Suhani Si Ek Ladki OS: episode 9
Recap: Suhani tells Yuv to get out…
Suhani: Sambhav get off me! I’m a married woman!
Sam looks confused: To whom?
Suh: Yu- oh wait forget it… Just put me down I feel uncomfortable…
Sam puts suhani down and she runs back into the living room… Suhani sits down on the sofa and remembers all the moments that happened that day, from the carnival, to when she shouted at yuv.. Her smile changed to tears and she bends down and gets her diary from under the sofa…
(Diary)
Dear Diary,
Today changed from a perfect day to a really bad day really fast… Yuv can’t control his anger, which ruins everything… That sadu… I guess some things don’t change over the period of 6 six year.. Well I know personalities don’t, but relationships do… Maybe I do need to move on… But what happens if I still love my Sadu.. If i don’t then why do I also picture his face in my closed eyes, why does he always make me happy when i am upset, I also think of him, but I doubt he ever thinks of me… Somu is taking good care of my daughter, so I couldn’t ask for more… I just don’t want somu think I am taking away her husband, because I know she would never do that to me… If only I could tell yuvaan, that this is his family, but I can’t…
soo many feelings in one person… uhhh, night diary… Only you listen to me now…
Suhani leaves he diary on the table and drifts off to sleep on the sofa…
In the morning suhani wakes up and goes to get dressed in an English dress and leggings her hair opened on the side, she has no make up on as usual and there is a glow on her face…
She gets up and finds a note on the table:
“Sorry about last night… I couldn’t control myself, I should let you move on… I should control my anger, I have two daughter’s one is yours and they don’t even know your their mother, so I should be grateful that you are not letting another man call my son son… Ty suhani…
From Yuvraaj…”
Suhani picks up the note and puts it into her chest and puts it into the diary, which she then hides under the sofa…
At the BH:
Everyone is having their breakfast, except Yuvraaj…
somu: Maa ji, Where is Yuvraaj?
Prat: I don’t know dear, I thought you would know…
Sharad: He has gone out for a jog, you don’t need to worry…
Dadi: Go get hs juice ready then Soumya… And Rags i need to talk to you about your family.
Rags: I don’t want a child.
Dadi: Well You need to!
Rags: I DON’T WANT TO!
Dadi: Don’t disrespect me! Mehnka took her child, well not her child, but she took that boy away, and that ladki has the Birla son, so you need a child.
Rags: NO! (she storms off)
Suhani is walking towards the birla house and is trying to put her necklaces on, she manages to get the “Y” necklace on, but fiddles to get the “S” necklace on since the top bit is rusty…
She drops the “S” necklace due to a strong gust in wind and Yuv comes back from his jogging and it lands near his feet… He picks it up and sees suhani looking at it… He walks past her holding the necklace tight, suhani was just about to turn around when she feels a warm breath on her neck she gently shuts her eyes…
Suh: Y..Yuv.. I can do it…
HE doesn’t respond instead he brings the necklace around her neck and moves her hair with his hand, he gently brings his finger up her neck as he ties the necklace, as the clasp wasn’t closing he had to use his mouth…
Suhani: Yuv.. It’s ok…
He still doesn’t listen, he brings his mouth over to the clasp and bites the clasp close, his lips brush again the back of suhani’s neck, Suhani’s eyes close and her clenched into fists… Yuvraaj puts suhani’s hair back to normal and turns her around to look at her, he gets his finger and moves her hair from her eyes, he is mesmerised by this glow she has on her face, he turns around and steps away…
Suhani whispers: Thank you…
Yuv doesn’t turn around but smiles, as he walks into the BH… Suhani gets ready for a walk in the park, by herself.
Two hours later the kids and yuvraaj are playing football in the outhouse, the football is kicked under the sofa, Yuvraaj goes to get it and gets the diary, he doesn’t notice that it was a diary and opens it to the first page, gets the balls and passes it to the kids, while he turns his back to them and reads the book…
First Page:
I am utterly broken… My Love told me to leave forever, I lost my daughter, I only have my son… I will need to stay strong, I don’t want anything to happen to Yuvraaj’s son… I don’t understand why I left, I don’t know how long I will survive. Its a cold dark place out here, two people tried to kidnap me, but thank god I learnt self-defence techniques… I need to travel to a safer place… with the small amount of money and the rest of my life..It might not last…
Yuvraaj was almost in tears when Yuvaan tugs his sleeve and a picture falls out the diary, It was a picture of yuvaan and suhani when Yuvaan was a baby and on the back it says *If you ever see this picture Yuvraaj, you son is going to be exactly like you*
Yuvann: Yuvraaj Uncle how am I going to be exactly like you?
Yuvraaj: Because your a chamoo and your mumma knows I am a champ as well (He puts on a smile to hide the pain)
Yuvaan: Ok uncle put the book away and lets play…
Yuvraaj: Ummm Yuvaan not now… Let me put this book away as I have been looking for it for ages…
Yuvaan nods: Come back as quickly as you can…
Yuvraaj: Ok Champ! Bye girls i will be back in 30 minutes…
Just then Sambhav comes in…
Sam: GUYS WHP WANTS TO GO TO THE PLAYGROUND!
All the children run to himand all shout me! Me! Me!
Yuvraaj storms off, Sam smirks and quickly says
Sam: ME and Suhani are going to play a lot of games with you lot, we will have races and everything!
Yuvraaj stops turns around and remembers what suhani said to him last night so he walks off…
When Yuv reaches his room he locks the door and starts to read the diary…
Yuv PoV:
I know this is personal… But I never had the chance to understand what my wife was going through my ego and anger got the better of me…
as I turn to the next page I see a blood stain at the top of the page… I rub it… then start to read what happened…
It’s been weeks now since I first write in my diary, I finally found an place to rent in Lucknow, it was this person’s house called Sambhav… HE is a good friend, very friendly and compassionate… But I don’t want to know him… I need to rebuild my life, I was being very stupid and cut myself on some thorns as I was collecting roses for Mine and Yuv’s anniversary, I decided for every anniversary that we will spend apart I will pick his favourite flower and preserve it into this little gap I cut in the back of the book, I covered it with his picture just to remind me… Thank god I got some pictures of everyone before I left… I kept fighting for everyone one of them. Even Dadi!
I giggle a bit when reading the last bit and I turn to the last page and I see the 6 roses… They might be a little bit died out, but all six are there, with a little picture of me… I can see little stains on the page like dried out tears.. I have never felt soo guilty…
Precap: The kids find out the truth about their parents, as Somu finds someone…
How did you lot like this epi! I have considered starting a new ff soon when I finish this OS and finding my angel 😀
Lots of Love Aqsaah x
I fulfilled some of u lots promises I made this lengthy and updated fast 😀