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REALIZATION -laksh was on bheem going to fight…….he was moving to the place with his troops ………..swara was sitting in the cell……………her heart was beating fast like it will break the cage of her chest and come out…………she didn’t knew why she was feeling this but she did knew that something was wrong………….wrong with someone who was close to her but who was he……..????
laksh was moving…………he knew today he had to save his kingdom but his heart and mind were just concentrated on swara, his ragini………..he was physically moving with his soldiers but in reality he was still in those memories………..those memories of swara and ragini………….his heart too was beating fast………………..like he was going far away from someone……….some one close to his heart…………..his heart was mourning for that separation but he couldn’t do anything afterall he was the king
…………………he closed his eyes and then opened them, he kept moving………..moving not towards but far away from his destination…………… swara was tensed………each passing second raced her heart beat further when she saw the soldiers at the gate coming back after their breakfast……………..they were talking among themselves………..about some serious matter which swara tried to hear…………………….but as they spoke in a low tone she could barely hear two words……………… “ lakshraj………………….war………….” he heart sank listening the words……….did they meant that laksh was gon on a war…………………..but……………but he recently had one with pitaji…………another war…………….she remembered how sanskar had been feeling sad when ragini got hurt due to him…………… she didn’t knew why but today she felt the same…………….the same feeling that sanskar had gone through at that time has been felt by swara………………….tears escaped her eyes…………..for sanskar………for HER LAKSHRAJ…………..she was feeling guilty……………….. “ you asked yourself na swara that you did you love sanskar………then let me answer you , you don’t love him……………………..if you don’t trust him then how can you think to love him………..”
a voice filled with anger came from her side……..she turned to that side only to find herself standing in front of her staring at her angrily……….. “ but , how , how can i trust him…………………he is the one who initiated a war………….a war which could have led to me loosing my whole family and has already killed so many people………….” she said tears dwelling down her eyes……… “ without thinking you blamed him for everything that happened to you and to others…………why swara…………..the war happened due to another reason too and that is your refusal…..your refusal to marry him………….has anyone blamed you for
that………………………????”swara’s reflection asked her………………swara was left dumbtruck………she rewinded the thing………..the pure soul, innocent sanskar she met and the image of lakshraj she weaved…………………. “ swara, you met sanskar but you just heard about lakshraj…….hating him before knowing the truth maybe not your falut but hating him after knowing the truth is and is only your fault……………………relationships are made on trust swara and if you had ever loved him you would have trusted him……………” swara was crying badly this time…………………..she was saying correct……….laksh loved her so much that he refused to give up but she……she distrusted him in a second…………..was this she called her love…………..he heart ………………….her heart bleed with these thoughts…………………….staying away from him knowing he is in danger and still deciding to hate him………………………….was this correct……….. “swara………..if you love him na then go to him………………..go to sanskar………..go to your laksh…………..save him from this world…………save him swara……save him…………” the reflection said as she kept a hand on the shoulder of the totally broken swara……….. “ i will go to laksh……………….i won’t let anyone harm him……………………………….i am swara……………sanskar’s ragini……………..i won’t ever leave my sanskar……………..my laksh………………i won’t……..” she said as she got up………………..she was weak due to the things happening to her from so many days yet she walked up to the railing…………………… “ laksh………laksh raj’s life is in danger , please let me go……..i need to save him…………..” she could barely speak breathing heavily as she spoke those words………the guards looked at her and turned their face…………… “ please………….i am not lying……please” she spoke but no one paid head to her words……………….she cried badly…………she missed those moments……she missed her laksh………………………she tried shaking the bars of the cell but no use…..her tender hands couldn’t break those strong bars………………….she could do nothing but just cry sitting there………………………
laksh reached near the army absent minded…………………..he was still lost as he one of his soldiers touched his back………..he came out of those thoughts and eyed him …………… “ raja ji………………….we have been betrayed…………….i just got to know that jollandagarh is not attacking us but shamgarh is………………” laksh stared at him …………..shamgarh was one of the most powerful kingdom in the world with whom raja durgaprasad had good connections so attacking him…………………………………….he was shocked but yet for now he knew only one thing…………. “ sent a message for more soliders and do it fast……………..” he said as he breathed heavily knowing that his handful of soliders will be smashed by the huge army of shmgarh………………..