Hii friends how are you??…. I guess all good…. Me too…. See I came back with the next episode…. I think I should post alternative days or like TTS ( Tuesday , Thursday , Saturday) what say?…. will do what you say…. So please share your views….. now, guys very very thanks for so overwhelming comments I literally thought you ppl would have forgotten me….. but u made me wrong…. I was so happy to see your sweet comments….. n please people who ever say that they are my fan then please don’t say so…. I am not a celebrate to have fans but you all are my friends of my TU family…. Literally I missed you ppl so much in my break time…. Ur comments always motivate me…. Always shower your love on me n I promise I will try my best to entertain you….. now no bak bak…. Gonna start my next episode…. Hope you will like it too…..
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Every morning brings new hope new beginning n new sun rays in our life….. morning is always like a fresh start to a life….this morning is also like a new start in my life….. in those 3 days spend with swara changed my life completely…. N changing now too…. But those 3 are best in my life…..
Made everything so easy and so positive….
She taught or showed me the perspective of life which I have never lead….. I was so busy in myself… in me…. in my problems….. in my life…… that I forgot I have a surrounding too…
MY FAMILY may be of only 2 person sorry now 3…… but it cares for me it craves for me….. I have craved for the people who never cared for me till now…. But now I will love my love one who need me n now I need them too….
Baba was always a broad minded n high thinking person so I never felt any shyness or any fear to share with him anything…. He has always given me freedom n independence to do my work even gave me a my own time so that I cant get suffocated even though it leads him to live alone…. I still remember he motivated Adarsh bhaiya to go to America for pursuing his career…. He supported him in marrying his lady love parineeta bhabhi…. At that time I asked to pursue my engg in Rurkee Dehli….. he became alone but never complained…. I even remember when bhai’s death news came he was shaken from the route but never showed it to me….. he needed support that time but he was always strong like a pillar…. He even saw my depletion… taking drugs going in depression….. but he always supported me…..he had always doubt in kavita but he never stated because he respected my feelings towards her….. then I started business at that time panchi was the only reason of his smile… he used to always be jolly but don’t I know that his every smile has immense pain hidden in it….. but that day I saw him laughing whole heartedly…. Like his happiness was seen through his eyes…. Everything is only because of the person who is now cuddling with the pillow in the bed….. SWARA…… its just 5 letters but it has become meaning of my life or it has become my life….. 3 days was enough for her to change my life which I was not able to do in last 3 years…..
Sanskar was thinking all these while sipping coffee leaning to his wall near window taking morning sunlight and fresh air…. N ofcourse watching swara who is sleeping peacefully cuddling her pillow…..
Actually sanskar woke up earlier today and was going through his uneven life which is getting a pace because of swara who came as an angel in their life and did her magic…..
After Kavita I started to hate women…. I though all are same… why not…. I have faced same type of women in my life…. Frst that lady….though dad says she was not at fault but she was at fault….. I can never forgive her for hurting my dad…. Dad truly loved her….. I have seen him breaking down but infront of us he was always strong as a mountain hard to crack but I know how much broken he is from inside… leave dad…. She even left her 16 and 12 years children…. How can a mother be so heartless… I have heard mothers are endless source of love….. but that lady MRS ANUPURNA KHAN yup you heard right MRS. KHAN…… she married MR. RASHID KHAN n settled with him….. how can she….. She even never turned to see me and adarsh bhai….. not even on Adarsh bhai’s death ceremony……
And then came kavita….. to ruin my rest existence….. She left me when I needed her the most the time of Adarsh bhai’s death…. Adarsh bhai’s death was a life changer for all…. Everything changed after him…. I sometimes think now…… was everything with kavita really LOVE?…. Or it was never a love it was always what people say yup INFAGUATION…… don’t know I am still very confused…. But love that swara shows to family is beyond something….. what can I say…. Its… its…. SELFLESS…. What she is doing is not giving any profit to her but it changed me n my everything…..
Because of my women hating nature I hurt a pious soul too in the process…. My cutie…. PANCHI…. She was never at fault….. I never gave affection to her… she was always cutie to me before adarsh bhai’s death…. But after him I changed….. my perspective change….. sometimes I feel so guilty by seeing her that I was not able to keep the last possession of adarsh bhai that’s panchi….. but now I have a better equation with her that I had before 1 month…. my family is now happy family…. Business is going too good…. Swara has become my lucky charm….. or what we say LADY LUCK…. After her arrival everythingis just perfect…. Bas now I am little scared…. Because I know life is not a bed of roses….
Even little scared as its been one month of swara’s arrival in my life….. Yesterday doc sinha asked me I wanna continue the acting or not….. I said yes and gave reason of her health but I myself know I don’t wanna let her go…. It kills me from inside…
Sometimes I think to marry her in real….. maybe she will never get her memory back….. then we will be happy family….. I even thought her to give memory depressing pills…. But Then I thought to let it go in a flow….. how can I be so selfish….. so, I am innerly preparing myself to leave her also….. n haan by my these talks don’t think I am in love and someone like that…. But I have a unique place for swara in my life that no one can take…. I don’t know what feeling I have for swara but that feeling doesn’t allow me to be selfish towards her but that feeling makes me selfless for swara…. That feeling can also make me sacrifice swara for her happiness…. I don’t know the feeling but it gives me immense happiness…. Just her one smile can brighten my day….
His trance was broken by seeing movement on bed….. he saw swara tracing him in her sleep by moving her hand on his side of the bed….. n when she found no one she frowned in sleep….. he just smiled seeing her acts….
