SHIVIKA- PYAAR KI DASTAAN episode 42 (ishqbaaz ff)

Epi 42–

Ishu runs to anika and hugs her while om runs behind shivaay.

Anika lets go of her pain through her tears in ishana’s embrace.

On the other hand—

Shivaay is walking fast in frustration through the office building, he too has tears in his eyes but is struggling not to let them flow. Om constantly calling out shivaay but it all falls on deaf ears. Shivaay reaches the parking lot when om finally catches upto him and holds him back.

Shivaay- om, just let me go! I am in no mood to talk!
Om- I know shivaay, I heard the conversation that took place between u and anika

Shivaay looks at him surprised

Om- I was passing by when I heard u and anika shout at each other and heard the rest of the so called “talk” u had.

Shivaay looks every where except om, trying to avoid any kind of eye contact shivaay tries to move away but om’s hold on his hand stops him from doing so.

Om- shivaay, I had asked u to talk to her not shout out at her. Why was there such a heated argument?
Shivaay- what else do I do om? What else? I am completely frustrated! First listen to mom’s long speech everyday, then when I meet anika I have to go through this……michmichi thinking that our relation is unknown to her family! I always felt homelike and peaceful with her after the long day at work and then the sorting of family problems, but now…but now all I feel is insecurity! The fear of losing her, the fear that she might just drift away from me only because her family knows nothing about us except ishana!!
Om- shivaay, she… she loves u! why do u have to fear losing her just because her family knows nothing? Why??

Shivaay- I ……I don’t know om, I just get that feeling every time I even think about it. I know she loves me, I know she wont just leave me and go. But… but I cant help feeling insecure, no matter how much I explain myself, no matter how much I try ignoring it, no matter how much I talk about it, it doesn’t leave me!! And anika is not making it any better!!!

Back where ishana and anika were–

Ishana- taai, please stop crying.
Anika- ishu, u don’t know what happened, u don’t know…
Ishu- I know, I heard everything.
Anika- u did?
Ishu- yes I did! Why the hell were u shouting at him?
Ani- what else could I do? He was the one who was shouting at me, he was the one who did not bother to see my POV…

Ishu- even u did not do that. If he felt insecure about u then even u put allegations him.
Ani- so even u think I am wrong?
Ishu- no, u r not wrong. But he too is not wrong. If u have ur POV, then he too has his own POV. U were right because u were thinking as a sister, he is right because he is thinking as your lover.
Ani- I did not want to tell bhai now because I don’t want their relation to start with bitterness, but I did not know it will lead to our relation ending in bitterness.
Ishu- taai! Nothing as such will happen! He himself will come to u and then u both just sit for a while and talk it out, not shout it out

At parking lot—

Shivaay- om, I am in no mood to talk about anika leave alone facing her. I ……… I just need some time alone.
Om- I understand shivaay that u are in a very messed up situation but it is not only u, anika too is in the same situation.
Shivaay- I know om, but……… I don’t know what to do. I only know that I don’t want to talk to anika or anyone right now. So I am…
Om- u r what?
Shivaay- I am going to Bangalore for two or three days.
Om- what?!

Shivaay- yeah, I guess right now that is the best for me and anika. There is also some pending work in Bangalore so I anyways had to go there for a day this week, I will stay there for a few days so that I get some peace of mind and so will anika.
Om- but, what will I tell anika?
Shivaay- u don’t have to tell her. I don’t think so she would like talking to me any soon.
Om- and what if she does?
Shivaay- then just tell her I am in Bangalore. But I don’t think it would happen.
Om (giving a defeated sigh)- fine! If u think this is best for u and anika as of now then who am I to stop u.
Shivaay- I will be leaving in 3 hours inform the other family members, I will call up rudra and inform him too.

Ishanika—

Ani wipes her tears and composes herself.

Anika- come ishana, I don’t want to talk about it now. Lets go!
Ishu- but taai…
Ani- no ishu, shivaay will himself call me up after a while and if he doesn’t then I will call him tomorrow morning. Now come.

At Oberoi mansion—

Shivaay was packing his bag, getting ready to leave for Bangalore. He called up his youngest and the jolliest brother.
Rudra- hey bhaiyya! Missing me right? That is why u called me up. I know, I know………
Shivaay (with a whatever kind of look)- rudra, listen. I called u up to ask u something and inform u something
Rudra- ask and inform both! First question and then answer??
Shivaay- rudra!!
Rudra- ok ok, ask or inform or whatever!

Shivaay- did u reach Manali?
Rudra- oh yes! Just a few minutes ago. We are on the way to our camp spot.
Shivaay- good. Well I have decided to go to Bangalore for a few days.
Rudra- Bangalore? What is wrong bhaiyya? U sound very low?
Shivaay- no… nothing wrong just thought I need a break so…
Rudra- really? Are u sure. Because I am sure something is wrong, if u don’t tell I can happily ask O about it.
Shivaay- ok fine! Everthing is wrong here! I and anika just had a heated argument so I just need a break away from Mumbai.

Rudra- hmmmm… I understood
Shivaay- but, when did u turn into such a mature guy??
Rudra- don’t ask bhaiyya. Long story I will tell everything when I come.
Shivaay- take care ok?
Rudra- yeah I will.

Ending the call, out baggad billa ooops sorry, anika’s baggad billa leaves for Bangalore.

Precap- Rudra was trekking all alone and was scared too. Rudy had his crybaby expression on his face. Out of nowhere the bushes behind him moved and made sound, then came out a roar. This was enough to make rudy hell scared and cry.