE colored cloth… HOW WILL I EAT NOW???? First time my heart and mind was asking the same to same question… I can’t stay HUNGRY at all…
SHIVAAY’s P.O.V:
I sitting outside when doctor came and informed me that she is treated u can go inside… I was atlast HAPPY.. as I rushed inside I saw her sitting on the bed and weeping.. I was worried… I didn’t know why is she crying? I went towards her and hold her… she hugged me.. I asked her the reason of her crying and on her reply I was feeling ‘WHAT TYPE OF GIRL SHE IS???’ she was crying because she cant eat something…
‘Shivaay… I won’t be able to eat for many days… mae bhooki nhi reh skti….’ She said with still tears inn her eyes..
‘Anikaa…… I’ll make u eat….’ I was angry on her but I can’t shout at her so I just said what I felt….
‘aap mera itna khayal kyn rkhty hain shivaay???’ she asked me still hugging me…
‘cause I LOVE U ANIKA…..’ I didn’t want to say that but still I said…
I realized what I said and I bite my tongue between my teeth…
She broke the hug and saw me… I was looking at her with a horrible expression and she pulled me and make me sit in front of me… she pulled my cheeks cutely…. And…..
ANIKA’s P.O.V:
‘I LOVE U TOO…..’ I confessed…
And a smile appeared on his cute face…
He hugged me tightly….
‘mae janti hoon tia ny aapko mujhy jaan se marny ki dhamki di thi na….’ ( I know that tia must have given threat to kill me) I asked him
‘tumhy kaisy pata????’ he asked my and broke the hug and saw me with his confused face…
‘JAB DIL SE DIL MIL JATY HAI NA SHIVAAY TOU DIL KI BATON KO JANNAY MAE DAER NHI LAGTI… BESHAK WO KAHI NA JAYEIN WO ANKHON SE PARH LI JATI HAIN….’ I said..
‘one more philosopher in the house….’ He said which I understand a bit….
15 TO 20 DAYS LATER…..
ANIKA’s P.O.V:
‘utho na shivaay….’ I said waking him up…
‘I….have…brought ur second wife….’ I told him… yes he is teaching me English which I’m able to speak a bit…
‘it’s not ur second wife…. Its ESPRESSO anika…..’ he said still in his sleepy mode…
‘whatever.. take it…’ I angrily said..
He finally sit and take the glass from my hand…
SHIVAY’s P.O.V:
As I took the glass from her hand I saw her… she was standing with closed eyes…
‘ankhen kyn band ki hui hain???’ (why u have closed ur eyes???) I asked her….
‘ye roz subah subah uth kr aap apni KANJI ANKHON se mera murder krty hain iss liye……’ she replied me…
She is weird man…
She was leaving my room when I held her hand and asked her to open her eyes and sit with me…
She sit in front of me and opened her DARK BROWN eyes… I was drinking my espresso and looking into her eyes and she…. She was just staring at me….
“murder no.. 21 I GUESS’ she said making puppy eyes and I laughed at her innocence..
She is such a bundle of cuteness whom I like to keep with me FOREVER and EVER……
Okay guys! Finally came to an end… just an idea popped into my mind so I decide to write it… do tell me how’s that… sorry for any typing errors….