Ch 19:
Author note:
I am sorry for being super late… but was caught up with my project. I am in the most important stage of my project research. So It is difficult to focus on anything else… but here is the story…
Svetlana’s house had the photos of her and her brother. Looking at her brother, Om looked as if e wanted to murder someone.
Om stood in the hall where there was a huge photo frame where Ruban was smiling happily ruined his sisters life…
“He is not worth it… certain people don’t even deserve your hate…” Shagy’s voice broke his thought.
“Don’t you hate him for whatever he did to your friend?” Om questioned her in annoyance.
“I don’t hate him for whatever he did to Minty. I hate him for being with his sister and ruined my life… Do the work for which you are here…” Shagy said it.
Om was taken back by this…
But he composed himself and started searching…
After an hour Om was walking in Ruban’s bed room and felt a difference in the floor… the flooring was different and hence he decided to examine it. Within few minutes, he moved the wood which was not a floor but a door was a small secretive lock. It was filled with cds’s.
Om sat on the floor and started examining the cds in the case. In few minutes, he came across a small packet having names. But a packet with names caught his attention. It was Aadhira and SHAGARIKA KAUR.
Om was shocked and wanted to know what was there in every single cds.
But he wanted to take it to Shagy and Aadhira as that was his conscious insisting on him to do it.
With a heavy heart he did it…
Shagy was coming out of Svetlana’s room with a frown…
“I got something… what about you?” Shagy asked him…
Om showed her the cds packs with her name and Aadhira’s on it…
Her eyes went wide…
Tears filled her eyes automatically… she murmured sadist under her breath.
Her knees went weak and she fell on the ground. She had difficulties in breathing.
Om rushed to her side and held her shoulder with hesitation of violating her personal space…
With a shaky hands Shagy took the cd pack from him and opened it…
There were 25 cds in the pouch and it started with Aadhira and day 1 labelled over it…
She had a difficulty in breathing…
Shagy: sadist, organised prick…
Om: Shagy… what is happening… breath… don’t look at it if it is this hard… Please…
Om pleaded…
Shagy ignored him…
On the 6th cd it was marked as NEW TOY SHAGARIKA KAUR!
Her eyes filled with tears and her breathing became eratic… she was sweating badly and she put her right hand on her chest as if it was hurting… Om held her left hand felt it shivering… in fact her whole body was shivering… her body swayed a little as if she might faint any second… as if she was scared of something…
Om didn’t knew what to do…
He sat before her holding her by shoulders and asked her to look at him…
She was not able to do it as her eyes were fixed in the cds next to om…
Om noticed it and closed it. He put it behind him to divert her attention to him…
He held her face and made her look into his eyes…
“SHagarika! What is happening? I am there. I will not let anything to you… trust me… you are important to me…” Om saidd frantically…
“Screw this… I will call Ambulance… I don’t care if we get caught…” Om whispered to himself and took his phone…
He felt a shaky cold tender fingers holding his cheeks and make him look at her…
Shagy: help… me… breath… divert… my… mind… Please…
Om was lost in that vulnerable eyes. She was not whom she portray herself. She was lost child who was looking for something to hold on but scared of the same. He saw him in her eyes. The one who wanted his parents love and happy family and never got it. He saw the fear of abandonment and urge to survive… So he told her his story even without him knowing it.
Om: Okay. If that is what you want and what can help then I will… I will tell you a story. There was a boy who saw his parents fighting and cried himself to sleep because of it every night. He wanted to have a normal family like other but he never had. He grew up longing for it. Then a girl came into his life when he was an young man… she said she loves him and he felt like he got something he always wanted. Another girl entered his life after a year. She made him realise the boy the first girl loves his family name and not him. The second girl loved his money. He was devasted. But moved on as he had two awesome brothers. But he was still hurt… they used him more than anything… All because he wanted love… he decided never to fall in love but he did fall for a fallen angel… She was good from heart but evil at the same time. Most beautiful thing about her is that she don’t hide her nature. She is pure because she shows her truth like a mirror. Little he did know was even she was craving for the love like him and he see a perfect future with that not-so-perfect angel… DO you think he should ask her out on a date?
All through out this their eyes were connected…
Both were holding each other face…
They both were lost in each other’s eyes, touch and need…
Shagy started to breath normally long back but for some reason both don’t want to break this…
Shagy broke it first by looking behind Om at the cds…
A sad smile appeared…
Om was about to say something but was not sure what to…
Shagy whispered, “Thanks Om. Take the cds. We will give it to Aadhira!”
With that she stood up.
A part in Om blamed him for using the situation for his benefit.
Om was lost in that thought…
They started their ride towards Oberoi mansion…
Shagy: Stop the car here OMKARA!
Om complied to her whisper…
He felt his name sound divine in her voice…
He looked at her expectantly but she was silent…
After few minutes, he asked her…
Om: Why did you ask me to stop the car?
