Hi guys… i thought i will never come… but what to do… Meri Writer wali jo atma h… She never allows me to stop writing and here i came with another ts… 2 shots… Next shot i will post today itself… And i will post then only if you all wants… I hope i will be not hurt again this time…. i am asking forgiveness before only if you people feel it boring and bad… You can say it too… I took this idea from a novel but i changed it much… so here we go. ..
I just enter in the train… I reserved a ac room.. 4 berth ac room… As soon as i enter i feel embarrassed seeing a newly married couple hugging each other… Oh god… I only have to got this room… I coughed… Both got depart…
I slowly put my luggage… I look at the girl… May be going for honeymoon… Mostly one week married couple… Her red coloured mahendi and red white combo chuda is evidence of it… I was adjusting the luggage facing them back… I heard they are giggling and whispering… I adjust on bed…
Guy(to the girl) : jaan, i will just come… Ok…
The girl smiles shyly… But as soon as i heard jaan my heart ached…
Some flashes came…
A guy was calling jaan… My thoughts broke at the girl’s voice…
‘hi didi… I am Ragini what’s your name..’ she asked smilingly…
‘swara… Swara mahe… Swara bose’ i said with smile…
Ragini : wow di… Very good name…
I smiles again…
Ragini : my hubby laksh…
I look at the guy entering with two mineral water… I just smile same as he… He sits beside her and both engrossed in talking… I thought to give them privacy…. I go to tt for changing room but no use… No room is left…
I stand in front of the door looking at them… Laksh is kissing Ragini… And she is smiling…. I remember….
Flashbacks (12 years ago)…
A girl of just 23 sitting in front of a guy of 25…
Guy: are you sure… You are ok with this marriage…
Girl node shyly… Guy smiles brightly…
Guy: i promise i will give you my everything swara… I will not expect anything just a space in your heart and some love for me and my family…
Swara smiles… And soon after 4 weeks a girl with red lahenga and red white combo chuda sitting on bed and the guy entered…. Swara’s heart beat increases and soon the guy comes in front of her… The guy lift her veil and lifts her shy face holding the chin… Both looks at each other… Guy hold her palm… And hugs her… She hugs him back… She clutched his sherwani feeling her hubby’s love torture on her nape… She starts to breath heavily… And moan his name…
Swara : sanskar….
But their sweet moments disturb by a door knock… Sanskar Immediately Break the hug and goes to open the door…. Soon a 12 years old boy and a 7 years old girl enter in the room…
Swara frowns… She sees her mother in law or can say her step mother in law talking to her hubby…
Sanskar nodes and close the door…
Sanskar : rajat sit on couch you should tell me that you have class test tomorrow…
Rajat rolls his eyes and sits…
Sanskar : swara wo rajat has class tests so i should help him in preparing… And chhoti was asking to sleep with you so….
Swara smiles halfly… She knows families are important but she is a newly married bride… She had some dream about her first night… First night only come for once right??… Swara nodes and makes chhoti sleep… Swara was staring at sanskar who is helping rajat… Sanskar feels his gaze and signals her to sleep… She nodes… But still staring… Soon sleep engulf her… And when she wake up at morning sees chhoti and rajat sleeping on bed
She looks for her hubby… Who is sleeping on couch… She looks at the room and bed decorated with flowers… Tear drops… She goes to washroom…
Fb ends…
My chain of thoughts breaks… I was looking at outside from window when laksh calls me… I wipe my tears
Laksh : swara ji come inside…
I nodes… And enters…
Ragini smiles… Me too…
Dinner came…
We were eating together… I got to know they are going delhi for honeymoon… Both are so happy… Obviously love merriage 8 years relationship… That means from school days…
I again engrossed in thoughts…
Flashbacks…
3 weeks later…
Swara was getting ready but was interrupting again and again by her hubby who is back hugging her and romancing with her….
Swara (hesitantly) : sanskar…. Wo..
Sanskar(while kissing her nape) : hmmmmm…
Swara : wo ritu… My friend called me… She was asking thattt….
