Sufferings (swasan ts) by mars – shot 7(dedicated to my doll helly)

Helllllllooooo guysss!!! Today I m very happy bcoz helly Darling won ” Bolly Vaganza Award ” in Indonesia. So a biggggggg congratulations to helly dear.This part is dedicated to her. Proud to be hellyholic.
I know I m sounding bit crazy but what to do I can’t control my happiness.
And to all my readers so sorry to make u all wait as I m posting this story after many days.Thanks for your worthy comments.
Putting full stop on my talks.
Let’s begin

SUFFERINGS (swasan ten shots)
SHOT 7
Hospital:
Swasan entered inside the room where was avni.Swara directly ran to her and slightly hug her not to disturb her sleep.
Swara sit near her holding avni’s hand.
Some tears had already kissed Swara’s cheeks seeing large bandage on avni’s forehead.
Sanskar was standing little far.he was staring avni with lots of love.A smile crept on his lips as he remember the beautiful moments he spend with her.
After few mins, swara realized that Sanskar still didn’t came near avni may be bcoz she is sitting so swara got up and sit on sofa in the room.
Then Sanskar went to avni and kissed her forehead gently over bandage.
He stood near her for sometimes. All the time Swara was staring him and was lost in thoughts confused why he is behaving like this.

Next day(Night)
Avni was released from hospital in the morning. Swasan bought her home.
Swara was all the time with her not leaving for a second.Sanskar has to leave for his office bcoz of some urgent work.
It was 8 pm when Sanskar came from office.He entered inside only to see his dear mother waiting for him.
After getting fresh up he came down while sujata set dinner for him.
Having his dinner, Sanskar asked
Sanskar: how is avni now?
Sujata (make faces): I don’t know.
Sanskar: mom why are u behaving like this with avni.
Sujata: I don’t understand one thing why u are showing soo much concerned for her?
Sanskar: bcoz she is my daughter.
Sujata: oh really now that servants girl become your daughter.
Sanskar (got up): stop it mom.u have no right to say anything to my daughter.
Sujata: don’t know what black magic this Swara had done on u that u are behaving like this with your mom.
Sanskar: bcoz u are wrong and has never shown me right path. U always manipulate me against Swara. Encouraging me to dominate her.
Sujata (angry): u are blaming me now.It was u also who was treating your wife as a servant.
Sanskar have nothing to say as she said right. How much badly he treated Swara.
He left from there.Before going to his room he went to guest room to see avni once as he had met her in the morning.

Guest room
Sanskar slightly knock the door.After few mins,Swara opened the door.
Swara look at him with interrogative look.He looked at her and said
Sanskar:wo I came to meet avni.How is she now?
Swara:she is fine and sleeping now.
Swara moved aside leaving way for him
He went to avni and saw her sleeping peacefully.He sit beside her and caresses her small hairs.Before leaving he kissed her palm.
He got up and went to door where swara was standing.
Sanskar: good night.
Swara: hmm
Sanskar left to his room while Swara slept closing the door.

After one month:
It has been one month since avni’s incident occurred. Now she has recovered completely.Sujata’s behavior has started changing little as she lost the support of her son.He always talk rudely with her.Nothing much changed between swasan.Swara’s attitude was still stern towards him.

Sunday:(evening)
Maheshwari house:
Hall:
Sanskar is sitting on sofa with avni in her lap.she is playing with jigsaw puzzle while Sanskar is admiring her.
After setting box she show to Sanskar while every time he kiss her cheeks and say very good in turn she laughs at her success.Once again she set puzzle according to her then turn to Sanskar and show him.Sanskar smiles and said
Sanskar: wow my baby is very intelligent.(kiss her cheeks)
Avni giggles and again got busy with puzzle. One person was continuously adoring their bonding and she is Swara who is sitting on dining table cutting vegetables.
Sanskar’s phone beep so he took it and started checking mails
Avni has set the puzzle so turn to Sanskar but now he was busy in phone and didn’t notice her.Avni was seeing him but he didn’t notice her.
Swara saw this so she went to take avni as Sanskar is busy.
Swara picked up avni in her arms. Sanskar felt loss of her touch so looked up to see Swara with avni.
Swara: I will take her.
Sanskar nodded.
Swara turn to leave but what avni next said shocked both of them
Avni forward jigsaw towards Sanskar showing him and shouts
Avni(shouts): paaaa
Sanskar jumped from sofa and said
Sanskar (stammer): swar..a u listen what..t she said
Swara nodded with tears in her eyes.
Sanskar hugged Swara and avni tightly as avni was in Swara’s arms.then he broke the hug and said
Sanskar (teary eyes): I just can’t believe that she called me.
He caress avni’s face who was again busy in jigsaw unknown to what is happening around.He took her in His arms
Sanskar:avni plzz say once again
But then only he listened sobbing sound so looked up only to see swara crying.
He got confused that why she is crying.
Sanskar went little closer and asked
Sanskar: Swara what happened??
Swara(pout): avni didn’t call me.
This is the first time when Sanskar realized that his wife is damm cute.
Sanskar (side hug her with one arm): don’t worry she will say.
Swara: pakka
Sanskar: hmm
Sanskar(to avni): see baby mamma is crying u didn’t call her.
Avni looked at him then to Swara trying to understand what is happening.
Avni saw swara crying so he left jigsaw on floor and extend her arms to swara
Avni(shouts); maaa
Now it was Swara’s time to jump.
She tightly kisses avni’s cheeks
Swara (crying): she called me ma Sanskar. I m sooo happy.
Swara hugged Sanskar wrapping her arms around his waist.
Sanskar shivered feeling her touch. This is first time he felt like this may be bcoz earlier he never try to feel her.
Then Swara realized what she did so moved Back and she was looking down.Sanskar also avoid eye contact.
They listened cooker’s whistle so Swara taking as chance ran to kitchen while Sanskar smile idiotically seeing her retreating figure.
Sanskar Hugged avni tightly and said slowly
Sanskar: love u my baby at least becoz of u today she came little closer to me.
Soon avni slept in his lap due to tiredness.