Shagy: To answer your question…
Om: which question? *he was confused*
Shagy: About your fallen angel…
Om became anxious…
Shagy: May be it will be better for the young man to forget the fallen angel. Those girls just hurt him but the fallen angel might hurt his family and his family’s reputation… After all she is a fallen angel… Angels were thrown out of heaven for committing sins and they were not angels anymore… they are devils who belong to hell…
Om: I heaven cant give love and hell can, don’t you think heaven is better option…
Shagy: may be I should tell you the story of your fallen angel… your fallen angel saw her parents dying in front of her eyes and in the accident her sister forgot her. Her Angel sister forgot there was a sister for her. Both of them grew up in the same orphanage as a stranger, one don’t have the idea of others presence but the other, the fallen angel cried herself seeing her sister not remembering her. One fine day the fallen angel got adopted into a family where there was two more small girls. She had a new papa, mama, two pari sisters. youngest was mona and Eldest was Ishana, the con girl who cheated the young man for money…
Om froze at this point. His body became rigid… but something was a miss in him…
Om: Continue…
Shagy: But in few days, the mother died in the accident… your fallen angel was called unlucky and blamed for the death. Still she tried to be there for her sister… Papa turned to be an alcoholic who got so huge amount of loan women who had so many gundas under her… Her name was Svetlana… he was not able to pay the loan, so he gave your fallen angel as a price to them… she was dragged into her house by hair… raped by her brother and his friends… that was a hell hole… but she was not alone there… she found a true sister there, who tried to protect her even if she was in the same position… one point of time no one came but as usual 1 roti for each came… it lasted for a day or two… not sure of the time frame… both of them escaped… Your fallen angel found herself a home and people… but she lost herself…
She is a burden Om… you deserve peace…
Om: I will not leave that Svetlana and Ruban… they ruined the happiness of every single women in my life… I will not leave them…
Shagy: The story wass not about them Om… it is about how I don’t deserve you!
Om: Ridhima and Ishana gave a temporary peace but you gave me pain… the reality… I prefer reality over the sick illusion… and trust me, it is not pity or because my sister went through the same… it is because my heart still says you are mine and mine only…
Shagy: WHY DON’T YOU UNDERSTAND THAT I AM NOT THE ONE FOR YOU?
Om: Well Shagy, as per your story the fallen angel in mine no matter how many times you deny it… I LOVE YOU!
Shagy: WELL I DON’T…
Om: MAY BE IN FUTURE YOU WILL FEEL IT MY FALLEN ANGEL!
Om leaned forward and kissed her forehead before driving…
Shagy was froze… not sure by his words or by how much genuineness it expresses or by his act…
All throughout the journey she was looking at Om with the thoughts only…
They reached Oberoi mansion and Om smirked at Shagy as she was still looking at him…
Om: Obsessively thinking about me already?!
Shagy: Yeah… *she realized what she said* What no…
With that she got down the car and started walikg fast…
Om caught up with her…
Om: Dont forget that we will walk together in every step of the life together… no matter what the situation is…
Shagy ignored him and walked…
The moment they entered Om’s room, Aadhira hugged Shagy followed by Anika, Prinku, Soumya and Maan…
Aadhira: Are you mad to go to Svetlana’s house? Are you okay?
Shagy: I am not…
Aadhira made her sit on Om’s bed and gave her water… she knelt before her and Maan sat on her eight as Anika was on her left…
Aadhira: What happened?
Shagy: Because of something, I got panick attack. I asked Om to divert my mind as that was the first aid.
Maan: Thanks Om and then what happened Shagy…
Aadhira: Let her speak idiot…
Shagy: He kind of indirectly said he is interested in dating me…
Shivaay & Rudy: What?
Rudy: Bhai… you should have waited in spite of using that situation…
Shagy: I don’t think he used the situation… it just happened in a flow…
Shagy defended him…
Aadhira: Really… and then…
Shagy: I told him everything that happened in my life shortly…
Maan ran fingers over his face in frustration…
Aadhira: And what did he say…
Shagy: He loves me! Can you put some sense in your brothers head Aadhira?
Aadhira: Why would I when you don’t do the same? You elder brother Ret loves me and did you try to put some sense in his head? It is the issue between you and Om… you guys deal with it…
Om had an victory smile on his face…
Maan: As a brother regarding this Om I want to say something…
Shagy: Remember Maan, you cant share me with anyone apart from Minty and Bhai…
Maan: Life partner is a different spectrum idiot. Om, I approve you to date my sister but I want you to talk with my family and brother before it. Hope you understand…
Om smiled…
Om: Sure!
Everyone congratulated Om and Shagy took her phone to get help from her brother as well as the family, the RATHORE’s…
After few minutes, they all shared their evidence including the cd.
Unlike Shagy, Aadhira took it well and decided to watch it later…
Precap:
DNA report came…
It is positive…
Anika had tears seeing it…
Shagy smiled…
Author’s note:
What is your view about today’s episode?
What do you think about Om’s confession and Shagy’s reaction?
What is your thought about Shagy’s past?
Rathore’s will come for 1 or 2 episode! What do you guys think about it! Please mention this because their appearance is importance in Anika’s life as well as Om’s love life!