Talk in end (totally shivika based One shot) will start from the day engagement was announced…
Annika’s POV
I never thought you’ll move on so easily, how could you? “Farak parh raha hai?” His voice helped me coming back to my senses, so he did that so i could get affected “mujhe kyu farak pare ga? (Why it’ll affect me?)” I said while putting a 10000kg stone on my heart and controlling idiot tears… while my heart was shouting yes I’m getting affected it affects me alot… “annika you’re getting effected just look at your face” he said with a smirk which pricked my heart, “don’t assume things mr.oberoi” i replied ignoring the eye-contact…
B4 he could ask more thanks to chanda she called me and i left excusing my self but I’m sure he assumed that the call was of rohit…
*entered the room and sat with a thud on bed* how could he forget me so easily? He used to say he can sense if i want / hide /lie anything but what’s this now? He can’t even guess that I’m lying dammit just for him… just to make him shivaay again which he lost because of pinky aunty but thanks to me he don’t even know that… i started this farak game but now he won… i can’t even end this I’ve nothing left… i can’t even face myself or omru dadi i couldn’t complete the promise I’ve given to dadi and omru… what’s the use to live now? I lost i completely lost everything my family,my husband,my love everything *cries* you’ve no rights to live annika… how much i try i just need to leave…
*same time*
(Shivaay enters the room angirly)
Shivaay’s POV
Damn this girl wwhat the hell she think of herself? I did right by announcing the engagement… her husband announced the engagement with another girl and she’s taking shower well done annika… *shouts* “come-out annika it’s my room just take shower in your room” *no response* damn “fine I’ll be back after an hour b4 that leave the room along with your stuff my fiancee will not like that your stuff” I’m sure it’ll effect her…
*leaves with a huff*
*after an hour* *enters*
(Continuing his POV)
Dammit still shower on? Seriously “annika you’re wasting alot water… are you taking the whole month shower? Now only?” *no response…*
*getting curious* “annika are you fine?” *no response* should i check? What if she’s relaxing? And what if she’s in trouble? I will check *touches the door to open but it was open not even locked* what a careless girl can’t even lock the door… but i opened the door and she is still quite… i think she’ll be affected and crying
*puts hand on his eyes and peeps through his fingers distance* what the wuck anniikaaaaaaaa *shouts all heard* what you did why? *ran to the bath tub water over flowing* dammit *cries* Om Rudra *shouts*
(Scene is she’s in bath tub water taps are open and tub is full and over flowing and she is laying in tub of water and blood she had cut her wrist and is unconscious)
*Shivaay takes her out and goes out and laid her on bed and pumps her* no response dammit omkaraa rudraaa… *shouts* *slaps her on face* come on annika wake up open you eyes dammit… *ties handkerchief on her wrist, all gathers* om take out the car she’s not opening her eyes… he rushes out while whispering something in Rudra’s ear…
POV ENDS
In hospital she’s taken to OT and there they start treating her…
Shivaay was unknowingly crying while walking like a pendulum outside OT… all were praying while pinky was cursing her…
S – mom if you can’t pray then just sit quite don’t you dare curse her…
Pinky leaves and rudra comes…
R – here bhaiya your letter…
Shivaay takes and put it in pocket…
Shivaay again starts walking like pendulum while others sit and pray…
Nurse rushes out of OT
Sh – nurse how’s she?
N – we can’t say ANYTHING she’s just critical…
Leaves after nearly an hour doctor comes out…
While nurse starts shifting her to ICU…
S – how’s she?
D – actually it’s good you bring her here on time but still you were too late… lots of blood loss happened she has been treated but blood is still required we are trying to get the blood but it’s not available and water was filled in her lungs but not alot… we removed that too… she’s not fine at all… we can’t say ANYTHING till she get conscious and she needs to get conscious in 3 hours otherwise we are sorry…
Shivaay sits with a thud on floor while tears are making there way out from his eyes and rudra console’s him…
O – doctor which blood group are you searching?