Sanskar turns her kiss her lips passionately in which she reciprocate… After sometime both breaks sanskar buried his face in her neck… : tell what was your ritu saying…
Swara : she was asking where are we going for honeymoon…
Sanskar lifts his face looks at her… : tell her we are going rajasthan….
Swara smiles brightly and hugs him… It’s really very difficult to have him near her…
At dinner… Sanskar tells his mother about it… Suddenly rajat and chhoti start telling they also wanna go…
Swara : rajat chhoti we will take you on other trip promise…
In that his mother fumes in anger : look sanskar your wife start to devide our family…
Sanskar looks helplessly…
And after 3 days whole family went for rajasthan…
Fb ends…
I was crying while sleeping keeping my hands on eyes… I woke up as tt came for tickets…
I : sir our another passenger… When will he/she come??
Tt: after 3 station…
I nodes… I looks ragini is sitting looking at laksh who is talking on phone… May be informing family…
He soon cut the call… And looks at Ragini teasingly….
Laksh : you know what mom says??
Ragini : what??
Laksh : to come with little laksh/ Ragini…
Ragini was like tomato… I laugh… But soon my eyes fill with tears…
Flashbacks…
After 1 years and 2 months…
Sanskar comes from his London business trip after 2 months… He comes at room and sees swara is standing near window facing back… He tiptoed to her and close her eyes… But feels it watery… Soon he turns her…
Sanskar : jan what happened…
Swara says nothing but looks down crying….
Sanskar : jaan tell na…
Swara : sanskar my baby… My baby died in my womb…
Sanskar steps a back… : how…
Swara : sanskar… I needed you most that time… Doctor said to take me rest as it was complicated… But your mother… She told i should do house works… She made me wipe the whole mansion… It was paining… I was feeling pain in my waist and belly but she didn’t listen…
Sanskar was numb… (he try to cups her face… But she jerk) : jaan i…
But stopped by shouting of his mother : hey bhagwan… Aye chhodi… You want to tell i kill your child… That was my grand son… How cheap… You are a curse that’s why your child died… Dayen kahiki
That was it for swara : sanskar… Today you have to take decisions… You have to choose one me or this family… You can give her money but i will not stay with them…
Sanskar is numb: swara what are you saying… It’s a small matter… We will talk and…
Swara (shouts) : small matter… My baby was a small matter… Seriously…
Sanskar : no swara that’s not like that… But…
Swara : me or they??
Mother : think about your promise that you do before your half dead father… You will take care of your siblings…
Sanskar looks at his step mother…
Swara : sanskar??
Sanskar didn’t said anything…. Swara understands his silence…. She smiles…
Soon sanskar got divorce paper…
Fb ends….
12 years passed… I left you… And also delhi… After that neither i saw you not i want to know…. Sleep came…
At morning i woke up only to see laksh and Ragini is feeding each other biscuits and starring at each other lovingly… But my gaze goes to upper berth a man is sleeping facing his back… Train stops .. I go out… Buy some fruits… Soon i enter sees the man is standing….
I : excuse me side please…
The man turned… I steps back looking at him… Sanskar… He is standing in front of me…
I steps back but unfortunately bumped on Ragini…
Ragini : ouch swara di…
Laksh : jaan are you ok…
I see at sanskar… His face became more pale…
I : sorry ragini…
She nodes ok… Soon we all settled… I was gulping my tears… After 11 years we are meeting… Han he has become slight old… But same handsome as before… Obviously there will be some difference in 25 years old sanskar and 37 years old sanskar… I was thinking this things…. But my thoughts broke and i jumps a little when i heard that strong manly voice…
Sanskar : how are you swara…
I didn’t even realize when raglak went out and we are alone…
I clutch my kurti to stop me from crying… But i replied…
I: alive…
I saw him looking down… But i didn’t bother to ask him..
He again asked : how is life…
I didn’t answer…
He comes and sit beside me : swara…
I snapped at him : none of your business… And i think you should go to your sit…
My heart flinch seeing a lone tear in corner of his eyes… But i don’t leave the opportunity to taunting him…
‘i must you have become more successful… That’s why the great sanskar maheshwary is traveling in train…’ i said sarcastically…
Here i am ending 1st part…
Next part soon… What do you think swara should forgive him??