Sanskar was back in his dorm. He ran to his room and locked it. He was crying. Crying badly. Yes he was crying. Not for the insults but for Swara. Not for he was accused for kidnapping Swara but for only and only Swara. He was crying for Swara. His very own enemy Swara.
Sanskar’s POV
It was all my fault. Swara is missing because of me…….Poor Ragini is crying because of me. Laksh is upset because of me. Cairi is angry because of me. Shanaya is tensed because of me. Omi and Riya are worried because of me….. Everyone is hating me and the very reason is me….. I m really Mr hell. Swara says correctly…. I m no less than hell. Now she is in trouble becoz of me………………..
I was weeping. I wept for her. For my biggest rival. I hated her but that doesn’t mean that i wanted her to go missing. I shouldn’t have left her alone there. She was new here….. She knew no one here…… Only people she knew in this entire City of Mumbai was me, Laksh, Omi and Riya…… There were so many people around. Anyone could just carry the girl away. She is not amongst us due to me. Crapppp!!!! Wat the hell happened to me wen i left her??? If something happens to her then??? If she is hurt then??? If someone tries to…….. No be positive Sanskar. Stop crying….. I stopped weeping. She is a strong girl Sanskar. No one can harm her. She is a lioness. But she got kidnapped……… Who kidnapped her??? She was new here… No one knew her………….Was this all well planned???? The kidnapper waited for me to leave and then he kidnapped her…… Ohh!!!!! Oh my god!!! I will have to find her. I can’t afford to leave her with that kidnapper……… If they kill her???? No not possible. She never harmed anyone…. Who wants to kill such a girl…… Such a drama queen?? such a beauty queen??? Such an Angry bird??? I will find her…. Sanskar will find her….
I left my room and rushed out of the dorm and found Shanaya standing at the door.
“ I didn’t kidnap her.” i said in a low and husky voice…
“ I no”
‘‘ You believe me???”
“ Yes i do”
“ How???”
“ my heart says u cannot kidnap her’’
“Y does ur heart think so??”
” i don’t think from heart”
“Then how are u so sure???”
” i can see ur eyes red, i no u were crying, u accept the fact or not but u were crying for Swara….. I can see the guilt in your eyes….. Guilt to leave her alone in this big city… Guilt to leave her alone at a place where she knew no one…. Guilt of you ego, guilt of making everyone tensed and upset…….. Guilt u understand??? guilt??? Ur eyes clearly say that u r feeling the guilt deep in ur heart…. something is killing u…. Something is pinching u….. Ur eyes are the evidence of ur guilt…. Ur tension…. Ur worries…. Ur care….. Ur love for her… ”
“ who said i love her??? I care for her??? I m worried??? In fact i m happy she is not here to trouble me”
” then y were u crying?”
” Because Ragini insulted me”
“U can fool me but not urself”
” i m nt fooling anyone”
With that she went inside and locked her room. I cud hear her cry inside…….. I knew i was the reason for her tears… If something happens to Swara, i vl never forgive myself.. I took my leather jacket and ran out of the academy with same red, tired and guilty face.. Anyone cud make out i was weeping…….. I didn’t no the exact reason but i was really very guilty…. I didn’t kidnap her then y was i guilty??? I no she got kidnapped because she was alone but still somewhere my mind asked me y was i guilty??? I shud have been happy… My headache is no more present around me to trouble me, fight with me, shoot daggers at me, abuse me!!! I shud be happy…. Yippie!!!! I tried to fool my heart…… Shanaya was right. I cud nt fool myself…….. My heart was aching…….. I wanted to yell, growl and kill myself.
It has been 4 hours or so since i saw her last…… I was missing her. I still hated her. Laksh was right…..i cud not stay without her. Fighting with her was like a habit for me… Although this habit went away wen she went to London but her return, bought it back…… No doubt she was my jerry……..
I came to my bike and sat on it. I had a car too but i wanted to keep a look on the surroundings.. In case i found some clue for swara’s missing case. I rode my bike at the top speed and soon reached marine drive. I looked around and found an empty bottle. I smelt it. It contained chloroform. So all this was planned well before. I carried on with my investigation……………
Meanwhile
Everyone leaving Sanskar gathered at Ragriya’s dorm…. They were trying to calm Ragini down who was crying really badly. Her head ached but she cried.. Laksh bought water for her. She was coughing due to the excessive crying she was doing.