Night:
Guest room:
Avni is already sleeping. Swara is lying beside her lost in thoughts. She was trying to compare her life of these few months and that three years.

Swara’s POV
Now a days one thing is very common going in my head and that is confusion.
I m hell confused with Sanskar’s behaviour. Undoubtedly he has truely accepted avni.I never understand their bond but it’s amazing. Sometimes I feel jealous that avni spend her more time with Sanskar but more than that I m happy that avni got fatherly figure which I never thought in my dreams also.Today our happiness has no bound as avni spoke first time.I got disappointed when she called Sanskar not me.I started crying and he consoled me the very first time.I had seen the concern he has for avni is Same for me.
But when I try to think to give him a chance ,those three worst years of my life come in front of me and moreover he should take initiative and ask sorry then I will think of it.Change is part of our life.Its not big thing that a person can change.Maybe sanskae also changed but still some fear in my heart prohibit me to trust him.For the time I m happy with avni. But if he really need me in his life then he should ask me first, then I will think of it.I had accepted him as avni’s father but as a husband it really needs a lot of courage which I m lacking now.
Swara’s pov ends.
Thinking all this she slept.

Sanskar’s room:
Sanskar is lying on bed smiling like an idiot thinking all that happened today.
His chain of thoughts was broken by phone call.Seeing caller Id he instantly got up and received the call
Sanskar: hello Dr khanna
Dr khanna:hi sanskar I had disturbed u at this time to inform u that plz tomorrow come to hospital to collect your reports.
Sanskar skipped his heartbeat listening about reports.
Sanskar:okay.
He cut the call and again lie on bed thinking

Sanskar’pov
I was so happy till now bcoz today my angel called me papa. She really came like an angel in my devilish life. The word papa is very common but I know how it felt when someone refer to me as their father when I had lost all hopes to listen it. Secondly, my wife swara talked to me normally otherwise she is very stern towards me but I m not complaining bcoz I deserve this only after what I did with her.I never knew in those three years that I m doing wrong no no worst with her maybe bcoz no one was there to guide me as my mother always support and encourage me.But even I was wrong bcoz I was not school going child that I was not knowing what is right and wrong.But how stupid I was to do all that but now I can only regret.
I had tried to talk to her but then lose confidence or is having fear what if she refused.Now I m restless bcoz my reports will come tomorrow. Actually since I m feeling guilty for my behavior I thought to give a new start to my and swara’s relation but then only I realized that I m not perfect for her.I will never be able to give her the pleasure of being mother. So trying to overcome my lackness I contacted with the best gynaecologist and he told that I should undergo treatment for six months. I agreed without telling anyone I started having medicine.Now my course of six months is completed and tomorrow my reports will come. Hopefully if I got positive result I will try to pacify her, beg her and will try my level best to bring her respectfully back to my life.It is rightly said that we realize the importance of someone then only when we lose them.No one can understand this proverb better then me.
I was completely dependent on swara and when she left me I only know how much hard it was for me to manage.Every time I see her I just want to speak one word to her” sorry” until she forgive me.
I really need her bcoz she is part of me, my soulmate. My soul is feeling lonely without her.I was never knowing she was damm important for me.
Sanskar’s POV ends.
After wiping his unsheded tears he slept with the hope of new and bright morning.
To be continued. …

Precap: Sanskar ask swara to give one chance to him.

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