They have been living in same room shared a same bed so that swara doesn’t get doubt of wedding n all…. But he never crossed any limit…. Even though sometimes he had an urge to do so…. Maximum is that they a few time cuddled in sleep but sanskar couldn’t help it not to happen as sleep is sleep…. He sometimes even worries that she will question him for not crossing limits then what he will say….
His trance again broke by a sleepy voice…..
Swara: uth gaye…. Kab?
Sanskar : just now…. Few minutes ago…..
He smiled at her kept the cup on the table…. Came forward towards her n kissed her forehead and swara smiled at it….. its now his daily routine to kiss her on forehead before going to freshen up….n then sat infront of her….
Sanskar : so…. U wake up so soon…. How come?…
Swara: when I found u are not here….
Sanskar : ( happy as swara can feel his absence in sleep too) OK madam!!… so whats today’s plan….
Swara: (smiles naughtily) today I am very happy….
Sanskar (confused) : why? Anything special…..
Swara: (smirks winningly) yup… today is my victory day….
Sanskar : ya ya I know…. I will go cool….
Swara: super duper cool…. I still remember one month ago u said its not gonna happen…. See today its happening….
Sanskar : ok meri maa(join hands ) you won….. atlast you made me agreed to go to the party….
Swara : ( playfully hits him) you are such a bore mister Dramebaz…. Koe apne College reunion ko reject karta hai kya?…. but you mister…. You hid the invitation letter….woh toh thank god I had one months time to convince you…. N atlast I did (winning wide smile)
{ yup u all must have guessed till now that letter was college reunion letter}
Seeing her smile he also smiles…. N says in heart- for this smile I can do anything…. Even though it will be meeting kavita and anirudh in college reunion…. This smile gives me strength…. N plus as swara said from how much time I will run from my past I have to confront it one day or other…. N the day has come….
Sanskar: Acha toh…. I am dramebaz…. Huh…
Swara : Q koe shak… u are….
Sanskar : again say what-i-am….
Swara : DRAMEBAZ DRAMEBAAZ DRAMEBAAAZ
Saying this she pulled herself from the bed…. Took a pillow threw it at sanskar’s face n started to run…. Sanskar also starts to chase her…. After 5 mins he gets hold of her…..
Sanskar: now say what I am?…
Swara : sanskar leave me please….
Sanskar : frst say….
Swara: sanskar….. u are too bad… leave na please (puppy eyes)
Sanskar : it will not effect…. Say….
Swara : (in a whisper ) Dramebaaz….
Sanskar: hmm….. dramebaz…. Now this dramebaz will show his drama…( he started tickling her)
Swara: hahaha….san….hah…skar…. plz….hahha…. leave…hahh… plz….
Sanskar: frst say sorry…
Swara : haha… acha …hahha… sorry….
Sanskar leaves her…… n say: ab aaye na uth pahar k niche…..
As sanskar leaves her…. She shows her tongue n says : no sorry huh… aya bada…. ( n runs to the washroom before sanskar can catch her again)
Sanskar smiles idiotically after her antics….. ands thinks loosing from her also gives so much happiness because her happiness is more important than winning and loosing….
he runs his fingers towards his hair n goes to freshen up in the guestroom….
This is the one of the daily morning which sanskar faces…. Swara has changed him completely….. She had an positive effect on him…. He has improved professionally too… but sometimes news papers are filled with MYSTERY GIRL with THE TYCOON SANSKAR MAHESHWARI….. n most difficult task is to not let newspaper come in hands of swara…. N most relief giving thing is that none have got any picture of swara….. in every picture she a little blur or her face is not shown…. N newspaper people have not bothered as they have to show sanskar maheshwari with a girl…. So girls pic is not so necessary… but media is curious…. It came to house for the lady too but sanskar handled everything efficiently….
Sanskar comes wearing grey blazer red shirt and dark blue jeans…. N he sees that swara is already present there in white plazo dark blue knee length sleeveless top with wet hairs n no makeup….
He desends the stairs adoring her look…. N sit on the dining table waiting for breakfast….
Now there is no rule but everyone enjoys every bit of their life…..
Dp n panchi are also present there….
Sanskar : good morning dad…. Good morning cutie…..
Panchi: good morning chachu…..
Dp: good morning my son…
They all are enjoying the breakfast…. Laughing talking and sharing…..
Panchi : bye chachu dadu chachi…. Going to school…
Swara n Dp: bye bacha….
Sanskar : kiddo u are forgetting something….
Panchi hits her head with her hand : sorry…. Bhul hi gayi…
Then she goes near sanskar n kisses his cheeks… n sanskar says: that’s like my cutie bye kiddo…..
N panchi goes to school….( now it’s the daily routine panchi gives good bye kiss to Sanskar before going)
Dp n Swara smiles at thir bond…..
Sanskar: Baba today we will come late…. We are going on a party….
Dp : ya ya no problem…. I have today my all fav serials which I missed on last telecast will be shown by repeat telecast …. So I have no problem….
Swara: haaan papa plz remember them for me n I will come and catchup with you… today they will show villains face….. (sanskar rolled his eyes)
{ Dp n Swara have become serial mates… n always irritates sanskar with it….}
Dp: ya ya sure beta….
Atlast all have done breakfast….. as sanskar was going down swara came running n gave him his wallet….
Sanskar : be ready by 7… okk… n wear the gift I have bought for you…
Swara:(smiled) hmm…
Sanskar : bye….
Swara : bye….
Before going he kisses her forehead…… n leaves for office…..
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This was a long chapter I guess….
How was it guys…. It took so many hours to be written… uff…. I m tired now….