Silent Love – SWASAN OS
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The gadodia mansion was whole in chaos and hustle bustle here and there as it was the wedding of their one and only daughter swara gadodia …
Both sanskar and swara didn’t see each other…..they only met once before the marriage was fixed and then sanskar was never bothered too meet her..on the other hand she thought he was busy in his work …
The marriage was fixed by shekar gadodia and durgaprasad maheshwari.. It was an arranged marriage ..
Being a girl with values and well cultured Indian girl she was ready to marry the person choosed by her parents… On the other hand sanskar thought that it was deal btwn their parents as the merger happened btwn maheswari’s and gadodia’s…..which is not true…
Sanskar didn’t believe in love and all stuff …he was forced to marry swara gadodia…
As sanskar parents thought she would be a perfect match for their son…
Finally the wedding was done and after a long ride they reached home and she was taken to his room.
She was amazed seeing the room as though been such a famous business tycoon his room was quite simple. It was elegant and classy for sure but still; simple. Now this was the room; where she would be spending the rest of her life.
She was made to sit on the bed with her veil on her face and that is when all of a sudden the newly wedded feeling engulfed her nerves. He would be here in any moment… her husband. The person she would be living with and living for! It was the start of the new phase of her life and she was so nervous about everything and 100 questions were running through her mind like how would it be; how were things gona work; how would he be with her; would he understand her and etc etc..
She waited for him the whole night but he didn’t arrive at all….finally the tiredness of the whole wedding took her off and she slept in the same position….next morning she got up early and glanced at room in hope that she would find sanskar but all in vein…she got up and thought to get ready and go downstairs hoping that she would get to know sanskar’s whereabouts … she went to freshen up and then got ready in pink saari …she went near dressing table wore her mangalsutra ,sindoor and did minimal makeup ..then she got up and turned around found sanskar going to washroom…then she called him and said
Sw: sanskar where were you ….i was waiting for whole night..
Sanskar turned around saw swara she looked beautiful ..elegant in her simple look then suddenly remembered about the deal and said
S: swara how dare you question me… who are you to ask me ??(in stern voice)
Swara was shocked at his sudden outburst …tears were trickling from her eyes…
Sw: sanskar what are you saying I am your wife…
S: I will not accept this marriage….it’s not the marriage it is deal btwn our parents get that in your mind and haa remember you’re my lawfully wedded wife for the world outside and happy couple for our parents out there….soo pretend to be happy..
Sw: what are you saying sanskar …if you didn’t want to marry me why did you do this to me…you would have told me…if you could not say no …I would have said noo ..why sanskar why did you do this to me…
she catch hold collar while she reapeatedly asking the same question….and she sidled down sat on the floor and started crying..
sanskar just left from there as if he is not affected …though somewhere he was feeling guilty and effected…they pretended to the happy couple till they reached Mumbai as maheswari’s Mumbai branch was handled by sanskar … they didn’t try to talk in the whole journey…swara thought to try and make her wedding workout between both…
They reached Mumbai ,went to sanskar’s lavishing three bedroom apartment …. Sanskar showed swara room to her and kitchen and introduced to his maid kantha amma who would clean the house and cook …..he then asked her to not to come in his way or interfere in his life…and he made clear if you want anything don’t ask him..
IT’S BEEN ONE YEAR SINCE THEY GOT MARRIED….for the first eight month’s swara tried to mend their relationship ,she tried to talk with him ,do his work but all went in vein … because sanskar started going early In the morning before swara could get up and coming in late night swara after swara slept..
Swara was slowly getting depressed day by day she has no one to talk with and about her feelings …she can’t let out the truth to the world …that she is broken into million pieces ….she tried to get over it she asked sanskar that she could do a job of teacher but sanskar was adamant and said no to her as it would be his prestige issue ….she slowly stared taking sleeping pills….she was alive but more than dead she was ….
On the other side sanskar’s misunderstanding got cleared….he was guilty over his act…he could not face her…slowly he started distancing himself from her…though he kept her in check but was completely unaware of the depression and sleeping pills..
One fine day sanskar got call from his home ,swara’s cell he totally ignored it…..and when kantha amma called him ,he picked the call and was shocked …then he rushed to city hospital..
IN CITY HOSPITAL..
Sanskar was outside swara’s emergency ward….waiting for doctor to come soon and tell her situation ,how is she….and tell swara he can’t live without…what is he thinking he questioned his mind…then he got his answer that he is love with swara ……
They say- Love is the realization that someone is more important to you than yourself. And its meaning, he couldn’t understand until today.He had fallen for her without even realizing or wanting.
Love-A four letter small word but held a deeper meaning. He doesn’t know why he love her. He doesn’t know if he love her outer beauty or her inner beauty more, may be both! He doesn’t know any reason to say why he love her. He simply love her.