Laksh: stop crying….. U vl fall sick….. Then who will find Swara???
Omi: yeah he is right…. Please Ragini stop crying. Ur sister will be soon in front of u.
Riya and Cairi were also trying to calm her.
She fell unconscious as her brain cud not handle much of crying. Laksh got more tensed. He laid her on her bed and went back to the living area.
Laksh: 4 hours and we got no clue…. Where is Sanskar??? Don’t tell me he still keeps his ego above her life..
Shanaya: he went somewhere on his bike…. He was crying…..
Laksh: watt??? He was crying??? For wat??? For getting insulted??? He is not so weak…….
Shanaya: he was crying for swara
Omi: impossible
Shanaya: i saw his guilt…really
Laksh: just forget him. We need to find swara first….
Cairi: it doesn’t matter if he was guilty or not but he s the reason y swara is not here with us…. We need to find her…. She can get into trouble.
Riya: isn’t it possible that she is kidnapped for money??? I mean she is from such a rich family, she is beautiful, young, people have many reasons to kidnap her. At least i think we shud inform the police. Laksh u remember Abhimanyu Singh??? He was our class mate wen We were in college….. U remember his father was a DCP???
Laksh: yeah so???
Riya: i think he can help us.
Laksh: ohh yess u r right…. Y didn’t this struck my head before??? But i dont have his number
Omi: bravo!!!
Riya: here Swara is no where to be seen and u are shouting BRAVO????
Omi: ohh!! Sorry i have Abhi’s number.
Laksh: bravo man. Come on send his number………..I’ll call him.
Omi: okey
Laksh: got it.
He calls Abhimanyu
“ Hello!!! Am i speaking to Mr Abhimanyu?? ”
“Yes…. who’s this??”
“Laksh, u remember we studied together in Saint Teresa school??”
” ohh Laksh!! Where are u??? Forgotten me?? How is Sanskar??? And did u meet ur dream girl…. Wat was her name???? Ra… Ra….”
” Ragini”
“Yes Ragini, did u meet her???”
“Yes….. Ill tell u everything later but i need ur Help now”
“Yaa tell me”
” Actually Ragini’s elder sister Swara is missing( tells the entire story)and Ragini is realy tensed so i just wanna no if ur dad can help”
“Y dad??? I myself am a ACP now…. I will surely help u… Send me her picture… I will circulate it in nearby police station. I’ll see if i can personally handle her case”
“Thanks a lot bro”
“My pleasure”
Call disconnects
Laksh sends him Swara’s picture and description.
Laksh: he is helping us… Now we will surely find Swara
Cairi: lets hope for the best.
Shanaya hurriedly coming out of Ragini’s room.
Shanaya: guys Ragini has high fever.
Laksh: uhh!!!! I will stay here and u all go and find some clues for swara.
Cairi: no if u stay here, Ragini will nt like it… Shud come with us to find swara.
Shanaya: i think she is right
Laksh: so u stay here and call me if she needs something.
Shanaya: yeah sure…. All the best guys…
Omi: okey bye…..
All leave.
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Sanskar was examining the chloroform bottle very keenly. He found nothing there. He went ahead and found a bangle. It was Swara’s. He very carefully placed it in his leather jacket’s pocket.
He was observing everything since last one hour now……. Soon all others reached.
Laksh: wat are u doing here bhai???
Sanskar: finding clues…. I very well understand that even u are upset with me.
Laksh: did u find anything????
Samskar was about to say yes wen Laksh recieves Abhimanyu’s call.
“Yes”
” did you get any clue..??”
” nope i didnt get any clues ”
Sanskar shouts : but i got 2
”Oh!! Okey… Sanskar got some clues”
“Fine ill be there in half an hour”
“Yeah fine bye”
Call disconnected
Sanskar: where are Ragini and Shanaya???
Laksh: Ragini fell unconscious and had high fever so shanaya is taking care of her.
Sanskar: hmm…. Okey lets carryon with our examinations.
Laksh: yes lets go
Laksh’s POV
Wat happened to him???? He was finding clues from long and that too lot before us…….. Is he really worried??? Yess!!! He is feeling guilty….. He did many wrong things before but never felt guilty….. Maybe this is swara’s effect on him……. Or maybe Ragini’s words really hurt him…… I can never understand his mind or maybe his heart….. But atleast now i no he is not Swara’s kidnapper. He is helping us………………….
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That’s all for this episode