D – O-
S – that’s mine… I’ll give blood to my annika…
D – great *calls nurse* check the blood and start the transfer asap…
Soon shivaay was laying by the side of annika on another bed giving her blood staring her while tears fall from his eyes…
After an hour…
She was still unconscious…
Shivaay sat beside her on bed and looks at her lovingly with tear filled eyes…
Just the he reminds of the letter and took out while still sitting by her side…
Shivaay’s POV
What will be in letter? *opens it and starts reading*
(Letter…)
Shivaay if you’re reading this letter it means you’ve found me dead… or maybe still fighting for death… i don’t know when you’ll be reading this but yeah if you’re reading this then please frogive me… after reading it i don’t know what will be your state and even I’ll not be there to handle or support you…
You were asking me if your engagement effects me… yes shivaay it effects me alot… “mujhy buhut farak parta ha” your everything… your every word and act effects me… i started the farak game but I’m ending it in this way do you really think ke I’m engaged with some rohti? Or I’ve trapped a rich man? You knew me just this much? 3 months ago also you trusted what i said and not what my heart said… you never understood me shivaay… but I’ve so many things to make you understand what I’m really… you wanted to know na what happened to me why i changed? So listen your mom forced me to leave you and that too within 3 days… and she said to make something that will lead you to hate me… and look what she wanted is 100% successful now… you’re getting engaged with ragini… oh wait you will be wondering why i obliged her so that’s because she threatened me that if I’ll not do what or as she says then she’ll tell you that you’re illegitimate son of shakti and kamini i knew this truth will shatter you so i just obliged to whatever she said… i returned to yiu because what she wanted didn’t happened till that and our shivaau was lost so omru and all said me to help them and i obliged and returned to you to make you shivaay again… but you know what they and i was thinking wrong… you tw just moved on… i couldn’t keep my promise made to dadi and omru… i just couldn’t… how can i face them? Or even myself? I just lost the same battle twice… Shivaay…
Don’t cry…
I know you must be crying by now… but don’t please my heart hurt when something hurt you… i couldn’t say this while i was alive but I’m saying now… Shivaay i love you… and muje farak parta ha buhut ziada i love you…
(Ends)
*By the end of letter he was in tears almost half more hour was passed*
How can i miss this thing… she did everything deliberately and i was assuming she did that for money…
*holding annika’s hand* please annika forgive me *the thing which hurt him more at that time was he Didn’t believes her and illegitimate thing was nothing for him now* I’m sorry annika i never understood you but now i know what you are… please open your eyes… you can’t leave your billu ji, bagadh billa like this ?????? please i won’t behave badly with you ever again… i won’t say farak again and I’ll not even marry ragini please come back to me for the last time and I’ll never let you go again ???? please open your eyes pannika… i love you too annika please open your eye’s and forgive your billu for the last time? Please…. this all happened because of me i did that announcement and this happened *cries holding her hand*
(POV ENDS)
Omru comes and consoles him while annika starts breathing heavily doctor comes and after sometime she was concious and her health was stable… shivaaY wasn’t able to face her so he decided to not go at first and will go after everyone meet her… EVERYONE one by one met her and it was shivaay’s turn when he goes to washroom to wash his face pinky went to her ward…
P – oh my mata still alive? Don’t you think you should just die and let us live in peace for some rest life.? How stubborn you’re shameless i said you to leave but 3 months later comes back? And what’s this new dramma? Han? You forgot? Now I’ll not wait and will tell him everything and you will see how he breaks… I’lll tell him that he’s.
“Illegitimate” shivaay said from back…
S – no wonder i knew you’ll come here to blackmail annika again but guess what? I know that now and just leave now…
She leaves
S – annika you didn’t do right you could have told me that b4? What was the need to attempt to do suicide?
A – i didn’t just attempted i did and was sure that I’ll die..
S – shutup not that word again… I’m sorry this all happened because of me na… I’m idiot punish me…
A – leave it…
S – why you didn’t told me and choose to do suicide?
A – beacuse you never believes me… and above all i tried but you shush me all time…
S – sorry…
A – its okay I’m sorry too…
S – even that’s okay pannika …
A – bagadh billa i love you…
S – *hugs her sitting* i love you too jhansi ki ranii…
They both hugs while other sees through glass of the door and smiles…
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That’s it for now it just came to my mind and i wrote it down just to share with you all hope you’ll like and this was the last os of mine on this track for now… I’m not sure still as my mind always ditch me… and give me someol other idea… so hope you’ll like this?
Tell me in comments if you like it…
*ignore any spelling and grammatical mistakes*
And here this is your #ANNIE signing off… bubye Take Care c uh soon…