Does he even has the right to call her his? Even after how much he had hurt her? He didn’t knew. (questioned himself)
He doesn’t know if she will accept him after what he had done to her. She might forgive and take him in since she is too good hearted for her own good,but he won’t be able to forgive himself for the pain he had put her through.
But he was now more determine to make her his and shower his love on her, make her feel more special than she already is.It was him who was stupid enough to ignore her pure love …..He forced her to accept she mean nothing to him and never would…(all the flashes of past one year appeared in front of him)his trance broke
When dr.ragini kapoor called him to his cabin to discuss about something..
He knew raginikapoor and laksh kapoor
IN CABIN
As soon as he entered cabin with ragini…he boombared her with questions..
S: ragini …how is swara now..what happened to her why did she got fainted?
R: sanskar swara is out of danger but I wanted to ask you something important …
S: what is it..you wanted to ask?
R: do you know swara is taking sleeping pills and I can see that there is some kind of depression ,she was soo stressed out and that’s the reason she fainted..(ragini stated)
Sanskar was beyond shocked on what ragini said a minute back …he knew he was only the reason behind her condition…his eyes become moist…
R: see sanskar whatever the reason is please find out….
Sanskar just hummed in response..
R: do take care she doesn’t take the pills more…one more pill can take her to the death bed..
Sanskar was on verge of crying …but he can’t let out his feelings he is only soul reason for her condition now…
S: okay ..i will take care of that…when she will be discharged??
R: you can take her home after she gets conscious and make sure she has no stress..
After one hour or two hours..
Sanskar completed all the formalities as soon as swara got concsiouness and she got discharged…swara didn’t see sanskar she thought he does not even care about her…swara got discharged and was in apartment she slept soon due to anesthesia effect…..sanskar went near her catch hold handfor some time ….. sat beside her and started caressing her face and said..
S: I’m sorry swara its all because of me…I am the soul reason for this condition …. Iam sorry swara and he started sobbing lightly..then he also slept beside her…
Next morning sanskar was the first one to get up…saw his angel sleeping peacefully…and after sometime he got a phone from his office he wanted to cancel that meeting but he can’t do that ..he then saw swara sleeping he didn’t want to disturb her…soo he thought to talk too her after finishing his office work ….he thought too wrapup the work soon but could not…and he completed his work and reached apartment @9..and directly went to her room he was shocked to see what was happening he immediately went near her and pulled her by her arms…
Here with swara got up she didnnt see sanskar again and yet she felt dejected again …day passed …she was about to take sleeping pills ..suddenly someone pulled her by arms…she was shocked to see sanskar…she stumbled at her feet…her heart was beating fastly…she was in utter confused…
he then placed his lips on her and started kissing her ,after some time swara also started kissing him with the same passion..then slowly acttked her neck with wet kisses …she was moaning his name in pleasure…he then slowly took swara in in his arms and placed her on the bed…before swara could say anything he shut her up with placing his mouth on hers…they got carried away with emotions …they made love to the eternity ….
Later after swara slept after the beautiful intercourse them…sanskar was lost in her beauty ,innocence ,…he shifted all her things to his room …he then dressed her up with his shirt and then took her to his room and placed her on bed and slid beside her covered them with qult and slept taking her in warmth emabarce (hugging)..
Next morning when swara got up she was surprised to see it was not her room…and saw sanskar sleeping beside her and all the flashes of night surrounded her see blushed hard…she was trying hard to get out of the grip he pulled her closer …he was saying something while hugging her tightly..
S: I am sorry swara and I can’t live without you…he was mumbling it continuously in his sleep
Hearing this swara felt a rush of happiness ….she thought of giving him a chance again…she felt sanskar was genuinely sorry about his behavior…then hugged him back and slept again peacefully …
It has been six months to that incident….this has changed a lot and for good…
Swara and sanskar bonding grew day by day…swara saw how romantic he was …they were happy..
On the other day..
Swara was working in kitchen preaparing lunch for them kantha amma was on leave…
She felt two familiar arms wrapped around her waist she gasped at sudden touch but composed herself and moan escaped her lips when sanskar started giving her wet kisses…
She tried to get of the grip..
Sw: sanskar please she pleaded …In turn sanskar turned off the gas and picked swara in the bridal style
S: I want you know swara…and kissed her .soon they reached their room and made love too each other..
And then swasan lived happily ever after…
SOMETIMES WORDS ARE NOT NECESSARY TO EXPRESS THEIR FEELINGS TO EACH OTHER..THEY HAVE TO FEEL THOSE EMOTIONS AND GIVE SOME TIME TO EACH OTHER…UNDERSTANDING AND COMMITMENT IS ALSO IMPORTANT TO WORKOUT THE RELATION..
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sooo here I end this os …
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